The heavenly smoothness of the Pure Industry Temple

Tianchang of Jingye Temple, in the past, I mistakenly thought his name was Tianchang, but today I know that the accurate way to write it is the former. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's been more than a year since I met him, and the process of interacting with him is also explained in "God-Given Love". The impression he left on me has never changed, the only difference is that now I no longer have the same resistance to him as I used to, but I have never thought about any deep communication with him.

Until a few days ago, when I suddenly wanted to write a book about the hermits in the Qinling Mountains, the first thing that came to my mind was him and the sky. And the order is that they are there: Tianchang is the first, and the sky will be the last in the book.

Today I am going to Fengyukou to climb the mountain. Naturally, I thought of writing a book, so I stopped by and took some material.

Because of something on my mind, for the first time, I felt that the stone steps leading to the Pure Industry Temple were not so steep and not so much. It didn't take much effort to get here.

After entering the courtyard, I saw that Tianchang was still in his position that had not changed recently---- and laughed with a few monks at the table outside the door of the main hall.

It's strange now, only since I separated from Zhou Yan. When he came here again, Tianchang no longer always saw me first as he used to be, and took the initiative to find me to talk. It's the same today.

"Tianchang. I called out to him (for some reason, in my mind, I never saw them as any different from us, and therefore, I didn't have the same distance from them as other people did with the monks, and I didn't want to add any suffix to them, thinking that it would be more comfortable to communicate with them.) )。

"You're here. You're more like the U.S. military now. He turned around and smiled.

"Why don't you say it's like China?" I replied with a smile. But what I thought in my heart was: This Tianchang, who has no future, why didn't he recite Amitabha Buddha to me?

"Tianchang, I came here today to find you something. My friends are from the Fengde Temple, and in forty minutes I will meet him. ”

"What's the matter? if I can do it. He said seriously.

"Let's sit down and talk. Tianchang and I sat down at his table.

"Tianchang, I want to write a book about the hermit of Qinling. You are the first, the sky is the last. Do you agree?" I briefly told him about the reasons for writing the book and the plan.

"I'm not a hermit yet. Putting me in your book will disappoint you. However, the sky has not failed you, and he will grant your wishes. He has now granted your wish. Very supportive of your writing this book, I agree. But when you're writing in five years, you won't see me, and I'll get out of here and do one big thing in my life. He said seriously.

Did the success of the sky fail me? Can I stand it? What is it? I don't know when Tianchang has always liked to say such things. I don't understand where this set of conclusions came from. I've heard him say this a lot too often, and I don't want to reason with him anymore. If he thinks like this all the time, or if the sky thinks the same way, it will be my honor!

I asked Tianchang the following questions: 1: What is the situation in your hometown2: What education did you receive 3: When did you have the idea of becoming a monk 4: What was the reason for choosing to become a monk 5: Did you achieve what you pursued after taking refuge?

He looked at the questions and said, "I can answer you." I'm from the Northeast and I'm 36 years old. There is also a younger brother who I only became a monk after he got married, and my parents at home are not Buddhists. ”

"In this Qinling Mountains, I saw many monks from the three eastern provinces, and the first bhikshuni I came into contact with was 20 years ago, she was from the Northeast. Is it possible that there are more people in the Northeast than in other places?" I asked rhetorically.

"Why I don't know. However, I don't go as much as you do, and what I saw in the Pure Industry Temple is like this, and I agree with you. Let me answer your second question. I graduated from technical secondary school in '92, majoring in finance and accounting, and self-taught junior college. After graduation, he was assigned to work in a finance and accounting firm in Beijing. ”

"Is the work stressful, and how is the treatment?"

"It's stressful, but I can do it. The treatment was good. He said the numbers.

When answering the third question, Tianchang's mood fluctuated greatly, or was unusually excited. He is like a river, and his words are unusually dedicated, and unusually scattered. His thin face, his facial muscles began to tremble, and his eyes looked directly at me.

It was sad to hear what he said and what he said. I couldn't hold back my tears.

Seeing me crying, he didn't stop his words, but there was a sad element in his expression, and his eyes stared at me and spoke faster. said some of the things that I had heard Zhou Yan say countless times, and what Zhou Yan didn't say to me, which made me even more unable to listen. Seeing him like this, I felt very uncomfortable. Why is it so sad, I still don't understand. In this state, I don't understand whether he should continue to record these words.

"Tianchang, you dodged the question I was going to ask you. Maybe it's because I came in a hurry today, leaving you unprepared and making your mood swing a lot. Of course, my emotions need to be adjusted. Well, you can prepare well, and we will make an appointment for you to let me know on the phone. You don't tell me anything about your privacy, and I want to know the real reason for the rest. ”

He let out a long sigh and said, "Man, there are some things that can only be dealt with in one way. That is, to live in the heart and to die to take to the grave. ”

"I don't agree with your statement, everything you have done in life has no privacy, mental activities, and what you haven't implemented is not privacy, since it's not privacy, it's a waste to bring it to the grave. "I've always had my opinion on this.

"I agree with your suggestion. I'll think about it, and you can come back when I'm done. However, you can write about what you talked about today. You, simple and kind, like a child. He said quietly.

It was so hard that I couldn't continue talking to him. Bidding farewell to Tianchang, I entered the main hall. Looking up at the Jizo King Bodhisattva who was smiling at me, I folded my hands together, my mind went blank, and I turned my gaze to Guanyin Bodhisattva, still unable to remember a wish......

Estimating that it was time for them to arrive, I stepped up and marched towards the brick tower. I'm at this cliff again, and when I get here, I will think of He Chuan, and I think of the scene when we have been climbing this period, which is very nostalgic.

Before he reached the top, he received a call from the donkey, and he arrived first. After the meeting, he told me that they had come with a total of 12 people. So many people are because his partners at the dinner table last week asked to make dumplings, and the advance team has already driven up to prepare.

It's hot today, and it's a bit hard for me to climb. The donkey said he had a little cold, so he climbed slowly.

Finally arrived at Huangyu Temple. What I saw in front of me was a bit of a New Year's flavor, and the four people who arrived in advance were already busy in front of the board. A large pot of cut vegetables, and a large mass of meat. Put together and mix a large pot of filling. We sat in the yard of the farmhouse and opened the dumplings. It aroused the infinite greed of other travelers who rested here, and they recommended themselves to help us pack.

When I started eating, I realized that they had prepared it with their hearts. My brother drank too much. He still cares about me with such care, knowing that I love to drink red wine, holding a bottle and hoping that I can drink more, always urging me to drink quickly. And when his old partner poured me beer, he picked up his glass again to see if it was too much, afraid that I would get drunk. I have not mentioned his name in the previous article for fear of having a bad influence on him. Actually, he had a hard time in his heart, I know that.

Maybe it's just that he that touches me so much. And his kindness to me is not the same as He Chuan. He is a mature caring. Without his spiritual help at that time, I would not have been able to get out.

During the Chinese New Year, he was so worried so that I could sleep well. Later, maybe he calmed down, but on the contrary, I didn't feel comfortable, and I said so many things that shouldn't have been said, which hurt him......

Maybe he wants to separate, okay. I can understand what he does, he is an honest man, and he is a good person. And I, at first, was really sorry for being unfair to him. He's as sensitive as I am, and he must have known it. But his honesty is tolerant.

He was so lonely, and I couldn't handle it well, and I couldn't go further with him.

Maybe I didn't handle it well, maybe it was something else. It doesn't matter what it is, I understand how you decide.

The future is very long, no matter when and where, your heart is tired and tired, you can contact me, and you can lean on me at any time to slow down. Because you are a very good person, and you are an important person to me, just like my family. In the journey of life, my heart has docked and relied on you.

It's also strange to think about, there are so many people on the mountain, I hardly greeted anyone, and no one has ever impressed me. Only my brother from the time I met you in the mountains, I always thought you were lonely. One thing I've never told you, in fact, many times when you overtook us from behind, I looked at you many times, sometimes scared, sometimes sad.

Later, we met, and you said that I didn't see you, and you weren't alone.

Maybe I'm really wrong. Because, human loneliness may be inaccurate from the outside. Whether you are lonely or not is only known by your own heart.

People who know me say that I am a blessed and happy man. In fact, my heart knows that I am a lonely person......

2011－04－16

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