Chapter 13: The Quarrel (2)
Lin Yansheng set her eyes on him at this time, she looked at him fixedly, but her eyebrows were wrinkled tighter than any time, and she said, "How can you do this?"
"I'm sorry, I really know it's wrong, I blamed you for not figuring out the facts, and I'll definitely get rid of this bad problem in the future. Lin Yansheng felt a little tired, she sat down, closed her eyes, and said, "Let's not talk about this first, let me ask you, how do you know where I am?" Mu Yi sat down next to her, and said with some embarrassment: "I found it from store to store." ”
"Do you distrust me like that?" Lin Yansheng felt a little ridiculous.
"No, absolutely not!" Mu Yi hurriedly said,
"I'm really just worried about you, and you don't tell me where you are, so I have to go from store to store. ”
"I'm an adult, what am I going to do, do I have to tell you everything?" Lin Yansheng said.
"No, I didn't mean that, I was just worried about you, I didn't ask you to tell me everything, I was really just worried about you, you believe me!"
"What are you worried about me? Are you worried that I will be lost or abducted? Am I so incapable of being able to do so? I have no judgment myself, do I need you to stay by my side all the time?" Lin Yansheng looked even more angry.
"I-" Mu Yi had nothing to say and hung his head.
"You've really become too much lately, you're not the same as you used to be, you're not like that before. Lin Yansheng said, she looked at Mu Yi's dejected expression, and her heart suddenly mixed with five flavors.
"I just want to be nice to you and take care of you. Mu Yi said in a low voice,
"Is this also wrong?" Lin Yansheng said helplessly: "You want to be good to me, but you are so good that I feel very burdened." ”
"Burden?" Mu Yi looked at her in disbelief,
"How can there be a burden?"
"Let's not talk about this matter first, let's just say that you usually come to take care of me, in fact, I live quite well alone, you come to take care of me every day, run here three times a day, you yourself are tired and thin, I look uncomfortable, won't I have a burden?"
"I don't care, I don't care. Mu Yi hurriedly said.
"You don't care, you don't care, you want to be good to me, you just did it, then I want to be good to you, I don't want you to run to me three times a day, okay?" Mu Yi choked and looked at her puzzled.
"You can have your own life, you can go to play with friends, you can expand your social circle, you don't have to spend all your time with me. ”
"But I just want to stay with you. ”
"I also need to have my own life. Lin Yansheng couldn't help but say everything in his heart,
"I also need to have friends, I also need time to expand my social circle, I can't be with you all the time. ”
"Then I will accompany you and expand your social circle with you. Mu Yi said, his expression like a child about to be left behind,
"Can't we have friends together?"
"Why do you have to mix the lives of the two of us?" Lin Yansheng looked at him helplessly,
"You have your life, I have mine, we all need personal space for each other, we can't mix everything up. Mu Yi seemed to understand her words, he lowered his head in frustration and said, "I know, you are tired of me." ”
"That's not what I meant. Lin Yansheng suddenly felt very tired, she didn't know what to say, sighed, turned around, and said,
"I'm tired, you go back first, I want to sleep for a while. ”
"Yan Sheng. Mu Yi was most afraid of the state in front of her, Lin Yansheng's tone and actions, as if he was an ignorant child, she didn't even want to talk to him,
"I'm not going back. ”
"I want to be alone for a while. Lin Yansheng lay down with his back to him, his head resting on his hands, and stared blankly at the swaying tree tips outside the window.
"I know you're still angry, I'm going to coax you until you're not angry. Mu Yi was at a loss, it was the first time he had encountered this situation, Lin Yansheng had never been angry like this before, it was always fine every few minutes.
"I'm not angry anymore. Lin Yansheng said, she just felt tired.
"If you say you're not angry, then you're still angry. ”
"I'm really not angry. ”
"Don't be angry, you should laugh as you normally would. ”
"What the hell do you want to do?" Lin Yansheng sat up and looked at him with a frown.
"I want to see you laugh, and when you laugh, I'm relieved. Mu Yi winked mischievously at her. Lin Yansheng looked at him in disbelief, wondering how he could still say such a thing at this time.
She stopped talking, stood up and half-pushed and half-pulled him out, and closed the door. Angry and helpless, she sat down at the window and stared blankly at the scene, not knowing what she was thinking.
"Yan Sheng. Mu Yi knocked lightly on the door,
"If you want to be quiet, then you can be quiet, and I'll sit in the living room. If you're not angry, can you come out?" Lin Yansheng didn't speak, his tail note fell, and the room instantly fell silent.
Mu Yi sighed, feeling very at a loss. He had never encountered such a situation, and he regretted it in his heart.
No matter what, he couldn't hurt her, but today, in anger, he actually pinched Lin Yansheng's wrist like that without understanding the facts.
This is not what a manly man should do, he thought to himself, and regretted it more and more.
I don't know how long it took, but the bedroom door was still tightly closed. Mu Yi had nothing to do, so he made the dishes he bought in the morning, he brought the food to the dining table, walked to the bedroom door with some hesitation, knocked on the door, and shouted softly: "Yan Sheng, come out to eat." ”
"I'm not hungry, you can eat. "This time there was a voice coming from inside.
"If you don't eat, I won't eat. Mu Yi said this, when he was like this in the past, Lin Yansheng would always be soft-hearted, and he would put down his temper and obey him.
He subconsciously adopted this method again, hoping that Lin Yansheng would be soft-hearted and obedient to him this time.
His guess was right, and after a few minutes, the bedroom door really opened, and Lin Yansheng walked out of it with a straight face.
Her face softened a little, and she went straight to the table and sat down, picked up the bowl and began to eat. Mu Yi breathed a sigh of relief, sat down across from her, and said with a smile: "I knew that you wouldn't really be angry with me." Lin Yansheng was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly said, "I want to go out for a walk in the past two days." ”
"Let's go, where do you want to go? Mu Yi said with a big grin, and after getting rid of his helplessness, he looked like a lively deer again.
"No, I want to travel. Lin Yansheng said,
"Alone. ”
"Why?" Mu Yi glanced at her in surprise,
"No, I have to go with you. ”
"Your company is so busy, forget it. ”
"I can also take a leave of absence when I'm busy, and my dad is not to the point where he can't work anymore. Lin Yansheng sighed, looked up at him, and said, "I just want to go alone-" Before her words fell, Mu Yi hurriedly said: "No, it's dangerous for you to travel alone as a girl, I see that those news are all girls living alone in a hotel and being robbed or something, where can I rest assured, I have to accompany you." Lin Yansheng is not worried about this, she is going to the city with her college roommates, although the relationship is not very close, but it is also a good friend, she has already contacted them, first go to the city of the roommate to meet, and then the three of them go out to travel together.
"It's not a single person. Lin Yansheng said,
"I got in touch with my college roommates, and I went with them. ”
"There's nothing to lose by bringing me, and there are benefits, I can help you carry your bags, help you pay, and help you plan your route. Mu Yi smiled,
"There are so many benefits! And I haven't been out since I graduated, so I took the opportunity to take a break this time. Lin Yansheng put down the chopsticks, she looked at him with a frown, and said, "I just made an appointment with my friends to go with me this time, and everyone has already discussed where to go, but we can't let go if you go." ”
"Why can't you let it go?"
"If you want to go out, next time I'll go with you, just the two of us. "Where is Mu Yi willing, he is soft and hard, he just wants to go with her.
Lin Yansheng finally got such an opportunity to go out with friends, where would it be so easy to compromise, at the dinner table, the two of them were tense, and the argument was about to quarrel.
"Alright. Lin Yansheng stood up suddenly,
"So be it. ”
"Then do you agree or not?" Mu Yi also stood up and asked anxiously.
"No, I don't. Lin Yansheng turned around and walked towards the bedroom.
"No, you have to say yes today. He took two quick steps and grabbed her wrist. Lin Yansheng was in pain, and instinctively pushed his hand away, it turned out that he was grabbing the wrist that was pinched and painful by him before.
When Mu Yi saw it, he began to regret it again, he hurriedly apologized to her, and wanted to grab her wrist and blow on it, but Lin Yansheng refused.
"Alright, don't make any more trouble. Lin Yansheng frowned and said,
"I don't want to argue with you. ”
"Yan Sheng, I'm really worried about you, I'm not at ease. Mu Yi said with a bitter face,
"Just let me go with you. ”
"Can you not always think about meddling in my life!" Lin Yansheng finally couldn't help it, she raised her voice slightly, and there was some rebuke in her tone.
Mu Yi was stunned, he looked at her blankly, his dark eyes full of surprise. Lin Yansheng looked at him, her chest rose and fell rapidly, she rarely got angry, unless she had to.
"You're always like that, saying you're worried about me, pinching me like a dough in your hands, I need to grow too, I need to go through something alone. Lin Yansheng tried to explain, but in anger, he couldn't help but speak with an element of reproach,
"Why do you keep holding on to me?"
"I'm not holding on to you, I just want to be by your side. Mu Yi was also explaining, but both of them stood on their own standpoints, but they didn't think about each other.
"You can do whatever you want, and I didn't stop you. Lin Yan choked, she looked at Mu Yi for a few seconds, turned around and walked quickly into the bedroom, and slammed the door shut.
Mu Yi looked at the door, his mood was a little complicated, he clenched his fists, and there was nowhere to say the words in his stomach.
He couldn't quarrel with Lin Yansheng, because when it came time to quarrel, Lin Yansheng closed his mouth, gave up talking, and always wanted to be alone.
And this kind of time is the time when he is most mad, because he can't hide anything he wants to say, and he also wants the other party not to hide anything and say it word for word, but Lin Yansheng doesn't seem to want to do this.
He sat down on the couch, looked at the food on the table that he hadn't eaten much, sighed, leaned his head back on the couch, and closed his eyes.
The two of them didn't know how long they had been in this stalemate, but they saw that the sky outside the window was gradually darkening, and the living room was shrouded in darkness, and they couldn't even see things clearly.
Mu Yi got up and turned on the light, poured all the dishes on the table, and brushed the dishes with gloves. He lowered his head, as usual, and couldn't see any expression.
After tidying up the kitchen, he walked out, stood in the doorway for a while, and then returned to the couch and sat down.
Under the orange living room light, he puffed out his mouth slightly, looked down at his phone, and a trace of bangs fell off and hung above his eyes.
He opened his mouth and blew on it, and his bangs floated up and down, and he blew again, like a bored child.
The bedroom door finally opened, Lin Yansheng walked out, she changed into pajamas, and prepared to wash.
When I passed by him, I didn't even look back, and I didn't even look at him. Mu Yi leaned on the armrest of the sofa and watched her movements, frowning slightly, as if she had been wronged and someone had come to coax her.
After Lin Yansheng finished washing, he walked to the study and took a book, and returned to the bedroom, the door was closed again, and the lights inside were even separated from the door.
Mu Yi exhaled, and the whole person slid to lie flat on the sofa. He closed his eyes and was about to fall asleep like this, but the exhaustion of the whole day suddenly came flooding back, and he soon fell asleep.
Perhaps it was the biological clock that was at work, and he woke up early the next morning as soon as it was light. The whole room was quiet, and Lin Yansheng hadn't gotten up yet.
Mu Yi yawned and went to wash up like this, before he brought a few sets of clothes, all of which were placed in the closet in the bedroom.
After washing, he knocked on the door and shouted softly: "Yan Sheng, are you up?" There was a sound of rustling inside, the door was quickly opened, and Lin Yansheng was already dressed and was packing his luggage.
Mu Yi was stunned, and hurriedly said, "You're starting to pack your luggage now?" Then you wait for me, I'll go back and pack it too!" Lin Yansheng looked at him, didn't speak, and continued to pack his luggage.
Mu Yi turned around and ran towards the door, he returned home, stuffed a few clothes into his suitcase, and before he had time to tell his parents, he set foot on the road to Lin Yansheng's house again.
When he got to the door, he knocked on the door a few times, but when no one came to open it, he took out the key. The whole house was quiet, not like someone looked like it, he looked into the bedroom, it was neat and tidy, and Lin Yansheng and her suitcases were no longer in it.
Mu Yi felt depressed, he took out his mobile phone to call Lin Yansheng, and the mobile phone rang twice and was picked up.
Lin Yansheng seemed to be in the car, and she said: "I'll go first, and I'll come back in about a month or two, I want to walk more outside." You take care of yourself, and when I come back, I will definitely accompany you on the trip. ”
"Which airport are you going to?" Mu Yi asked anxiously.
"I'll hang up first, I love you. Lin Yansheng said, and then hung up the phone. Mu Yi stood in the center of the living room, his suitcase in his hand, and he stared blankly at the sunlight shining from the balcony, his heart empty.
It took him a long time to move, put away his phone, and went out with his suitcase. Two days ago, he just stayed in his room in a daze, didn't even go out of the door, and the meal was sent to his room by Aunt He.
Gradually, he seemed to be able to understand what Lin Yansheng said to him, and he could accept it, maybe he was too clingy to her, she was right, no matter how worried he was, no matter how much he wanted to be by her side, she would always have to do something by herself.
Mu Yi looked at the photo of Lin Yansheng on the desk and sighed, he was too afraid of losing her, and she was always like a bird who couldn't figure out what was going on in her heart, he was by his side one second, and he didn't know where she would be in the next second.
But it has reached this point, he must make some changes, otherwise the relationship between them will only become more and more tense, thinking like this, Mu Yi pursed his lips, as if he had made up his mind.
Mu Yukai and Yu Qinling looked at their son's sullen appearance for the past two days, and they were still a little worried, but on the third day, Mu Yi became lively again, as if nothing had happened, they still went to work in the company, and they were more active than before.
He no longer runs to Lin Yansheng's house three times a day, and eats with his parents at noon and at night.
Mu Yukai was very surprised, thinking that he had successfully proposed to Lin Yansheng? Otherwise, according to his son's temperament, I am afraid that Lin Yansheng will not be satisfied ten times a day.
Later, he learned from Lin Shengming that Lin Yansheng had gone on a trip, and then he understood why his son was depressed and why he suddenly had time to eat with them.
Mu Yukai shook his head and told his wife about it, they both felt that it was better for the two of them to get married early, there would not be so many things when they got married, and they could still hold their grandson earlier.
At the dinner table, Mu Yukai told Mu Yi about it again, and he, like many parents, urged his son to get married early.
Mu Yi was also willing, he had food in his mouth, and said vaguely: "Okay, I'll propose to her when she comes back." ”
"This is my good son. Mu Yukai smiled,
"In the past two days, your mother and I have decided which school my grandson will go to in the future, by the way, Qin Ling, let's go to the mall in two days, buy some children's clothes and shoes, and prepare early." ”
"Dad. Mu Yi swallowed a mouthful of food and said,
"It's still early, what are you anxious about? ”
"That is, before the marriage is over, you are thinking about buying clothes for your grandson?" Yu Qinling smiled and glanced at her husband reproachfully.
Mu Yukai was stunned, laughed, and said, "Oh, can't I look forward to it a little?" In the past two months, Mu Yi felt as if he had lost something in his life, and as if he had not lost anything.
He seems to have returned to his college days, and after going to work every day, he went home to video with Lin Yansheng. Sometimes Lin Yansheng went out and couldn't answer his video, and the two of them could only talk on the phone for a short time, but such an elongated distance was indescribably more beautiful than the time when they were glued together every day.
As the date of Lin Yansheng's return approached, Mu Yi gradually looked forward to it, although the days when he didn't meet were a little different, he still preferred Lin Yansheng to be by his side, so that he could reach out and hug her, turn his head and kiss her, such a day is called perfect.
On the day Lin Yansheng arrived home, Mu Yi specially asked his father for leave to pick her up. The city center is a little far from the airport, he drove for more than an hour to arrive, Lin Yansheng was wearing a thick down jacket, a hat on his head, his originally fair face was a little tanned, I don't know where she ran to tan in the winter.
"Yan Sheng!" Mu Yi raised his hand and waved it at her. Lin Yansheng had already seen him, she dragged her suitcase towards him, and as soon as the two of them met, they gave each other a big hug.
Lin Yansheng took off his mask and said with a smile: "I'm finally home." ”
"Luggage for me. Mu Yi kissed her, took the suitcase in her hand, and stuffed it into the trunk.
Lin Yansheng was already sitting in the passenger seat, the heating was on in the car, it was a little hot, she took off her down jacket and said, "It's still warm here for us, and it's cold for the north side." Mu Yi pretended to be angry, puffed out his mouth and said, "Don't take me there." ”
"Next time, or tomorrow, let's go together?" Lin Yansheng was happy in his heart, and couldn't help pinching his face and smiled.
Mu Yi smiled and said, "You just came back, just rest and rest, and I won't toss you first." When you're rested, we'll go out together. He wanted to talk about the honeymoon, but he held back, he wanted to surprise her, he didn't want her to know so soon.
Lin Yansheng didn't know what he was thinking about, she smiled and sorted out the things in her handbag, the two months of travel benefited her a lot, she walked more roads, saw more people and more scenery, so that the inexplicable things that had been blocked in her chest disappeared at a certain moment, at the same time, she seemed to be able to see more things and experience more feelings.
It's a good thing for her and for her hobby, a good thing to be happy about.
But soon, something better awaited her, and she didn't know it yet, only basking in the excitement of opening her mind.