Sky Mage talks

On the morning of the 13th, I was in the small building where Sky lived, and I talked with him for more than two hours. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 infoIf listening to the sky in the past encouraged him, then yesterday gave me a glimpse of his extraordinary wisdom. For two hours, he talked to me with clear baby eyes, a baby's innocent smile, and his childlike voice. During this time, I lost concentration and felt tired many times, but he was always the same, looking at me with bright eyes.

In the past, I was reluctant to write down what I talked to him, mainly because I didn't understand Buddhism and couldn't really write what he said. Today, I changed my mind, and I feel that many of the things he said are beneficial to people other than me. So, I can write what I can remember and share it with you here:

Sky: It's been two weeks since you came back from Tibet, how is your body?

Doer: What's wrong with your head?

Sky: Accidentally scratched. How are you?

Doer: I understand what you said, 'I can't mention it'. I really can't bring it up in my heart. In Changyang Gyatso's palace, I really didn't think about anything about myself, just to feel sorry for him (we had discussed it many times on the phone before). You don't have to worry about me.

Sky: You said you put it down, why did you mention him again? I've been thinking about this for two weeks. I've cried and cried, and I shouldn't remember anything when I walk out of the Potala Palace. You say you're like this, how tired you are! Just look at everything with your eyes, don't be moved.

Doer: I know what you mean. You don't have to worry, I'm having a good time.

Sky: You're not happy. You want to be happy, but you put too much in your heart.

Duo'er: You're worried that I can't put it down, and I really can't bring it up now.

Sky: It's been a long time since I told you that you put it down. You say you're tired like this. No one has anything to do with you, how people are is their business, you are you, and you can sleep until you wake up naturally every day is what you have to care about. Why don't you understand? Do you always not let your heart rest? Xu Zhimo's poem "I Am a Cloud in the Sky" I will tell you, and his poem is also a Buddhist scripture:

I am a cloud in the sky

Occasionally projected in the center of your wave

You don't need to be surprised

There is no need to rejoice

Disappeared in an instant......

At the beginning of the first sentence, it is clear that the people and feelings that should not be had are clouds in the sky. It's the clouds that will be blown away very quickly. You go after the clouds that have been blown away, and you can find them? Therefore, no matter how beautiful the clouds are in front of you, don't be tempted, you can appreciate them, and tell yourself in your heart that they are floating clouds, because the action of the wind has come to you. If you think like this in your heart, then no matter when the clouds blow away, you don't care about it, so that you won't be passive and your mind won't get tired.

Doer: Oh.

Sky: What poems do you like about Cangyang Gyatso's poems, and how many can you memorize?

Duo'er: I didn't memorize it, but I remembered it when I read it.

Sky: Look at you. His poems, you can memorize so much, Buddhist scriptures until now you always say you can't read them?

Doer: It's different. The scriptures are ancient texts.

Sky: It's the same. Cangyang Gyatso's poems are Buddhist scriptures. Modern people treat it as a love poem.

Dolle (anxious): You don't want to be like him. Even if you write Buddhist scriptures, don't go to meet your lover, it's too tiring. If you practice well, you will benefit all sentient beings in the future.

Sky: At that time, Tibetans were not highly educated and could not understand the advanced Buddhist scriptures. He wrote it in the most understandable form to enlighten the believers. He is the person with the highest Dharma among the ** living Buddhas of all ages, and he is also the living Buddha who wrote the most classic Buddhist scriptures. So far there has been no more than his.

Doer: That's right. Then the scriptures you will write in the future should also be easy to understand. Why do you always laugh?

Sky: "The Three-Body Problem" is just tens of thousands of words, and I will be able to read it soon. After reading it, you tell me what you read.

Doer: I'll tell you directly. I don't like science fiction books. "Ball Lightning" I watched it under the persecution of Tianchang for the sake of delivery. As a result, Tianchang asked me what I thought after reading it. He didn't answer me right, and kept asking me to tell him the answer. I knew he wanted the answer, and I didn't look at it. How can I know the same as you? However, Tianchang said that the answer is the same for both of us, hehe.

Sky: Don't think about the answer anymore. Let you read "The Three-Body Problem", I am asking you to see what the author wants to tell you. If you are asked to read the scriptures, you always say that you can't understand them, but if you have such a high education and write books yourself, how can you not understand these annotated books? You ask, I say, it's all in the book.

Doer: I'm not religious, I'm not interested in those books, so I can't read them. Besides, I've heard many of you tell me that you all read a book and had the idea of becoming a monk. I'm in so much contact with you now, what if I do read the books you listed, and I'm a monk? I don't want this kind of life. I don't like it, I'm alive and well now.

Sky: I've said it all. You won't. Besides, what is a monk? What do you say is a monk......

Doer: Let's not talk about that. Let's talk about Tianchang. You have to help him, he is very wise, but his heart is not still.

Sky: He has his life, you leave him alone.

Doer: How can you ignore it? He said he would take care of both of us. He always said we were children. I understand that he takes care of you, what do you say he takes care of me? Find yourself trouble, you have to fuck my heart. Besides, in the past, I used to get angry when I heard him say that I was a little girl. Now, he's saying I'm not angry anymore. He's so pathetic that he can't do anything. You help him. Sky, why do you always laugh?

Sky: I just asked you to treat everything as a floating cloud, why are you tempted again after a while? What do you say, what are you going to do? Now that you are talking about the sky in your heart, your heart will be tired. How can Tianchang say that it is his business, it is his creation, you don't care about it, it's over. Furthermore, how do you know that he didn't say the same thing to someone else?

Duo'er: I can't be so calm as you, how can I be indifferent to Tianchang? My heart is so hard, I can't do it? I can't do anything without reacting to anything, you better let me be myself.

Sky: You're a selfish person.

Doer: Hmm, how could I be a selfish person?

Sky: You're just a selfish person. Always ask others how to do and let others do what you ask.

Duo'er: I've said it all, you have a point, I just can't be your calm.

Sky: How do you know I'm calm? Then you are a Buddha, and only a Buddha can understand a person. I've told you all about it, and I think about it every day (...) Omitted), think, it's normal, as long as the heart doesn't move.

Duo'er: Listening to you say this, I think of the person we all know, how can he say that he will let go and let go? Is it because he has read a lot of Buddhist scriptures?

Sky: It's their business how they let go, you don't care how they let go. Even if he lives to be 200 years old, it has nothing to do with you. From what you just asked, it means that you haven't mentioned it since the beginning, so you can't put it down today. You're always like this, how do you call it let go?

Doer: Really, you can't even say it? Why do you say it's okay, but I can't. If you don't say it, you can't let it go, it means that you don't dare to touch it, that's if you don't put it down, I said that he wrote about him, which proves that I treat him as a floating cloud. I'd better write a book in the future, I won't come to see you. If you practice well, you will help more people in the future and benefit sentient beings.

Sky: You're selfish.

Dol: Why do you say I'm selfish again? That's interesting! Not long ago, I said that the donkey head was selfish, and it was only a long time before someone said that I was selfish.

Sky: I'm not talking about the same thing, you're just selfish.

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Two days later, in the morning, I finally understood why the sky was saying I was selfish. For a while, I was shocked and chilled, and after calming down, I sent a text message to the sky: Sky, I figured it out. That's not a requirement, it's a hope, and hope is based on ability.

Sky replied: Hope is also selfish.

Oh, looking at this text message, I feel unspeakably uncomfortable. After leaving the sky at 13 pm, I told Huayan and Ai Jia, who went with me: I may not come to see the sky in the future, and I don't want to be a student anymore.

Now it seems: I have at least one more long conversation with the sky, and this conversation, I don't think the sky and I want to come soon, we both want to let ourselves think it through.

2011－8－13

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