Chapter 31 III
In the blue sky, a few white clouds are hanging very comfortably in the sky, slowly fluttering, and at the same time, there are many seagulls and seabirds hovering in the sky. And under the blue sky and white clouds, a luxury yacht is also sailing southward on the vast sea.
At this time, Lin Xi's yacht was also located in the famous Drake Passage between the South American continent and the Antarctic Peninsula, at the junction of the Atlantic Ocean and the Pacific Ocean. It is also the place where the world's deepest cold and warm currents meet, and it is also one of the known nutrient-rich and beneficial sea areas in the world.
So here, as long as you sweep your eyes into the distance or around, it is estimated that you can find a lot of whales, sharks, and all kinds of rare marine animals.
However, the Drake Passage is guarded by strong westerly winds all year round, as if nature is guarding this unique scenery on earth with the god of storms. So much so that all people who want to break into this secret realm must first go through the test of this unforgettable wind and waves.
At this time, Lin Xi's yacht also gradually came to such a test of wind and waves.
Because of this, Lin Xi and Kim Taeyeon, who were still on the deck, also took the deck back and closed the glass shield. Sitting in the living room inside, looking at the turbulent waves outside the glass, Lin Xi also said with feelings, "Fortunately, I rented this yacht, otherwise." Those little yachts come here, it's too dangerous. ”
"If it's a small yacht, people won't accompany you here. Kim Taeyeon added a factual word next to him.
"But if it's a small yacht, we can't see such a magnificent scenery. Hiding in the safety of the living room, looking through the glass at the magnificent scenery outside, he sighed.
This time, Kim Taeyeon didn't refute it, and her eyes also looked outside. Looking at the waves rolling and jumping in the blue ocean, he said, "Well, it is." ”
"I'm going to spend the night at sea tonight, don't you think? Because the yacht was swayed by the waves, Lin Xi didn't stand recklessly. Like Kim Taeyeon, he sat on the edge of the sofa next to him.
Kim Taeyeon looked at Lin Xi very strangely and nodded, "No problem, didn't you say it last night?"
"It's the first time I've spent the night at sea, and I'm really looking forward to it. Tilting his head and looking at the waves rolling in the bright sunlight outside, Lin Xi smiled.
However, Kim Taeyeon didn't continue to sigh like him, but said, "Okay, let's not talk about the waves outside." We're still some time away from crossing this strait, so let's continue with the topic and game we just had. ”
"You mean, if we don't be together?" Lin Xi was stunned for a moment, thinking of what he had talked about before, and asked rhetorically.
"Well, go ahead. Nodding, Kim Taeyeon replied.
Lin Xi didn't refuse this time, and also nodded, "Then where do you think you should start." ”
"It's normal, from the day we were together. Perhaps it was because he recalled the scene and happiness of that day, so that when he thought of the current situation, Kim Tae-yeon's mouth pursed weakly.
From the day it started?
After Lin Xi heard this, he also remembered Kim Taeyeon who was wearing a white dress that day. But I still don't know where to start, or I haven't thought about it at all.
After seeing Lin Xi's silence, Kim Taeyeon finally continued to speak, "Then I'll say it first, okay?"
"Hmm. Nodding.
……
"If I had rejected you that time, would you have pursued me in the future? Or would you have been with Krystal? ”
This question has actually been bothering Kim Taeyeon for a long time. But because when I was with Lin Xi before, I was too happy and happy. So much so that even if it bothered me, I didn't ask questions. It wasn't until this incident that this problem finally became her trouble.
And in the face of Kim Taeyeon's doubt, Lin Xi instinctively wanted to answer 'no' according to his thoughts. But he was interrupted by Kim Taeyeon, "Don't answer so quickly, this time I want you to think clearly." Just think about what you think now, think about what you thought then. ”
Looking at Kim Taeyeon, Lin Xi's expression changed for the first time. In other words, he saw Kim Tae-yeon's seriousness. It's no longer a question and answer with each other like that day just now, just asking to kill time and understand some small things.
So, it was precisely because of this that Lin Xi's expression gradually fell silent. It seems that he really thinks about his past self as Kim Taeyeon said, if he really goes back to the past. I wasn't with Kim Taeyeon again, and after being rejected twice, will I continue to stick to it?
Because Lin Xi at that time, for Kim Taeyeon, he was really enthusiastic and liking. And Krystal is better than Kim Taeyeon in terms of tacit understanding and personality in all aspects. So if you really knew that so much was going to happen, would you have continued to hold on? Or would you have switched to being with Krystal?
Thinking about these two questions, Lin Xi was really silent for a long time. Then, under Kim Taeyeon's nervous and expectant gaze, he let out a long sullen sigh and said, "I should continue to pursue, after all, for me at that time, you were really my goal." ”
"Even if you know that you will find this series of problems later, even if you know that we have come to this point in the end, will you still be?" Gritting her teeth, Kim Tae-yeon forcibly suppressed the throbbing and jumping in her heart and asked.
"Well, but I remember having a thought. That is, there are only three things, and after that, nothing can be done. So, if you still reject me that time, I should continue to pursue it. But if this is the case next time, it probably won't. Lin Xi recalled his thoughts back then, and said them all, and he was not afraid that Kim Taeyeon would be angry, "But I won't continue to pursue it, it doesn't mean that I don't like it, I just don't want to continue like this." ”
Kim Taeyeon, who listened to the words, nodded and said, "I understand, although you usually seem quite gentle. But the arrogance buried deep in your body is very self-respecting. "I've been with Lin Xi for so long, how can Kim Taeyeon not know the man in front of him.
After Lin Xi listened, he also lowered his head and smiled bitterly, "Sort of, I don't know whether to say it's an advantage or a disadvantage." ”
"Virtues, don't doubt yourself. Even if you say this, I'm still on your side. Because if it were me, I guess with my pride, I wouldn't be able to do it like you. Kim Taeyeon nodded seriously and looked at Lin Xi.
However, after finishing speaking, Kim Taeyeon was still puzzled, "Then according to your meaning, if I reject you for the third time." Does that mean you'll be with Krystal? ”
This time, Lin Xi smiled again, did not answer the question, but said something, "Speaking of which, do you know Taeyeon? Actually, if it wasn't for that time, Jessica dragged Xiujing to the United States, it is estimated that on the day of the end of the year, Xiujing would have confessed to me." ”
When Kim Taeyeon heard this, she asked in surprise, "How do you know." ”
"What she told me later, if you look at it according to this situation. After you reject me twice in a row, there should be a good chance that I will be with Xiujing in the back. Thinking about the emotions and tacit understanding between himself and Krystal at that time, Lin Xi replied softly.
But after saying that, there was a self-deprecating smile on his face.
On the other side, Kim Taeyeon, who had been looking at him, saw this smile again after listening to his words. He also lowered his eyes, as if he was thinking about something, "That is, if after that time, I reject you again, you don't like me?"
Looking up, Lin Xi shook his head in denial, "No, I still like it." But this liking will slowly stop at liking, and it will not gradually rise to the level of love like later. ”
Stop at liking!!
This sentence made Kim Taeyeon very uncomfortable. But looking back, this is just what if, in real life, the two still have a love after all, a blazing and generous love.
So after thinking about it, she felt much more comfortable. And I really want to go back in time and say 'good' to myself at that time. Then, if you really can, maybe you will continue to tell the other person to 'cherish the people in front of you'.
……
Kim Tae-yeon's question is over, and now it's Linxi's turn.
It's just that in the face of this assumption. Lin Xi didn't know where to start, his expression and thoughts were as stiff as the snow-capped mountains in the strait outside him.
"Why don't you speak. After seeing that Lin Xi was speechless, Kim Taeyeon was also stunned.
Lin Xi smiled bitterly, "I don't know what to ask." ”
"Is there really not?" However, Kim Taeyeon, who was originally in a low mood, laughed out loud at this time.
followed by Lin Xi and smiled, "Yes, yes, but the problem is a bit strange." ”
"Say yes. Nodding.
"That is, if we don't stay together. Or let's put it this way, if we weren't together at the time, you rejected me twice in a row. After that, if I really get together with Xiujing, what will you do? Although on the surface, Lin Xi was very calm when he said this. But the ups and downs of the heart are no less than the waves on the sea outside.
Kim Taeyeon thought that Lin Xi would ask her this question, but when she really heard it, she was also in a trance.
Just like Lin Xi before, Kim Taeyeon was silent for a while, and then replied, "I should be angry, if I knew about the rest of the things, I don't think I would let go." After speaking, he asked Lin Xi rhetorically, "If I don't let go and chase back, what will you do?"
"You know that. Tilting his head, Lin Xi, who fell asleep in the sofa, replied in a muffled voice.
Then Kim Taeyeon's expression was unhappy, yes, she did know. With Lin Xi's character, if it is really determined with Krystal. Even if he still liked himself at that time, even if he knew what happened to the two of them, he probably wouldn't look back.
It is already a sin to fail one person, and to fail another person for that person is really a sin.
Lin Xi can't do it, and can't do it. Because if he really did, then he wouldn't be the Lim-hee that Kim Taeyeon and Krystal and others liked.
"You are a person, so affectionate that people can be so affectionate that they can't extricate themselves. Ruthless, can also be heartbreaking, but still can't extricate himself. Really, was your past life a poppy, so addictive. In the face of Lin Xi's answer, although Kim Tae-yeon's expression was not very happy, her mood was not angry. On the contrary, after his expression was muffled, he laughed out loud and then said.
"I don't know, if I really want to know, I guess I'll have to go to hell when I die. Standing on the three-life stone, I can know what my past life was. Perhaps, it is the person who saved the whole universe, but only owes you, and then you also owe me. After Lin Xi was quiet for a while, he said this sentence that made Kim Taeyeon speechless for a moment.
Yes, salvation is the whole universe, so I can meet and love you in this life. But because they owe each other, they can each get love and pain in each other.
Until the end, that is, now, two by two are not owed.
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Later, when Kim Taeyeon was going to continue asking. Lin Xi's mobile phone rang with a ringtone, and the ringtone was still the same ringtone, from Kim Taeyeon's cappella.
Listening to this ringtone, Kim Taeyeon became emotional again. Lin Xi, on the other hand, took a look at the number of the caller and answered the call directly.
"Hey, Mom, what's wrong. ”
"Where are you, why haven't you come back? Your sister is now hospitalized and still playing outside. As soon as he finished speaking, Pang Yan on the other end of the phone began to teach him a lesson.
And Lin Xi's heart was also tight, and then he thought of something, "What, my sister is going to give birth?"
"It's almost there, I'm already in the hospital. According to the doctor's meaning, it should be these few days, you hurry up and come back to me. Before, when she heard Lin Jun say that her daughter had entered the hospital, Pang Yan was also frightened, and then she was relieved when she knew that it was because of this, and then called Lin Xi.
After listening to his mother's words, Lin Xi thought about it, looked at Kim Taeyeon again, and then replied, "I'm still in Antarctica, and I originally planned to go back the day after tomorrow, so don't worry." Sister, you help me talk about it, and I won't disturb her rest. ”
After Pang Yan learned the news, she was also relieved, "Okay." ”
After that, after Lin Xi just hung up the phone. Kim Taeyeon, who heard all the conversations on the other side, spoke, "My sister's baby is about to be born?"
"Hmm. Lin Xi did not deny it.
"Then let's go back and stop playing. After seeing Lin Xi nodding, Kim Taeyeon also laughed excitedly.
However, Lin Xi's answer made her smile instantly stiffen on her face. Then, biting his lip, he couldn't speak.
"No, go on, there are two days left. This trip is going to end perfectly. ”