Chapter 22 Once again, immersed in the shadows, he thinks positively alone (9)

The window is quiet, and time in that place seems to stand still, and just staying in front of the window and looking out makes you want to be quiet. I walked over www.biquge.info and put my hands on the window and looked out. It was late at night, but apart from the darkness of the vicinity of this small building, there was another scene of brilliant lights not far away.

After separating from Yubihama Hayama, they came back with the snow.,It's about half past nine when I get here.,And the doll I bought today was delivered at ten o'clock.,Now,It's about eleven o'clock... But it doesn't seem to be sleepy at all.

Won't you be sleepy under the snow? After all, in this temporary home, it was just me and her. Thinking about it, I withdrew my gaze and turned to make sure, but before I could turn my head, I felt someone standing beside me.

Immediately after that, two other hands appeared on the window edge, pink long sleeves, and then a burst of black hair drifted with the scent of shampoo, and a set of pink pajamas appeared under the snow beside me, with their hands gently on the window edge, standing side by side with me.

[How... Haven't you slept yet?]

[Isn't that like you?]

As she spoke, she looked at me with wide eyes and smiled pleasantly. Yes.. Indeed, although I felt very tired, I didn't feel like I was asleep at all when I was lying on the sofa just now, and I was unexpectedly fresh, and now.

[If you don't go to sleep, you'll get bored tomorrow, honor student.] ]

[It's not your turn to say this, and today I saw the teacher cast a murderous gaze on this side.] Hah...]

Under the snow, he showed a helpless expression, sighed and shook his head slightly, is he feeling helpless about my performance in school today?

[Although I have fooled around with the excuse of a headache several times.] But I was also asked why I didn't go to the infirmary or something, I can't do it again tomorrow.]

[M.] Sorry.]

I apologized a little embarrassed, even though I had insomnia... But for my own reasons, I don't accept it for everyone, and it still causes trouble for others.

[.... So, as compensation for the apology, can you tell me the cause of the insomnia?]

Looking out at the distant scenery under the snow, whispering softly with the intermittent breeze.

[Reason...]

I scratched my head in embarrassment, and now I'm being asked why... There seems to be no normal reason to explain that I can't sleep because of my thoughts?

[No... Nothing.]

[Still can't tell?]

Under the snow, he skimmed me with the corner of his eye, and moved the corner of his eye slightly.

[Ahh Because it's a mess, I don't know how to talk about it. ]

[Crazy, or is it just fantasizing?]

[Yes, yes, that's it, I thought about some of the things I didn't have, and in the end I didn't know what I was thinking.] ]

Hawkers,Speaking of the end, it's almost just a fantasy.,It's better to say that those things that should take time to think about have been confused halfway through, so I chose a more relaxed way... It's still okay to fantasize about it. Now I can only think about easy things and reasons.

[Oh .. So when did you become so sentimental?]

Under the snow, he turned his head sharply and stared at me in a daze, tilting his head slightly. This person... Is it so surprising that I became so sentimental at this time?!Or am I just the kind of pubertal sophomore who thinks about the second year of high school all day long?

[This.] It shouldn't be described as sentimental... You see, there are times when there is confusion in the mind... To be precise, it's an inexplicable irritability.]

I looked at her with a pitiful look that was slightly hurt, and then, under the snow, nodded as if I understood.

[Is it because of the weather?]

[What?]

[The temperature is too hot, so you're upset?]

[Hm... There are some reasons for that. ]

In fact, it's more about the sense of defeat derived from the fact that I can't think of the answer...

[Only partially...]

With a worried expression, Yukishita seemed to have doubts about his ability to understand, so he said... It's just that I can't sleep quietly.

[What could it be because...]

This muttering came out of her mouth, and at the same time she held up her lower hand in serious thought.

I looked at her blankly, and after a few seconds, I looked like I had been defeated, and I said weakly

[I think the sentimental person should be you...}

[But it's not me who suffers from insomnia.]

[I know that, but I don't think it should be understood that way.] ]

As I excused myself, I began to rub my temples under the snow, and I had a headache

[... Is there anything you can't talk about? ]

[No, no, it's impossible.] Don't you think it's very, very bad for me to think like that?]

[Insomnia for no reason....]

[Ah, about this, I suggest you go and look into the cause of insomnia.]

I still think it's going to be dangerous if it goes on like this, and it's likely to turn into a medical debate or something... Leave me alone, Almighty Google lend you, famous doctor - Miss Snow Down.

[Hah...]

Speaking of this, he finally let out a long sigh under the snow and looked at me helplessly

[That.] Forget it. ]

[Oh, thank you very much!]

Hearing this answer now made me feel like I almost jumped up.

To be honest, I'm likely to be unable to sleep tonight as I continue to discuss, because all the questions I thought about last night would become the question of "why do I have insomnia?" and then I kept thinking about it for a long night, and it was probably dawn when I came back to my senses. If you're asking me tomorrow morning why I'm losing sleep, that's probably a good reason.

I feel so pitiful... The reason for insomnia is actually thinking about "why insomnia"...

As I was sighing, the eyes under the snow suddenly appeared on my side, and I turned my head to meet my gaze, and I wanted to run backwards and leaned back, after all, the distance she left me was very close...

After looking straight at me for a moment, he said

[But ah, if I lose sleep tonight, I will never let you go so easily.] ]

[Understood, understood...] Don't worry, I'm starting to get sleepy right now so...]

[Well, that's right.] ]

Xue Xia smiled and nodded, and slowly retracted his leaning forward, and at the same time made a gesture of leaving, patting me on the shoulder before leaving the window

[It's not too early, it's time to say goodnight.] ]

[Oh..}

In response, I turned around, stared at her back until I disappeared at the end of the stairs, and then glanced at the table clock that was placed at one foot, and it was half past eleven.

Well, it's really time to say goodnight.

The night was very quiet, and as soon as the conversation ended, the whole thing fell silent, and the ticking sound of the table clock echoed in the silent air, tugging at my heartstrings, as if the beating heart in my chest had become synchronized with the sound, controlling my life.

But I don't feel afraid, this is the so-called difference between fantasy and reality, it is the clock that moves, and it is the heart that beats, the two are completely different.

I took one last look behind me at the night, closed the window, and headed for the stairs.