The two have been together for so long, they have never blushed or quarreled, in addition to Xiao Yan's own steady temperament and his family not dragging his feet, Lin Yi has a gentle temperament and a strong sense of tolerance, which is also one of the reasons.

Xiao Yan went up to the third floor and stood at the door of the bedroom, hesitating whether to knock on the door.

This was originally his bedroom, since Lin Yi established a relationship with him, no matter whether Lin Yi lived in Xiao's house or not, this room was empty for her, even if Xiao Yan came back, he still lived in the relatively small vacant room next to the old lady on the first floor.

Now that he was standing at the door of the bedroom where he had lived since he was a child, he actually had a nervous mind, just because he was worried about what had just happened, which hurt Lin Yi's self-esteem and made her mistakenly think that he was not attentive enough to her.

To be honest, in terms of how to please his daughter-in-law, his father is a genius, and ordinary people can't compare with him.

Compared with his father, Xiao Yan may have a good heart for his daughter-in-law, but Xiao Jianguo has decades of experience, and he is difficult to pat at a horse!

It's all to blame on him, he wasn't good enough to let her be wronged......

Using all his strength to maintain his composure on the surface, Lin Yi hurriedly ran upstairs, gasped and went into the bathroom, quickly washed his face with cold water, looked at the face with water droplets in the mirror, and slowly revealed a trace of sadness in his eyes.

She was so lacking in love.

She wanted to have a home so badly.

Because of her extreme insecurity, she was extremely picky in her two lives, and she didn't dare to promise her life easily.

finally took a fancy to such a person, and settled down smoothly, how happy she was!

Now she has nothing, even if she has a biological mother in name, but she is also a person who can put her in the back row at any time for the sake of her younger brother.

Except for the year when her grandmother just died, she was much more enthusiastic about her, and once eagerly wanted to take her to Xinjiang to live, and wanted to intervene in everything, since she and Xiao Yan settled, the work has never followed her wishes, and now the mother and daughter have slowly returned to their former appearance, except for the occasional phone call to say something inconsequential, there has not been much thoughtful care.

Even the cost of living began to be interrupted because she graduated.

Really speaking, she has nothing now, just such a fiancé.

She wanted to be nice to him.

She was willing to give everything she could to him.

She never thought about the gossip of others.

She is willing to send him a large bag of things to the army, willing to write to him one after another, willing to wait for one phone call after another from afar, willing to please his family when he is not at home, willing to live in Xiao's house despite the discussion of outsiders, obviously a fashionable person, but willing to buy shoe soles and knit sweaters for him, just because she envies the sincerity of this ordinary couple......

She clung to him.

She was afraid that she was not good enough, and that her family background was not worthy of her......

Especially compared with the two sisters-in-law whose family backgrounds are the right one for the Xiao family, her flaws are simply impossible to ignore.

She studied hard, worked hard, and tried to be a better person.

But she chose to fulfill her dream and decided to become an actress.

This kind of work, for a family like the Xiao family, is not on the table in the end.

At least compared to the positions of the two sisters-in-law and the noble civil servants of state organs, it is simply out of place for this family.

She had thought about these problems before, but the Xiao family never showed any dislike, she had always been very good at being a person, and she felt that the family liked her very much.

Now it's just a sweater, tearing a corner of these appearances, making her realize that these problems exist, but the Xiao family is qualified and kind, and they have never embarrassed her because of this.

If it was just these things, she wouldn't panic.

After all, she is living with Xiao Yan, as long as Xiao Yan loves her as a wife, protects her and spoils her all her life, some inconsequential things are actually not that important.

She is not the kind of ignorant woman who is idle and panicked, and she does everything all day long, except for the house fight, there is no side in her eyes.

But in Xiao Yan's heart, how many catties and taels does she have?

Did he treat her as well as she did to him?

Like she values him, does she value her?

Lin Yi covered his face and felt that his legs were a little weak.

She had never thought about this before, but when she thought about it, the two were together, she pierced it, and she was more active when the two got along.

Did he push the boat because she took the initiative to send her to the door, or did he really like her?

If he really likes her, why haven't he ever told her what he wants when the two have known each other for so long?

Is it really just because his work is dangerous and he is afraid of dragging her down?

But if he was really worried about this, to the point that he didn't have the courage to confess, why did she casually persuade him, and he easily let go of these concerns?

So......

In the end, it's better to push the boat, right?

After all, she looks pretty good?

People say that emotional problems such as people know whether they drink water or whether they are warm or cold, and they know whether they are good or bad.

But how many people can calmly think about their emotional problems?

Wiping the water off his face, Lin Yi sat in front of the desk, stunned and looked at the tightly locked box in the bookcase.

It contained a letter written by Xiao Yan to her, a box full of them.

She carried it with her like a baby, and when she thought of him, she felt it out and took a look.

In the past, she had no doubt about Xiao Yan's sincerity, and these letters were a great achievement.

Now when I compare it, I don't compare it with others, just compare his father, he seems to be not as good to her as she imagined.

Suddenly, I had a sense of self-awareness, feeling that she was the worst woman in the family.

How so?

It just hurts my pride.

For a woman, suddenly realizing that the person she likes may not be as good to her as she imagined is definitely a huge blow!

In this family, there are so many women, no one has to please her husband, but she is reserved and waiting for her husband to please, just her, turned over!

To please the man and the man's family, without any shy about it!

It seems that she is a little shorter than her mother-in-law.

This feeling is really uncomfortable.

Especially when the in-laws are not strong and there is no support from brothers and parents.

Probably because the wedding date is getting closer and closer, she is a little uneasy!

The summer wind, with the smell of scorching earth, came in through the window.

It's a bit stuffy.

It felt like it was going to rain.

Listening to the familiar footsteps, he went upstairs and stopped at the door for a long time.

She stared at the door for a long time, feeling the hesitation of the person outside the door, and suddenly felt that she was too hypocritical.

Why is it so vain?

Feelings are a matter of two people, so why compare with others?

My father-in-law has always spared no effort to please my mother-in-law, isn't he used to it for a long time?

Every couple has their own way of getting along, and she is not the kind of woman who needs to rely on men to get by!

Her dignity and face don't need to be drawn from men's flattery!

She has the confidence to spoil him!

No matter what he does to her, as long as she pays enough sincerity for this relationship, then she will not regret it in this life!

Even if he has something bad, she admits it!

Life in the world, occasionally blind, will not die!

What's more, he's not that kind of scumbag!

His sincerity has always been cherished, not that he doesn't know how to be grateful.

He also never messed with flowers and grass to make her uneasy......

After thinking about it a lot, Lin Yi rubbed his face funny, put this matter down completely, and opened the door with a smile:

"How long do you have to stand? I didn't let you be punished!" I want to talk about "Entertainment Acting School" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find a confidant~