Self-esteem is the basic bottom line of a person's life, and it is the psychological state of respecting oneself, maintaining one's own personal dignity, and not allowing others to insult and discriminate. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info But when the bloody knife of 'reality' cuts through the body, the pain is only known to you. Did she still have self-esteem when she chose this path? Yes, because of her self-esteem, because she herself felt that I was still an artist with a good reputation, right?

Therefore, her self-esteem, which has become distorted, makes her absolutely not allowed to work to earn money to support herself and be discovered by others, and it is this way that the distorted self-esteem has gradually evolved into the current 'vanity' under the urging of society and public opinion. Self-esteem and vanity, these two states of mind are 'neighbors', so they are often confused.

In the end, she is now forced by real life to choose to embark on this path is caused by self-esteem, or to satisfy the vanity generated by her glamorous appearance? All this may not even be clear to herself, right? The road was chosen by herself, but now she was directly hit by Li Yuhao's Chi Guoguo to her only remaining bit of shame.

Her hands rested on her knees hidden by the table, and she kept clutching her close-fitting jeans, gritting her teeth and lowering her eyes in silence. Li Yuhao's words seemed to break the self-defense in her heart. The shame in her heart made her keep searching in her mind for words to justify herself.

But once she analyzed it, she began to ask herself, 'yes, why did I choose to take this path by myself?' This path is not forced by anyone, everything is her own choice.

When she said that she owed some money and hoped that Lee Woo-ho could help MBC advance the performance fee in advance, Lee Woo-ho generously lent her a sum of '100 million won' interest-free money, hoping that she could live a good life. But after she repaid the money and participated in the show, she was idle at home for a long time, without a single invitation, but when the daily expenses and so on hit again, she found that she didn't have any income at all.

What can she use to maintain her basic living expenses? Although Li Yuhao borrowed money from herself, after she calmed down, she realized that she was owing more and more now. What can I do to repay the 100 million won?

Monthly rent, management fees, gas, electricity, water, food, cosmetics, daily consumption, there are too many things suddenly attacked, she saw that her life still did not change, everything in life costs money. But the problem is that I don't have an itinerary, I don't have any invitations, where can I get the 'money' out?

If you don't have any income, do you really have to borrow money to get by? If you have a friend's 'emergency relief' from your neighbors, you can borrow it once, but the question is, who can borrow her for the rest of her life? The more life drags on, the more debts you will incur. Does she want all her friends around her to know that she is living on borrowing money from all over the world?

It is said that people live with a face, trees live with a skin, and they borrow money everywhere to live a life like this, do you still want to have a face? Do you still want your basic dignity when facing friends? Especially when you can't pay the money when you're in difficulty, the friends around you will definitely talk about 'g.na borrowed money from me when they meet without themselves, and it's been 'how long and how long' has not been repaid news, hey... Pay back, she doesn't appear on TV now. I don't think I can count on it..'

The next one will surely go on to say, 'Ah, how much more did she borrow from me, has she been having such a hard time lately?'

Gradually, this news will spread in the circle, does she still want to mix in the entertainment industry? Does she still want her face to lose? So maintaining the basics of her life, at least allowing herself to live, and not being 'discriminated against' by her friends, her self-esteem has evolved into vanity.

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g.na couldn't find any excuse to defend herself, she seemed to have given up her dignity in front of Li Yuhao, she smiled bitterly and said to Li Yuhao with a feeling of breaking a jar: "Chairman Lee, if I don't come out on a 'blind date', how will I live the rest of my life? I still owe you 100 million won, what will I pay you back?"

Now that she has been 'stripped naked' in front of him, what mind does she have to think about whether she is ashamed or not? These are not important, the important thing is how to live.

She can't let go of the glamorous life created by South Korea, so no matter how hard and tired she is, she has to find a way to survive in South Korea, so while she still has a little money in her hand now, she can only choose this way out, which is a 'road' that makes her feel that she can only stick to it.

Listening to her words, Li Yuhao frowned and said, "Do you think you can live in this way now? Do you think that your choice of this path now is caused by the helplessness of life? To put it bluntly, you just can't let go of your face." Hehe.. All I can say is that you are really naïve. ”

"Can't let it go? Naive? Maybe that's the case. But what can I do? My contract is about to expire, and no agency has come to contact me, and I've heard some news from the company, and the company is not planning to renew my contract. So what is going to happen to my life? Do you want me to go back to Canada and tell my mother that I can't make it through Korea anymore, so I'm coming back. But what can I do when I go back? What will I do but sing? At least I will have a chance to stay in Korea in the future."

Listening to g.na's defense of his 'can't let go', Li Yuhao instantly laughed: "Hehe.. What a joke, a chance? What a chance? Is your screen image funny? Or do you have a creative talent yourself? I've seen your show, and you don't have any talent for comedy. You don't even speak Korean well, what else can you embody on the screen? You don't have a brokerage company, you have neither capital nor popularity, do you think you have that songwriter in Korea who will send you songs for free? Don't be funny, you haven't even earned back the capital of "Beautiful Underwear" this time, who would be willing to invest money in you now? And you think you can really live if you come out on a 'blind date'? This is the biggest joke I've ever heard."

Just as Li Yuhao said this, the mobile phone in g.na bag rang for a while, and she opened a Chanel bag that she took out to save face, and took out her mobile phone from the bag: "My agent called me, I'm leaving." Chairman Lee, I will pay you back your money as soon as possible. ”

"Huh.. After listening to me, it's not too late for you to think about whether you want to leave, you can turn on the mute first. ”

"Uhhh Got it. Although she didn't know what Li Yuhao was going to say, she suddenly had an uneasy sixth sense in her heart at this time, she quickly adjusted her mobile phone to silent mode, and then looked up at Li Yuhao.

Li Yuhao said with a smile: "The 'agent' you are talking about will not be your company's Jiang xx, right?"

"Uhhh How do you know?"

"Of course, I know that this is not the first time he has done such a thing, and I heard that the 'intermediary fee' he charges is 15 million won. Hehe.. This matter is known in the upper circles. Do you still think that the South Korean police have not paid attention to him? Actually, the police have long paid attention, but he has paid protection money, and every time he will pay 5 million to the director of the XXX Police Agency. And there are a lot of reporters who know that he did this, and the reporters didn't poke it out, but they didn't catch a big fish, and once you get in, it's a big chip for them. Oh, and by the way, one more thing, if you step into this event your name will be on the list in the database of the prosecutor's office in Seoul. ”

After Li Yuhao said this, g.na's phone rang again, and then her hands holding the phone began to tremble, and they kept shaking. Her cheeks, which had been bright red from shame, instantly turned pale at this moment.

Because she knew that what Li Yuhao said was absolutely true, there was no need for him to scare himself for fun. At the thought of stepping into the abyss with half a foot, she was instantly frightened to the point that her vest was covered in cold sweat. The mobile phone in her hand is shaking as if it weighs a thousand pounds, and the phone at this time is like a life-urging charm, she is afraid, this is the first time she feels scared..

If I wasn't lucky today, I took the same plane as Li Yuhao and met him at the place where I left the customs. Then she felt like she was really finished, really.

Although Li Yuhao told it very plainly, this incident caused a huge wave in her heart. The media knows, the prosecutor's office knows, so when she is summoned, then she will leave South Korea forever, and even if she returns to Canada, she will be pointed at by all the South Koreans who live there.

When the time comes, it can be said that her life will be ruined, and such disgraceful news will definitely become the focus of the moment. Will she be able to hold her head up then?

Thinking of this, a burst of coldness came from the depths of her heart and traveled all over her body, and she couldn't help but shiver in Los Angeles, which has a temperature of more than 20 degrees.

(To be continued.) )