Don't you accept the result of no process... I don't think it's Yubihama's fault, Yubibin has the right to know everything, no one has given her this right, just as a participant, she has this right, knows the process and the result. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 However, she was forced to face a process without a buffer of time, without the beginning and process of things - like a clear sky without warning, a heavy rain fell in an instant, there were no dark clouds and thunder, and the sudden result that hit her hard was unacceptable to anyone. For this point, I can't have a clear conscience, but I can't explain the reason, like is a very wonderful feeling, always irresponsible to come suddenly, and then suddenly told and told, can not be isolated, can not give up, can choose to choose mandatory hiding, burial, the heart will never escape, will not deny, day by day accumulation, all the time missing, until one day in line with the guidance of the heart suddenly erupted. From the germination of this feeling to the result of the outburst, I have not recorded this process well, in words or other forms, rather, no one can record it, although this is a statement that does not accept responsibility. If someone asks, why do you like it, how do you answer it, because beauty is gentle or something, and so on? It's just a matter of stating facts, because it's something that you have already recognized existing. This is not a process pursued by Hihama, not a reason. So, where is the real process?

No trace to be found .... I pushed the bicycle and walked slowly, but it was not the direction I used to go back to, because I wanted to send the "result" of the car because I liked it first... Glancing back at the snow, quietly looking at everything on the road, gently combing the corner of her hair with her hand, not caring about the various stares of the passers-by along the way, the cold expression and the slightly indifferent eyes, as if everything here had nothing to do with her - this is the snow I know under the snow, when facing all the things that I am sure has nothing to do with me, I almost reject all will, self-definition, and self-veto.

After spotting my gaze, they looked at it, a faint smile appeared on his face, and his indifferent eyes dissipated [What's wrong?]

[No... Nothing]

Is it just this subtle change, two completely different feelings, such strong heart palpitations, heartfelt smiles, tears of fear from the depths of the soul, just because of "liking"?

[Yukino, you have.] Have you thought about the process?]

Retracting his gaze under the snow, a little puzzled [process?]

[It is the process before the result that Hibin asks us to prove the reason for this result.] ]

[Ah, that's what you're talking about, the process... I've thought about it..] With a slight sweet smile under the snow, looking at me, as if waiting?

[... Is there an answer?] I was a little surprised, unexpectedly, the answer may have been found under the snow, but it was not confirmed that it was right or wrong, was it just half a day? Because I wanted to know, I asked directly.

[Yes...] However, this is just my answer, oh, yes to Yubihama, but also to you. After a pause for a few seconds, he continued: [But, maybe... We can find the same answer in different ways and convey it in the same way.... That's what I'm looking forward to.]

[Different but same answer?]

Under the snow is right, if I use her answer to face Yubihama, it is just pure deception and does not solve anything, I don't want that and I won't do it.

Sent to the apartment under the snow.,Rejected her invitation with the reason of "I haven't been home for nearly two days.,Komachi will get angry".,Embark on the road back alone.,Because,Now I'm not just unable to face Yubihama.,Even what I've done under the snow I can't find the courage to face it.,Although it's not an escape.,It's a sense of psychological imbalance.,I always feel like there's something missing.,Every time I face everything she does for me.,Accept it with guilt at the same time.,I don't know when I felt this way.。

On the way back, I emailed Komachi and told her that I would bring fast food back so I wouldn't have to prepare dinner, well, it would only be the two of us anyway. Parents are still busy contributing their own labor, forced to contribute to society, and it has to continue for a while.

As soon as I entered the house, Komachi rushed towards me, and his hands hung around my neck and Cheng Tengfei's semicircle was thrown back and forth, because of the suddenness of the relationship, the fast food in his hand was almost thrown out by me, but I finally stopped the urge after reacting.

[Welcome home, brother!] was still hanging around my neck, looking up at me with his head tilted upwards with a big smile on his face.

I put the fast food on the side of the cabinet, afraid that Komachi would do something new, and I instinctively protected myself and threw it away in order to free my hand.

[Hey... This sentence should have been said before rushing over, and now, my brother is very tired, can I stop doing this kind of thing that makes my brother consume his physical strength?

Komachi let go of his hands, took a few steps back, and spoke to me again

[So, welcome home, brother] still has the same smile on his face, is there anything happy about it?

[Oh, I'm back]

Come to the couch and throw your bag aside, it's not even seven o'clock, let's take a break before eating.

[Komachi, fast food is on the shoe cabinet, if you want to eat it, go get it yourself, don't wait for me]

Komachi jumped up and down in front of me, like a rabbit, and was so happy, right?

[What about my brother?, there's nothing to tell me except for this?] with a look of anticipation

What do you want to say? I'm going to be bothered by such an inexplicable question, Komachi

I shook my head at her [.... I thought about it for a while, but I didn't seem to have anything to say.

[Hmm!!] Komachi, who got this answer, suddenly puffed up his face, looked very unhappy, glared at me for a while, took out his mobile phone in my puzzled gaze, quickly clicked a few times, and handed it over.

I took it and it showed a picture of me sitting in the back seat of my bicycle under the snow, and I was holding the front of the bike in front of me, in front of the school... It's just a backside, but I'm 100% sure it's me. Was it found by Komachi this morning and left evidence?

[That... Komachi... It's illegal to do so..] Looking at this photo, I was hesitating if I should delete it...

[No other explanation?, my dear brother?] Komachi snatched the phone back and put it in his pants pocket... Isn't it possible to get it back even if you want to?

[Hey...] Although I don't want Komachi to know now... At least before going to college.,But since I've been discovered, it's a good explanation.,Anyway, Komachi is my cute sister [yes.,It's me and under the snow]

[What else?] Komachi interrogated her hands and looked down at me, and raised her little mouth, because she was very angry, her brows were furrowed very tightly, and there were already a lot of lines on her forehead.

[And... We are in... Okay, that's all it takes, it should be fine, right? If you ask me how to get along, I can't answer, so I'll just go straight to it.

[Hah...] Unexpectedly, Komachi didn't ask, just sighed and sat down next to me [well, although I've thought about it, but someone like my brother said it himself... I don't feel very credible.]

[Hey, wait, Komachi, what do you mean by "brother"?

Hearing Komachi's question, I nervously sat up again, and because I didn't want to lose my sister's trust, I quickly explained, Ah, my brother loves you, believe me!

In the face of my explanation and nervousness, she seemed a little helpless, thought for a while, and then shook her head gently

[That's not the case, because it's my brother, so I believe you... But it's because you're an older brother that you're a little shaken... Sister Xue Nai won't talk about it first, but after all, my brother is shouting all day long, "Ha, dating, dating, this is something that only those bastards who like youth will like, I'd rather sleep and play games than go out, and all day long thinking that the guy in love will fall into the sweetness of hypocrisy and decadence, degenerate, and eventually go to the end of life (marriage), I don't want this sad ending!" Well, that's how it feels, so it's not very credible.]

Said so by Komachi... I used to look like this... It's really strange to think about it now, I actually socialize with people, and it's still under the snow... Wait, I think it's incredible? Is this also the same thing that can be said to Yubihama now? I've always chosen to run away and retreat, and now I suddenly stand up and say I like it... Except for me and Xuexia, there can be no sign at all for everyone else, of course, it is inexplicable. Well, the process that Yukihama said, the reason... Of course, even then I couldn't explain it all to her, so there was another way that worked—one that no one could refute, couldn't deny. In this way, the answer comes out, and the proof can actually be boiled down to a fact that cannot be denied even if it is not well understood, for everyone. She'll give up... A small number of people, driven by the public, will unconsciously change their way of thinking, in order to integrate into the collective, except for a very few people. Although this is a little unfair to Yubihama, she probably can't find out herself... All in all, it's a non-hurting but effective method

[Ah, Komachi, thank you!] because I solved the biggest problem in my heart, so I relaxed, thank you sister well, thanks to her reminder.

[What?

[Hungry, eat!]

[Huh, wait for me!]

It's time to eat something too, get ready, tomorrow.... It's going to be very unpeaceful, this campus....