The call came again, but I didn't answer, let the phone ring in my pocket, and I left the police station like a walking corpse and walked aimlessly down the street. The big stone in my heart almost crushed me, and it was not uncomfortable. I just feel out of breath. Regret, self-blame, remorse, all kinds of negative emotions came to my face, and I was even questioning whether it was right for me to let Sun Xue have a baby, if I were not so cruel. If you are not so selfish, give her a sum of money, let her hide in a place where no one is and give birth to the child, will she not die tragically on the street I looked up at the sky and asked myself in my heart, is it really my fault

The sky won't give me the answer. I wouldn't give myself an answer myself. People can't be resurrected after death, it's useless to be entangled in whose fault it is, if you have to get to the bottom of it, I'm at fault, the personnel girls are at fault, the drunk driver is at fault, and all the people who have been in contact with Sun Xue, including Chen Bailu, are at fault. But I don't know where we went wrong. I just feel like a guilty person.

The phone in my pocket was still ringing. I turned a deaf ear, walking coldly on the streets in the early morning, the morning sun dragged my figure slender, a QQ rushed to me, stepped on the brakes, and the personnel girls hurriedly jumped down from the car with their mobile phones, rushed up and slapped me violently. yelled: "You are sick, I didn't answer your phone for two hours, and I found you here by locating your mobile phone." ”

I looked up and stared at the angry wive, and she saw my scarlet eyes flicker, her lips trembled for a moment before asking, ", what the hell is going on?" ”

I gave her a hard look, turned and walked away, not wanting to talk to her more.

Seeing me like this, the personnel ladies rushed up and grabbed my arm, bit their lip and said angrily: "Didn't you just let Sun Xue beat the child, are you like this, and it wasn't me who let Sun Xue beat the child, but you, what kind of tantrum did you throw at me, I really didn't expect you to be such a person, I can't sleep all day and all night for this matter, I, Qin Hongling, know you blindly, help you." ”

"Huh. I turned and grinned at her.

The personnel lady was stunned, dragged my clothes and said: "You explain to me what kind of expression you have, as if I did something wrong, the old lady didn't force her, the second didn't force her, and the third didn't beat and scold her, and now the child is beaten, you treat me like this, you don't explain it to me today, I'm not done with you." Damn, I've never seen a man like you, it's superb. ”

"Shut the fuck. I roared angrily, and Qin Hongling was stunned on the spot. I glared at her hard and turned away, and she didn't chase any further. But I felt like my mind was getting even more messy, like it was going to explode. About ten minutes later, the personnel girls drove QQ to catch up, the car stopped beside me, opened the car door and rushed down and dragged me with both hands and wide eyes and asked, "Sun Xue is dead"

Looking at her surprised gaze, I had a wry smile on my face, but she yelled: ", what does it have to do with you when she dies, you look like this, as if we don't go to put on her linen and wear filial piety before the three kowtows, as if it were a big sin, and besides, don't you want her to die and stop causing you trouble, now she just died, isn't it just as you wish to die a female cousin, what's the matter?"

Before she could finish her sentence, I jerked up my hand and slapped her in the face with lightning speed, using all the strength of my body.

After pumping her, I stared at my disobedient hand in a daze, and she looked at me with her mouth wide open stupidly. Remember the long shoulder.

Two seconds later, the personnel girls who have always been known for their hippie smiling faces and claim to be the handlers in Shanghai have red eyes and tears falling down. She was no longer noisy, no longer abusive, but stared at me with a look in her eyes like a sharp knife.

I looked at her, and then at my hands, and there was only one thought in my mind, I hit a woman, I hit a woman, I hit a woman

And it's still the personnel girls who fight

I'm a real asshole now

However, instead of immediately apologizing to her or saying anything soft, I stared at her uncompromisingly.

I don't know what I thought at the time, but that's what I did.

Time seemed to stop, the two of us stood like two roosters on this unknown street, I stared at her, she stared at me, everyone had a slap print on their face, but everyone's heart was as cold as stagnant water.

In the past, no matter how noisy we were, no matter how much we abused, there was never such a thing as today, I saw the grievance in her eyes, and she saw the stubbornness in my eyes.

She is wronged by the present, but I am stubborn in the past.

Finally, she closed her eyes, tears flowed down her cheeks, gathered to her chin, and landed on my leather shoes with a click, and she asked me, did you beat me for Sun Xue

My teeth trembled, I closed my eyes and said, yes

Then, Sun Xue sneered and muttered to herself, "I'm such a fool." ”

After speaking, Sun Xue got in the car and left.

I stood still and watched her taillights disappear at the end of the street.

I had a sneer on my face and a hesitation in my heart.

Sun Xue is dead, but I broke the hearts of the personnel girls again, and this time I have become an out-and-out bastard.

I crouched on the ground, feeling like a blunt knife was cutting my flesh at once, and I couldn't stop shivering. I started to feel palpitations, I couldn't breathe, my brain was dizzy from lack of oxygen, and I looked up and saw the whole world upside down. I wanted to get up and go to the hospital, but I fell to the ground with unsteady feet and my mobile phone rang again, but I didn't have the strength to take it. I understand that my concussion sequelae are back in the mist. There were pedestrians passing by, but no one came to help me, and I was like little Ilan, who was abandoned by the world, standing alone and walking alone.

I don't know how long the time has passed, but I know that the sun shines on me through the shadows of the trees, a bicycle passes in front of me, but suddenly stops, a little white leg collapses from the bicycle, a woman helps me up, worried and asks me if I am okay. I curled up in pain, and the woman opened the kettle she was carrying, fed me two sips of hot water, and asked me if I wanted to go to the hospital. I gritted my teeth and said no, and took a few more sips of hot water before I felt my body get over the dizziness. The woman was a little worried about me and kept asking me if I was okay. I shook my head, lowered my head and said, it's okay.

The woman smiled and said I'll leave if you're okay. I looked up at her, but it was a little girl with fair skin and a baby face, and I nodded and said, thank you. The little girl smiled and said that you are not welcome, and said that I should go to the hospital for treatment as soon as I am sick, and I will not have such good luck next time I faint on the street. With a wry smile in my heart, the woman hesitated and said, "Well, I'm leaving."

I suddenly looked up and asked, what's your name?

The woman looked at me sitting on the ground in amazement.

I quickly explained, I didn't mean anything else, I just wanted to thank you.

Zhang Ling's woman left two words lightly, turned around and got on the bicycle next to her.

I watched Zhang Ling, who met in Pingshui, disappear from my sight on a bicycle, and then I realized that I was still holding her sports bottle in my hand.

Shaking his head helplessly, he took two more sips of water before he was completely relieved. I weakly took out my mobile phone from my pocket, but found that it was full of calls from Chen Bailu, my heart tightened, and then I remembered that I was not abandoned by this world, I still have my wife, and the child in her belly. I hurriedly called the phone back, and Chen Bailu answered the phone after only one ring, but she couldn't cry on the phone, my heart tightened, thinking that she knew about Sun Xue, but I didn't expect her to sobble and say to me: "Qi Tian, big brother is no good." ”

"What" my head buzzed, almost unresponsive.

Chen Bailu wiped away her tears and said to me: "My eldest brother has just fallen ill, my parents can't do anything, I can't move while lying in bed, and I can't get through when I call you, so I called 120, and the doctor just pulled my eldest brother away." ”

"What hospital did they go to?" I quickly asked.

"I don't know. ”

I was silent for a moment, and then asked Chen Bailu: "You are home alone now"

"Hmm. Chen Bailu's voice was full of grievance.

I didn't hesitate and immediately took a taxi straight home. When I got home, Chen Bailu was lying on the bed alone, her eyes red from crying. I asked carefully to find out that at twelve o'clock last night, my brother suddenly became ill and ran around the house, my parents were afraid that he would disturb Chen Bailu, so they locked him in the room, after twelve o'clock, my brother was a little lighter, but he didn't sleep all night, said that he wanted to go out, he wanted to leave, said a lot of inexplicable words, my parents saw my brother like this, and they didn't call 120 to call an ambulance, but this morning, my brother suddenly fell ill, and it was without warning, he stood up and fell to the ground suddenly, screaming for a headache, heartbreaking, and after a while, he began to roll his eyes, his body spasmed。 At this time, my parents were completely helpless, and Chen Bailu also heard the movement, so she immediately called me, but I was also lying on the ground at that time, so I didn't receive her call, so she called 120, 120 to pick up my brother, my parents also followed into the ambulance, Chen Bailu was left alone at home, Chen Bailu was worried and scared, tears couldn't stop flowing down, at this time, my call came back.

Listening to Chen Bailu's description, I held her in my arms with sour eyes, stroked her back, and told her that everything would be fine. She cried and said, I was afraid that I would be stunned, looking down at her a little surprised, in my impression, Chen Bailu is a strong woman who is not in a hurry and does things in an orderly manner, but today she curled up in my arms and said two words, I am afraid and after I come back, she will indeed stop crying.

At this moment, I seemed to hold up a piece of her sky.

Perhaps, before I knew it, I had already become the powerful man next to Chen Bailu who could bring her a sense of security, but I didn't know it. I hugged her in my arms, a tear oozing from the corner of my eye, and scolded myself for how stupid I was. Even if the whole world abandons me, she won't, my white dew, she will never abandon. This woman in my arms is the biggest confidence and backing in my life. I held her up, and she gave me a warm home.

I let out a long breath and said to Chen Bailu: "Don't be afraid, there is me"

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