Special chapterAt this time, the snow under the snow is still arrogant

(Yukino's first perspective, continuing from the special article above.) Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info)

In a school building at the University of Tokyo.

I sat at the last desk in the corner of the classroom, leaning lightly against the frame of the window and looking out at the scenery, I can't remember how many times I was looking forward to the end of school, and the time passed too slowly, right?

Call... Time does not deceive, it does not change the original speed because of someone's needs, and it is impossible to retreat according to someone's wishes, I know this fact very well... But now, I can't wait to get out of class... Although there is nothing to do after class.

After a long wait, the bell rang in anticipation that I had never been expectant, and the moment I saw the teacher walk out of the classroom, my tense nerves finally relaxed, so even though I didn't do any exercise, I felt a wave of tiredness attack

[Hah....]

Today's time has become very long. Why? I looked out the window again, this answer. Maybe there's only one? Should I choose his university as well?

The moment this thought first came to my mind, I suddenly felt that my temperature had risen several degrees, and here it was... I quickly shook my head vigorously to calm myself down. But it doesn't seem to be that effective. Do it yourself...

[Whew]

After exhaling hard, deliberately avoiding thinking about this kind of thing is the only way, in this case, the next time we meet, we must ....

[Under the snow, are you feeling unwell?]

A hearty voice sounded next to me, interrupting my thoughts even more, so I frowned unconsciously, and looked back in the direction from which the voice came

... It's this guy again.

As if a combination of forgetfulness and forgetfulness, he has now returned to normal, looking at me with a concerned face, and is walking towards me step by step.

Because of this, the originally good mood became gone, and the joy after the release became gloomy.

glanced at him, hesitated for a few seconds, and said indifferently

[I'm fine, thanks.] ]

At this time, Kawabata was already standing in front of my desk, with a gentle smile, slowly took off his glasses, and put them in the pocket of his jacket, perhaps because he was going to attend a sorority in the afternoon, he was wearing a white suit with an off-white bow tied at the neckline, and matched his outstanding figure.

Hehe, this ridiculous thing is just a fairy tale after all, reality.. What can we look forward to?

I slowly closed my eyes... If he also wears a white suit, the image of him wearing a white suit automatically appears in his head

It's not bad.. Just close your eyes... For this conclusion that stared at the imagination of him, he was still very confident.

[But... When you start class today, your face is a little abnormal... Do you have a fever?]

[Huh?]

When he said this, I quickly tried to touch my face with both hands. I didn't even notice it before.... What to do? What to do? Is it all so obvious?

What the hell is wrong with me...

[No, it's okay, it's just a little tired.Is there anything else?If it's okay, please don't disturb my meal time...]

Even when I speak, I become a little unconfident... Hurry up and get it over, this kind of time...

After speaking, regardless of Kawabata's reaction and answer, he took out the lunch box from the table box and put it on the table.

Although there is a cafeteria at the university, the... I don't like to eat in the cafeteria, so I usually eat my own bento in the classroom, and there are relatively few people.

But Kawabata seemed unmoved, still standing there. After a while, he suddenly said

[Under the snow, I have my program at half past seven in the auditorium tonight.] Can you please give me some pointers?]

[I didn't study music.] ]

Stopped the chopsticks in his hand, and from the bottom of his heart he bred an emotion called boredom, and frowned at him, "Isn't what you said clear enough in the morning?" Also, if you don't know the basic etiquette of eating, it is recommended to start reading from kindergarten.

But Kawabata still maintained a confident and unchanged smile, and continued to speak gently

[It's okay, this performance is a piano piece composed by myself, and Xuexia students just need to tell me if you like it after listening to it.] ]

[Dislikes.]

You can really ask such a stupid question... If you don't want to listen to something, you can get an answer even if you don't have to listen to it, there is nothing wrong with the piano itself, the problem is only the person who uses it, in the hands of some people, it can produce beautiful music, but in the hands of others, it is just a tool to make noise.

Then, regardless of Kawabata's reaction, I continued with the unfinished lunch.

The classroom at noon is extraordinarily quiet, because it's lunchtime, basically I will go to the cafeteria or restaurant, the bright sunlight adds a bit of light to the classroom, and the noisy campus outside is the same as the high school days, nothing has changed, but I can enjoy this quiet lunch break here, it's really unexpected.

After a few minutes of silence, I finished my lunch and cleaned up the table... Let's go to the library. I recently found some interesting books over there, which are very helpful for learning more about felines...

Perhaps, later... We can have a cat together. He already had a ... In other words, he also likes cats, at least he doesn't hate it, so he shouldn't oppose this proposal, right?

[Under the snow, the fiancé you said in the morning... It's fake, right?]

Kawabata, who had been silent for a long time, spoke again, smiling but now looking reluctant

Is this man still there? I thought he was gone...

[I never lie, and do you think that kind of lie makes sense?, so don't bother me anymore.] ]

[But... It's hard to understand, isn't it?!]

Now he suddenly seemed a little impatient and helpless, and his hands were holding his head hard and scratching constantly

[According to you, he is not a lover but a fiancé, has he already had the consent of his parents?]

[I am not obligated to explain these to you, nor is it necessary.] ]

With that, I stood up, put my bag on my back, and walked around him.

It's more valuable to read a book or something than to waste time on such a boring thing...

[At least, let me have a reason to give up?]

[Are you an idiot?]

I stopped, looked back at Kawabata coldly, did I need a reason for this?

[The reason you want...] So I ask you, what reason do you use to ask me for a reason?]

[Because I like you.] ]

Without any pause, in this empty classroom, Kawabata said this sentence very seriously.

[Hah..]

I sighed helplessly and shook my head, I was used to this kind of thing, and even the answer became a fixed pattern, looking at Kawabata who was extremely serious

[People who like me, there are a lot of people who say it directly, and in the past two months, I have received a lot of love letters and confessions, and I don't care how many there are, I just throw them all into the combustible garbage bin, so to speak.] Do you understand?]

This casual liking may just arise on a whim, and it will dim over time, like a blooming flower, and after a short period of beauty, it will lose its value.

And I, hate this ephemeral thing.