The plane finally took off in Shanghai on a rainy night and headed for that strange Melbourne. I returned to the parking lot and sat in the car staring at the cigarette butt in the ashtray. What Chen Bailu said just now has been lingering in my ears for a long time. I was silent. In a daze, uncomfortable, painful. I don't know what to do now, and I don't know what to do in the future. I think. In Chen Bailu's eyes, I must be a rotten man, not only cheated and betrayed her five times and three times, but even did those disgusting things under her nose during her pregnancy. I knew that what she hated most was that men cheated, but I still burned myself and buried the love of the two of us into the endless abyss.

She is pregnant with the crystallization of love between the two of us, but I hook up outside all day long, tricking her into working overtime and accompanying the girls every day. I punched the steering wheel, stared at my pale cheek in the rearview mirror in annoyance, and raised my hand to slap myself, but I didn't have the courage. I took out my phone and looked through all the correspondence between me and Bai Lu. That one by one, one by one, makes me miss her so much. I want to hold her, not beg her to forgive me, I just want her to slap me twice, not like now. With a belly full of resentment, leave this sad place.

I took a deep breath and closed my eyes and lay in the car. I told myself that now was not the time for remorse, that it had happened. I have made a mistake, and I will try to make up for this mistake, and try to recover the departed white dew. I said to myself, I'm going to Australia, I'm going to Melbourne, I don't want to regret it alone in Shanghai, and I don't want to be alone in Melbourne. I took out my phone and called the company's administration department and asked them to book me a plane ticket to Melbourne as soon as possible. The executive of the company agreed, and called me back ten minutes later to say that the fastest flight would be in three days. I said no, is there anything closer. The company's employees hesitated and said that there was a transit through Hong Kong, and if I flew to Hong Kong now, it might be too late. She helped me book a plane ticket from Shanghai to Hong Kong. I can take my passport and board the plane. I was stunned, and immediately agreed to come down and ask her to help me place the ticket. Hey Yange can watch it for free

I pushed the door open and raced back to the airport. When I got to the counter, the company's staff had already bought my ticket. I picked up my ticket, went through security 20 minutes and boarded the plane to Hong Kong. When I sat on the plane, I was still a little nervous, I didn't know what I was about to face, but when the plane took off, my nervous mind gradually stabilized, and I told myself that no matter what difficulties and dangers I faced along the way, it was a punishment for my marital cheating.

A few hours later, the plane landed at the Hong Kong airport. I went through the transfer channel to check in, and when I took out my boarding pass, the staff told me that my plane was going to take off in 20 minutes, and asked me to rush to the boarding gate as soon as possible, and now the passengers are already preparing to board. After listening to her words, I picked up my boarding pass and ran away. Fortunately, the signage at Hong Kong airport was good, I didn't take any detours, and when I ran to the boarding gate, several staff members were locking the boarding gate, and when they saw me coming, they opened the locked gate and let me in. I let out a long breath, gasping for breath, and stepped onto the plane. However, when I followed the seat number and found my own seat, I looked at Chen Bailu sitting next to me in amazement.

At this time, her eyes were red and swollen, her mood was low, and her face was full of tears, which was both painful and pitiful. I stopped and stared at her in my seat, my eyes moistened again. Maybe it was the heavens that sensed my heart, so I didn't board this plane in Shanghai, but boarded this flight in Hong Kong, which represents the relationship between the two of us, and let me sit next to her. As if telepathically, Bai Lu turned her head to look at me in a daze. When she saw me behind her, tears welled up in her eyes again, and she couldn't help but collapse emotionally. I immediately rushed up, took her in my arms, and hugged her myself, but I also cried bitterly. This time, she didn't push me away.

She didn't say anything, nor did she ask me how I got on the plane. I didn't tell her, and I didn't pour out my apologies to her. I would now just like to thank the flight for connecting through Hong Kong, the flight that was not delayed, and the woman at the front desk of the Hong Kong airport who helped me with the formalities. I dragged Bai Lu's soft hand, put it on my mouth and kissed her and said, "I will never let you go again." ”

This time, she didn't kick me off the plane.

Take off again, plane, and head to Melbourne, which is no longer a stranger to the two of us.

However, the two of us never spoke again. After she cried, she put on her blindfold and fell asleep in her chair, but I was thinking carefully about what to do. Despite my struggles, I ended up accompanying Bai Lu to Melbourne. She already knew about the matter between me and the personnel, and she also understood that my cheating was complete and complete. So, can she still accept me? Even if she can accept me, then she will definitely have a mustard in her heart. If she is depressed all day because of this, or if the relationship between the two of us does not return to the same as before, how can I get her back?

Also, when the women called me, they must have been crying over there, how should she explain to her parents, how should I deal with her? These things are like a sword hanging over my head, and I have to think about them. It wasn't until then that I realized that I always wanted to win back the two of them, and I always wanted to never give up. But in love, can this really be the case? No way! Love is pure, and only pure love can last forever. However, sandwiched between the two of them, my feelings for either of them cannot be called pure.

I like Bai Lu, I like everything about her, and I can't do without this woman in this life. But how can I be sorry for the personnel girls? Without her, maybe Bai Lu and I would not be together at all, and without her, the company would not be able to save the day again and again. But who do I love? I turned my head to look at the sleeping Bai Lu, caressed her white and pure soft twing, and couldn't help but return to the crossroads in Beijing again. I wore fresh clothes and chased back the scene when Chen Bailu was on the horse. I can't help but think of the night when I accompanied the ladies to watch the fireworks on the Bund.

The two of them are like the red roses and white roses in Zhang Ailing's pen. No matter who I choose, it ends up hurting the heart of the other. I scratched my hair in annoyance and reached into my pocket, but I couldn't help but touch the business card that Sister Hong handed me, and I couldn't help but think of Li Tianhui. Where is she now? What is she doing? What is Sister Hong going to tell me that night? Also, Xiaoxiao, who once left me, my Hong Xihua.

Where is she?

"What's that?" Chen Bailu's voice suddenly came from the side.

I turned my head to see that she had woken up. Seeing me staring at the business card in my hand in a daze, my eyes were a little puzzled.

"No ......" I just wanted to say nothing, but then I thought about it, because of my cheating, she must be suspicious of me now, if I prevaricate her, I'm afraid she will definitely think more in her heart, so I will simply tell you about meeting Sister Hong and Li Tianhui. After I finished speaking, Bai Lu sighed and did not say anything more. I asked her if she was hungry? The flight attendant came to deliver the food just now, but I didn't ask for it.

Bai Lu shook her head, and I asked her if she wanted something to drink? She nodded, and I went to ask the stewardess for a cup of hot milk. When the flight attendant poured milk for me, I held the business card in my hand and couldn't help but scold myself for what I thought. But when I think about it carefully, I feel that I am too affectionate and abusive. No matter who I'm with, I want to do the best I can. But no matter who I have to do with it, I'm dealing with a mess. This feeling that the harder I work, the worse I get, makes me always at a loss and don't know what to do when facing all women.

When I brought the milk back to Bai Lu, Bai Lu was eating the boiled egg she had brought with her. She carefully skinned the eggs, then took a bite of the eggs and drank the milk. When she had finished eating these, she lay down in her seat again, looked sideways at the night outside the porthole, and ignored me.

There were faint breathing sounds from many passengers in the cabin, and it was just the two of us, silent and awake.

I called her, "White Dew." ”

She didn't turn her head and didn't say yes.

I said to her with a smile in my voice: "Bai Lu, when we go to Australia this time, we must buy that house." ”

She still doesn't speak.

I silently lowered my head, panicked in my heart. Unexpectedly, she turned her head back and looked at me with gentle eyes. I quickly lifted my head to see a glimmer of hope in her eyes. However, she put the blindfold on again and lay there with her eyes closed, ignoring me. I wanted to reach out and hug her and let her lie in my arms, but she didn't cooperate or refuse, I saw her like this, my heart was nervous, and I didn't dare to move her, so I could only sit next to her, with my head lowered.

The plane landed at Melbourne Airport, and it was dark when I walked out of the airport with her.

At the airport, she turned to look at me and I was standing in front of her, and despite the gentle expression on her face, I still felt my palms sweating and my heart was nervous. She hesitated for a moment, then said to me, "Go back!"

I looked her in the eye, hesitated for a moment and then said, "I'm staying here with you, I don't object to or express my opinion on what you do, I just want to accompany you." ”

"You go back!" she said only three words this time, and her tone was firm.

"White dew. I called her name, with desperation in my eyes.

She said to me with a calm expression, "You go back to Shanghai." ”

I retreated and said, "Then you should at least let me accompany you to the city center and find a place to stay." ”

She shook her head and said, "No, my friend came to pick me up." ”

I said in despair, "Is it okay for me to see her pick you up?"

This time, she nodded, silent again, as if in agreement.

Then, we walked along the exit to the exit, where I saw a woman about the same age as Chen Bailu standing next to the exit, holding a pick-up sign with Chen Bailu's name written on it. Seeing Chen Bailu coming out of it, the woman waved her hand hard from afar. When she got closer, the woman held Bai Lu in her arms and was very excited. After the two talked for a while, Bai Lu turned to look at me, didn't say anything but understood what she meant to let me go back, I nodded helplessly and desperately. Then, Bai Lu followed the woman to the parking lot to pick up the car, and I stood in the huge airport, feeling sad. I thought that if I could catch this flight, I would definitely be able to save Bailu. But I could never have imagined that I would arrive in Melbourne with her, and she would still let me go back so indifferently.

I scratched my hair in frustration, only to receive a text message from Bai Lu with a flight back ticket she had bought for me. I texted her back and told her I didn't want to go back and I wanted to be here with her.

But she said to me, "Go back, I want to be alone."

I was about to say something, but she texted back, saying if you could be less naïve and mature like a man.

I stared at the text messages on my phone with trembling hands, not knowing what to do? Once upon a time, I held her in my arms like a man, and now she says so. I can't imagine if I hadn't caught that flight from Hong Kong, she would have cried to Melbourne on the plane, but now, she insisted on letting me go back, not letting me stay here with her, and calling me naïve and immature.

Bai Lu, what do you think in your heart?

I hid in the smoking area of the airport, gulping down on the few cigarettes I had, and my mind was in a mess. It wasn't until the airport informed Bai Lu that the plane he bought for me was about to take off, and I went to the airport phone booth to call Bai Lu with despair and remorse. After the phone was connected, Bai Lu and I didn't speak, and we didn't wait until more than a minute later that Bai Lu said on the phone, you go back, take care of things, and I will naturally go back.

With that, she hung up the phone.

I stood there stunned, pondering every word she had just said.

I, take care of things? She, naturally, will go back?

I was stunned in my mind, and it dawned on me.

It seems that Bai Lu is giving me one last chance.

I'll go back now, go back to the country and take care of the relationship between me and the people, and she will forgive me and go back with me. But how do you deal with it? I couldn't help but feel a little flustered. Just then, the airport informed me that my flight had arrived. With this trepidation, I went through security to board the plane and go back. What Bai Lu gave me seemed to be the last chance, giving me the last chance to cut off the personnel girls. If I go back this time and clean up the relationship between me and the personnel girls, Bai Lu will come back. That's why she insisted that I go back to Shanghai.

It was because of me, and she now wants to end because of me.

I let out a deep sigh, and the trepidation in my heart intensified.

When I go back this time, I'm afraid I really need to make that heavy choice between Bai Lu and the personnel girls.

Bai Lu and Hong Ling, you can only and must choose one of them.