If youth has the merit of being too fast, it is that it disappears too quickly.--this quote from the great philosopher Mr. Lowell speaks to the essence of youth. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 People who like to enjoy youth always think that it has infinite possibilities, so they don't care about loss, they don't care about failure or change, because they are overly addicted to the good times brought by youth, so they lose those more important things - the confusion and helplessness after stepping into society from school, blaming the cruelty of reality and holding on to the memories left over from youth are painfully struggling and suffering in society. So, at this time, will they turn around and put the blame on the so-called "youth"? No, I think, most people will think that it is the fault of time, and the youth given is too short.... Stupid idea.

I have asked myself more than once why people always find all kinds of reasons to interpret their mistakes as mistakes or the faults of others? This in itself does not conform to their definition of youth, youth gives them the opportunity to make mistakes and also the opportunity to change, and most people's "mistakes" will become a bunch of worthless reasons, only to make the same mistakes in different ways, and finally as youth passes, they will blame time for all their mistakes.

So they are afraid, everything that is too real for them, they are afraid, and they can calmly accept their mistakes. There are very few people who change and pursue, and they are habitually separated from each other by a certain distance, afraid of being invaded by others and exposing their fragile nature, so they escape, racking their brains to maintain the status quo, thinking that such an environment will make everyone happy to live. So, in the time leading up to that day, I call it the hypocritical everyday. Friends, lovers, and classmates are mostly like this, they won't leave but it's hard to integrate, and absolute trust and self-esteem don't exist in these people.

Before, the one I knew... That's pretty much the case. Of course, this is not to say that she is hypocritical, but everyone will have their own protective shield, separation belt, and I used to do the same, or even more... Unlike me, Isshiki will use everything around him to keep a certain distance from others while still being popular with most people. For her like this, she can't say that she hates and likes it, and she can be regarded as a "mischievous schoolgirl" from the perspective of her juniors and young people, so she can be connived, she can give a certain degree of help, and she can communicate within a certain range, but that's it.

But how do I define the existence of Issei who dares to speak out such true thoughts? Just as I think that what is pursued cannot be hypocritical, even if it is a "shell", it exists. I can't control her feelings and thoughts, and I don't have the right to stop her actions... That's exactly what I'm worried about. However, after saying this, all the previous evaluations of her have become a thing of the past.

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After walking out of the restaurant under the snow, we walked aimlessly on this lively shopping street, because it was now after 3 o'clock in the afternoon, and the heat of the sun was slowly decreasing, so more people would choose to come out at this time, and the sidewalk that could accommodate five people walking side by side was also extremely crowded.

After walking for a few minutes, he stopped under the snow, and looked at the flow of people coming and going in front of him with some nerve-wracks, frowning, not knowing what he was thinking.

There are a lot of people, because it's a shopping street and it's a Sunday, so there's no way about it.

[Do you want to go back?, it's okay anyway...] She is the least suitable place for many people, and now it is the best choice to go home.

[Hachiman-kun's words are basically fine in this life except for sleeping, right?] pouted under the snow and said unhappily. At the same time, he handed me the shopping bag in his hand.

[Hey, don't treat me like a lifetime baby, okay?]

As a result, the pocket took a look at it a little ... Sure enough, it is Mr. Pan's doll, and it is still large, but it is not heavy, at most it is equivalent to the weight of two footballs.

[Hah...] Sighing lightly, he stroked his forehead under the snow and shook his head gently [Hachiman, have you forgotten something important?]

[Forgot something?] Why did you suddenly say that?There is nothing forgotten in my memory today, only the homework left by the teacher is selectively forgotten, anyway, it will be too late to sit tomorrow morning, and after thinking for a while, I shook my head [no...]

[Are you sure?!] hearing my answer, the corners of her mouth showed a crescent-shaped ... Sneering?!Walking up to me in a few steps in his sandals, squinting and staring at me.

[No, wait, please let me think about it!]

Out of animal instinct, I took a step back, why did I suddenly turn on the freezing mode when I was fine just now?Who turned on the switch? Think about it... Think about what is important ... Not....

[That... I can't really think of anything other than homework... I'm sorry!]

Now, no matter what, apologize first... Based on my father's experience, the person who apologizes first usually does not end up miserable. So the situation in my family is very harmonious, and all conflicts do not turn into force and verbal conflicts, and usually end in my father's confession.

Under the snow, he looked at me with his head bowed and apologized, and after a few seconds, he covered his mouth and turned around, his shoulders shaking constantly... It's hard to hold back.... Is what I said funny? found some hidden jokes and told me, hey.

After laughing enough, turn around and [whew...] Breathed a sigh of relief lightly, and smiled helplessly. After all, it's been like this since the beginning.]

[Oh... Thanks, thanks]

I don't know why I thanked you, but I knew I was saved... I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart.

However, while I was still rejoicing in being saved, a pure white and slender arm passed through my wrist and joined together, because we were wearing short sleeves, and the skin was also in contact without barriers, and the feeling of warmth, smoothness, and softness instantly filled my brain.

After looking down, you raised your head and looked at the snow blankly

[Yukino?] is now in a blank state

[What??Is there a problem?] Compared to my unnaturalness, he looked very easy-going under the snow, with a faint smile, looking at me very seriously.

[No... That, wouldn't there be...]

Because of the nervousness, the handle is also relatively stiff.,We used to just hold hands.,Even then I'm very nervous.,I don't know why.,I just know that as long as I have contact with her, I seem very nervous.,Inexplicable.。 The heartbeat is also accelerating...

[Hachiman-kun.] Under the snow, he tightened the hand he was holding a little harder, and pulled it into her chest... Now it's even more incredible, and I can feel more soft things... I tried my best to move my hand forward, but it was caught.

[Hmm... That's mandatory... Irresistible...]

I try to stay as calm as possible and not feel the touch on my hands... Damn, this can't be done! No matter how distracted you are, it will eventually shift to the soft part you touch again... Something that Miss Snow shouldn't have...

Suddenly, a fresh scent hit, and I knew it was the smell of perfume from her body, which had not changed. The sound of soft breathing came from my ears, and I looked at it with my peripheral vision, and saw that the perfect face under the snow was close to the side of my face, close to the ear, she tilted her head slightly, with a faint smile, judging from the sound of breathing and the smell with temperature and fragrance, she was getting closer and closer to me... I tensed up because of nervousness, but my earlobes were surrounded by a sudden warmth... Kissing my earlobe gently under the snow, in an instant, the feeling like an electric shock spread all over my body, and a few seconds later the pain from my earlobe made me tremble, and the pain was instantly healed by the warmth of my lips... After a while, the half-stripped earlobe reappeared with warmth and wetness and small tooth marks.

Then, a gentle whisper came [You are a knight who belongs only to me, forever...]