A different kind of crossing, God gives the heart a way

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My companions were in trouble, so I had to go up the mountain alone for the first time. In this case, you can only choose the route you are most familiar with---- Wat Pho.

The last time I went to the watershed, I was thrilled to see a nine-year-old girl carrying a schoolbag up the mountain. So, today I resolutely picked up my backpack for the first time. However, there are still lingering palpitations when preparing. There was only less than a liter of boiled ginger cola in the thermos in the bag, a little food in the small lunch box, and two washed apples were not taken. That's it, I'm worried about the backpack, and it's not light.

What I didn't expect was that when I entered the mountain from the gate of Fengde Temple at the foot of the mountain, sadness quickly came to me, and I soon burst into tears. The pain in my heart was difficult to calm down for a while, and my mood was indescribably depressed.

I repeatedly adjusted my mentality and told myself: Don't be like this, don't be like this, isn't it just climbing a mountain alone? For the first time, I felt that I was so lonely and helpless on this road, and I was so unaccustomed.

This section of the road next to Fengde Temple was originally a hillside that was quickly raised. In the past, I had a hard time crawling this section empty-handed. In this state, my body did not have any strength, I felt powerless, I was sweating profusely in less than ten minutes, and the bag on my back made me feel very uncomfortable. It was hard to take a step up, and I heard my own rough gasp. The bag on my back is getting heavier and heavier, and I feel that there is a child crawling on my back, and my back with hidden dangers is overwhelmed at the moment.

Looking at the travelers who surpassed me, the picture from the dream last night resurfaced in my mind, and my heart changed from sadness just now to grievance. After thinking of this, I immediately told myself: Don't climb, I won't climb the mountain in the future! I can't do this, otherwise I'm destroying myself, and I can't treat myself like this, is it worth it?

Thinking of this, my mood has calmed down, and I will continue to move forward and finish this climb.

However, I really didn't have the strength, and I put a lot of effort into every step. I couldn't lift my legs from the weight of my backpack, my chest was stuffy, I felt so painful, I wanted to cry all the time.

At this time, a fellow traveler who often met on this route wearing camouflage and climbing the mountain empty-handed caught up. Although we haven't spoken, the faces should still be familiar. Thinking that I was so powerless today, I didn't want to meet him.

Unexpectedly, he walked up in front of me and looked back at me. What he said, I can't remember. I told him, "My companion didn't come, I backpacked for the first time and was a little uncomfortable. ”

The reason why I told him this was to hide my loneliness, loss and pain. Because, he has never seen me climb a mountain alone.

I can't let him laugh at me. I gritted my teeth and insisted. However, this back is not angry. As a result, things don't go as you wish. From time to time, this dude stopped to look at me and encourage me. My answer is: Thank you. But what I thought to myself was: Hurry up.

As a result, he waited for me on and off. After climbing the big slope, I was about to catch my breath and rest. He said, "Give it to me, and I'll help you."

Oh, I decisively refused: no! I blamed myself in my heart, why did I tell him that I couldn't carry a backpack, so that the traveler felt that I wanted him to help.

He stretched out his hand and said, "Give it to me, I'll carry it."

I looked up at him and said, "No." You see that you are also sweating profusely, comparing your heart to your heart. You really don't have to carry it.

"Give it to me, you see you have a problem panting, I won't run on my back, you can climb slowly behind me." He reached down and removed his backpack.

The moment the backpack left my body, I felt like I was flying. The body quickly relaxed, and the heart was lighter. In this way, this traveler who doesn't know what his surname is and what he is called, really saved me from the dire situation! I breathed a sigh of relief: God's treasure is different, and his life is so good!

The road behind me seems to me to be a landscape: camouflage brother walks quickly in front, and I am behind, trotting all the way and chasing non-stop.

Due to the exhaustion of my strength in the previous period, and the fact that I had climbed with him, not only did I walk much faster than usual, but I could not rest, and I was in danger on the top of a hill in front of the brick tower, and my heart suddenly became uncomfortable and frightened me. I immediately thought of the fellow traveler we had rescued together, and felt that my life was in danger of climbing the mountain. I begged to finally stop waiting for my fellow traveler: you put me down and go by yourself, I'm very uncomfortable.

He said, "Is there something wrong with you? Didn't you get a good rest last night? ”

"I'm not sick at all, you're walking too fast, my physical strength can't keep up, and the physical exertion ahead is too great. I bent down and said weakly.

I thought to myself: how can I sleep well after having a dream like that?

Accept your fate, it seems that you can't be the master today. If I don't climb the mountain with him, he thinks I'm sick. In order to avoid the worries of good people, nothing else is concerned. But I secretly decided: when I arrived at the Reclining Buddha Temple, I would definitely not go to the Huangyu Temple with him.

He probably noticed that I was really uncomfortable and slowed down as he moved forward, and he talked a few words back and forth and introduced himself to each other, but I didn't remember a single thing.

When I arrived at Wat Pho, my physical discomfort was completely gone. His pace was so fast that no one could keep up, and I was still trotting all the way after him.

When I arrived at Wat Pho, I looked at the time, and it was an hour ahead of our usual, and he said that it was 40 minutes slower than usual, thinking about how fast this old man was. He's not climbing mountains, he's doing extreme sports.

I still can't help it. Not only did he not let me stop at Wat Pho, but he also didn't let me rest here. I had no choice but to buy two bottles of water and continue on the road.

The rest of the journey was the same, and the camouflage brother was half a hill in front of me. Seeing me anymore, he stopped. When I arrived, he drove away.

Alas, I kind of understand: why did he climb alone for many years, who could keep up with him, and it was really hard to climb with him.

Good people are kind after all. On the flat ridge leading to Huangyu Temple, he said: Let's rest.

During the break, I said tactfully, "Look at the scenery here, why are you just looking down at your feet? ”

"We also have a man, he climbed very slowly, came from another approach, and we met at Huangyu Temple. I've been here many times, and I'm familiar with it, and there's a stone there. He was dismissive.

"This is my second time here and I didn't go into the village last time. ”

Continuing on the road, I made up my mind. Because, this is a smooth road, and I won't chase him. I strolled in the backyard.

I see that today's clouds are not as beautiful as they used to be, there are almost no clouds, and the sky is blue. The road under my feet is also different from the last time, there are fewer sheep's hoof prints, less sheep dung, and the smell is much lighter. The hillside is covered with colorful forests. I paced on this ridge, fluttering spontaneously, I opened my arms and had the urge to fly, and then paused to overlook the paradise-like Huangyusi Village, and suddenly my heart was relaxed. Life is so good!

"Come on, come on......"

Hehe! The call of the camouflage brother in the distance came.

He's so far away from me, I'm going to have to chase him. A couple in front looked at me and asked:

"How your family can go so fast, it doesn't wait for you. ”

I laughed and said, "He's not." It was also the first time I climbed a mountain with him, and he waited for me because he was carrying my bag. I don't remember his name. ”

"Oh, if you don't know him, you can climb the mountain with him, why do you trust people so much, what should you do if something happens?" said the lady anxiously, looking into the distance.

The man said with a thick northern Shaanxi accent: "Look at what you have done, I'll go and get rid of you." They quickened their pace from in front of me.

The joke is too big, haha......

I hurriedly said, "He and I used to meet on this mountain, but we didn't talk, he climbed alone, and I was my family and I." Today, he helped me when he saw that I couldn't crawl with a bag on my back. As a result, now I can't help it, I can only follow him, and I can't do it without climbing. I simply couldn't keep up with him. What do you think is the difference between him walking like this and walking on the playground?"

When they heard this, they laughed: "That's right, you see him passing by us like a sports meeting." Climbing the mountain is relaxing, what does he mean by this? I'll give you a go. ”

Watch as the man rushes forward. We also picked up the pace.

When we arrived at the entrance of the village, we no longer saw him. Then the man said, "Look, you don't even know what his name is, or I'll call it for you." ”

The lady said, "Everybody has it!"

"Just a few families, he's right here. "I listened to the words of the couple, and I just want to laugh--- Shaanxi people are all living Lei Feng.

We searched in the village.

Finally saw him sitting in a courtyard looking at us with a smile. As soon as he sat down, the man immediately asked, "Are you expensive?"

I listened intently. He explained his last name and said his name. Oh, I remembered this time.

What I didn't expect was that this world was so amazing. In less than two minutes, the man who came later asked him if he was a classmate of a middle school in northern Shaanxi, and he had never met again since he was eighteen years old.

After a while, a guy dressed in the same way as Camouflage sat down with us. Camouflage brother said, "This is my companion." ”

I said, "I'm a straggler of your companions' way." However, it was not easy to follow him, and I couldn't catch up with the trot all the way, which made me choke enough. ”

His companion said, "Yes, I've been following me for a few years, and I can't catch up." ”

While eating, I heard that the couple lived near my school. It's time to go down the mountain, and Brother Camouflage points the couple to a relatively close route through the mountain, and he wants to go down the mountain from a far way.

I told him, "I'll go down the mountain with your classmates and take their bus home." I'm at the same speed as the two of them, so I won't delay you. ”

The couple also said, "That's it, let her go with us." I sent her back. She can't keep up with you, so come with us."

The traveler camouflage brother said: "We also have a car, so let's go with us." ”

The result: I still have to follow him. When we broke up, I said to the couple with a wry smile: Let's go, I gambled today.

On the way down the mountain, it made people laugh when they saw it. Camouflage brother is half a mountain away from his companion, and his companion is also half a mountain away from me, which means that the donkey friend camouflage brother is a mountain away from me. I haven't been to this road, and I'm scared, so I have to bow my head and hurry, I want to look back at Huangyu Temple, think about it. Looking up from afar, the traveler was out of sight. I really don't understand in my heart, what do you say he asked me to climb with him?

You won't wait for me anyway, I'll just go at my pace. The scenery here is still good.

After walking for a while, his partner was no longer visible. I thought to myself: What is going on today?

At this time, there was a very close footstep behind him, and then I heard the voice of the donkey friend camouflage brother, "How is it?"

Huh, why is he behind again?

The hard days are finally over. My fellow travelers accompanied me for the rest of the road. Enjoying the scenery along the way, I was kind enough to rest by the stream for a while, and it was the only rest on the long way down the mountain.

While resting here, I had a heart twitching and aching. I know what the reason is, the tears almost didn't hold back. It's because the camouflage brother taught me to tie my shoes.

This crossing, on the surface, it seems that the camouflage brother has taken me a long way, but in fact, he has also taken a mental road. Although I complained many times along the way that my traveler was in a hurry, which exhausted me and prevented me from enjoying the beautiful scenery of the mountains and rivers, when I walked out of the mountain, my trapped heart was loosened a lot, and I am really grateful to him. He led me, intentionally or unintentionally, and made my heart go through a crossing. I have always wanted to leave my family to climb the mountain alone! Thank you, camouflage brother! Thank you sincerely!

Thank God, I am your darling.

November 13, 2010

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