Chapter 25: I Only Hate Myself (Ask for Collection Recommendation)
As night falls, the lights come on.
"Lin Xi, thank you for your company these past few days. The company is calling today, and I have something to do over there, so I have to go back to Seoul tomorrow. At night, it was the same street again, and Kim Tae-yeon looked at Lin Xi opposite with a smile. After saying that, he said with some unfinished words, "Actually, these few days can be regarded as the most enjoyable days I have had in the past two years." Now I finally understand why Krystal has become so cold and arrogant after you left her. Get used to your gentleness, and after losing it, you'll really go crazy. So, I'm going to have to leave before I can get away now. ”
Lin Xi smiled, Kim Taeyeon's words made him the happiest. Because, her happiness is his happiness. At the same time, he also said with some emotion, "Well, it's okay." Actually, I have something to say tonight, what I didn't expect, our business, is so the same. ”
Yes, the same thing, but not in the same direction. It's also time, and the handover line of life should be over. Now, it's time to get back to your own lives.
"What do you mean?" Kim Taeyeon glanced at Lin Xi curiously, and after seeing the smile on Lin Xi's face, he was in a trance.
"What I want to say is that tomorrow it's time to go back to Seoul as well. No, I should say so, it's time to go home. Before I knew it, I had been in South Korea for almost a month, and it was time to leave. After Lin Xi glanced at Kim Taeyeon lightly, he quickly turned his eyes away, looked at the starry sky above his head, and said with a smile.
Maybe it's the past few days of playing together that made Kim Tae-yeon forget her identity as a tourist in Linxi. Now being mentioned so suddenly made Kim Taeyeon a little stunned. Then, in a tone of uncertainty he asked, "Isn't it time for you to come?" ”
"Yes, it's a few days, but it's too short. I didn't really like the rush of the journey, so I didn't plan to move on to the next destination. He raised his hands above his head, shielding himself from the stars, and closed one eye. Look at the starry sky again with your other eye. The starry sky is still the same, but the scenery in the eyes seems to be missing the figure of the girl.
Kim Taeyeon didn't know what kind of tone to use this time, what kind of words to say. Until the end, Lin Xi's farewell, she was stunned in place, watching Lin Xi's departure. Then he frowned and turned back. On the way, looking at the path under his feet, his mouth was kept tightly pursed.
The next morning, after saying goodbye to the hostel's grandmother, Linxi packed his backpack and prepared to walk to Jeonju bus station, and then take a car to Seoul.
However, when Lin Xi had just walked out of the alley from the hotel, he saw the car that made him feel the urge to smash the car. That's right, it's the Mercedes-Benz convertible sports car, although sitting on it is the idol he used to like very much. Sure enough, after seeing Lin Xi's appearance, Kim Taeyeon in the car immediately smiled and said, "Good morning, I forgot to tell you last night, anyway, I went to Seoul, you can take my car." ”
"Oh, good morning. After Lin Xi's greeting, he glanced at the car, and immediately resisted, "Taeyeon, absolutely, I will never take your car." You'd better go by yourself, I'll take the car. ”
And Kim Tae-yeon, who heard Lin Xi's answer, her face suddenly darkened. Originally, the past few days of getting along had made her treat Lin Xi as a good friend, but now Lin Xi said this. But it made her think about it all of a sudden, this person used to be her own fans, once, before it was exposed. For a while, some of the troubles that the relationship brought to her had almost sorted out her thoughts in the past few days, and it became a little messy again. Lin Xi, who was standing outside, also saw Kim Taeyeon's face, gritted his teeth, just die, and then opened the car door under Kim Tae-yeon's surprised eyes and sat in the position that he hated the most.
"Huh?" Kim Tae-yeon's surprised eyes didn't diminish at all when she saw Lin Xi get into the car.
"Look, I sat on it for the sake of your mood. This sentence shows that Lin Xi's resentment is indeed very heavy.
However, Kim Taeyeon still smiled, this sentence doesn't mean that Lin Xi still cares about himself very much. Although he said that he was a former fan, he didn't look like it in action. And when he was laughing, he was also thanking Lin Xi, "Yes, thank you for thinking about me." Otherwise, I don't know how boring it will be along the way, thank you. ”
After that, I started the car and set off towards Seoul.
Along the way, Lin Xi didn't speak, just sat quietly in his position, looking at the vehicles and scenery outside. And Kim Taeyeon, who was driving the car, kept noticing Lin Xi's expression. In the end, she couldn't help it, and asked, "Lin Xi, you really hate it so much, do I have a boyfriend?"
"Don't hate it, it's good if he died. When he said this, Lin Xi's expression was still very calm.
But Kim Taeyeon was a little angry, and her little hands trembled, "Ah, how can you talk like that." ”
"Why, you asked me. Then I answered the answer you didn't want to hear, so are you going to scold me?" Lin Xi turned his head this time and stared straight into Kim Taeyeon's eyes, without dodging or trembling.
"But you can't say that. It's too annoying, isn't it too much to curse people like this?" Kim Tae-yeon said this, her tone was also very heavy, especially at the end, she was about to bite people.
"Then forget it, just say it, that's what I mean anyway. And I don't know if I'll come to Korea again after I return to China this time, and if I say it, we may not meet again in the future. If you don't want to hear it, I won't say it. Lin Xi turned his head outside again and said this faint word in a light tone.
Kim Taeyeon, who was still very angry, was suddenly extinguished by this passage, looking at the somewhat quiet figure next to him, the gentleness under the quiet temperament. He sighed softly, and then said softly, "Since you hate me so much for having a boyfriend, how much do you hate me?"
This time, Lin Xi did not answer. Just quietly looking out the window at the scenery, really and quietly. But Kim Taeyeon didn't like the quietness, and asked, "Lin Xi, do you really hate me so much?"
At this time, Kim Taeyeon didn't even notice. Why do you care so much about someone you've just known for a few days? Although, in the previous month, it can also be regarded as acquaintance. But the time to really understand, and to be familiar with, is in these few short days. And in the past few days, Kim Taeyeon has finally understood the gentleness that has always been heard from others, or once only appeared on TV.
Really, very warm and sweet. So much so that Kim Taeyeon didn't notice the length of time the two had known each other and the difference in identity.
"I don't hate it, I just hate myself. Hate yourself, why can't you snatch you to me. Looking out the window, Lin Xi's voice hit Kim Taeyeon's heart directly in the early morning, like a bell that penetrated into his heart.
He turned his head sharply and stared at Lin Xi, who said this. Kim Taeyeon suddenly found that this person was a little strange. For the rest of the journey, neither of them spoke again, perhaps in their hearts, thinking about something. It wasn't until he reached the outskirts of Seoul that Lin Xi spoke, "Just put me down in front, and if you go in again, it's not good to be discovered." ”
"Oh. Kim Taeyeon didn't react in any particular way this time, nodded, and then stopped the car at an intersection in front of her. And Lin Xi also picked up the backpack under his feet and nodded to Kim Taeyeon next to him, "Then, thank you, goodbye." ”
"Goodbye. Before Kim Taeyeon could say goodbye, Lin Xi had already stepped out of the car. Looking at the back of the backpack leaving outside, Kim Taeyeon's heart, mind, and ears kept ringing Lin Xi's words just now, 'I don't hate it, I just hate myself.' Hate yourself, why can't you snatch you to me. ’
And when she pulled out of the thinking of this sentence, Lin Xi's figure had already disappeared on the side of the street. Looking at the empty streets, Kim Taeyeon suddenly felt that her heart was empty all of a sudden.
"What, don't you explain it to me when you say something like this?" Kim Taeyeon suddenly started the car and drove towards the intersection in front of her, intending to ask Lin Xi what he meant by that sentence. However, when she turned around twice, she didn't find Lin Xi's figure. It seems that it has already left. The undead Kim Taeyeon took out the phone, and with the memory capacity of her little head, she searched hard for Lin Xi's only number that had called her. With that vague memory, Kim Taeyeon was lucky enough to find the number. But when she dialed over, she got a piece of news that made her a little angry, that is, the phone was turned off.
In fact, this shutdown was shut down as early as the day after Lin Xi left S&M. I don't know for what purpose, that's it anyway. In the past few days, the meeting with Kim Taeyeon was all waiting on the street in the morning, so there was no phone contact, and it was like this.
So much so that when the current Kim Taeyeon found out about this situation, she was so angry that she threw her mobile phone on the co-pilot on the side. Then he glanced at the empty street a few times, stepped on the accelerator, and went to the company. As for Lin Xi, who is now sitting in a taxi to the airport, looking at the rapid flashing scenery of Seoul, he said quietly in his heart.
'Goodbye, Seoul, goodbye, kitten, goodbye, Kim Taeyeon, goodbye, one qiē here. ”
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