Chapter 300: [Thoughts] [Second Update]
"Your mother, she is...... Chinese. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info" The old headmaster said amazingly, which is also a fact that he has not said for more than 20 years.
"And where did she go? Back to China? After abandoning me. Zhao Xian opened his mouth, his expression did not change, but his heart was already turbulent, because he still wanted to know the facts, and he also wanted to know the so-called reasons.
"I don't know. The old principal sighed, this is life, everyone's destiny.
"Just left?" Zhao Xian said with some trembling, betraying his unquiet heart.
And so it went. The old principal looked at Zhao Xian, he didn't want to tell the real truth except that Zhao Xian was the blood of Chinese, maybe it would be better for Zhao Xian to know that his mother didn't want him, at least the same worldview as Zhao Xian for more than twenty years.
"That's right. Zhao Xian didn't know whether he should laugh or cry, because it didn't seem to be much different from what he guessed, the only thing was that his mother was Chinese.
And the old principal did not tell Zhao Xian that he was Chinese before, but there was a reason, the old principal was worried that Zhao Xian was isolated by other children, because they are also orphanage children, but you are not Korean, other children definitely do not want to play with you, especially in terms of the overall national conditions of South Korea, they are not very fond of China.
But there is nothing wrong with the child, Zhao Xian has nothing wrong, he is just a child who doesn't understand anything, so the old principal doesn't want to see such a thing, and wants Zhao Xian to live the same life as the children in other orphanages.
As for Zhao Xian's mother, the old principal knew more than that, and he didn't just throw Zhao Xian into the orphanage and leave, but now, he can't say it again, because this will reverse Zhao Xian's worldview for more than 20 years, in the old principal's heart, for Zhao Xian, there is no benefit, he is just for Zhao Xian's good, an old man's heart for children.
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Zhao Xian also had many questions in his heart, and he had already had questions since he was a child, who were his parents? What kind of people were they? What was the reason for abandoning him? Was there any unavoidable reason? Zhao Xian wanted to know.
Because, no matter what kind of character Zhao Xian is, calm and introverted or young and frivolous, he is always a young man in his twenties, and he wants to understand the truth thoroughly in the face of half of the facts.
Of course, this is not that he has feelings for his parents who have no impression, but out of instinct to know this fact, as for the family affection that comes from the blood? These are too illusory, Zhao Xian has not seen his parents, how can there be such family affection.
Zhao Xian's question in his heart, until now, he still doesn't know, maybe he can't know it in his life, the story that has been hidden for more than 20 years suddenly appeared, but at the moment he just knew, he suddenly lost his head.
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Xu Xian was also very surprised, not surprised by the nationality problem, because whether Zhao Xian is Chinese or Korean, she knows that Zhao Xian has no parents, and she also knows that Zhao Xian grew up in an orphanage, but she and Zhao Xian are warm together, and she does not feel many negative emotions of Zhao Xian, so Xu Xian does not have much practical concept of Zhao Xian being an orphan.
But until now, Xu Xian somewhat understood that Zhao Xian's loneliness under the warmth was too unfortunate compared to her happy family since childhood, but she didn't find that Zhao Xian expressed to her the misfortune of his life, and she never needed her comfort.
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What is love? Xu Xian couldn't help but start thinking about this question again, Xu Xian used to think that it was the heart that beat for each other, her heart beat for Zhao Xian, and so did Zhao Xian, which was enough.
Therefore, when Xu Xian found out that Zhao Xian's heart was not just beating for her alone, she felt betrayed by Zhao Xian, so even if she still cherished Zhao Xian, she had to choose to break up, which was a fact that she couldn't accept, her love rubbed the sand, but she couldn't squeeze it out.
But today, Xu Xian found that love didn't seem to be as simple as she imagined, because she found that even if she broke up with Zhao Xian, she would still unconsciously pay attention to Zhao Xian, and she would quietly watch what happened to Zhao Xian, because Zhao Xian's actions involved her heart, and she would be happy because Zhao Xian continued to please her, and even became jealous.
And today, she found out that she would still be heartbroken for Zhao Xian, and when she saw Zhao Xian's fragile appearance, she couldn't help but want to comfort him.
However, Xu Xian's instinct reminded her that she had broken up, so she should be clean and neat, even if they walked together, it was just an ordinary heart.
It's a pity that it can't be done.
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"Woo~" Tofu gently licked the back of Zhao Xian's hand, as if he was comforting Zhao Xian.
"Tofu, why didn't I find out that you would comfort people before?" Zhao Xian felt the wetness on the back of his hand, turned his head and touched Tofu's head with a smile, but his eyes looked at Xu Xian, whose expression was more complicated than his.
"Headmaster, thank you for telling me about this. Zhao Xian spoke to the old principal, the impact of this fact on him was only enough for these two minutes, at least for now, but he couldn't make a fragile appearance.
"Don't blame me, kid, for telling you so late. The old principal looked at Zhao Xian, no longer the youthful appearance of the past, and they all grew up and sensible.
"Headmaster, can I have a meal?" Zhao Xian laughed, he was a little hungry now, and he hadn't eaten the food in the orphanage for a long time.
"Of course, it's time to be full, and by the way, you can see the children, who are much better off than you were at the beginning. The principal also laughed, stood up and prepared to walk towards the cafeteria with Zhao Xian and Xu Xian.
The principal led the way in front, followed by Zhao Xian and Xu Xian.
"Xiaoxian, thank you just now. Zhao Xian whispered to Xu Xian, Xu Xian still took care of his face.
"Nothing. Xu Xian hugged the tofu, not knowing what was on his mind.
"Xiaoxian, I ......"
"Zhao Xian Oba, don't think too much, just "admitted" that we are dating because I was worried that things would be more troublesome. Xu Xian interrupted Zhao Xian's words, she had interrupted Zhao Xian's words many times in the past month, because she knew what Zhao Xian wanted to say, and she was not worried about this matter being rude, but her heart and words may not be the same.
"Xiaoxian, I know. Zhao Xian spoke.
"No, you don't know. Xu Xian shook his head.
"Inside?" Zhao Xian really didn't understand this time, the woman's mind is so hard to guess! )