Chapter 124: I Want to Kiss You (Thank you for the diamond group)

There are only two wards between my ward and Lu Jingzhong's ward, both of which are the best single rooms in the People's Hospital, and I slept at night. When I woke up and ate something, I had to go to Lu Jingzhong's hospital room to see him.

Li Zhengke was helpless: "Brother Chong hasn't woken up yet." ”

I also felt very helpless that Li Zhengke was so tense for me all the time: "I'll just go and sit." ”

When Li Zhengke helped me over, he immediately turned into a nagging ghost, more than the doctor told me, and I couldn't help laughing: "Why didn't I find out that you talked so much before." ”

Li Zhengke stuck out his tongue and stopped talking.

Lu Jingzhong may be really tired, lying motionless on the hospital bed, I actually have an illusion, is he still in the same position I saw last night, motionless, his eyelashes are no longer trembling, my heart beats faster. Leaned over and probed his snort, his hand was shaking a little, and he was able to eradicate his very weak breathing, which was not at all the same as the usual warm and powerful breath that was brushed on me, but it was very gentle.

Li Zhengke moved me a chair and placed it next to the bed for me to sit down.

I sat down and looked at the size of the room, which was not quite the same as that of my ward, with a round table by the window that could be moved, and a jade-colored vase on the windowsill, but empty. The walls of the vase are very thin, and you can see the water marks of the crimping line inside. I asked Li Zhengke to take the bouquet of flowers sent by Su Zimo yesterday from my hospital room and insert it in the vase here.

After all, I just had surgery yesterday and sat in front of Lu Jing's bed for a while. I just felt like I couldn't hold it.

Li Zhengke noticed my frowning movements, so he came over to me and asked, "Sister, can you go back and lie down?" People can't go out to see the wind for a month during confinement, and they can't take a bath or wash their hair, and it's easy to fall ill......

When I heard Li Zhengke's tone, I couldn't help laughing: "Where did you see people in confinement?"

"I asked my mother," Li Zhengke said, "If it weren't for the ice cream at my mother's, she might have come today." ”

"You told Auntie?"

"yes. Otherwise, how can I tell my mother," Li Zhengke smiled, "You can't tell the truth that you were kidnapped, and Brother Chong is still unconscious." ”

It was indeed unbearable, so I leaned down and made a mark on Lu Jingzhong's lips.

In the past, when I had a belly, Lu Jingzhong leaned over for a kiss, and it was really not easy for me to bend over once, but this time, I leaned down with my flat lower abdomen and kissed Lu Jingzhong's lips, but I felt inexplicably sad in my heart.

It's already March, and Li Zhengke is going to take the college entrance examination in June, and it's less than two months before he gets full, I asked Li Zhengke to go back to City C to go to school, Li Zhengke said: "Now there is no one around you." I'm not at ease. ”

The child is really getting more and more amused when he talks, and he clearly doesn't look like an adult, and he pretends to be an adult.

I said, "It's the same for me to call my mom and ask my mom to take care of me." ”

Of course, Li Zhengke knew that I was originally from X City, but his face was a little sneered when he heard this, there was nothing wrong with saying this, but I regretted it as soon as I said it, where should I find my mother? The woman who lives in the tube building is still my mother?

However, now in the face of Li Zhengke's good for no reason, I am really ashamed, not to mention, now that the ice cream has troubled Li Zhengke's mother, and now I have delayed Li Zhengke's own studies, I am really a disaster for the country and the people, although I look like that, it is not a disaster at all.

Li Zhengke's temper just didn't leave, and finally threw down a sentence: "My mother asked me to take care of you here, if you want me to leave, call my mother!"

This sentence finally got to the point, but how could I be embarrassed to call Li Zhengke's mother, how to say it, could it be that I said something like "let your son stay with me"?

However, in the afternoon of the same day, I didn't expect that Li Zhengke's father would come.

The door of the ward was opened, and a middle-aged man dressed very elegantly walked in, I didn't recognize who this person was for a while, I always felt that I had seen it before, until Li Zhengke said "Dad!", which was considered to have brought my memory back.

As a piano tutor for Li Zhengke, although he didn't see much with his parents, sometimes Li Zhengke deliberately left me to eat, and he met twice, he didn't get too close to me and was not too polite, I remember the most clearly, that is, he talked to his daughter Huang Jingya about her divorce lawsuit at the breakfast table, and I happened to hear a little bit, and fled like a famine. The regiment found to carry.

I called out, "Hello uncle." Hurriedly sat up straight and wanted to get out of bed, but was stopped by Li Zhengke's father.

I said, "Li Zhengke, quickly pour your father a glass of water to drink." ”

Father Li said: "No need, I just passed through here to see what kind of woman this woman my son has in his heart." ”

Father Li's words made my heart cold.

Li Zhengke was also anxious in the back: "Dad, you came all the way here to find faults, didn't you? If you have anything to say, you tell me alone, don't say it here!"

Father Li said, "You go out now, I have something to say to Miss Du alone." ”

"No, I'm just here listening. Li Zhengke took a step forward, met Father Li's eyes, and did not back down.

Anyway, now in front of the elders, I smiled: "Zhengke, you go out first, see if your brother is awake, go and accompany him." ”

Li Zhengke moved his lips, obviously wanting to say something, but after all, he turned around and left, and when he closed the door with his backhand, he used a lot of strength and made a bang.

Now, there are only two people left in the ward, me and Li Zhengke's father, and the atmosphere is suddenly awkward.

Li Zhengke's father is also an entrepreneur, he is a well-known figure in C City, with a head and a face, and now he is over half a hundred years old. My tongue is a little knotted.

Father Li said, "Do you know how Zhengke feels to you?"

I was speechless for a moment.

If it's not clear at all, it's fake, after all, Li Zhengke's performance is sometimes too much, and I once knew that I had to draw a line with him, but I was always run in by Li Zhengke's stubborn fighting. It's just that since the last time I braved the wind and snow to accompany me to the search and rescue ship at sea, every time I heard him call me "sister", my heart would be very warm, thinking about how good it would be if there really was such a younger brother.

Therefore, I enjoyed this feeling of family affection again and again, but I didn't care about whether Li Zhengke really liked me, and whether this kind of liking was biased to another extreme.

I just nodded slightly, and Father Li snorted coldly: "You know but still indulge your own deformed emotions, you really should reflect on it!"

I wanted to refute it, but I really couldn't say anything back.

I moved my lips, but I still said, "Uncle, I have always treated Zhengke like a younger brother, and he has always called me sister......"

Father Li interrupted me angrily: "You treat him like a younger brother, but what about him? Don't you yourself have a little self-awareness? Don't you know what he thinks about him? Since you don't want to, then don't give him hope! What are you?!"

I pursed my lips and stopped talking.

Because I know that as long as I speak now, no matter whether it is right or wrong, Dad Li will definitely be a scolding with his head and face, but if Ice Cream does not go to school for a woman before the college entrance examination in the future, does not take the college entrance examination, and serves people in the hospital all day, I will definitely be very angry, even if that woman has a last resort, I will think about my child first.

Dad Li's language to me was already polite.

"From the beginning when you first started working as a piano tutor for Zhengke, I think you are also a clean girl, who knew that you are so shameless now? When you first started as a tutor for Zhengke, he was only sixteen or seventeen years old, he is still underage, you are abducting minors! I tell you, if you dare to hook up with my son like this again, I will have to take some action......

At this time, the door was suddenly kicked open, Li Zhengke stood at the door with a gloomy face, and then walked over quickly and directly pulled Dad Li's arm: "Dad, you go out with me!"

Li Zhengke is now more than 1.8 meters tall, and Father Li may have been very strong when he was young, but now after all, he is over half a hundred years old, and he is not as good as Li Zhengke in terms of strength or height difference.

When the father and son arrived in the corridor, the door of my ward was slammed shut, and I could hear Li Zhengke's voice: "Don't destroy my image in front of her, okay?

Father Li's voice seemed to hold back his anger: "The only son of the dignified Li family, you really give me a long face for such a woman!"

"It's the freedom of love you said, you haven't taken care of my sister, why do you care about me now!"

"Just because I'm your father! I don't care about your sister's affairs, you look at the present, it's not divorced and taking care of the children at home alone?! What about you? Are you going to repeat your sister's mistakes?" Father Li said, "You go with me now! Otherwise, you will never come back!"

Li Zhengke's voice suddenly lowered: "I won't go back now......"

Dad Li said, "Okay, if you don't go, I'll go!"

Then, there was complete silence in the hallway.

My heart has been sinking, if it is really because of me, Li Zhengke's family is not harmonious, then it is really my fault.

Maybe it's really me wrong, I should be ruthless and don't say a word to Li Zhengke.

However, in the face of Li Zhengke's sunny smiling face, I felt too cruel, and I kept emphasizing that he was just like a younger brother and a friend, after all, there was a heavy brother in the middle who Li Zhengke had always taken as an example.

I pondered for a while, this matter must be clarified with Li Zhengke, and his thoughts must be reversed.

However, I waited for a long time on the bed in the ward, rehearsing what I should have said from beginning to end, and deliberately brought out a shelf that was a few years older, but I didn't wait for Li Zhengke.

I wondered if he had left with his father.

I got out of bed, opened the door, and saw Li Zhengke standing in the middle of the corridor.

Standing tall, with his head down, the hair on his head was messy like weeds swept by the wind, lying to the side, his back was a little hunched, as if he had maintained this posture since Dad Li left just now.

I walked over and hammered him on the back hard: "Straighten your back! Didn't you say that you most appreciate your heavy brother to be like your heavy brother? Have you ever seen when your heavy brother bent over?!"

Then, I saw that there were people in some of the wards who started to probe their brains.

Although this floor is a single-room ward, which is the best in the city hospital, it is not that no one lives in it, so standing outside and letting others watch it lively, it is really better to close the door and make it clear.

I pulled Li Zhengke and pulled him into the ward, Li Zhengke, a tall and big man, was pulled by me and staggered, almost falling to the ground with me, but Li Zhengke quickly helped me to prevent me from falling to the ground.

Li Zhengke helped me to sit on the bed, and stood in the middle of the ward as if he had confessed his guilt, without looking up.

I pointed to the couch and said, "You sit down too." ”

Li Zhengke glanced up at me and curled the corners of his lips, "Sister, do you want to eat the strawberries you bought two days ago?"

I twitched the corners of my mouth, thinking that I was almost going to be taken away by this child, so I kept a straight face and said, "You buy a ticket now and get ready to go home," Seeing that Li Zhengke opened his mouth and wanted to speak, I made a gesture, "Don't you want to speak, let me finish talking to you, I used to complain about me, I didn't make it clear to you, but you should know, me and your brother, we both got our certificates, and now we have two children, your main task now is to study, don't use your brain all day long, think about this and that......"

As I spoke, I stopped.

I'm still not suitable to be a good parent, even if I say these words, I think it's nondescript, especially the sentence "The children have given birth to two", as if a sentence said that I was a yellow-faced woman, looking at Li Zhengke's expression, I am also holding back very hard and weird.

I tapped my finger on the bed: "Let's laugh out loud when it's hard to hold back." ”

Li Zhengke snorted and laughed, and the atmosphere he had painstakingly created was all in the soup at once.

He said: "Sister, you don't really believe what I told my father, do you? I just want to spend more time with you here, so I use that set to fool him, in fact, I don't like you at all, you and Brother Chong are a natural pair." ”

I grasped the key point in Li Zhengke's words and asked, "Then why are you here to accompany me?"

"That's because you're ......"

Li Zhengke suddenly got stuck when he said this, and his eyes dodged.

I asked, "What?"

Li Zhengke didn't speak, he raised his leg and kicked the leg of the chair hard, and the sound startled me, I thought he was evil for a second, but he suddenly said: "I can't tell you this reason." ”

Me: "......"

Maybe it's really me who is being amorous?

In fact, women are very sensitive people, and they can see the slightest thoughts about others, in the past, I could indeed feel Li Zhengke's feelings for me, but they all turned a blind eye, and when Li Zhengke knew that Lu Jingzhong was the person I had always lived in my heart, he gradually faded away from me for a while, until later he frequently appeared in my field of vision and began to call me sister.

Vaguely, I felt that something was wrong, as if there was something hidden in it, but there was no cause or effect for these things, and I couldn't deduce it at all.

The two of us stared at each other for a while, and I took a breath first: "Forget it, no matter what, you still have to go to school, and everything will be said after you finish the college entrance examination......"

Li Zhengke said: "Actually, I can go to a good university without going to school now, my father has always said that he wants to send me abroad to study finance, and when he comes back, he will take over the company." ”

"Can you not be special, I know your dad has this ability," I couldn't help but rub my eyebrows, "but you figure it out, no matter how good he is, it's your dad, not you! ”

"How do you know that you will lose in my hands?" Li Zhengke made a sad look, "I will definitely carry it forward......"

I couldn't help but laugh at Li Zhengke's tone.

Li Zhengke suddenly changed the topic and said: " In fact, people say that the two sons of the family will fight for the family property to the death, if I can't get it, then you definitely can't get it, it's a big deal to lose both, but I really didn't think about it, I still hope to have a brother, so that someone can cover me, I am not interested in business at all, and the family business is no problem for him, as long as I can give me the company's 10% of the company's dividends every year, I will be satisfied, and I can do what I like, I don't like business at all, I don't want to enter the company to manage people。 ”

Li Zhengke's words made me feel a little sad, I thought of the Lu family, as well as many families, if it was an ordinary family, it would be easy to say, why fight for it, even if it is smashed and sold iron, there are only so many things, but these big families are different, just like the Lu family......

I was even wondering if Lu Jingzhong hadn't been born in the Lu family, wouldn't I and him have gone so hard now.

The conversation with Li Zhengke ended like this, but when Li Zhengke went out, I still called Li Zhengke's mother privately and wanted to talk about it, but Li's mother said: "Let him stay there, I can't bring ice cream now." ”

I was a little surprised: "I don't need Zhengke, I don't need you, I'm fine here now, and I ...... alone."

Li's mother simply said: "You give the phone to Zhengke, and I'll tell him." ”

It happened that Li Zhengke came in from outside, I thought that Li's mother was trying to persuade Li Zhengke to go back, but I didn't expect that Li's mother said: "Zhengke, take good care of your sister Jiayin, your father is here, I told him here, I asked you for leave from school." ”

Li Zhengke responded with a smile: "Obey!"

Me: "......"

Forget it, since he likes to stay here, stay here, after all, it's a matter of people's own families, and I can only be an outsider if I say more.

Out of the picture......

Now, no matter what the family is, it's an outsider to me.

Not to mention that I don't know who my biological mother is, even if I know that my biological father is Gu Zhenyu, a well-known economic entrepreneur in S City, I can't go directly to the Gu family, just like Gu Qingcheng said, now except for him knowing my identity, the entire Gu family doesn't know. If you know, it must be another bloody storm.

And my mother's family has been turned upside down because of a little clue......

Actually, if I want to know my mother's family, I ask Gu Qingcheng, I can also know, but ...... I've been hesitating whether or not to disrupt other people's lives.

Several times my fingers pressed Gu Qingcheng's name on the address book, and I got through the phone several times and hung up, my palm was across my eyes, I felt very tired, so I simply deleted Gu Qingcheng's mobile phone number, and I couldn't think of any whims in the future.

For Li Zhengke's decision to refuse to leave, I am actually very grateful to him.

Although I said that I wanted Li Zhengke to leave, but once he left, Lu Jingzhong had not woken up yet, and I was left alone, alone here, and there was no one who could speak.

I even sometimes wonder if I came early, would I be able to see Qiao Chu for the last time, and in the hospital, the two of us could still watch American dramas together.

Thinking of Qiao Chu, sometimes his eyes are moist inexplicably, and his heart is uncomfortable for a while.

……………… べべ

In addition to Li Zhengke's father's incident, what made me most anxious about this day was that Lu Jingzhong hadn't woken up yet.

I went to ask the doctor, and the doctor said that all physiological functions were normal, and he was not in a deep coma now, but asleep and did not wake up.

I couldn't help it, so I asked, "Then what if he keeps sleeping like this?"

The doctor laughed out loud, he was the attending doctor introduced by Li Yu, and he must have been instructed by Li Yu before he came, and joked to me: "Sleeping beauty? ”

I was a little embarrassed for a moment, but Li Zhengke, who was behind me, laughed out loud unabashedly.

I often stood in front of Lu Jingzhong's hospital bed, looking at his very quiet sleeping face, and thought to myself, maybe I was really tired.

Maomao, you sleep a little longer.

But remember to wake up, you haven't named our daughter yet.

………………

It wasn't until the afternoon of the third day that Lu Jingzhong woke up.

When I was almost afraid that the doctor would tell me that Lu Jingcheng was in a severe coma, just like Lan Xuan had been in a coma for half a year, he woke up.

When I heard the news, I had just seen my daughter lying in the incubator lying on the bed, but the next second she jumped straight out of bed and rushed out of the room before she could put on her shoes.

Li Zhengke shouted behind me: "Sister, you put on your shoes!"

Pushing the door open, I almost bumped into the doctor who had just been examined.

The doctor hurriedly helped me to stabilize my body: "Slow down." ”

I hurriedly asked, "...... he"

"It's stable, and now it's okay to just change the dressing on time. ”

When the doctor left, I raised my eyes and met Lu Jingzhong's dark eyes, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

However, why do you feel so bitter when you are laughing?

There were tears between his lips, and his taste buds were bitter.

Lu Jingzhong stretched out his hand to me, his fingers were wrapped in white gauze, and the doctor said that it was because he injured his phalanges, and the index and middle fingers of his right hand were touched by hooked thorns.

I walked over step by step, lay on his bed, and finally burst the tears that I had endured for two days.

Lu Jingzhong's gauze-wrapped hand stroked the back of my head, his voice was a little hoarse, obviously because he had injured his vocal cords, and he said, "Don't cry. ”

I nodded desperately, raised my hand and wiped a handful of tears: "Well!

Lu Jingzhong smiled slightly, raised his hand, and stroked my face: "It's so good." ”

"What's so nice?" I asked, puzzled.

Lu Jingzhong said: "It's good that you're fine." ”

I put my arms around his hand and pressed it to my face, my palms were wrapped in gauze, and the tips of my fingers were a little cold.

"Ahem. ”

Li Zhengke's voice suddenly came from behind him.

He said: "Brother Chong, don't get me wrong, I'm here to deliver shoes to Sister Jiayin, she came directly barefoot, you also know that now she is confined, and she can't get cold......"

I couldn't help blushing, took the pair of cotton slippers that Li Zhengke was carrying for me and put them on, and glared at him: "When did you become so verbose." ”

Li Zhengke smiled: "Brother Chong, how do you feel?"

Lu Jingzhong said: "I'm still alive, thank you for taking care of Jiayin." ”

Li Zhengke heard Lu Jingzhong's hoarse voice, and was stunned for a moment: "Brother, your voice ......"

His voice was hoarse, completely devoid of the beautiful magnetism of the past, in fact, I also noticed just now, the doctor said that the vocal cords were damaged, and it would be fine when it recovered.

However, I saw a flash of pain in Li Zhengke's eyes.

Li Zhengke said two more words, and then went out very considerately, and when he went out, he also helped me close the door of the ward.

"Sister, I'm just waiting outside, something calls me!"

The beds in the single rooms here are larger than the usual beds, so even if you lie down for another person, it won't be too much of a hindrance. I sat on the edge of the bed, and it wouldn't get in the way of landing on the injuries on Lu Jingzhong's body.

Helping Lu Jingzhong to drink some water, I babbled to tell him some things about my daughter, and before he could speak, I comforted him by myself: "But it doesn't matter, the doctor said that staying in the incubator for a month, with the treatment, even if it is a seven-month premature baby, it doesn't matter, she is developing faster than the average fetus at the same time......"

The second half of the sentence was added by myself, in order to widen Lu Jingzhong's heart, and also to widen my own heart.

I helped Lu Jingzhong to lie down, he looked at me with burning eyes, and he was a little embarrassed to keep staring at me, so I said, "Do you want to eat fruit?"

Lu Jingzhong shook his head invisibly.

Now Lu Jingzhong has a very serious injury on his head, so he can't shake it violently.

I said, "Do you want some water?"

Lu Jingzhong simply opened his mouth this time: "Don't drink, I want to ......"

The words that followed suddenly fell silent, and I subconsciously leaned forward: "What?"

Lu Jing moved his lips again, his warm breath brushed on my cheeks, and his eyes were full of thick smiles.

He said, "I want to kiss you." ”