Chapter 15 No hole cards
Xue Ling originally thought that he was nostalgic for the old love, but when she heard him laugh and say the second half of the sentence, the soreness in her heart slowly overflowed again, she lowered her hand, but her body did not move back, "Why are you still such a bastard." She made a sentence that seemed to be a question but not a question, which made Xiao Zhifan a little uncomfortable.
He looked at the red-eyed stupid rabbit standing in front of him, "I'll tease you, why are you so serious?" He stopped his movements, if he wanted to rush in, he would hit Xue Ling with the whole person.
The little woman in front of him looked aggrieved and wanted to cry, and he couldn't control it in his heart, so he raised his hand and touched Xue Ling's head, "What did I do? β
Xue Ling reached out and pulled his hand off his head, "Don't do this, it's not good." β
Xiao Zhifan didn't listen, but took a step forward and leaned closer, "I think it's good." β
Xue Ling pushed him out, and he took two steps back softly, "You wait for me, I'll go in and get a coat." β
With a bang, Xiao Shao was locked out of the door like this, his eyes flickered brightly and darkly, and his expression kept changing, not as relaxed as just now, but inexplicably a little deep.
Xue Ling ran to the mirror and hurriedly tied his hair, took his coat, and was about to go out, when Meiyun lay on the bed, "Sister Xue, where are you going?
"I didn't ...... No one ......" Meiyun asked, Xue Ling really looked a little weak-hearted, and pointed out the door with his hand, "I want to go out for a while." β
Meiyun nodded, "Don't forget, tonight's misunderstanding, I rented a dress, and I can try it when I come back early." β
"Good. Xue Ling blushed and nodded, it was the first time for her to participate in the dinner dance, and she didn't know what kind of relatives Meiyun had sent such admission tickets, I heard that you can't buy them outside, and they are full of upper-class celebrities, Meiyun said that it's okay to participate in such a party, just to see if there is a way out other than Luo Huashi.
Actually, Xue Ling is planning to give up, maybe she is really not suitable for this profession, she has been deeply reflecting on herself in the past few days, whether she can't do it.
When he came out of the house again, Xiao Zhifan was standing far away at the end of the corridor, which was the location of the elevator, Xue Ling lowered his head and walked over, looking honest and couldn't be more honest.
Xiao Zhifan stretched out his slender fingers and pressed the elevator, the elevator arrived soon, and the two of them stood in the same elevator, inexplicably having a subtle feeling, which made people a little embarrassed but not very cold.
Xiao Zhifan pressed the top floor directly, Xue Ling glanced at him, not too busy to understand what he wanted to do, Xiao Zhifan was a lot more serious this time, there was no words or expression from beginning to end, he straightened his posture and went to that station, it was the peerless elegance, today he seems to have just participated in some activities, and the well-tailored suit shows that he is a talent.
When he walked to the top floor, as soon as Xue Ling came into contact with the fresh air outside, he couldn't help but take a big breath, "Ah, it's so fresh." She looked at the scenery in the distance, a little bit of a glance at the mountains, all the high-rise buildings were shrouded in a rain and smoke that could not be seen clearly, adding an indifferent atmosphere, and then in the distance you could see the quiet river, she immediately felt much better.
Xiao Zhifan looked at her silently, and pulled her to the rain platform together, "Are you going to LebaldesrosesdorΓ©es at night?"
Xue Ling was stunned when he heard this, "Where did you hear this?" What Xiao Zhifan wanted to do was no longer something that her class could imagine, but her understanding of her was much beyond her imagination, "Xiao Shao has also spent too much time on me." β
Xiao Zhifan ignored her taunts and looked at her fixedly, "I didn't know that there was Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon next to you." β
Xue Ling frowned, not knowing what Xiao Zhifan had in mind, "I don't have any hole cards, you don't need to look at me like this." β
Xiao Zhifan looked at her expression carefully, and felt that what she said didn't seem to be a lie, so he pondered for a moment, and then said, "Don't go to that ball." β
"Why should I listen to you!" Xue Ling suddenly became unhappy, who did he think he was, even if he was born good-looking, even if he really had an amazing background, even if he really had the ability to be favored by the heavens, but she Xue Ling was not casually commanded.
Xiao Zhifan is not like the hippie smile just now, but his expression is serious, "What you have to do now is not to rush to socialize, but to settle down, adjust your mentality, and look at the future development." β
"I don't touch people, how can I find future development, everything has to come from practice, right?" Xue Ling clenched his hands and tried to fight for himself.
Xiao Zhifan stopped talking for a while, looked at her quietly, didn't know how to tell her about the complexity of this ball, she was worth almost nothing, and her shallow workplace experience could be regarded as nothing, even if she had the opportunity to come into contact with such an occasion, in the end it was just an outsider's self-entertainment.
Xue Ling frowned, but your eyes flickered under her eyebrows, this will be looking at Xiao Zhifan with a little pity and unconvinced, her heart is blocked, as if she can't do anything without Xiao Zhifan's control, she hates this feeling, breaking up in the past was a matter of two people, although Xiao Zhifan's way of saying that it was not appropriate, she couldn't help it.
But now, this man even has to take care of her personal affairs, and she feels that it is too much.
But before she could say anything more, Xiao Zhifan, who was standing beside her, sighed, "That's fine, you've grown up, and if you have your own ideas, it's not a bad thing." β
Xue Ling was stunned when he heard this, "It seems that you are much older than me." β
Xiao Zhifan let out an indescribable smile, there was a little vicissitudes of life and a little tired feeling in this smile, "I said earlier, many things are not what you think, they are not that simple, what you have to do now is to adjust your mentality." β
Xue Ling heard him talk about his heart, and his heart sank down, secretly thinking that she was always doubting herself recently, and now she was told by Xiao Zhifan, since this is the case, it is better to say it directly, "Yes, I always feel that I am not capable recently, and I often doubt myself and deny myself." β
Xiao Zhifan smiled indifferently and did not speak.
Xue Ling made a cute and helpless expression, "Maybe, it's not good to say, I was born ordinary, I shouldn't be so blind because you abandoned me, I always think that I should go back to where I should be." β
Xiao Zhifan turned his head to look at him, his deep-lined face was matched with such weather, with a kind of cold delicacy, "Oh, it turned out to be for me." He had a wicked smile and looked charming.
Xue Ling was stunned for a while, how many times was amazed by his unconscious charming expression, even if she hadn't seen her for two years, her feeling of going deep into the bone marrow was still profound, and this time it seemed that she should really learn to let go, "Yes, I think that if I want to stand in front of people, I may still have illusions about you, thinking that I will fight to your world and will be seen by you, maybe...... Just maybe ......"
"Hmm. Xiao Zhifan lowered his beautiful eyelashes and waited quietly for her to continue.
"It may just be my unrealistic fantasy, I may not be the person you want. Xue Ling pretended to be relaxed, stretched his waist, and turned his face away from Xiao Zhifan as if he was disguised, "I'm so tired, I'm going to the dance party after a break." β
She turned around and left quickly, Xiao Zhifan stretched out his hand behind him, trying to catch her, but in the end he didn't really touch her, and he felt lonely for a while. He wanted to help Xue Ling put herself in the right position and help her get back to a good attitude, but in the end, he felt a little unspeakably sad in exchange for her words.
Xue Ling came down from the top floor, combing her hair back with both hands, she squatted down with her head in her hands as if she had a headache, crying silently, this was the first time she cried for Xiao Zhifan in two years.
She didn't know what she was like now, as if she couldn't alleviate the uncomfortable emotions in her heart without crying.
She cried enough, so she cleaned up and went to the common bathroom on the floor to wash her face so that her eyes didn't look so swollen before going back to the room.
Meiyun had already ordered takeout to eat at this time, and she stretched out her hand to greet Xue Ling, who had just entered the door, "Sister Xue, come and eat." β
Xue Ling hung his coat aside, walked over and sat down, "Meiyun, is it okay to say something?"
Meiyun was looking intently at the plastic bag and sorting out the dishes inside, "Sister Xue, what do you say?" β
"Call me Xue Ling in the future, feel free, and don't add you to the title, okay?" Xue Ling said bluntly, Meiyun has been with her for a while, and the relationship between the two has warmed up a lot, although it was originally in the original company, but now it is more of a private relationship.
Meiyun shrank her shoulders suddenly, a little timid, "Sister Xue, did I do something wrong?"
Xue Ling shook his head and gave Meiyun a warm smile, "No, I just feel that I have a fate with you, and I want to make this kind of title casual, is it okay?"
"Then I won't call you anymore, can I still call Sister Xue? I still like this title. Meiyun handed the chopsticks to Xue Ling.
Xue Ling stretched out his hand to take it, raised his eyebrows, and stretched his eyebrows a little, "Okay, you can call it whatever you like." β
After eating, the two of them packed the bags together, and both collapsed on the bed satisfied.
Meiyun raised her hand and lay on her back to look at her phone, while Xue Ling looked at the white ceiling in a daze.
"Hey, it seems that the dress will be delivered in a while, I ordered a spare one, if it doesn't fit, we'll change the spare dress. "Meiyun said quite prepared.
Xue Ling felt very relieved, "Is it too late?"
"It's too late, even if we go a little late, it's okay, it's a big shot, and the more important the role, the later it is. Meiyun explained.
Xue Ling suddenly sounded Xiao Zhifan's words that she didn't expect to have Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon by her side, and she asked Meiyun tentatively, "Meiyun, didn't you say that this dance party is all attended by celebrities?"
"That's right. Meiyun was still concentrating on looking at her phone, not realizing Xue Ling's slight abnormality.
"Then why do you know so much about this ball. Xue Ling turned her head, and her silky hair slid to the side with her movements.