Chapter 25: Perfection with Flaws Perhaps It Is the Beginning of His and Her Quest (19)

If you say, who you like is freedom, then when this feeling is imposed on someone, how to deal with it?

First of all, it's certainly not a bad thing, it's a good thing to be liked and liked compared to being hated. www.biquge.info At least on many occasions, if there are more people who hate you, the atmosphere will naturally deteriorate, according to me, there are more people who like you, even if you make some small mistakes, you can be forgiven, and it will heat up the atmosphere, according to Hayama.

Of course, if you have to say it, it doesn't mean that being liked is necessarily a good thing.

If... The person you don't like likes you just like you, or the person you hate likes you for some reason, and that's not at all happy.

Or, if the person who is liked has a little common sense, when he is liked by others, as long as he is not an enemy or a person he likes, there will be more or less an inexplicable pressure, which has nothing to do with his own choice, but is directly and passively, unconsciously generated, and then increased over time.

And when you can't ignore it like anything else... And how to deal with it?

It's not all about the good... There are both positive and negative sides to everything, right?

I became a little unable to control the rhythm of my breathing because of nervousness and depression, and finally turned my eyes back, and when I looked at her, I saw that Yeyue, who had become regular and sitting on the bed at some point, slowly pushed the quilt away, moved like me, and became sitting face to face with me

[Now, can I hear your answer?]

[.... Aren't you already aware of this?]

[Different]

She shook her head slightly, a sharp gaze radiating from her eyes

[This is my understanding and I hope.] You can get a more direct answer. ]

So don't ask what you know, okay? Are you colluding?

I swallowed reluctantly, and translated the prepared words into words and said them out of my mouth

[I like only one person.] ]

[yes.]

Probably this answer has been known by heart, so now she seems very calm, and she can even see a hint of confidence in her smile

[Very clear answer.]

[So now...]

[Then do you hate me?]

Before I could finish speaking, Night Moon asked the following question, not very urgent, but unquestionable.

Do you hate it... I looked at her and shook my head in my heart, no... It's not possible to answer with annoy or not to hate it...

[Not annoying.] ]

After mustering up the strength to answer, I looked at her, and aside from everything else, judging by her ability and appearance, no one can hate it... Of course, if it's out of jealousy, there's no way.

The light of the table lamp is not very bright, because Yeyue is now wearing pajamas under the snow, with the faint light, the figure looks unusually thin, but if you look a little closer, you can still find a faint, perfect figure highlighted by the thin pajamas.

It seemed that Yeyue herself was deliberately emphasizing this, slightly puffing up her chest, gently combing her hair, exuding a charming color, smiling, and expectantly reaching out to me.

In my bewildered gaze, she slowly lifted my arm, paused slightly in the air, and then gently rested it on her face, and closed her eyes slowly, with an inconvenient smile.

The delicate and warm sensation that came from the palms and fingers of my hands, and the smooth touch like milk, froze in place.

[So, from now on...] Please stop refusing everything I have to offer... Is that okay?]

He slowly opened his eyes, looked at me gently, and said these words gently.

[What... What does that mean?]

I couldn't imagine what was going to happen next, so I forgot to put my hand back, no... It's better to say that the arm that is now on Yeyue's face doesn't seem like her own, so she can only let her hold it, slowly sliding on her face, as if she is carefully stroking a newborn baby.

[In this world, you can do this.] You're the only one. ]

With that, she gently lowered my hand, but instead of letting go completely, she held it completely in her hands instead of holding it in her hands, as if she was holding something.

I tried to pull it back, but was stopped by the opposing forces.

I can only look at it suspiciously, and I can't make other movements.

[I have decided to belong to all things without permission...] That's what kind of girl I'm in. ]

Right now.. I only felt the two emotions of speechlessness and helplessness... I don't know what to say and I don't know how to say it.

As far as Yeyue herself is concerned, she can obviously let go of everything to get a better life or environment, because she has this ability. If you go up a little further... If she had chosen to forget everything, she might have been depressed for a while... Never stay in this city again, change places, start your life again, then maybe we won't meet, and we won't have these ... People are always helpless and uncomfortable choices, and of course this scene will not appear now.

Should I refuse? maybe, now... and it all ends... I have this feeling, as long as I say the words "I don't need and don't want this" and walk out silently, then I can go back to my old life from tomorrow. Presumably she did the same.

But, can I say it?

At times like these: I've experienced so many things that I can't forget, I have specific memories, I have experiences that I can't forget, and even... I don't know when I started to get used to this kind of thing like her around...

Get used to it... It's hard to change.

So I... No.

[... Actually, you don't have to do it to this extent...]

Out of guilt, she gave enough, and I don't think she's partly responsible for those things... Therefore, there is no such thing as understanding, but it is very admirable to simply build this part of the connection from scratch.

So I can only choose this kind of compromise statement... I hope it can help a little bit.

Except for me.. Choose.

However, as soon as my words fell, Yeyue directly shook her head and denied this statement

[It's no longer possible...] Even if your choice doesn't change in the end, I have only one choice.]

As she spoke, she slowly let go of my arm, and then stepped out of bed and stood in front of me, smiling happily, although I couldn't figure out what she was happy about, but it was... It's the first time I've seen her smile so natural and happy.

She bent down slightly in front of me - and the whole person came over, because the light was a little dim and I couldn't tell her expression now, but it must have been the same as before... Then, a beautiful, soft voice came right ahead

[Can... Do you close your eyes a little? I have something... To give it to you..]