Section 31 Big Eyes
This time has been raining, the summer rain is first dripping, overwhelming pouring down, and then the pouring rain will be earth-shattering sweeping the ground, between the heaven and the earth pulled up a thick rain curtain, in this heavy rain summer night, I lie on the bed, through the wooden window thin green veil, see outside is a piece of black hole, starlight, the moonlit night is completely gone, outside is just a dark and dull, dark day, bored listening to a little raindrop gently knocking on the green lotus, crackling sound, listening to the summer rain on the green brick** The reverberating ticking sound is full of mixed feelings. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info summer rain is not as moisturizing and silent as the spring rain, gentle and charming, but also different from the autumn rain as long and long, sad and sad, not as cold as the winter rain, cold as frost, but unrestrained, wanton, vigorous. But it can't help but make people feel a little more endless love and endless feelings.
I tossed and turned, how could I not sleep honestly, simply half lying in the futon, casually listening to the modern songs that have been downloaded from the solar mobile phone, this song is not to say that there are thousands of songs, I am too lazy to choose, randomly autoplayed, I listened to it groggily, in a daze, suddenly, a song made my heart sink to myself. The past is with the wind, the years are as rich and mellow as spirits, the lingering sorrow and melancholy permeate the surroundings, and the faint sorrow and loneliness that follow me rise again in my heart. Those familiar or unfamiliar names flashed in my mind, and that name, and my mind froze here, remembering him, remembering those unforgettable years. Time flies, I haven't seen him for many years? How is he doing now? Where is he far away when time and space are separated? Removing the thick fog of time, those things gradually become clear in the chaos, as if they were yesterday. It's really "look back, the clouds cut off the way home, look back, thorns, there will be no more difficult old dreams tonight, the dreams that you once had, who will you tell in the future, and then look back."
The back has gone away, and when I look back, my eyes are hazy with tears. . . Looking back again, it was like a dream, and when I looked back again, my heart was still the same, only the endless long road accompanied me-"
The song babbling continues to play, "It's hard to forget, the first time I saw you, a pair of charming eyes, in my mind your figure can not be dispersed, hold your hands and feel your tenderness, really a little breathless Your innocence I want to cherish, I will be sad to see you wronged, I am afraid that I will fall in love with you and dare not let myself get too close, I am afraid that I will not be able to give you a lot of courage to love you, I am afraid that I will fall in love with you and may not be able to help it one day, I miss only let myself suffer and fall in love with you I have to be a last resort." His big twinkling eyes were even more distinct in my mind.
Yes, whenever I hear this familiar melody, I can't help but think of a person, of his incomparably beautiful eyes, of his mesmerizing smile. If I could turn back time, how I wish I could go back to that day, to the day I first met him. Although the years are like a great river that flows endlessly, there is no return. Many days passed quietly, or laughter, or pain, were quietly forgotten in the country of time. But looking back, that day is still fresh in my memory.
It was not long after I stepped into college, and I had just faded from my immature youth in high school. It was a sunny and crisp autumn morning. I remember that day was our PE class once a week. Under the guidance of the physical education teacher, we are standing still on the playground in turn, holding our breath and quietly practicing the original Tai Chi of the grandmaster of the first generation - Zhang Sanfeng. But the slower, softest movements made me feel bored and bored. I couldn't help but look at it and look around.
I saw a round of red sun coming out majestically over the huge playground, and the changing morning glow reflected the empty and somewhat lonely playground, and the small branches were slowly swaying in the morning breeze. It was really a morning full of youth and vigor! I was quietly watching the leaves flutter like butterflies in the wind, but in the distance there were two small black dots floating slowly from the branches towards me, which looked very dazzling in the empty playground.
When the black dot got closer, I looked at it, and it turned out to be two figures, a man and a woman, slowly moving. A little closer, you can see more clearly, it turned out to be a man openly and affectionately holding a girl's hand, strolling leisurely in the middle of the playground, looking happy. Now, years later, I still remember the montage vividly. The image stuck so deeply in my mind that I can even remember what he was wearing—a sweatshirt with green and white stripes.
"It's so unbelievable!" I said indignantly, because they spoiled the scenery, which seriously affected my interest in looking at the scenery, if I had been on weekdays, I would have opened my eyes to see if I had found another handsome guy, and if so, the consequence would naturally be that my mouth would be flooded, and I would burst the embankment and pour down, but at this time I was filled with righteous indignation, and said awe-inspiringly: "How can this be? How can this be so? And pay attention not to pay attention to our glorious image of college students? Hmph! The classmate next to me heard me muttering like this, and burst out laughing, "Oh, it's obvious that you're jealous and envious, right?" "No!" I looked at their distant backs and said hatefully.
Recall that he inexplicably became a "thorn in the eye and a thorn in the flesh" for me. The reasons are none other than the following: First, I have just stepped into the arms of a free university campus from a simple high school that does not know the world, and naturally I will not be able to accept this kind of behavior that is too exaggerated and too ostentatious in my eyes for a while. In front of the public, in full view, I was so respectful. It's not like hugging and hugging, but it's also unseemly for my hands to touch! Second, I'm really not used to this great invention of Tai Chi Grandmaster, and I can't escape if I want to, it's really like a trapped beast in a cage. And the two of them were able to swagger past us as if no one was around, and I was tormented here. Finally, maybe subconsciously, there is really the element of jealousy and envy that my classmates said in it. Think about me leaving my hometown alone and going to a distant place to study, I am not familiar with life, but the two of them are in pairs, singing and dancing, which is really unprofessional and immoral.
But now, it made me remember this "green sweatshirt" deeply. His unique outfit seemed to me special, and I had never seen it worn by any other boy in the school, and it was too flamboyant. Although his appearance was not clear, vague and indistinct, but his green eye-catching clothes, arrogant walking posture, and nasty back, even if he turned to ashes, I could still recognize him from thousands of people. He did make a deep, indelible impression on me. To be precise, it should be a bad impression, this is the least favorite person I have seen since I gave birth to my mother's fetus and fell for more than 10 years! I think even if all the men in the world disappear, I will not find such a person as a boyfriend 100 percent, and I must take this person as a warning.
Even though the university I attended was a smaller, female-dominated foreign language college, the boys were "rare animals", comparable to pandas, and even the boys from the neighboring school praised the boys for dressing up more than the girls. Therefore, it is undoubtedly extremely lucky that girls can find a boyfriend from this school, and there are very few girls. But even if I can't find a boyfriend in the future, God will give me this kind of person for nothing, and I will flatly refuse. Today is really another unlucky day! I suddenly remembered the last unlucky day. It was the summer vacation when I had just been admitted to university, and it was also my cousin's school, so I was excited to go all the way and visit the school in advance. By the way, I took a dip in the school pool with my cousin, but that day was particularly unlucky, full of circumstances, and I may have lost my mind after a long journey, the latter was overexcited by brain cells after being admitted to college, and the final result was almost drowned. Thanks to me, Li Ziyue is a blessed person after all, and in the end, thanks to a noble person who rescued him in danger, he survived. Otherwise, he would have become a white-clothed water ghost with violent eyes, stretched out red tongues, and dripping water all over his body, and he would not be able to make a big deal of nonsense here. According to my cousin, I saw that it was still a handsome guy from a distance, and after hearing about it, I regretted that my intestines were blue, and I sighed for several weeks. But at that time, it was really unfortunate, because after I didn't die, I fainted and vomited, my mind was blank, and my eyes were foggy, foggy, where could I see clearly? Where did I care about other things outside my body, handsome guys and not handsome guys, and finally I couldn't look back. So I regretted missing out on the beloved "Prince Charming". But here today, I met this "green fly" that I hated at first sight. I really want to see thousands of miles away, thousands of mountains and rivers, but I can't see each other, but I don't want to see it, but it's close at hand, and I run to the door by myself, polluting my sight.
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