Xiaobai stopped in place, and his hurried footsteps stopped abruptly. The last time she called herself by her full name was when she was ten years old.

Bai Jinxiu's voice came from behind him again: "Do you want to go back to be with her?"

Xiao Bai didn't speak, but Bai Jinxiu said again: "I know you want to be quiet, I'll give you time." I'll look for you again tomorrow night. ”

After speaking, Bai Jinxiu turned around and left, Xiao Bai stood there stunned, raised his head and looked at the sky. The anger in my chest was gone, and I didn't know where I was going.

The future is unprecedentedly confused. Love, but complicated and sad.

He went to the side of the road to buy two bottles of Erguotou, and sat on the side of the road and drank it. When he used to study, he always hated drinking, especially the radish drinking, because after drinking too much radish, he always hugged him and bragged. Now, he finally understood how Radish was feeling at that time. It turns out that wine is the best thing in the world. Drink it, and you can forget all your worries, forget all your sorrows.

A bottle of two pots went down to the stomach, Xiaobai was already staggering, falling on the street like a dog, hugging and crying when he saw a leg, and the passers-by next to him hurriedly avoided it when they saw this.

Until I showed up in front of him. Xiaobai hugged me and cried?

It was Bai Jinxiu who called me, she said on the phone where Xiaobai was, let me go over and take a look, and I saw this guy crying after I rushed over. So I threw him in the car, and the guy kept complaining about something I didn't understand. But I knew that he must have felt very uncomfortable in his heart, otherwise he would not have drunk so much. I took Xiaobai to a hotel and threw him in his room. He was half asleep. This guy can't drink well, and the time to get drunk is very short. Tree-like web address: ёǐ.guankan mouth heart chapter

He slept until noon the next day, and when he woke up, he saw a note left by me at the head of the bed, so he called me and asked me what happened yesterday. Xiaobai had no choice, so he told me what happened, and then said very distressed that he didn't know what to do now, Bai Jinxiu had to let him go back, but he didn't want to go back, and the appearance of Sister Bai made him unable to be with that girl.

I asked him, "What the hell do you want to do now?" ”

He looked up at me and said, "I don't know." ”

I smiled and said, "In the end, it's not about you going home, there are only two choices in front of you." Go home with Bai Jinxiu, listen to all your father's arrangements, and marry Bai Jinxiu as a soldier. Or not. You stay in Shanghai and hang out with that girl, although the two of them have a hard time, as long as you feel happy, it is probably nothing. But do you really feel like you're with her?"

Xiaobai lowered his head, not knowing how to answer. From beginning to end, it was the girl who chased him, when he was with that girl, he just didn't feel annoying, and he felt good in the next few days, but since the girl's birthday, Xiaobai's feeling is not the same, because the two of them don't have much in common together, Xiaobai usually pays attention to the direction of the second yuan and otaku culture, but the girl keeps watching domestic bloody film and television dramas all day long, and keeps pulling Xiaobai to watch, those things Xiaobai looks disgusting, but Xiaobai can't say anything. However, Xiaobai didn't know where he could go if he left the girl now. Continue back to that damp and gloomy basement and work in this restaurant?

This kind of work was indeed quite happy at first, but after more than half a month, he couldn't help but wonder if his dream was really in the trivial things such as delivering food and serving dishes every day? Sometimes, he even began to doubt the word dream.

Seeing Xiaobai's silence, I asked him again, "What do you think?" ”

Xiao Bai shook his head in distraction, saying that he didn't know either, he didn't want to see Bai Jinxiu now, he didn't want to see that girl, and he didn't want to do anything.

"You are a typical ostrich mentality, when you encounter something, you retreat, can't you make up your mind to make a decision? There is no perfect way to do it in this world, if you choose to go back with Bai Jinxiu, you have to accept your father's arrangement, if you choose to stay in Shanghai, then you have to bear the pressure of work, and if you are with that girl, you have to accept her past. There are so many paths, you can only choose one, there is no best of both worlds, and there is no time when you are fat in one bite. Seeing that he was hesitant, I was also a little angry in my heart, and my voice was raised by a few decibels.

Xiaobai raised his head and looked at me blankly, I put away my anger and said to him, you think about it these days, but don't drink anymore, and come to me at any time if you don't understand.

After speaking, I left the hotel, and Xiaobai nodded blankly.

Xiaobai stayed in the hotel until he checked out and left, he first ate something casually, and then returned to the restaurant aimlessly, only to find that the girl did not come to work today, Xiaobai couldn't help but ask the boss what was going on, the boss said that the girl's phone could not be reached, and he didn't know.

Xiaobai's heart immediately tightened, and he hurried back to the rental house, but found that the girl was at home, but he was in a very bad mood lying on the bed. Xiaobai wanted to take the girl to the hospital, but the girl didn't go. Xiaobai had no choice but to go to the pharmacy to buy antipyretic medicine and cold granules, boil water for her to feed her medicine, after a busy meal, watching the girl take the medicine, Xiaobai finally breathed a sigh of relief.

The girl lay on the bed and watched Xiaobai busy the whole time, and she still felt that this was a dream in her heart.

It wasn't until she woke up from taking cold medicine that she realized that this was not a dream. He woke up Xiaobai beside him and looked timidly at this man who was both familiar and unfamiliar. Xiaobai also lay down next to her when she was asleep, and when she woke up, Xiaobai asked her if she was hungry? The girl nodded, Xiaobai went outside to bring back some food, after the two of them had a simple meal, the girl looked at Xiaobai hesitantly, the atmosphere between them was very awkward, as if there was an invisible wall of air between them.

In the end, the girl asked first: "Your father is a military commander?"

"Hmm. ”

"Your mother is a professor?"

"Hmm. ”

"You ......"

"Hmm. ”

Such questions were verified by the girl from Xiaobai's mouth one by one. In the end, the girl took out the card that Bai Jinxiu gave her from her arms, and said to Xiaobai: "You return this card to your fiancée, tell her that I won't stop you, if you like me, I will be with me, and if you don't like me, we will break up." I also confess to you, I have talked to eight boyfriends, and I have beaten children twice, and the conditions in the family are really not comparable to yours. ”

After speaking, the girl looked at Xiaobai calmly, and Xiaobai looked at her in a daze. He had always thought that the girl had just been in love, but she didn't expect the girl's experience to be so complicated. He looked down at the card handed over by the girl, took the card and put it in his pocket, the girl showed a bright smile, stretched out her hand to hug Xiaobai's neck, and kissed him on the face, Xiaobai subconsciously wanted to push the girl away, but raised her hand but didn't know what to do.

In the end, when the girl was about to kiss him on the lips, Xiaobai pushed the girl away, and the girl looked at him, but she was not angry, and still had a smile on her face. Xiaobai felt that it was a wrong decision for him to come to her, he bit his lip and said I have something to do, and turned around and left, leaving the girl who was sitting on the spot with a smile on her face gradually frozen.

……

After leaving the girl's house, Xiaobai called Bai Jinxiu. After the two met, Xiaobai handed the card to Bai Jinxiu, Bai Jinxiu looked at the card in surprise, and Xiaobai said she didn't want it. Bai Jinxiu smiled, didn't say or ask anything. After the two were silent for a moment, Bai Jinxiu asked Xiao Bai what he was thinking, and Xiao Bai shook his head and said he didn't know. Bai Jinxiu persuaded him that you don't have to be nervous, you can think about it however you want, I am not here to force you to take you away, no matter what decision you make, I will support you.

Bai Jinxiu's gentleness made Xiaobai lower his head and not speak, but Xiaobai's heart was even more chaotic. Bai Jinxiu knocked on the side and said, in fact, it's not so bad to go back, it's good to be a soldier, you can exercise and enhance your physique or something. Besides, if Xiaobai really doesn't want to follow his father's old path, he can go to be a compulsory soldier for two years, and he doesn't take the military school after the conscription, and he can do whatever he does after he retires from the army.

Listening to Bai Jinxiu's words of persuasion, Xiao Bai suddenly raised his head with a red face and said to Bai Jinxiu: "I'm sorry." ”

Bai Jinxiu was stunned for a moment, and Xiaobai said: "I'm sorry, I was too messy in my heart yesterday to treat you like that." ”

Bai Jinxiu smiled and didn't speak.

In her eyes, Xiaobai is like a child, how can she be angry with the child?

After the two of them walked apart, Xiaobai asked Bai Jinxiu where he lived in Shanghai. Bai Jinxiu said that in the hotel, not far from here, do you want to go and sit. Before Xiaobai agreed, Bai Jinxiu dragged Xiaobai into her car. After arriving at the hotel, Bai Jinxiu dragged Xiaobai to her room, then opened her suitcase, took out a beautifully packaged box from it and handed it to Xiaobai. Xiao Bai looked at the box in a daze, Bai Jinxiu said This is a gift for you, I originally wanted to give it to you yesterday, but you were like that yesterday, I didn't have time.

Xiaobai's face flushed, took the box and removed the package, and then found that it was a limited edition figure he wanted to buy but didn't buy that time. Xiao Bai held the figure box in his hand, raised his head to look at Bai Jinxiu, and sat there a little overwhelmed. Bai Jinxiu looked at Xiaobai with hopeful eyes and asked him if he liked it?

I don't know why, at this time, holding the things he dreamed of, Xiaobai didn't have the kind of happiness in his heart, but there was a trace of guilt and helplessness that he had never felt before. He threw away the figure, reached out and hugged Bai Jinxiu in front of him, and buried his head in her arms. Bai Jinxiu was suddenly hugged by Xiaobai, and subconsciously was a little flustered, and she didn't know where to put her hand. But soon, she put her hand on Xiaobai's back and gently patted Xiaobai's back, like coaxing a child. But soon, Bai Jinxiu felt red in her face and red ears, because the place where Xiao Bai's head was buried was right on her chest, and there was a very strange feeling there, hot.

Although Bai Jinxiu is nominally Xiaobai's child daughter-in-law, in fact, the two have not been together for a long time since they were young. Bai Jinxiu went to Beijing to study after junior high school, and rarely returned to Chengdu during the winter and summer vacations, although the two often contacted, but in terms of relationship, Bai Jinxiu was more like Xiaobai's sister, with little or no such intimate contact. However, Bai Jinxiu was a few years older than Xiaobai, and quickly stabilized that feeling, stroking Xiaobai's head calmly on the surface.

After Xiaobai broke away from her embrace, Bai Jinxiu's face had already flown a red glow.

Bai Jinxiu asked calmly if Xiaobai likes gifts?

Xiao Bai lowered his head and was surprisingly silent, and did not answer Bai Jinxiu's question.