It's been a busy week. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info thought that I was going to climb the mountain tomorrow at about 6 pm on Friday, so I opened the outdoor network, found a place of interest, called and asked, the quota was full, and more than a dozen groups were contacted. I really didn't expect that there were so many mountain climbers in Xi'an.

On Thursday, a friend asked me to climb the mountain together, but because I didn't like the place, I declined, and now I can't find a group and have to drive. The place is also thought of, go to West Cuihua.

I don't want to think about it, because my fat donkey has been climbing the mountain recently, and I always collect troops halfway, which makes me climb very unpleasantly. I still want to go with my travel friends, but it's past 10 o'clock in the evening, who to contact?

I suddenly remembered the elephant friend who went to Shaohua Mountain together last time, and he had a herd, so he sent a text message to ask: Where are you going, and are there any places?

SMS is in the sea. I haven't been back at eleven o'clock, and I won't wait. Decide to drive tomorrow.

At 5:00 a.m., I was busy texting a message: We will go to Xiguanyin Mountain tomorrow, it's full, let's go to the big temple together next time.

I haven't been to West Guanyin Mountain, but I've been to East Guanyin Mountain many times. Very interested: You tell me the route, I'll go by car.

Text messages are lost again. I started writing my articles again. Twenty minutes later, the text message came again: No need to drive, come with us......

My God, this elephant is really an elephant, too slow. If I was someone who slept early, I would have turned off early. But it's still a pleasure.

Got on the bus at the school gate at 8am, which was so convenient. The elephant traveler was very nice and left me a front row seat. And there were several people standing in the car, which turned out to be overloaded. After getting in the car, I realized that I was going to Dongguanyin Mountain, and the elephant traveler made a mistake. I'm too embarrassed to say no.

I was so upset that I was the last to squeeze in because of the overload and the road administration stopped near the new campus. So, I said to the elephant: I'll get out of the car, I'll go to Fengyukou to climb the mountain.

"You don't have to get out of the car, you go together. The elephant said sincerely.

In fact, elephant travelers really don't understand, I don't want to go to Dongguanyin Mountain, I've been there many times. In this way, I went to Guanyin Mountain again in a daze.

I only know the elephant donkey friend in the group, and he doesn't cross today, so I have to go alone. It's also a habit of mine, I don't like to talk to people I don't know. The road is familiar, plus there are a lot of people climbing here today, so there's nothing to be afraid of.

I don't know if I have teammates in front of me, so I go at my own pace. I have never been in Fahua Temple halfway through, and today I have enough time to visit the real monks on this Guanyin Mountain. Otherwise, as long as I think of these temple keepers in Daiding and Hechang Perception Temple, I will be angry.

I made up my mind, and I walked faster.

Walk fast and don't forget to appreciate the spring of this mountain, the spring flowers on the beams of the ditch and ditch are golden and brilliant, and the pink flowers wrapped in the tender green and blooming in clusters and clusters are so beautiful by the purple smoke floating in the spring tide of the mountain! Now, this mountain full of lilac makes my heart fly to them, and I am willing to borrow a wisp of spring breeze to turn into a dancing spring girl to decorate this beautiful mountain and river, and dissolve in this April sky in the world......

What I didn't expect was that on the mountainside that was almost to the top of the mountain, I saw snowflakes like flowers sprouting and cool, hehe, it was too unexpected. I was wearing a summer outdoor hiking suit with snow in my hands, and it was so cool. This will not be annoying to others, and I quickly asked people passing by to take pictures for me.

After taking the photo, he turned around and left by himself as if he didn't know him. At this time, I heard someone behind me say, "Look at this woman, how strange is she so beautiful, climbing the mountain alone." This dress looks like a professional, isn't it weird that all professionals are so weird?"

Hehe, I looked back at them and smiled.

I continued to walk and walked to a temple, and a female traveler came out to me after entering and said: There is still water to drink.

I didn't answer her words, I didn't just ignore the men when I climbed the mountain, and the women didn't care about it. Moreover, there are many temples along the way, and I have never entered them.

As a result, she kept talking behind me, and then pointed it out to me: Look at those monks. I looked at her and said, "Oh, it's strange, there's a temple behind this temple, and there is a big courtyard between the two temples."

I've passed through here no less than five times and never been in. I didn't look back after going up. When I saw this scene, I suddenly thought that I should go in and take a look just now, and I didn't know if Tianchang was there. Alas, just think about it, I know that Tianchang is not here, and I have no interest in seeing other people.

Continue to go up the mountain and reach the top of the mountain. I don't want to stop here for a moment, I'm really afraid to see the two masters of this temple, the female temple keeper of this front hall of the temple is so enthusiastic about me that I always have no idea who I am. It makes everyone think that I have been friends with her for eight lifetimes.

I walked down the hill quickly and decided to go to Huafa Temple to eat.

Going down the mountain must pass through a simple board house in the temple courtyard of Beijingchi next to the top of the mountain, and the road down the mountain is facing the door of this board house. Just as there were still three stone steps, the door suddenly opened. Startled me, I used to walk in front of this door, which never opened. I stood on the stone steps and looked into the room, where a man in a black sports jacket looked at me with a smile on his face. Descending another stone staircase, he also took a step towards the door, his smile so hard to ignore. I wanted to smile back at him, but I was wearing a sunscreen mask on my face, and he couldn't see my response. I didn't want to remove the mask, so I found a phrase: "Is the hermit who wrote the book still there?"

"He went to Sichuan three months ago to get married. "Oh, she's a woman!

I was shocked for a moment, "Didn't he say that he was going to become a monk and go down the mountain so soon?" I remembered when I said this, and I asked him what his plans were for the future, and he said, "Eventually, I want to return to society, and I am here to prepare for my return." ”

"I saw that he wrote a book that said "monk", but he eventually went down. "She has a good voice and standard Mandarin.

"It's good to finally be back in society. I said perfunctorily.

"I recently read the Huashang Daily, and the description of the hermits in the Qinling Mountains in the newspaper is ......"

I was secretly surprised that she was speaking exactly the same way as mine. She speaks very logically, and when you listen to it, you know that she has a high formal education. I accepted her in my heart.

"May I ask who you are?" I took off my mask.

"I'm a monk, I've been here for seven months, and I'm from Fujian. Are you a teacher or a journalist?" she walked out of the room and stood in front of me. She is a little older than me, her eyes are clear and bright, and her thin figure is full of vitality and temperament.

"There are no monks in the hall above the top of this roof?" I didn't answer her.

"I read in the book that there used to be monks here. She said for sure.

It was this sentence that made me have a good impression of her. Because, every question she asks is answered seriously, and she will emphasize that it is written in the book. I like that. Knowing that she is a lover of reading and a lover of books, and that she is a person who can read, and more importantly, she speaks exactly the same way as we do.

I was still standing on the first step, so she had to raise her face to tell me when she spoke. I thought about going down, and she probably thought I was leaving, and she immediately said, "You and we are destined." ”

"What do you call it, why are you not wearing monk's robes?" I asked seriously.

Her eyes darkened for a moment, and after looking to the side for a moment, she said, "My name is Fa Chuan, and I write the Fa upside down." My robes can be worn in the summer. ”

I was surprised by her answers to these two questions. Because when Zhou Yan asked the law number of the sky, his expression when he replied was so joyful, without a trace of evasion.

"Do you have a home?"

"Yes. ”

"Contact?"

"Contact. Last time, I told my mother that I was going to retreat for 8 months, and it was inconvenient to contact me, but when I was five months old, the Bodhisattva told me that something had happened at home, and I called back, and my mother said that there was no news of me and she was dying. She looked at me with a smile and said.

After hearing her words, I didn't plan to leave immediately. If she had replied, 'The monks don't have a home.' I'll walk away right away, I never talk to people who say things like that.

"How did you come here? It's so unsafe. ”

This is the Bodhisattva's guidance, fate. I've been here for seven months and it's safe. Could you please take off your hat and let me see it?"

"I'm not a monk, you see my braids. "I was upset, but I took off my hat anyway.

"I'm looking at your hairline, yes. ”

"I'm not religious. I interrupted her.

"I didn't enter the temple gate before I was 29 years old, and I ...... during the special period" She spoke for a long time, with a lot of knowledge points, and when she said it, she used gestures just right, and she was very generous, and I judged that she was a teacher.

"You have a very deep Buddha affinity, and now you are going around the monks, but you don't come in, and you are blocking yourself from coming in. You have to read the scriptures. She made a gesture to move in a circle.

Oh, her words shook my heart, and I had in my mind that there were five monks in a circle, and I was running around them outside, and three of them I knew, and the others didn't see clearly.

At this moment, several travelers who were taking pictures in front came over and said hello to each other.

"What, they're with you?" she didn't smile.

"No, I'm coming alone. ”

"You see, why do you like a mountain climb. That's a way of meditation, you just don't know it yourself, you're already doing it. She said neatly.

I was still shocked by what she said, how did she get in touch like this? Standing in the way of someone else at the door, I said, "Let's go to the side." ”

"If you read the scriptures, if you read the scriptures, you will be more ...... than us monks," she said, and the result made me laugh.

"I've been angry with a monk lately about reading the scriptures?"

"I know, the Bodhisattva asked me to wait for you here. How did you meet?"

I talked about my experience, and when I was talking, I suddenly felt a wave of sadness, and I was a little speechless for a while.

At this time, I saw Master Fa Chuan burst into tears, and couldn't cry silently: "You... You have strong good roots... You recognize him, you..."

She kept wiping away her tears and choked up, "When you said just now... My hair is a bit long, otherwise you can see that the roots of my hair are all standing on end all at once. This shows that what you said is true, and I realize it. She said, pointing to her one-centimeter-long hair.

Then she folded her hands and said, "I will also make a wish with you, may he fulfill your wish and cross more people." ”

I waited for her to calm down and said, "I've been arguing lately, and he doesn't let me miss him, and I don't want to do this, but I can't let it go." I'm in a hurry. ”

She smiled again, "Why put it down, don't put it down." He doesn't understand why you're concerned at the moment, because he can't understand your pain. At this time, for the sake of his own cultivation needs, for his own cultivation of emptiness, he is now forcing himself to be empty. When the vacuum is full, you can feel it. ”

"I don't understand why he is so ruthless sometimes, and I don't know him. ”

"No, he is also concerned about you, with your high cultivation, you should be able to understand it. He is the way you are now, it is all the need for cultivation. Now the cause of your dispute is that he listens to you, and you do not listen to him. We're all the ones who help you get to his roots. Let's practice together. She then said, "You have deep roots in the Buddha, and there may be other reasons that make you anxious, so if you don't want to tell me, don't tell him." ”

"You know there's anyone else helping me?" I was a little curious.

"The Bodhisattva asked me to be here with you. If I wear a monk's robe today, I will not be able to stop you in front of the door, because your heart is against the monks. Seven months ago, when I was at Fengde Monastery, the Bodhisattva didn't introduce me to you, and there must have been monks by your side at that time, people who cared about you. Ms. Fachuan said calmly.

"However, Tianchang did not let me read the scriptures. I didn't completely listen to him, and I agreed with what he said. Only since he left, I have no one to speak to my heart. Tiangao can only understand my words, but he is not wise enough. He seems to care more about me than the sky. "I feel lucky to have met another soulmate. Recently, when I was upset, I always thought of Tianchang, and I couldn't hear from him.

"No, no, we can only help you, not him. You will understand it when you read the scriptures. The first two masters have their own tasks. But in the end, it's all about getting you closer to each other, don't you think about it? Listen to the words of the Sky Master, read the scriptures, and then improve quickly. ”

She mentioned the scriptures again, and I wanted to leave. Also, I'm going to Hokkeji Temple.

"I'm going to go to Fahua Temple, I've never been in there, and I'm going to plan to come today. ”

"Oh, where are you going today?" said Lady Chuanfa, with a puzzled expression and her head lowered.

Then she looked up at me and I suddenly felt that she was asking for my contact information. I immediately decided to stop her from saying no before she could say anything: "If we have a fate, we will meet again." ”

She paused for a moment, then smiled and said, "You're above me." A month later, another master arrived. ”

"I'm leaving. As soon as I spoke, I suddenly felt her hugging me. I refused very much in my heart, and immediately thought of a word, I immediately folded my hands and stammered, "You cultivate... I wish you an early ascension to the Buddhahood. ”

She shook her head again, and then folded her hands together and said, "You will also ascend to the Buddha path early." ”

Well, what is that? I also ascended to the Buddhahood? I turned around and left. I could feel the Dharma Lady standing there watching me go.

As a result, I arrived at Fahua Temple full of hope, met with them, and talked for three sentences, and there was no need to talk about it any further, so I left.

Ever since I left Hokke-ji Temple, I've been thinking about passing on Ms.'s words. She didn't preach the Bible today, but I was impressed by what she said. We have the same way of expression, our thinking is jumping, but not chaotic. Many people are not used to this way of talking. So far, only Zhou Yan and Ms. Fa Chuan have been able to accept my approach. Because we are the same logical way.

I clearly felt that we appreciated each other. She saw through a lot of what she said, and aside from what she said that she couldn't explain, she seemed to be right about everything else.

In particular, she said that I also practiced climbing mountains. This surprised me so much, because I've been thinking lately that I always think that other people are hard to be monks, and monks think that I am hard to climb mountains, but in fact, we are all doing what we like.

As for her saying that I climbed the mountain alone as a retreat, I really believed it.

'Meditation', if I understand correctly, refers to the correction of the mind. I think it's weird to think about it, since last October, I've really climbed the mountain by myself and don't want to walk with anyone. This was not possible in the past, I was a timid person and a very dependent person.

When I walk alone in the mountains, in this quiet nature, let my mind calm down, after the true unity of body and mind, my heart is full, and this fullness comes from the fact that when I am in this pure nature, my soul reaches the purity of transparency, and I realize what true happiness is. This process corrected my soul and my heart.

Ms. Fa Chuan is a wise person, she is as simple as me, and most of the simple people are kind, but the difference is that her soul is purer, because when she saw me talking and choked, she burst into tears. From her, I saw what it is like to be a woman who has truly become the master of her own heart......

The reason why I don't want to contact her anymore is because I don't want to disturb her anymore, I don't want her to share anything for me, and I don't want her to become Tianchang's successor. This stems from the fact that when I talked to her, I found that her heart was too close to me, just like Tianchang at that time, and I would not accept this kind of love from anyone anymore. Because, after Tianchang left, whenever I encountered difficulties, I would have a brief panic and think of him.

Thank you to Ms. Fa Chuan for making me understand the relationship between possession and giving.

Thank God you always let me meet the right person at the right time.

2012－4－14

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