"This is Miss Liu. Teacher Yingying looked at Miss Tanaka and stretched out her hand to me and politely introduced her.

"Hello, Miss Tanaka. I stood up, learned their Japanese manners, and bowed with a smile.

"Miss Tanaka is Mr. Asano's wife, and we will all be friends from now on. Teacher Yingying introduced me softly, and I simply shook hands with her, without saying anything, I thought, just a simple acquaintance.

For the first time in my life, I shook hands with a foreigner, and I was still from Dongying.

I still accompany Nangong Yue's mother and son and my Ruliang and Ruyi to eat and chat, it's not that I'm rude, but Miss Tanaka can't speak Chinese, she has to let Teacher Yingying translate every word she says, and I have to let Teacher Yingying translate every word

I was troubled by the fact that Ms. Tanaka was an employee of Yingying's company, and there was nothing I needed help with my company, so I didn't want to get to know her in depth.

After sending Nangong Yue and Xuanxuan home, we returned home, and it was almost ten o'clock.

"You two be quiet, don't wake up grandparents. I whispered to Ruliang and Ruyi, the villa is very quiet, as if a needle fell on the ground can hear the sound, Mr. Yuwen and Mrs. Yuwen have fallen asleep, I quietly walked upstairs, Ruliang and Ruyi also followed me slowly.

"Mom, we're going to watch "Baolian Lantern". "After entering the house, I had just taken off my coat when Ruliang and Ruyi shouted in unison.

"Let's see tomorrow, it's too late today. I said to the two of them in amusement, pinching their little noses slightly, it seems that they are in love with this cartoon.

"Well, Mom's words don't count, Mom promised us to watch it today yesterday. The two little ones were still looking at me with their lips sucked, but I did promise them yesterday.

"Children, it's too late today, it's not that my mother won't show you, lack of sleep is absolutely not okay, hurry up and go to bed, or my mother will be angry." ”

I pretended to be impatient, and then changed into pajamas and motioned for them to come up to sleep, I knew that it was irresponsible to talk without talking, but children should not stay up late, no matter how noisy they were, I didn't continue, I came to the door and turned off the light.

"Mom lied, we ignored Mom. Ruliang and Ruyi were still muttering disdainfully, I had just gotten into the quilt, listening to them, I was angry, but also a little helpless, I sat on the bed, and saw through the moonlight on the curtain that they were still standing by the bed and did not come up.

I've been so sensible for five years, why did I suddenly get so angry today?

"If you don't sleep, you won't have to watch tomorrow, so if you want to see it, come up and sleep, or you will stand until dawn." I lay on the bed and said to them solemnly, then closed my eyes.

I just want them to understand that they are still young, health is the first priority, it's just a movie, when can't they watch it?

I just closed my eyes and waited for them to come up, I thought they would stop arguing because I was angry, but they were still standing there, and there was no vibration from anyone coming up on the bed, so I patted the bed impatiently and insisted on letting them come up.

For children, the standard of a good child in people's eyes is "obedient, sensible, well-behaved", although these three things are good and good in possession, but I am actually not so happy, I want them to have their own opinions, have a piece of the world in their hearts, I don't want them to be like a robot to completely obey the orders of adults, but now this matter, no matter what, I can't agree.

Ahem-

I was unconsciously woken up by my sudden cough, I covered my mouth and coughed and sat up from the bed, I glanced at my side, Ruliang and Ruyi were already asleep.

It seemed to be the middle of the night, and watching them fall asleep, I understood that they had been defeated by my cold war, so I rolled over and got out of bed and dragged them to the bathroom.

Ahem...... I hurried into the bathroom, turned on the light, and propped my right hand on the mirror of the sink, the sweet smell of fish coming out of my chest, and my blood instantly spat out of my mouth into the pool.

I looked at the bright red blood stains in the sink, and a terrible thought suddenly flashed through my mind, this thought, I had before, but this time, it seemed to be the verdict of death.

Maybe one day, I'll die?

"Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Two immature and muffled voices sounded at the door, and I looked at them slowly, Ruliang and Ruyi's eyes were slightly red, and their eyes seemed to be trembling looking at me.

"Ah, Mom wants to wash her face. I replied with a smile, then turned on the faucet and washed my face.

The smell of blood mixed with the cold tap water, and I lifted the water to my face vigorously, trying to dilute the terrible thoughts that loomed in front of my eyes.

I didn't even notice that Ruliang and Ruyi were already standing on their little feet, one standing on my left and right, and four small white hands lying on the edge of the pool......

"Mom, you're vomiting blood!"

It's late, what's the use of hiding it now? Isn't they seeing me enough when I'm unwell?

"No, mom's nose is bleeding, you don't have to worry, go, go back to sleep. I tried to comfort them with a reluctant smile and nudge them to the bedroom.

"Mom, don't lie to us, we've heard everything. Ruliang and Ruyi stopped, turned around and looked at me coldly and said.

I don't know what to say right now.

"Mom, we were wrong, we shouldn't have you off before. They choked up and looked at me and said, tears were already overflowing in their eyes, looking at their appearance, and then recalling Bai Xiaoyu's accusations against me in the morning, as well as Nangong Yue and Xuanxuan's humiliation in the kindergarten, I think back on these things, looking at Ruliang and Ruyi feel sorry for me, I really ......

"Ruliang, Ruyi, mom is fine, don't worry, for your sake, mom will never leave you. I also burst into tears and said to them with a smile.

"Then mom, you vomited blood, why don't you tell us you're sick! Why don't you let us know? We don't have a father, if mom leaves us again, what will we do with our grandparents and Aunt Xiaoxiao in the future!" Ruyi shouted at me excitedly, Ruliang couldn't cry anymore, Ruyi's last words, her voice was sharp and loud, and her voice pierced my ears with pain.

I don't blame anyone, because it has nothing to do with anyone, I only blame myself, everything is too pessimistic for me, why am I tired like this, isn't it all caused by myself?

I can only take my past as a dream now, just when I have never known Yu Wenliang, I have never suffered hardship, only in this way, with my optimistic side, will my body, mind, and possibility to have a great reversal.