My tablemate, who was very quiet and diligent in his studies, opened the classroom window and jumped down during the lunch break.

At that time, I was still eating in the school cafeteria, with a basket of xiaolongbao in my hand, which was the lunch that the same table asked me to bring her, and a boy ran into the cafeteria from outside and shouted, "Someone jumped off the building!"

There was silence for a second, and then there was a bang like a frying pan, and the students who were eating in the cafeteria poured out.

But I don't like to join in the fun, I don't like to be a spectator, I used to think it was the reason for my autism, but now even if it's good, I still can't get excited about the kind of things that are not my own things and not my own people's concerns.

Because this kind of movement was really big, it didn't alarm me and Thangka, but Zhou Yusen, who was frightened, stood up from his seat and knocked over the plate on the table, and the vegetable soup on the plate spilled all over.

I took out a tissue from my bag and handed it to Thangka, who wiped the vegetable soup off Zhou Yusen's body, and said comfortingly, "It's okay, it's okay." ”

Zhou Yusen was trembling all over, shaking like sifting chaff, his face was a little pale, his lips were closed and he didn't know what he was saying, and his eyes were full of horror when he looked at Thangka.

Thangka whispered two words in Zhou Yusen's ear, Zhou Yusen nodded, and then slowly returned to normal.

After lunch, it wasn't until I walked to the teaching building with Xiaolongbao and saw the fenced off quarantine area, saw the blood stains on the ground, and saw the head teacher talking anxiously on the phone, that I had a faint bad premonition.

Immediately afterward, I heard a tremor in the head teacher's voice and heard the names of my tablemates.

The xiaolongbao in my hand fell directly to the ground, the scattered bloodstains, and the last sentence she said to me: "Jiayin, help me bring a xiaolongbao, this is my meal card." ”

Ambulances and police cars came to the school one after another to inquire about the situation, and the whole afternoon was panicked in the school, and the teacher arranged the class to be self-study.

The third year of high school is on the fifth floor of the second teaching building, she jumped from the fifth floor by opening the window, when I went to the toilet, I heard a girl next to me say, I watched her jump down, the head hit the ground, Bai Huahua's brain mixed with blood flowed out, and she couldn't be saved at all.

Another girl echoed: "Usually I can't get used to her, what do I pretend, I'll die." ”

I was angry when I heard it, and turned to look at these two girls, who were the same characters as the two sisters in the class, who usually looked around with a few people who didn't like it, and the person who could say it in one breath couldn't raise his head, I remember that I was at the same table once by these girls and said to cry.

A few of them went out, and I followed them out, saying, "Can you have a better conscience, and you are not afraid of being struck by lightning when you say such things now." ”

If I think about it for a second now, I will realize that at this point in time, in this area behind the toilet that few people have set foot in, with a wise attitude of protecting myself, I and the three of them should never use such a rushing tone.

One of the girls left with a contemptuous smile, and had already taken out a cigarette case from her pocket: "Du Jiayin, I need you to be nosy, what kind of goods are you." ”

"I've been fucking looking at you for a long time," said one girl, "and you've been pestering the third class of thangkas all day, and you think you're a beautiful country." ”

When it came to the thangka, I already realized that it was not good, and I turned around to leave, but a girl behind me saw that I wanted to run, stepped forward and blocked my way, then pulled a handful of my hair, and then hit the wall directly backwards, and the back of my head banged, and my head buzzed.

I saw a girl come and press my hand, directly according to my stomach with a knee push, I immediately squatted down spasmodically in pain, a pair of shoes with heels appeared in front, I thought she was going to kick directly at me, in order to protect myself, I instinctively picked up a brick on the ground, and smashed it at the girl in front of me.

Immediately afterward, before the spasms in my stomach had passed, my hair was pulled by a girl and the roots were numb, when I heard two girls shouting, "Beat someone!

I don't know why, whether it's in my hometown or in Yangcheng, as a girl, I've never been popular among girls, and others have become small groups, and I'll always be the one who is excluded.

I was scolded by female classmates before, blocked by female classmates, and spit in front of female classmates, but this time I simply did it directly.

I once thought that there was a problem with my personality and I couldn't get along with the same sex, but later, when I went to college and met my roommates Sangsang, Wen Wen and Ah Xue, who lived together, I realized that friendship is the same as love, there is no reason, just see if you are attentive.

At school, there was a jumping incident that still hasn't gone away, and I got into a fight with a few girls and saw blood again.

But I did smash this girl's head and bleed, and after going to the infirmary to bandage it, this girl kept saying that she had a headache and was a little dizzy, and the head teacher asked us to call our parents.

"If you don't want to go to school, you can go home, anyway, there is still half a year left, and this half a year is also mixed, so it's better to go to a technical school to learn something useful!"

In fact, because of my hard work in the past two months, my academic performance has improved a lot, and the head teacher has improved my opinion of me, but this time......

It's really a sentence, doing a hundred good things is not worth doing a bad thing, and it goes straight back to the original point.

Helpless, I had to give Lu Jingzhong a call.

Lu Jingzhong didn't know what he was doing when he connected the phone, and there was a faint sound of music.

I asked, "What are you doing?"

Lu Jingzhong said directly: "What's the matter?"

I didn't want to tell him, so I smiled and said, "It's nothing, I just want to call you." ”

In the microphone, the music stopped abruptly, and Lu Jingzhong said: "Jiayin, if you want to lie, make up a lie that people can't debunk." ”

I hesitated for a moment before saying, "Well, I'm looking for something." ”