061 Man does not perish for his own sake

Li Baitian's expression was very serious, he was not good at hiding his mood in front of me, I could see that he just wanted to defend the woman named Gu Lan.

Hehe, really good, Li Baitian is worthy of not Li Baitian, he can have a friendship with Miss, and he can be friends with anyone. What am I, I'm just one of his many friends, and if I hadn't known him for a long time, he probably wouldn't have known who I am.

I nodded, "yes, I'm not qualified, and I'm not qualified to say anything about you." As a friend, don't blame me for not reminding you of this sentence, those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black, if Li Baitian is not friends, you are going to kill people and set fires, it has nothing to do with me, and I don't need to talk to you about this nonsense. Sneered, "Heh, but you have so many friends, I don't think there is a shortage of me." ”

"What do you mean!" Li Baitian glared at me again, frowning slightly, looking like he was very fierce.

I wasn't afraid of him at all, and I said, "Okay, when I fart, get out of the way." ”

He blocked the way, so I followed the fierce one, putting on an expression very similar to him, waiting to look at it, viciously a little threatening, "I'll let you get out of the way!"

"Tell me what you mean first, why do you want to break off friendship?"

I didn't fucking say I was going to break up with him, I just felt like I had my share of what I had to say, I couldn't convince him, and I couldn't agree with him, so I didn't want to say it, I wanted him to fuck off.

We can't get angry, and when we quarrel, the louder you roar, the less weight your words have. So I was very calm, and I said word by word, "I'm just asking you to do it yourself, get out of the way, okay?"

Li Baitian also looked at me with that expression of hatred for iron and steel, and said: "You are just too self-centered, you think that everything you think is right, there are not so many black and white things in this world, Zhou Wenxue, you are too well protected, do you know?"

Yes, I just think it's black and white, I think being a man is to stick to principles, to be independent and self-reliant, this is the truth that my mother taught me, and I have lived with these principles over the years, so I haven't encountered any ups and downs. I don't think there's anything wrong at all.

I don't want to fight with Li Baitian anymore, we have different experiences in life, different values, and everyone's values are accumulated over many years. I don't have the confidence to influence Li Baitian to change Li Baitian, so I won't tell you, I won't add blockage to my heart, okay?

I just asked him, "Are you going to let me or not?"

"I won't let you!" Li Baitian played a scoundrel again, and still looked at me like that, as if I wouldn't let you do anything with me.

Hmph, what should I do with you?

I nodded, but I didn't say anything, and told him what I could do with him. I flew directly at Li Baitian, kicked him directly on the shoulder, Li Baitian was so painful that he held his shoulder, I looked at his weak appearance, sneered disdainfully, and strode in the direction of home.

What the hell can I do, I've practiced taekwondo!

I'm in a bad mood today, I'm angry, but I don't feel panicked, and I don't feel any grievances. I think I've figured it out, from the time we met, I knew that Li Baitian and I were people from two worlds, and for so many years, we were entangled, I thought that I could ignore this problem, or the two worlds gradually intersected.

But the real world is in everyone's heart. Because our three views are different, we are still in two worlds.

Then I won't entangle with you, yes, I insist on mine, you insist on yours, you walk your sunny path, I cross my single-plank bridge, we don't interfere with the river water, goodbye!

This is what I wanted to say to Li Baitian in my heart, but after all, I didn't say it. Time is the most heartless farewell, and the naked result is more useful than how many cruel words were put before the result.

It's not that I have to make a clear relationship with Li Baitian, but I'm still a little estranged psychologically. I still live in Li Baitian's house, and if I move out immediately because of this, I think it's quite formalistic.

After all, I've known each other for so many years, just let it be.

So I met again with Li Baitian when I went out, looked at each other, I was not in a hurry, so I directly closed the door, and when I was sure that Li Baitian had taken the elevator and left, I came out by myself.

I don't want to talk to him anymore, and I don't think he wants to talk about it.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and it will be the New Year in another month. This time I plan to go abroad, and I shouldn't be able to go home for the Chinese New Year next year, so I should stay at home for two more days this time.

Before this, I was still chewing books endlessly, and I rarely remembered the quarrel with Li Baitian before, because I didn't have time to think.

Every day when I jog through the city that never sleeps, I can't help but glance at it, just glance at it, and then rush forward.

Li Baitian said that I was too self-centered, and I admit it. Because I have believed in a saying since I was a child, "Man does not destroy heaven and earth for his own sake".

The meaning of this sentence is ambiguous in everyone's understanding, and it has been misinterpreted to mean that if a person is selfish, even heaven and earth will destroy him. But in fact, philosophically speaking, "selfishness" should be changed to "self-improvement and self-reliance", that is, if a person does not cultivate himself and become self-reliant, God will condemn him, and people's hearts will have no way out.

I'm self-centered, but I'm never the kind of person who satisfies myself at the cost of hurting others. But it's true that I don't like to think about other people's feelings, I always think that people have to name themselves before they have the ability to think about others, yes, that's my shortcoming.

It's just that I still don't realize it now.

Yuan Ze's club, at the end of the year, paid single arena competition, each player, including foreign aid, will conduct a single quality competition, and the first place can win the year-end grand prize, Bali double tour.

Why don't you want it if it's cheap, of course Yuan Ze participated, and invited me to watch it on the day of the competition. Wang Meili went on a date, so I went by myself, and Yuan Ze arranged a better position for me, just in the upper right corner of the field, because in this position, he could easily see me when he shot.

The relationship between the two of us is very close now, very intimate, but it is not a friend, a little more than a friend, but it is far from the point of a certain relationship.

I sat with Yuan Ze's coat in my arms, and Yuan Ze sat next to me, watching his teammates shoot, patiently explaining the rules of the game and shooting skills to me.

I said, "I used to play electric when I was playing electric and I can score 100 points." ”

Yuan Ze said, "That one is too pediatric, I play with that, and I can explode the machine." ”

"Hmph, I don't believe it. "I doubt it.

He said, "Then let's go and compare another day." ”

"Okay. ”

When it was Yuan Ze's turn to play, he turned his face sideways to me, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and asked me to kiss him on the face. I don't want to, I said, "What." ”

He said, "COME ON A GODDESS BUFF." ”

I laughed and gave him a shallow kiss on the cheek, and he turned to me with a contented smile and skipped the front seat and walked a few steps to the venue.

Take a ball, shoot it casually, and the basketball seems to be very obedient around him. One of them was tall, and the ball was very small, but when I was holding the basketball, I thought it was so big.

I like to see the way men look when they are focused, so I also like to see Yuan Ze staring at the basket, his body doesn't need to have too many superfluous movements, it seems that he only tiptoes slightly, and everything is smooth.

When the basketball passes through the frame, even the viewers feel in a good mood.

Yuan Ze won, he said it was because of my goddess BUFF, I said, "Then how can you thank me?"

"What do you say?"

I smiled and joked, "The prize is mine?"

Yuan Ze looked at me and smiled at the corner of his mouth, "Okay." ”

"Really," my eyes flashed, and I continued to joke, "Then I'll go with Wang Meili?"

Yuan Ze then smiled, "Okay." ”

I also laughed, "Okay, if I don't rob you, I won't go with Wang Meili, she is so poor." ”

Yuan Ze still laughed.

In another blink of an eye, it's my birthday, because I'm going abroad, and my current friends will definitely not be able to accompany me on next year's birthday. With Wang Meili here, she had to be lively, so she had to be lively.

But it's not very lively, there are only four people in total, Wang Meili and his new guy, and I and Yuan Ze.

In fact, on a birthday, there are no special tricks, isn't it just eating, singing, drinking wine, I really thought, which day is not a birthday. And it's obviously my birthday, why do I feel like a supporting role, because Wang Meili and her current boyfriend are also sweet, so sweet that we are all uncomfortable.

In the KTV box, Yuan Ze and I sat awkwardly, Wang Meili and her boyfriend Zhang Luo cut the cake, poured wine, and sang. I don't think it's anything to do with me.

Yuan Ze asked me, "How long has Wang Meili been with this young man?"

I looked cold, "For a week?"

He laughed, Yan Er's new love is really enviable, but it is also pale, because under the sweet appearance, there is not much deep affection. Because you are not confident enough, you will make the appearance better, of course, it is not excluded that some people have been married to you for a lifetime, and they are still like their first love.

A song is playing on the screen, Faye Wong's "Red Beans".

The last sentence, "When the scenery is seen through, maybe you will accompany me to see the fine water and the long stream......"

This sentence inexplicably reminded me of Li Baitian, and then said Cao Cao Cao arrived, and Li Baitian called me. I picked it up, remembering that we hadn't spoken seriously since we had a quarrel, but today is my birthday, so I won't continue to argue with him.

Li Baitian said, "KTV?"

Me: "Hmm. ”

He smiled a little, "Where's your birthday?"

"Hey, Wang Meimei's game, it's not interesting. ”

"Which one?" asked Li Baitian, pretending to be indifferent, I guess he just wanted to come.

At this time, Wang Meili glanced at me, "Who are you calling?" Before I could answer, Wang Meili snatched the mobile phone in my hand, "Hey, oh, Li Baitian, we are playing, Yuan Ze is also there, you don't need to use it when you have enough people, busy people, alas, bye bye!"