Chapter 16 Don't judge beauty and ugliness by being fat or thin

He Jinxia smiled gently, took the microphone and replied: "No, I have never had this idea, fat people also have advantages and benefits, I will not use fat and thin to determine beauty and ugliness, nor do I use occupation to determine the noble and low." ”

"The reason why I feel that I am not a good star, but in the past four years since my debut, I have not brought positive energy to everyone, and I have not done my best in my career, so I feel ashamed of my fans. ”

She paused, turned to the camera and said, "I'm sorry I let you down." ”

Ji Jiawen clenched her fists in the corner that the camera couldn't capture, and lowered her head slightly to cover the coldness that flashed in her eyes.

After sorting out her emotions, she raised her head and asked curiously: "I see, what you said before, I thought you hated fat people, but since you don't use fat and thinness to determine beauty and ugliness, then why do you have to make up your mind to lose weight?"

He Jinxia asked rhetorically: "Why do you always think that when I make up my mind to lose weight, I want to be beautiful?"

Ji Jiawen was stunned.

He Jinxia looked at her steadily, her clear eyes seemed to have an untouchable fierceness, which was a kind of disdain for the superior to look at the inferior.

Ji Jiawen's heart tightened, feeling that under this gaze, all the thoughts in her heart were seen.

No!

How could He Jinxia have such a gaze?

Looking carefully again, He Jinxia has already taken her gaze back, the whole person is mediocre, even if she is beautiful, no matter how beautiful the plus-size floral dress is, she can't hide her fat that is almost rushing out of her clothes!

Ji Jiawen calmed down and regained her composure, He Jinxia is just an ordinary dead fat person, her family background was picked up when she participated in the draft four years ago, how could an ordinary single-parent family have that kind of gaze?

I must have been dazzled just now!

In his ears, He Jinxia's voice came faintly: "I want to lose weight, there are many reasons, I don't want to take a few steps to breathe, sweat after running a lap, and I don't want to wait until I get old, I will have high blood pressure, insulin resistance and other diabetes, and various sequelae will cause coronary heart disease." ”

Ji Jiawen's face stiffened slightly, and said, "Jin Xia, what you said is too exaggerated, right?"

He Jinxia hooked her lips and smiled, and asked with interest: "Do you need to search the scene for the probability of obesity causing these diseases?"

Ji Jiawen felt a fire in her heart, and she had to pretend to be smiling on her face, and the more angry she was, the more she had to smile:

"That's not necessary, I just think you're making a bit of a fuss, it's too scary, it's just a chance, and it's not necessarily going to get these diseases. ”

He Jinxia nodded and echoed her words: "Yes, it's just a chance, but if I can avoid these risks when I'm young, then why don't I avoid them?"

Ji Jiawen couldn't say a word this time.

He Jinxia didn't plan to let her go like this, Ji Jiawen would question her words, it was normal, and after the show was broadcast, more doubts would emerge, so she planned to make it clear in the show one at a time.

"I know what you're thinking, you'll misunderstand that it's normal for me to lose weight because of my beauty, I often shout about losing weight on W blogs, and I want to lose weight because I don't look good, and what I say next you may think is a bit fake, but that's my point of view. ”

"In my heart, I think that people should not be fat and thin to determine beauty and ugliness, there was a dynasty in the ancient Chinese Dynasty that also specialized in fat as beauty, and the definition of beauty in each era is different, and people's aesthetics are constantly changing. ”

"I don't think it's bad to be fat, I enjoy eating meat and drinking a lot, but I'm in the entertainment industry, and I have to make some compromises for more diversified development. ”

"Because I'm fat, I don't look good on camera, because I'm fat, so I've become a drag on the front team, every time I go on stage to introduce, I stand last, in front of me is a fairy with long legs, and when I come here, the style of painting has changed. ”

"I've been ridiculed for not being worthy of being a member of a girl group with this body type, I've been sprayed with disrespect, I know that I am a member of a girl group, and I'm getting fatter and fatter, and I've been scolded why don't you get out of the entertainment industry quickly......"

He Jinxia took a deep breath and said, "All this abuse is caused by obesity, so I hate obesity and want to lose weight." ”

"But because of work problems, I am taking diet pills, maybe taking too many pills has made my body worse, I don't eat more and more thin, and the more I eat, the fatter I get. ”

She turned her head to look at the camera.

"I'm sorry to the fans who like me, I disappointed you, every time I said I wanted to lose weight, I didn't do it, and I lied to you, I don't think I'm fat and ugly, I want to lose weight not because I feel ugly, but because I can't stand the abuse from the outside world. ”

"I don't want to be a great man, I firmly believe in my ideas to change the aesthetics of the world, I am willing to compromise, in order to get more opportunities, in order to make my career broader, and in order to make myself healthier, so-"

He Jinxia was speechless, and once again said sonorously: "If I can't lose weight at the end of the year, I will quit the entertainment industry!"

I don't know what came to mind, she smiled at the camera: "You don't have to worry, even if I quit the entertainment industry, I can find a stable job, life should be fine, and-"

She stopped talking, her dark eyes suddenly turned into a soft wave of water, and through the screen, people could feel the deep warmth in her eyes.

He Jinxia's lips opened slightly, and she was about to speak, when Ji Jiawen, who had been silent on the other side, interjected sharply: "If you lose weight unsuccessfully, will you really quit the entertainment industry?"

Her face remained unchanged, she looked up at Ji Jiawen, and spit out four words lightly-

"Walk the talk. ”

***

After recording the show, He Jinxia was pulled out of the film and television building by Luo You and hurriedly got into the car.

After the car drove for a while, when it was confirmed that no one was chasing him, Luo You spoke: "Fortunately, you are not popular, the media reporters waiting for Zhang You have not paid attention to you, otherwise they will be caught, and maybe the content of the show will be asked." ”

He Jinxia's declaration in the show is very strong, and if it is leaked out in advance, the reporter will definitely not let go of the opportunity to report first-hand.

He Jinxia looked at the scenery outside the window, the majestic high-rise buildings kept flying past her eyes, leaving afterimages, she couldn't help but close her eyes, reached out and rubbed her temples, and said lightly:

"Even if the reporter doesn't ask, it can't prevent other celebrities from not revealing it. ”

Luo You is a smart person, he can understand it at all, and said: "Don't worry about this, you give the program team such a fierce news, the program team wants exclusivity more than anyone else, and once the exciting news leaks out in advance, it is worthless." ”

"Zhang You is very smart, before the show is broadcast, he will never mention you, Nanming is also an old star, he knows what to do, as for Ji Jiawen-"

Luo You snorted lightly: "She doesn't have the qualifications to argue with the program team, unless she is willing to be cut to nothing in this issue." ”