Chapter 238: I Don't Love You at All
In the room, Zhou Yanqing was already dressed neatly, after he finished talking on the phone, he went out of the room, went downstairs with very light steps, and then left the mansion, which was much smoother than he imagined, originally he thought that Song Peili would stop it, but everything went unexpectedly smoothly.
When Song Xihe received a call from Tang Xu, it was almost two o'clock in the morning, and Tang Xu escaped. Tang Xu naturally seized this opportunity and escaped, he tossed and turned for a long time before he found a 24-hour convenience store, and asked the salesman to borrow someone to make this call.
After Song Xihe asked the location clearly, he immediately got up and left, he was anxious when he left, so naturally he didn't notice the strangeness in the mansion.
The door closed slowly, with a slight click, and then fell silent.
Song Peili was lying on the bed, Song Xihe was in too much of a hurry when he left, so he made a lot of noise, he didn't sleep too deeply, today's move, he has his own plans, the person he wants to get rid of, he must not live to the next day The sun rises, before this, he has also greeted the security personnel in the mansion in advance, no one is allowed to enter or leave after nightfall, if someone comes hard, block it first, call him immediately.
It's just that after he heard the movement, he waited for a while, but not only did he not hear the sound of people coming and returning outside, but no one called. He couldn't help but feel a little strange, and when he was about to get up, He Jiali, who was lying next to him, suddenly reached out and pressed his wrist, Song Peili was a little surprised, he thought that she had already fallen asleep, but he didn't expect her to be awake.
"You ......"
"Sleep, you have to get up early tomorrow, let them go with the children's affairs, as long as he doesn't bring people to you and annoy you, it's enough. Don't be too absolute, I don't want to lose all my sons. As long as they're willing to come back for dinner and take the time to go out with us, that's fine, they've already compromised. What else do you want? ”
"You don't know ......"
Song Peili frowned, and was about to say something, but He Jiali interrupted him and said with a smile: "I know, I know, do you think you can hide it from me? I know that Yanqing has been secretly with Cheng Xunxun, and I also know that Xihe has a male partner, I know all this." ”
"But if you let the people they love disappear, do you think they will come back? Will they sit with us like they do today, even if they don't like it anymore, they still sit down with us to eat with a smile? Old Song, although they were born to us, they are all thinking people, who can control it for a while, but they can't control it for a lifetime. I also figured out that if I could maintain the status quo, I wouldn't care what was going on outside them, I would just treat it as if I couldn't see it, I didn't know. ”
As she spoke, she lay back slowly, holding his hand firmly with one hand, and said, "My time is limited, and I don't want to end up without a son." ”
Song Peili didn't speak, in the dark night, they couldn't see each other's expressions, and finally he slowly lay down, held her hand back, and said, "I depend on you." ”
He Jiali turned her head sideways, and after being silent for a long time, she leaned over, put her head on his shoulder, and said, "Tomorrow there is a lecture by Master Jingxu, I want to go." ”
"Okay, I'll arrange it. ”
She smiled and closed her eyes. and he spoke no more.
The night was very quiet, and Xiaonuo had already fallen asleep. An Yu struggled for a long time, and never knew how to speak, if he spoke.
She took advantage of the moonlight outside the window, looked at Xiaonuo's sleeping face, with a shallow smile on her face, couldn't help but take it, and began to look at those photos of him when he was a child, she has changed a lot in recent years, but this one she has always kept by her side, which is full of Xiaonuo's photos and videos.
From the age of one to the present, all kinds of photos and videos, she looked at the tears and fell down, crying and laughing. To this day, she still remembers that when Little Nuo was babbling, her little hands grabbed her fingers, called her mother, and smiled at her. She forgot how she felt at that time, only remembered that she hugged Xiaonuo and cried for a long time.
Then, she regarded him as her own son, and perhaps in her love for Xiaonuo, she also carried her love for the child she had lost, and her dedication to Xiaonuo's protection and education, and part of it was also atonement, for that child. In the past four years of persistence, these four years of dreams, in the end, the only thing that she couldn't let go of was Xiaonuo.
Her tears were falling more and more, wetting her pillow.
Just as she was watching the video of Xiaonuo walking, a phone call suddenly came in, it was an unfamiliar number. In the quiet of the night, the bell suddenly rang, which was very harsh and a little scary. An Yu was sleeping with Xiao Nuo in his arms, which was very close to Xiao Nuo, the sound was loud again, Xiao Nuo didn't react yet, An Yu was startled, pressed it randomly, and wanted to hang up, but picked it up.
Xiaonuo should have also been noisy, so he muttered, scratched his face with his little hand, but he was not woken up, but just changed his posture.
She glanced at it, patted his back gently, then raised her hand to wipe her tears, glanced at the screen, the phone was still on call, she thought for a while, then covered the quilt for Xiaonuo, and then got up lightly and entered the bathroom.
She put it to her ear and waited quietly for a while, but the person on the other end of the phone didn't speak, and An Yu waited for a while, and could probably guess who the other party was, so she took a secret breath and said, "It's so late, is there anything wrong with you?"
"It's nothing, I just want to greet you, I want to ask if you're okay. Zhou Yanzhen had a smile in his tone.
An Yu smiled lowly, this person is always elusive, sometimes appearing, sometimes disappearing without a trace, An Yu can't figure out his thoughts, and she doesn't intend to guess his thoughts, she smiled and asked: "Do you want me to be well, or do you want me to be uneasy?"
"Of course I hope you are not happy, I can be happy if you are not good, but you have been hiding in the Song family's mansion for the past few days, and you have come out with others, it is obvious that you are living very well now, and you must be very happy to come, in this case, I will not be happy." You say, what should I do if I'm unhappy?" he said in a tone that sounded like he was in a good mood.
"What do you want to do?"
He was silent for a while, and then said, "You come out now, and when you arrive, I will probably know what I want to do." ”
An Yu chuckled and said, "Zhou Yanzhen, I'm sorry to tell you, can you let me go?"
"I'm sorry you said this sentence made of gold?" he sneered.
"I'll give you everything I can give, and if you really feel sad that I'm alive, I have a way to make you not sad from now on, and after these two days, I'll give you an explanation. After saying that, she hung up the phone and turned it off directly.
She stayed in the bathroom for a long time, washed her face with cold water before going out, who knew that as soon as she opened the door, she saw Xiaonuo sitting on the bed, he muttered and said, "Mom, I want to go to the toilet." ”
"Oh, good. She immediately wiped her face, walked briskly, put him on the bedside table, and carried him into the bathroom.
An Yu hugged Xiaonuo, covered the quilt for him, and said, "Okay, continue to sleep, recuperate enough, and you can have a good time tomorrow." ”
Xiao Nuo rubbed his eyes, nestled in her chest, and said, "What about Dad? Didn't you say that I could see Dad as soon as I opened my eyes? Why is there no Dad?"
An Yu opened her mouth, but she didn't say a word, she suddenly thought of the words Zhou Yanqing told her, her eyes were slightly hot, she took a deep breath, trembled her voice, and said, "Xiaonuo, you call me." ”
"Huh?" Xiao Nuo looked up at her and said, "Mom, what's wrong?"
An Yu didn't speak, but his breath was a little rapid.
Xiaonuo waited for a while, looked up at her, and asked, "Mom, are you crying?"
An Yu touched his head and said, "No." Arnold, Mom wants to tell you a story. ”
"What's the story?"
"A story about mom and Arnold. ”
"Huh?" said Arnold, stretching his neck sharply, "Arnold, is it me, is it my story?"
Anyu did not answer him. I only took a cushion, put it under my neck, and slowly began to tell the story, but in this story, there are many things that Xiaonuo doesn't understand, such as missing, such as hatred and grievances, and then love and so on.
Xiaonuo was in high spirits at the beginning, and asked several questions, but An Yu didn't answer him, just let him listen quietly, and slowly lost interest, and closed his eyes unconsciously.
The story was scattered, and she didn't even know what she was talking about.
When it came time to say the final conclusion, An Yu still paused, she had been brewing for a long time, and when she looked down, she saw that Xiao Nuo had closed her eyes and fell asleep at some point.
She was dumbfounded. Touched his face and said, "I'm not your mother." As she spoke, she closed her eyes, and held him into her arms, resting her chin on his forehead, and weeping silently.
Zhou Yanzhen repeatedly called An Yu's phone many times, but she never turned on again, he raised his hand to look at his watch, and stood up. Jian Xiaohan, who had just come over with red wine, saw that he was about to go out, and quickly stepped forward, blocked his way, and asked, "Where are you going?"
Zhou Yanzhen didn't answer her, and said directly: "Get out of the way." ”
"Who did you just call?"
Zhou Yanzhen raised his eyes and glanced at her and said, "You are a little too much." ”
"Isn't it Anxi?"
"Go away!" he reached out impatiently and pushed her away from him.
She fell on the sofa, and the red wine in her hand also fell to the ground, shattering with a bang, but Zhou Yanzhen didn't even look back, and walked straight to the entrance. Jian Xiaohan looked at his back and shouted, "You still have to go to her!
Zhou Yanzhen's steps paused, tilted his head, snorted lightly, and said, "Such a beautiful scene, how can I miss it, I just have to take a good look at how they died." ”
"Really? You promise you won't go in and save her?"
"You don't have to worry about my business!"
"You madman!"
He only snorted, didn't say anything, and went straight out, no matter how Jian Xiaohan made trouble, he didn't stop any longer.
……
Zhou Yanqing returned to Ruijing, not far from Ruijing, there were two groups of people fighting, Zhou Yanqing's car drove over there, but he didn't stop, just glanced at it, and went straight into the community. There were his men guarding the downstairs and upstairs, and he opened the door and went in. The light at the entrance was on, the TV in the living room was on, and Cheng Xunxun was lying on the sofa.
He exhaled, his hanging heart finally let go, changed his shoes, took off his coat, went into the room lightly and took out a blanket, and was about to cover her, but she opened her eyes and said, "You are back." ”
Zhou Yanqing's hand paused, smiled slightly, and said, "Why don't you go back to the room to sleep?"
Cheng Xunxun stretched out his hand and ripped off the blanket in his hand, sat up, drank a sip of water, moistened his throat, and said: "I want to wait and see if you will come back, today is a little different, when I was about to go out for a walk after eating, the people outside asked me not to go out casually, and reminded me that no matter who called me to ask me to go out, they would not let me go out." So, I thought, if you get so serious, will you come back. ”
"I didn't expect you to really come back, but it's a little late, it's almost three o'clock. She looked at the time, turned her head, looked at him with burning eyes, and asked with a smile: "You came back so late that you miss me so much that you can't sleep without me?" she joked with a smile.
Zhou Yanqing chuckled, nodded, and said, "Yes, how can I sleep without you by my side." There's no one draining my stamina anymore. ”
Cheng Xunxun glanced at him, sighed, swept to the stack of documents on the coffee table, was silent for a while, and said, "Originally, I wanted to call you for a long time, but I thought you were in the Song family, so I didn't call you." Now that you're back, I want to ask you what you mean by that?"
Zhou Yanqing took the agreement to her and said, "Sign it." ”
"Why?"
"No, I just want to give you everything I can give. With that, he handed her the pen again.
Cheng Xunxun stared at him intently, and after a long time, she reached out and took the contract and pen in his hand, but she did not sign it, but put it back on the coffee table, and then reached out and hugged his neck, straddled his lap, and said: "You are not afraid that I will take these, and then cash them all out, and run away with Xiaonuo, and then you will be empty." ”
Zhou Yanqing hugged her waist, looked at her with a smile, and said, "I'm not afraid, I believe in you, and I have this confidence that you won't do this." Even if you wanted to, Arnold wouldn't let you do it. He likes me very much, and he won't allow you to abandon me. ”
Cheng Xunxun didn't start, and giggled, this sentence is true, Xiaonuo really likes his father very much, and I don't know why, obviously he is not so good to him as a father, but he likes it.
Zhou Yanqing patted her waist and said, "Sign it, so that you will feel more at ease." ”
She lowered her eyes. Restrained his smile and said with a serious face: "I don't sign." ”
"Really, don't sign it?"
She thought about it, and when she was about to speak, Zhou Yanqing suddenly got up, turned her body, and let her sit on the ground, and sat behind her, clamped her body with her legs, clasped her wrist with one hand, took the red ink, dipped it on her thumb, and then pressed the fingerprint where she needed to sign.
"If you don't sign it, then put your handprint, all the same. After Cheng Xunxun's printing was finished, he pressed his own again and said, "They all say that women are in charge of money, and I will take care of all my money for you." ”
Cheng Xunxun was stunned and looked at him sideways. After a while, he lowered his head and smiled, and said, "Do you want to go back?"
"If you don't go back, I will always be by your side until I get you safely on the plane. ”
Cheng Xunxun squinted his eyes, leaned on the coffee table, put one hand against his head, and said, "And then?"
"And ......," he said, curling his lips, "what do you say?" ”
She only pursed her lips and smiled, and then he picked her up from the ground and went into the bedroom.
……
At half past three in the morning, the door of the small building at the back of the Song Mansion was gently pushed open, and this person walked from the back door of the mansion, unimpeded. Dou Lanying's room is in the innermost part of the second floor, and when the door is opened, Dou Lanying wakes up, her sleep has been very light over the years, and she will be woken up at the slightest movement.
She opened her eyes and looked sideways towards the door of the room, only to see a black shadow and the sound of slight footsteps, slowly approaching. Dou Lanying's heart tightened, her brows frowned slightly, and she said, "Meihua?"
The shadow didn't answer, but let out a creepy laugh, and for a moment Dou Lanying's eyes widened instantly, and when she reached out to marry the light, there was a snap, and a trace of fire lit up in front of her, and a face appeared in this night, and the scene was very terrifying. The face of the person who came was hideous, but Dou Lanying didn't know this face.
She screamed, but no one responded, and Meihua lived downstairs. And it was far away, and it was estimated that her voice could not be heard.
"You don't need to scream, you can't wake up the sleeping man. No matter how loud you shout here today, no one will come to you. ”
She was half paralyzed, and she couldn't run if she wanted to, so she could only keep moving to the side, her eyes widened, and she asked, "...... Who are you, what do you want to do!"
Her voice trembled slightly, clearly frightened.
"My appearance has changed, but my voice has not changed, sister, you forgot me so quickly?" her voice was yin and yang, and she giggled again, and she had already walked to the bed, the light of the lighter moved slightly, and the atmosphere was very weird. She walked around her bed and stopped.
Slowly, Dou Lanying smelled a prickly smell. That's gasoline.
Before she could speak, the other party smiled again and said, "Maybe the light is not enough, then I'll let you see it more clearly." ”
As she spoke, she threw the lighter in her hand to the side, and with a bang, a fire dragon quickly devoured the door of the room. Suddenly, the whole room became extremely bright, and the fire instantly ignited the single bed on Dou Lanying's bed, and the man stood outside the firelight, looked at her with a hideous smile, and said, "Killed my daughter and put me in a mental hospital." Dou Lanying, I'm Qingping!"
She laughed as she spoke.
"Help, help!" Dou Lanying looked at the fire that was quickly devouring, and began to scream in horror, she watched the fire under her feet swallow up little by little, and her legs couldn't move. Originally, she thought that her legs would no longer feel pain, but when her legs began to ignite, she knew what it meant to be worse than death.
She began to scream, and Qingping stood outside and stared at her with wide eyes, laughing hideously and laughing wildly.
She has poured gasoline on the entire Song Mansion, of course, she is not the only one doing this, she also has helpers, they have planted two small bombs here, and when the fire engulfs the entire mansion, the bombs will soon detonate. The security system in Zhou's house has already been destroyed by them.
The security personnel were also drugged, and now they should be sleeping very dead, the Song house is far away from the crowd, there are no neighbors within a radius of several miles, no one will know that there is a fire here, and no one will come to save them.
"Let's go to hell together!" she was very close to the source of the fire, and her clothes were stained with a lot of gasoline, and soon her body was ignited by the fire, and in an instant her whole body was engulfed by tongues of fire, and she shouted again and again, and the sound seemed to come from the underworld.
Dou Lanying stared at her with wide eyes, after all, she still didn't blink a blind eye, she hadn't met her fifth child yet, but she died in pain in the most tragic way.
The fire spread extremely fast, engulfing all the way over, and slowly the entire Song Mansion ignited a fire.
At four o'clock in the morning, there was a sudden bang, the whole room shook, An Yu immediately opened her eyes, noticed that something was wrong, I don't know where there was a strong smell of smoke, the window was very bright, she quickly got out of bed, walked to the window to look out, startled, and then went over and opened the door. A puff of smoke billowed in from outside, and she immediately closed the door.
It's on fire, it's on fire! It's on fire!
An Yu's mind was blank for a few seconds, and then he woke up Xiaonuo, then picked up the quilt on the bed, went into the bathroom, wet it with water, and took the shower to drench himself. Immediately, he picked up the soaked quilt and wrapped Xiaonuo in it.
Xiaonuo was still a little confused, and said, "Mom, what's wrong?
"Xiao Nuo, don't ask anything, cover your mouth with this, you must cover it, you know?" she said, handing him a small wet towel.
Xiao Nuo obediently took the towel and covered his mouth, and asked, "Is that so?"
"Yes, Xiao Nuo is really obedient, wait for tomorrow Mom will take you to buy delicious food. ”
"Good. ”
Then, An Yu found another rope, firmly fastened the soaked quilt to his body, and then rushed out with the others open the door, and shouted: "It's on fire, it's on fire! Mom, Aunt, Daddy, it's on fire!"
An Yu quickly ran downstairs, the first floor was already a sea of fire, she stood at the top of the stairs, she didn't know how to run, the gate was not far away, she had to cross the sea of fire.
She glanced down at Xiao Nuo in her arms, he shrunk in it very obediently, covering his mouth firmly with a towel, and he raised his eyes to look at her. Those black and white eyes were exactly the same as when he walked up to her step by step with the coffee table, grabbed her hand with his little hand, and called her mother.
Her eyes were slightly red, and she said, "Don't worry, Mom will definitely keep you safe." ”
She looked at the flickering fire in front of her, gritted her teeth, and rushed to the smaller position of the fire, again and again, fortunately she was wet. Seeing that there were still more than a dozen steps away from the gate, there was a sudden boom, and it exploded not far from them.
An Yu reflexively protected Xiaonuo under him, and a chandelier on his head smashed down, right on her back, and the mahogany tall cabinet next to it also fell, full of ornaments. Seeing this, An Yu immediately bowed down and firmly protected Xiaonuo in the remainder.
The wooden cabinet was heavy, and she only snorted when it hit her, and she gritted her teeth to move the tall cabinet of mahogany, but she didn't have the strength at all. The surrounding fire burned again, and the gate was not far away, Xiaonuo under him cautiously poked his head out, glanced at An Yu, and asked with a crying voice: "Mom......"
"Xiaonuo, you are obedient, after you climb out, you hold on to this cup and rush out, and then run away. Find a safe place to hide, and rest assured that Daddy will find you soon. ”
"Mom. You're with me, I'm scared alone. Tears began to roll in Arnold's eyes.
An Yu felt a tingling pain in her back, and when the chandelier hit her just now, she could feel a hard object piercing her body, and when the cabinet came down, the hard object pierced a little deeper. She thought she would probably be here, she looked at Xiaonuo, bowed her head and kissed his face, and said, "Xiaonuo, do you remember the story of Xiaonuo and your mother that your mother told you just now?"
Arnold nodded.
"This mom isn't Arnold's mom. Xiaonuo, I'm not your mother, Sister Xiaocheng is your mother, I'm just your aunt. ”
As soon as her words fell, a man's voice sounded above her head, "It's all this time, you still have the heart to say this, I really can't see it, it turns out that you will still do good deeds." ”
Hearing this, An Yu raised her eyes suddenly, and the firelight chilled the whole room, so that she could clearly see the person in front of her, it was Zhou Yanzhen, and he was standing in front of her. The two looked at each other, An Yu gritted his teeth, reached out to hold his foot, smiled, and said, "Please, please save Xiaonuo." ”
"Why would I do that?"
"He's a kid, and he has nothing to do with our grudges. ”
"Really, didn't you kill our child because of him? You can kill your own child, why don't you hug him and die together? In this case, Cheng Xunxun and Zhou Yanqing will never be together again, isn't this the result you want?" Zhou Yanzhen said, kicking her hand away.
An Yu insisted on grabbing his trouser leg again, gritting his teeth, and arching his body upwards again, giving Xiaonuo enough space. She tugged at his pants and said, "I don't want to knock it out, knock out this child, I'm sadder and more painful than you." Zhou Yanzhen, I no longer deny my feelings for you, if I had known that I had nothing to do with the Song family, I would never have killed this child, I would have given birth to him, and then waited for you. In the past four years, I have been very painful, I have long since lost my love for Zhou Yanqing, what I miss is only that he used to be good to me. Zhou Yanzhen, you have never been kind to me, never. ”
"But I knew I was wrong, I was too selfish, so I was punished, and I knew I couldn't live on my own. I beg you, please save Xiaonuo, in fact, many times, I treat him as my and your child, don't let him die, okay? Zhou Yanzhen, I was wrong, can you help me once, just this last time. ”
"You don't mean that as long as I'm not happy, as long as I'm gone, you'll be happy. Believe me, from now on, you can live happily. ”
Zhou Yanzhen squatted down, An Yu watched, she gritted her teeth and pushed Xiao Nuo out, and said to Xiao Nuo: "Xiao Nuo, you remember, I am not your mother, your biological mother is Aunt Xiao Cheng." The reason why you are separated is because of me, I am a bad person, I am a bad person who ruined your parents, you have to remember that my good to you is all fake, I am not a good person, don't remember me. ”
Little Nuowa cried, but still called her mother, shook her head, and wanted to pull her hand, but she slapped it away.
"I'm a bad person, not your mother. Her tears fell, and she immediately looked up at Zhou Yanzhen and said, "Please, okay? You have never been better to me, just this time, can you be good to me once." ”
Zhou Yanzhen didn't speak, in fact, he rushed in, it said everything, he was reluctant to her after all, he hated her and loved her, this is what made him the most painful, the more he retaliated, the more painful it was. He picked up Arnold, and then he rang, and the bell seemed to urge him.
He glanced at her and said, "You wait for me." ”
After speaking, he rushed out with Xiaonuo in his arms, An Yu lay on the ground, with a smile on his face, watched them run out of the door, and shouted at his back, "Zhou Yanzhen, I don't love you at all!"
As soon as the words fell, the figure disappeared in front of her eyes.