Still a problem!

I have experienced beautiful dreams, I have also experienced pain, to do other things in the professional field, it is still the same beautiful pain, maybe it is different, but the theory is the same, but the process content is different, so to build beautiful, maybe there is difficulty and wonderful, there is beauty, but this still makes me confused, why do I want to build beauty, why can't I destroy, even if there is endless pain?

I can also play destruction, so I can destroy, play darkness, and because of this, let the darkness need to have a place to live, that's it, what happens when people have experienced all kinds of beauty and all kinds of disasters and carry them down, now I am plagued by this problem, and I am also willing to play trouble and destruction, I can play with darkness, but I need such destruction to be conducive to each other's harm, I need to be redeemed and save myself, because everything, I have a habit, chasing beauty to the top, can't get rid of boredom or abandonment, so that I feel at ease, whether it is writing theories or playing games, or loving people are the same, how to adjust this situation, I continue to work hardBut it can't get away from I want to play destruction, such peace of mind, but I know it's wrong, but it's instinctive generation of such thoughts, adjusted to be dark, but it needs to be meaningful darkness, you can make a move to make trouble, even if you are killed in front of a strong force, you can make more moves, maybe it's not as bad as you imagined, even if it's bad, you can do a good job of coping, destruction and construction, it's an eternal theme, comprehend black and white, explore black and white, life and death are unchanged, it's more difficult, and it won't eventually erod, which is the disadvantage of immortality.

It's like this, and I can bear the pain. I can create dreams, but I have them, so what's next?

Is it self-masochism such blackening, or to set a greater goal, seeking truth and solving confusion eternally and seeking development, but the new goal, whether it is an experiment to explore lessons and lessons, to do right and wrong, to do right and wrong, everyone's problems are dealt with well and survive and can be harvested, and the construction of beauty is going to the top, or is it like this, it will be boring, and therefore the world, with the existence and reincarnation of high and low things, and therefore there is super darkness and super beauty, while suppressing restrictions, it will come to advanced and free, and after being strong and free, it will come to play destruction, a big outbreak of fighting and confrontation, there are opponents, there is the strength of nature, this is a law, establish a release of human darkness without a lower limit, to build the beauty without limits, but first in this life, first to survive to have everything, human beings to develop in an all-round way at the same time, human beings to survive to have everything to establish a greater goal of sustainable development, just like this, to accumulate strength, to seek a wonderful battle, to live to have everything, but still fall into such a problem, to live will seek death, depraved death or meaningful sacrifice, for the sake of beauty and death officer, people actually survive to build beautiful, to seek meaningful, now I am so confused, everyone's actual situation is different, but I am like this every day to play building beautiful, at the same time after the beautiful I will be destroyed, and then poorer, but so refreshingBut it's also a pathology, how do I deal with it?

Build a good every day, I want, I can work hard to do a good job and make it come true, but after I save up, maybe I can rest and put this problem aside to do something else, or I want to continue to build a good future under such destruction, to admit this law, is it smart to continue to build a good, tomorrow to continue to build a good, or to build a good future and then destroy, the world's various planets are naturally still a variety of advanced civilizations, and at the same time as moving towards sustainable development, such problems will also arise, and eventually go to destruction, withdraw and survive, and leave a memory of doing things, but it is also such a law, it is easy for people to masochize, and it is also more open to fight, forming a super dark and super beautifulWhy is it that nature, predation and predation are all allowed reasons, and the higher worlds accept such games, but what about everyone?

Trying hard to make money to survive, reaping economic materials, and then what? bullying and showing off, and so on, have also been formed.

Otherwise, what else can we do? Everyone will have boring or offensive thoughts, words and deeds, all of them are pathological, maybe it is really normal?

Yes, what are the fun things to strive for value-added to attack and defend? This kind of relying on economic passivity to promote contributions, unite more of their own people to survive and develop, but there are difficulties and dreams are urgently needed, but how many people want it?

And how many people spend time dreaming? Secondly, to make dreams to exert force, there are beautiful things to do, together to the advanced, such a dream is impossible and work hard, add more value to yourself, action to say, more action is good, life will always find their own beauty, otherwise there is no more, but the fact is that many people feel that it doesn't matter, whether it is degenerate or strong, it doesn't matter, secondly, there is really something to do, degenerate and destroyed, there is no more, can not pursue, quit the game, build a good, to continue to accumulate, an effort to harvest and make money, and then all kinds of things continue to make money, there will also be decision-making errors and degeneration, and a greater goal to force, in such a life, after doing these, thenI don't believe that no one is born with thoughts of depravity and destruction!

At this time, people, based on the beautiful background, historical memory began to darken, and human beings have also reached this level, is it to break through again or what?

I've also reached this level, but I'm also playing destruction and depravity, and then breaking through at this time is the realm of the universe, I won't say it first, I want to see, do you believe in beauty and morality?

Is it for the sake of long-term beauty, or do you continue to stick to what is right and wrong, and survive to achieve beauty and reap beauty.1 Do you believe that life is everything?

Please ask questions to your heart, and tell me what you really think, please give me the answer whether you want to build a good long-term sustainable future?

Or is it under the rules of such rich human beings, where wealth is everything, and then play with erosion and depravity?

Will we dream together to become stronger, or will we fall? I will give the way behind the realm, but you still have to pass the self-examination of this level, whether dreaming has its own beauty and goodness, or play degenerate?

Don't rush to say the answer, think about it in combination with your actual personal experience, although it is true that children do not want to fall into harm's innocence, but when everyone encounters such a bottleneck, how do you choose?

Now that we are tired and poor, can we stick to the good and build the beautiful to create dreams? Ask yourself if your heart is for the good?

Or are you looking for an objective answer to explore sustainable beauty? I'll talk about that later, but you have to ask yourself, are you still developing after you are rich?

Or to seek a bigger place, in fact, I am in this situation myself, but now that I have written this, I have broken through.

The road ahead is uncertain, do you continue to embark on the journey, or wait for death? It has nothing to do with age?

Life is to do things, what age is everywhere the limit of thought, naïve or old, how to do it, you don't have to say these meaningless words, do you do it for the sake of beauty?

To understand the overall situation of mankind, to explore what the universe is eternal, to seek truth and solve doubts and seek development, do you still have beautiful thoughts and dreams while struggling?

Otherwise, it is dark and negative, which is not conducive to mental health and beauty to stay positive, so do more good things, build a beautiful growth, to continue to struggle, all kinds of harvests, beauty, simple beauty, in fact, I have also experienced complex darkness and distortion to remain simple, at this time it is still strong and simple, is the real truth, goodness and beauty, do not fall and do not consider each other's interests, I will liberate meaningful dark thoughts