16. Past and Future
"Thrown away?" Xiao Shaofeng's voice suddenly raised, and without looking back, I could imagine him gritting his teeth.
Adjust his breathing, smile, and say, "Well, it's been a few years, and it's not a luxury, and the paint has fallen off, so ...... Thrown. ”
"Oh. Xiao Shaofeng's voice was faint and said, "That's okay, I'll go back first." ”
I nodded, my voice stuck in my throat.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, I nervously turned around, and in the empty room, only me and Dumb Bao were left. It followed my gaze to the door, then lowered its head again.
I petted its little head and said, "Daddy is gone, Mommy is ...... With you. ”
I took off my hated high heels, lay on the bed, glanced at the lighter on the table, and felt an indescribable feeling in my heart. I don't like to wear high heels, but the first time I wore them was because of the owner of the lighter.
I didn't wait for Xiao Shaofeng to come to class that day, and I was a little disappointed. As soon as I totaled with Xue'er, according to her meaning, put a long line to catch big fish, let's do a good job of the mass foundation first, and the opposite sex will come up, I'm afraid that he won't know Yang Xiaofei?
After thinking about it, I still didn't control myself, and when I was studying at night, I sent a text message to Xiao Shaofeng.
The content of the text message is very simple, it is still about writing homework. According to my idea, let's send a message to the past, and the other party will definitely reply immediately, so I waited and waited until noon the next day before he sent a few words.
Of course, he wouldn't know that I wore those high heels until the lights went out in order to be able to get out of the dorm room all the time.
It's always a disgusting behavior to post too upside down.
Realizing this, I didn't bother him after that. But one afternoon when we weren't in touch, Xiao Shaofeng suddenly called me and asked if I had time.
I happily read the class schedule, skipped two classes in the afternoon, and went to the place agreed with Xiao Shaofeng.
I didn't know how to put on makeup, so I had to ask my roommates to help me get dressed, and I was busy working for more than two before I went out.
How will Xiao Shaofeng react when he sees me? The big fat man has become a little thin man, will he think that I have become a beautiful woman like other boys?
Besides, he suddenly asked me out for dinner, did he feel sorry because he was too late to reply to the last text message?
I'm ready for everything, from my appearance to my words, I think I'm fully prepared.
When I arrived at the door of the hotel, I called Xiao Shaofeng and saw him walking out of the hotel, dressed in white, as if he was dreaming.
Xiao Shaofeng took me to eat French food, and there were snails on the table, and at that time, I was too scared to swallow.
We just chatted casually about school, and after half an hour of eating, we didn't hear him say a word about me. Finally, the waiter served the dessert, Xiao Shaofeng handed me a spoon and said, "Don't scruple, eat happily." ”
I looked at him with a smile and felt like I was really Cinderella from a fairy tale.
Come to think of it, I was so stupid at that time, I didn't hold hands, I didn't kiss, and everything that happened to couples was not at all. I fantasized about my fairy tales and got home.
Halfway through the dessert, Xiao Shaofeng suddenly opened his mouth and said, "Yang Xiaofei, I heard that Zhang Xue, the school flower of S University, are you quite familiar with her?"
In other words, as soon as the other party speaks, I can immediately sniff out the meaning of the words, but I was too slow to react at the time, and I still praised my best friend.
After the meal, Xiao Shaofeng looked at me with an embarrassed face and asked, "Yang Xiaofei, look, is it inconvenient for me to give me your best friend's phone?"
I'll be stupid and give it.
Many times, when I wake up from a dream, I ask myself the same question, if you go back in time, would you still give this phone number?
In the past three years, because of unwillingness and cowardice, I have given myself a negative answer. Until now, I was suddenly relieved, because I understood that even if I didn't give this call, with Xiao Shaofeng's personality, I would know it from other people.
Xue'er has been abroad for more than a year, and Xiao Shaofeng has taken me crazy. Eating big meals, playing golf, learning to swim, and going to nightclubs, as long as he Xiao Shaofeng plays, he basically hasn't forgotten me.
I think it's worth it. After all, people didn't treat me badly, although these enjoyments were based on the connection between me and Cher.
At the beginning, Xue'er said to leave, Xiao Shaofeng was languishing for a while, I called Xue'er and told him Xiao Shaofeng's situation, Xue'er told me calmly, it's okay, I know his self-healing ability, it should be mine, and I can't run away.
One of the most common things that Cher said is that men are like clothes, if they can't work, we will change them.
Xiao Shaofeng didn't know, so he kept waiting.
During that time, Xiao Shaofeng would call me in all his spare time, and I should be grateful to fate for giving me the opportunity to be by his side when he was most helpless.
But I also understand that between us, there can only be righteousness between buddies.
I thought that this kind of righteousness could last until his wedding to Cher, but who would have expected that to happen. Fate makes people, why should I give hope when I see the reality clearly.
Or rather, I haven't seen through the past.