Dazzling Images (3)

To be honest, in addition to the disaster that Qin Deli will bring to Han Yuxiu, what other consequences Qin Deli will bring to reselling food stamps is really not something that Jiang Yizhen, the leader of the resident group, can think of. On the morning of the third day after Feng Shuhua came, she went to the ward where Han Yuxiu lived.

Hearing the sound of approaching footsteps, Han Yuxiu, who was leaning on the head of the bed, opened her eyes with difficulty.

Jiang Yizhen opened the bag she was carrying when she came to the hospital, and while putting the contents in the cabinet next to the bed, she said: "This is the nutrition given to you by the big guy, the eggs were given by Zheng's mother, the brown sugar was bought by Yanling's sister-in-law, the condensed milk was honored by Grandma Ruan's son, and the yellow flower was saved by Aunt Hao, and I didn't have anything, so I wrapped a little black fungus." ”

"What's so embarrassing about this?" Seeing the neighbors so enthusiastic, Han Yuxiu was very moved. She knows that many items now require tickets, and the things sent by the neighborhood are saved from their own mouths.

"When everyone is in trouble, don't say these nonsense words. Jiang Yizhen knew what else this weak woman would say, so she intercepted it. She put her things away, closed the cabinet door, and when she got up, she said again: "If there is anything else to do at home, tell me." ”

"With my second sister taking care of me at home, I can't trouble you anymore. Han Yuxiu was grateful. Speaking from the bottom of her heart, she is really grateful to this resident team leader, who often comes to help this gang and that, but the dead ghost in her own house doesn't know what to do, and follows Zhou Bajin to crowd others.

"Then, I'll leave now, something will call me. Seeing this, Jiang Yizhen stood up.

"Let's go, I've been delaying you for a long time. Han Yuxiu raised her hand weakly.

Looking at Han Yuxiu's sick appearance, as an old neighbor for many years, Jiang Yizhen felt very uncomfortable. But she is not a doctor, and there is nothing she can do but pray for each other in her heart.

However, she came to the county hospital today, not entirely to visit Han Yuxiu, but to have one more thing, that is, to inquire about Chu Lan's recruitment and physical examination. In the last few recruitments, she failed to pass the physical examination, what was going on, the recruitment unit and the hospital did not say, which made her very suspicious. Look at this girl has been graduating from high school for two years, the university does not recruit students, and the town has arranged several recruitment jobs without success, which is really depressing. Those who know know it, and those who don't know also say that she only cares about her own daughter and ignores her niece.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yizhen couldn't help but sigh heavily. She couldn't figure out how Chu Lan would worry about herself like this, and she didn't know when she would be able to stop herself. Look at Jia Ling, although she only entered the Qingjiang Machine Tool Factory, after all, she has a job and can support herself.

A few years ago, in order to make Chu Lan less fanatical and at least cool down a little, Jiang Yizhen wrote to his eldest son Jia Shan, asking him to come back and persuade this cousin as a brother to retreat like Jia Ling, stay at home separately, and no longer go crazy in society. She felt that Jia Shan had prestige in front of Chu Lan, and what he said worked, but before she said a few words, Chu Lan fell in love with Jia Shan.

"Big brother, you didn't go home this time just to visit your uncle, right?" After listening to Jia Shan's greetings and then asking about his situation, Chu Lan was suspicious in her heart, and couldn't help but look him up and down.

"Why do you say that?" Jia Shan didn't expect his cousin to ask this question, but he couldn't directly say his mother's request, so he asked rhetorically.

"Why? Because as soon as you came back, my aunt asked someone to bring me back. Chu Lan explained her reasons.

"I want to meet you. Jasan doesn't think that's a problem.

"Why can't you go to No. 1 Middle School if you want to see me? Don't you know I'm very busy there?" Chu Lan asked a new question.

"It's a family affair for us, isn't it good to be with a family?" Jia Shan also had his own statement.

Looking at the dissatisfaction written on Chu Lan's face, Jia Shan explained: "Now the situation outside is very chaotic, brother doesn't want you to care about national affairs, but he is just worried about your safety, afraid that you will have something wrong." ”

Therefore, we must face up to the facts in front of us in everything we do, and we cannot start from dogma. Seeing that Chu Lan was silent, Jia Shan felt that his persuasion had an effect, so he followed the temptation, "We can't follow the trend and follow the crowd." Everything has to be carefully thought out by one's own mind to see what is the right thing to do. ”

"Do you mean that I am now following the trend without careful thinking in my own mind?" Hearing Jia Shan say this, Chu Lan suddenly became excited.

"I didn't say that. Jia Shan didn't expect her to be like this, and quickly denied it.

"You just don't say that in your mouth, but that's what it means. Chu Lan looked directly at Jia Shan and did not allow him to dodge.

"Sister Lan, I think-" Jia Ling, who had been standing by the side for a long time without making a sound, saw this and wanted to persuade her cousin.

"Go aside, I don't want to talk to you. Chu Lan rolled her eyes.

"Lanzi, your brother really didn't mean that, he just wanted you to be thoughtful and safe. Seeing Chu Lan's aggressive posture, Qian Fuxiang, who had not squeaked on the side, couldn't see it anymore, so he stepped forward to persuade him, "He just said it, you don't have to be serious." ”

"'Just like that'?" Hearing Qian Fuxiang say this, Chu Lan was very dissatisfied. She lowered her face and said to Jia Shan with extreme seriousness: "What you just said is very problematic, and it can even be said to be reactionary, if you don't have my brother, then I-"

"Then what do you want?!" Hearing this, Jiang Yizhen, who had been standing quietly outside the house, couldn't hold back any longer, and rushed in and shouted at her: "You want to kill your relatives in righteousness, you want to expose and report, and you want to criticize the struggle?"

"I didn't say that. She was cut off by her aunt, and her expression was so angry, Chu Lan was taken aback and couldn't help but distinguish it.

"You didn't say it, but I interrupted it and couldn't say it!" Seeing that Chu Lan was still arguing, Jiang Yizhen was even more angry, "I don't know what you think in your heart?" Our family, your uncle, me, your eldest brother and second brother, and your sister-in-law who has never passed the door, are all backward, only you are progressive, without you, the earth will not turn!"

"Why do you say that?" Hearing this, Chu Lan was also very angry.

"What do you want me to say?" Seeing that Chu Lan was still turning her mouth, Jiang Yizhen was furious, "If you don't study or go to class, what are you going to do all day long? In this way, the country will collapse in the hands of you people in the future!"

Hearing this, Chu Lan's eyes widened, and she couldn't believe it, "If you say this, you're not afraid that others will make trouble for you?"

"Apart from you, who else is looking for trouble with me?" Hearing her niece say this, Jiang Yizhen sneered, "What I said is the truth, no one can deny it, besides, I am a hard-working person who grew up eating hundreds of meals, what are I afraid of?"

"There are also spoiled people who are miserable. Chu Lan muttered quietly.

"What?" Although the voice was small, Jiang Yizhen still heard it, and the fire in her heart suddenly jumped high: "I kindly persuaded you, but you still attacked me, it really turned against you! Tell you, don't say that I am your aunt, that is, an outsider, you can't talk like this! Your mother entrusted you to me, I can take care of you, if you talk nonsense like this, I will whip you!"

"Auntie, dissipate your anger, if you have something to say slowly, Lanzi is not unreasonable. Seeing this, Qian Fuxiang hurriedly stepped forward to persuade him. She was not optimistic about persuading Chu Lan from the beginning. Although the two have never had many experiences, she has already discovered that the other party is a very assertive person and will not easily agree with other people's opinions, not to mention that this girl is just the niece of her future mother-in-law. Although his mother has died, he still has a father, but the latter has restarted his family and does not take care of him as well as his aunt and father.

"Does she understand reason?" Hearing this, Jiang Yizhen was even more angry, "Knowing reason, will she do things that only a gangster like Zhou Bajin does? Do you know? Many old neighbors in Yahou Street have to say this behind my back, I am so ashamed that I panic!"

Speaking of this, Jiang Yizhen's tears were about to come out.

Seeing this situation, Jia Shan and Qian Fuxiang were speechless.

"What do you want from me?" said coldly, Chu Lan burst out.

"Go home!" Jiang Yizhen didn't even want to think about it.

"Go home, what are you doing?" Chu Lan thought incredible.

"Stay honest, do odd jobs if you have odd jobs, study on your own without odd jobs, and wait for this period to pass the examination and recruitment. ”

"Take the exam, dream!" Chu Lan snorted.

"Dreaming, what are you dreaming about? Isn't the university going to be opened, not enrolling students?" Hearing her say this, Jiang Yizhen was greatly puzzled. But when she turned her inquiring eyes to Jia Shan and Qian Fuxiang, she found that they were also standing silently on the side. Witnessing this situation, Jiang Yizhen was completely stunned.

……

"Sister Jiang!"

A call pulled Jiang Yizhen from his memories to reality. She stopped, turned her head to look, and found that it was Li Wanru, an old acquaintance and director of the gynecology department of the County People's Hospital.

"Why do you have time to come to the hospital today?" asked Li Wanru, who was plump and delicate-looking.

"Let's take a look at Qin Deli's wife. ”

"Qin Deli's wife, is the one who suffers from cervical cancer on our Yahou Street?"

"Yes. ”

"Alas, she is so pitiful. Li Wanru sighed, and then said: "You are still kind, these days, there are not many people who can really care about others like you." ”

"There's no way, it's all women, besides, the neighbors in the street should care about each other. ”

"Yes. Li Wanru agreed. She has a good impression of the resident leader in front of her, not only because the other party is straightforward and not afraid of things, but also because she is very enthusiastic about her neighbors and never spares her strength to help.

"I want to ask you about something, I heard that the provincial automobile engine factory recruitment physical examination is carried out in your hospital, why I didn't see it when I turned around in front. ”

"Oh, the recruitment and physical examination turned out to be here, but this time I don't know why I went to the county hospital, maybe the county health bureau thinks that the people there are much more idle than us, so we want to find something for them to do." ”

"I see, then you are busy, I'll go over and take a look. Jiang Yizhen said to Li Wanru.

"Do you have someone to recruit, do you want me to say hello to you?" asked Li Wanru.

"I don't know yet, but I'll ask you for help if there's something. When Jiang Yizhen heard this, she was very grateful. She shook the other's hand and turned to walk towards the door.

"Okay. Looking at Jiang Yizhen, who was in a hurry, Li Wanru nodded, and shook her head again. She admires this neighbor very much, he is busy all day long, but he is not tired at all.

Li Wanru is right, this recruitment physical examination was indeed carried out in the traditional Chinese medicine hospital in the west of the county, but what Jiang Yizhen didn't expect was that her niece Chu Lan, who had been idle at home for nearly two years, once again encountered an extremely embarrassing situation in the gynecological examination.

"Pull up your shirt. In the gynecology clinic, as soon as Chu Lan entered the door, a female doctor who seemed to be the chief examiner commanded, without even raising her eyelids, but a young woman who seemed to be her assistant on the side subconsciously glanced at her when browsing Chu Lan's physical examination form.

"Is that okay?" Chu Lan asked cautiously.

"Are you flirtatious? Cover it tightly, how can you check it?" Hearing her ask like this, the female doctor felt a little strange, and when she raised her eyes, she saw her looking at the house, especially the doors and windows, and immediately knew what she was worried about, so she said: "Don't worry, the doors and windows are closed tightly, even if you go out, no one of the opposite sex will be able to see it." ”

Chu Lan was speechless, and after hesitating for a moment, she finally lifted her clothes.

The female doctor thinks that the girl in front of her is really beautiful. However, good looks are good-looking, and the checks that should be done still have to be done.

"Is it over?" Chu Lan asked timidly.

"Lie down. The doctor looked at her and slid on the examination bed against the wall

Chu Lan was a little panicked, although she was reluctant, she looked at the female doctor's expression and had to lie on her back on the examination bed. It was quiet in the consultation room, and after a while the doctor said, "Get up." Chu Lan sat up as relieved as she could, and put on her clothes and pants as quickly as she could.

"Sit down, I've got something to say to you. The female doctor glanced sideways at the assistant and said to Chu Lan very seriously. The assistant put down the form in his hand playfully, walked out, and closed the door of the consultation room.

"You've had sex before, haven't you?" "No, no. Chu Lan had long expected that what the other party was going to say might involve a relationship between the sexes, but she didn't expect the other party to say it so bluntly, and she panicked all of a sudden. Instinct told her that she couldn't admit it, and that admitting herself was over. So like the previous two physical examinations, I lied again.

"No, it can't be!" the examiner looked directly at her swollen face, "Do you know why I said that? ”

"I was riding a bike. Chu Lan said weakly.

"It's also possible, but your fissure is multiple, and it reaches the base inward, and it's a complete rupture. To be honest, it's not that there have been multiple sexual acts, and the man is too reckless to be in this situation. ”

Listening to the words of the chief examiner, Chu Lan was speechless.

"Don't worry, we'll keep it a secret for you. Seeing her sit on the chair with her head down, it was the chief examiner's turn to be speechless.

After a while, Fang said: "But I can't help but tell you that you may have no hope for this recruitment, because the recruitment unit emphasizes that those who have had premarital sex are not allowed." Otherwise, they will not arrange for a gynaecological examination. ”

Chu Lan didn't want to listen to it anymore, she staggered to her feet.

"Are you all right?" Seeing her staggering towards the door, the examiner suddenly became a little worried.

Chu Lan lowered her neck and shook her head. At this moment, she realized that there were still many girls standing outside the door waiting for a medical examination, and she couldn't let them see any flaws. So he calmed himself down, pretended that nothing had happened, opened the door and walked out.

Seeing her back, the chief examiner shook his head and sighed from the bottom of his heart. After a physical examination in the past two days, she was surprised to find that at least three or four girls had had premarital sex. After so many years in the industry, she has done medical examinations for countless women, which she has never seen before. She didn't understand why this was happening?

Chu Lan reluctantly walked out of the physical examination room, walked to a corner where there was no one for the time being, and stopped against the wall. What the female doctor will think of herself, this is what she thinks. At this moment, although she avoided everyone's eyes, she still felt very ashamed, and it was because of this that resentment once again appeared in her heart. She hated Qu Jinbai as a bastard, hated him for not only forcibly taking possession of his body but ruining his future in the moldy basement of the Catholic church on that damp and hot night.

The blow was so heavy that Chu Lan was in pain, and several times she wanted to jump into the Lichuan River. It's just that he was unwilling to end his life like this, and taking care of his aunt's face, Fang reluctantly dispelled this idea. It is said that Qu Jinbai should feel guilty about Chu Lan's forbearance, but who knew that he would eat the marrow and know the taste, and he would not let her go. Grasping the weakness of her cherishing feathers, she coerced her many times until she could not stand his ravage, and finally said goodbye.

Jiang Yizhen was of course very happy to see Chu Lan go home, but she didn't know that Chu Lan was raped by Qu Jinbai, nor did she know that because she didn't say goodbye, the First Central Revolutionary Committee determined that she was a "deserter" and gave her the punishment of not assigning a job. It wasn't because of her good background that she would have been sent to Baling Lake a long time ago.

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Looking back, Chu Lan was very remorseful. She thought that if she listened to her aunt's words, left school earlier like Jia Ling, returned to the street, and would have joined the work a long time ago, even if she was sent to the countryside like Cen Xinrui and them, there would still be a chance to recruit workers, and she would not be unable to do anything like now.

Forget it, if you talk about marriage in the future, how can you explain it to the man? Can you get his forgiveness?

Also, until now, my aunt doesn't know why she suddenly returned to Yahou Street from No. 1 Middle School, and why she can't recruit workers. If she knew the truth, she would be half angry, and if she didn't do well, she would have to find Qu Jinbai desperately.

Chu Lan didn't dare to think about it anymore. Listening to the frolicking voices of the men and women who were also here for the check-up not far away, her head was blank, and her limbs were even colder. She couldn't help but admit that she was a big fool, and she was going to rush to the end along a dead end instead of taking the smooth road pointed out by her aunt. Why did you want to be so crazy in the first place, and you still want to get involved with a bad guy like Qu Jinbai? It's good now, this life is over like this, and I can't say anything to anyone about my partial life, I can only suffer in my heart, isn't this self-inflicted sin and can't live?

The medical examination is still going on, and the young girls are still streaming. It's just that none of them would have thought that when they successfully passed every inspection, there was a girl as young as them whose heart was extremely cold at the moment, in terms of being young, beautiful, smart, and capable, she was not inferior to them at all, if it were not for the scourge of "comrades-in-arms", she would have been like them, and would have obtained a valuable job opportunity, and even mixed better than them.