Chapter 494 is getting worse and worse
Li Shangjing didn't know why Mu Nianyou's face had been getting worse and worse recently, and he was very worried, so he asked the maid.
"Ma'am, have you eaten well lately, or is there anything wrong with your body?"
The maid felt a little sad when Li Shangjing asked him this. Because Mu Nianyou is approachable, the servants at home think he is very good.
"Young lady, I haven't eaten lately, and we used to bring him something to eat, but he vomited as he ate. I asked him if he wanted to go to the hospital, and he said no, and he was crying in his room all the time. Several times when I passed by the door, I always heard the sound of crying inside. ”
Li Shangjing's heart ached when he heard his maid say this, he felt that he was a big bastard, he knew why Mu Nianyou was crying, he was afraid of what happened to Mu Nianyou's body, why he hadn't eaten well recently, and he was sick to his stomach all the time. Could it be that there is something wrong with Mu Nianyou's body?
Li Shangjing thought in his heart.
But in the end, he decided not to see her, and turned around and went back to the guest room.
The next day, the sun was shining, and Li Shangjing didn't go out as usual today, because although he didn't want to care about Mu Nianyou, he couldn't deceive his heart, he didn't go out just to see what was wrong with Mu Nianyou's body.
He wanted to see her, and he took action, and ran briskly to the room, but he didn't take two steps but stopped, he really couldn't face her, and when he saw her, he thought of the past, and when he thought of his father's death, his heart seemed to be filled with poison, and he became irritable.
Forget it, let's not go to see her yet.
His footsteps suddenly stopped, then he turned and walked in the opposite direction.
The servant looked at him blankly, unable to guess what he was thinking, looking at the way he had just looked, he obviously wanted to see his wife, but why did he suddenly decide not to go?
No matter how much the maid doubted, it was useless, she could only be silent, and she didn't dare to go up and ask Li Shangjing these words.
Li Shangjing walked into the courtyard, looking at the lush plants swaggering in the wind, his heart also fluctuated, he looked into the distance, looked at the window of their room, and lost his mind for a long time.
Why is this the case between them? After so many tribulations, the two of them can finally be together in the name of justice, and this kind of thing has happened.
He really wanted to forget all those distractions, not think about anything, and only be with her, but when he thought of all the torments he and his mother had endured for so many years, he couldn't be with her without any guilt.
Let time resolve everything, as long as they are still together, he believes that one day, this knot will be untied.
But he didn't know that his indifference made her heart begin to waver, such days were too hard, she couldn't sleep at night, and this luxurious villa also became her cage, making her almost suffocated, if she didn't get out of such a situation quickly, maybe she would lose everything in the end.
He looked at it for a long time, and suddenly saw that the window was opened, and a head peeked out of it, and the delicate face crashed into his eyes at once, and he looked at her face nostalgically, to relieve the lovesickness of so many days.
Suddenly, his face turned to look at him, and he was startled, and then hastened to the grass beside him.
The bushes on both sides were luxuriant, the branches were messy, and his face hurt when he scraped the ground, and his body hurt, but he didn't make a sound.
Through the cracks of the branches, he quietly spied on her.
And Mu Nianyou looked at the branches in that place with suspicion and trembled, she had just seen that there was a person there, but in the blink of an eye, there was no human figure? Could it be hidden in the bushes?
Unlikely, is she that scary? Makes people look up and hide when they see it? She shook her head and laughed to herself for thinking too much. Then he put his hands on the window and looked out at the lush greenery to relieve the sadness that had been so depressed.
Li Shangjing maintained that posture like this for a long, long time, and he was almost turned into a fossil for a long time.
"Sir, how can you compare here?" Suddenly, a surprised female voice sounded around, Li Shangjing followed the voice, and not far away a servant was standing there looking at him with a surprised look.
The look on Li Shangjing's face suddenly became embarrassed, he didn't expect someone to appear suddenly, he was too far from his previous image.
The servant's expression slowly turned from surprise to embarrassment, as soon as she looked up, she saw Mu Nianyou, and immediately understood why Li Shangjing was here, but it was too embarrassing to break through the embarrassment of her own food and clothing.
"Sir, I have something to do, so I'll go first. The servant just dropped a word like that, and then walked away.
The reason why she dared to talk to Li Shangjing like this was because she knew that Li Shangjing would not bother with her.
Li Shangjing watched the servant's figure gradually move away, with a helpless face, and when he turned his head, he saw Mu Nianyou lying on the windowsill looking at him.
Her eyes were pure and full of surprise, as if she had been waiting for him to come.
It became more and more difficult for him to raise his head under the gaze of those beautiful eyes, so he could only lower his head and avoid that gaze, and now he really couldn't bear the affection in that gaze no matter what.
Then, turn around and go, without a trace of nostalgia.
Mu Nianyou could only look at his back with a lonely face, but she thought about it, why couldn't she take the initiative once? She wanted to try it and see if she could make their relationship go back to the way it was before.
She turned around, flew down like a fluttering butterfly, blocked in front of Li Shangjing, and said with a delicate face: "Shangjing, I have something to tell you." ”
Li Shangjing also stopped when he heard her say that something was wrong, he wanted to see what she was going to say, if she was going to talk about the two of them, then he would not hesitate to turn around and leave, now, he didn't want to mention this matter at all.
Mu Nianyou smiled smartly and said to him, "Come here, the Lingxiao flowers in our villa have bloomed." "She doesn't like Lingxiaohua anymore, but because of a poem, she pays a lot of attention to Lingxiaohua.
She paid attention to Lingxiaohua because of Ms. Shu's "To Love", in which the healthy and strong love with faith fascinated her, she thought at that time that if she fell in love with someone, she would not care about anything, only be with this person, and be willing to accept his faith, but she was also not willing to climb him forever to raise herself, she would go hand in hand with him, side by side.
When they first moved in, she saw that there was a Lingxiao flower in the yard, happy like a child, this flower can always remind her that she can't always rely on Li Shangjing's power, but should work hard to keep up with him, and strive to go hand in hand with him, this is what love really looks like, although she can't do it now, but she will work hard for it!
Li Shangjing was dragged under the flower stand by her, and then raised his head to look at the Lingxiao flower that was blooming wantonly. This kind of flower looks very vulgar, I believe many people will not like it, he has never heard of such a flower before, the reason why he knows is that she told him.
Li Shangjing looked at the flower in a daze, but he knew very well in his heart that what the so-called flower was just to ease the relationship between the two people, he knew what she was thinking, but he couldn't do anything.
"Is there anything else going on besides?" he asked, turning his head and indifferently.
The smile on Mu Nianyou's face froze all of a sudden, how much did he hate her?
"I, I want to tell you......" She stirred the corners of her clothes and whispered, she wanted to tell him that she was pregnant, and she thought that such a thing would definitely make him change her attitude, but when she thought of his attitude, she couldn't help but feel a little angry in her heart, and even wanted to never tell him.
Li Shangjing looked at her posture, and couldn't help but think of their past, he was almost about to disarm and surrender, but reason told him that he couldn't do this, so his expression that had finally softened became cold and hard again, he turned his back and said to her coldly: "Since you don't want to say it, then you don't need to say it, and I don't want to know." Then he pulled his legs and left, only he knew how reluctant he was in his heart.
His words were like the weather for thirty-nine days, which made the temperature of her whole body dissipate, the expression on her face condensed, and there were tears in her eyes, but she couldn't say anything.
That weak expression was really pitiful to me, but the person she wanted to be pitied was so resolute that he didn't look back at her from beginning to end.
"Upper!" she shouted at his back, his pace pausing, but in an instant he walked faster, as if something terrible was chasing him behind him.
Mu Nianyou could only watch him fade away with sadness, but that sadness was mixed with tenacity, and her heart slowly became stronger.
It seems that they are really impossible, so let's separate.
She thought with tears streaming down her face.
What I haven't experienced is that I won't understand the grief in her heart, the former vows and mountains have come to naught in a blink of an eye, and all kinds of retention are not available, which will only make her cheaper, this is definitely not the love she wants.
The love she wants is for two people to go hand in hand, to communicate with each other, and if there is a problem, the two people can solve it together, instead of being like now, like ashes.
So be it, there's no better way.