069 First come, first served

Li Baitian is not Yuan Ze, Yuan Ze discussed with you before doing things, Li Baitian said it.

Before I could react, he suddenly leaned closer to me, grabbed my face and gnawed it. It came very quickly, and it can be summed up in one word - confused.

Li Baitian kissed me very confused, he is not a kiss, he is biting. Kissing Yuan Ze, he took the initiative to put his tongue into my mouth to test it, and waited patiently for a response. Li Baitian tricked your tongue out, and as soon as he showed his head, he used his mouth to suck his tongue into his mouth, and it hurt me very much.

Because it hurts, I push him. He put my tongue down, but his lips didn't leave, I had closed my whole mouth tightly, no one liked the feeling of being kissed, and the first reaction was resistance. Li Baitian sucked my lips and forced me to open my mouth again.

This feeling of being forced made me push him away even harder, and the moment I pushed away, he opened his eyes that had been closed and looked at me with a blank gaze.

Maybe feelings really pay attention to first-come, first-come, first-come, but feelings can also be cut in line, Li Baitian was cut in line by Yuan Ze. Since I didn't push the previous one away, as a girl who still loves herself, I must push the next one.

I pushed Li Baitian away, almost without even thinking about it.

I looked into his gaze with sternness and incomprehension, as if to reproach him for doing something he shouldn't have done. The skin of my mouth hurts, and the base of my tongue hurts, and I don't even know how to speak.

Li Baitian's lips were open, he blinked his eyes a few times, and suddenly changed a playful expression, he smiled, smiled a little exaggeratedly, put on a posture as natural as possible, and said: "It's a joke, I see that you're scared." ”

My heart was beating suddenly, and I felt that I must be stupid in front of Li Baitian now, but I really couldn't speak.

Li Baitian will relieve the siege, "You didn't close the door just now, don't enter the thief, go back quickly." ”

As he spoke, he pushed me out of his door, and I was really pushed out, and now I'm a little incapacitated and don't know what to do.

I felt that I hadn't said anything clearly, but Li Baitian had already closed his door.

Just now I was just going to come over to help him deliver something, so I didn't close the door and didn't take the key, and the reason why Li Baitian blasted me out is reasonable.

I stood in the doorway and glanced at the mirror on his door. Normally, there is a light inside, and a little bit of it can be shot out from the door mirror. But what I saw now was that the mirror was dark, as if it had been blocked by something.

In fact, after closing the door, Li Baitian did not enter the room, but just leaned his back against the door reflexively, with a bitter and chuckle on his face. Blocking the door mirror was his hair.

But I couldn't think so much through a dark door mirror, so I pushed open my door and walked in.

I sat on the couch with the tapestries I bought for home, and I felt tightness in my chest, I felt breathless, and I felt that the inextricable threads in my head were going to torture me to death.

The base of my tongue still hurts, and my fingers touch my lips, and I pinch my lips as I think about the kiss I had just had.

It's not a heartbeat, it's a heart that's going to be empty. Normally, our hearts occupy that space, beating one by one, and when we encounter stimulation, we beat a little more intensely, and the beat is a little messy. And now my feeling is that my heart has suddenly shrunk, and the space has become very large, and my heart is beating wildly, and I can't touch it at all, and that feeling of emptiness is about to explode.

Although no one is looking, my expression must be ugly now, I frown, I am melancholy.

Was it just a joke, was it really just a joke? Why would he make such a joke, this joke is not funny at all. What he wanted to do.

I used to really think that I had completely let go of Li Baitian and let go in the world of feelings. That's right, letting go doesn't mean forgetting, so I dug a deep, deep pit and buried him where I couldn't see it. With just one shovel, Li Baitian dug out the heart that was beating for him with this shovel.

What does he want to do, he, does he want to see me live peacefully?

I was mad and put on the posture of a beautiful little daughter that I usually can't see. I sat on the couch by myself, shaking my head, waving my little fists, and giving a helpless hum.

I hate myself for not being angry.

After humming for two seconds, I stopped, patted the blanket in my arms, patted it and said, "It's not a shame, why are you so entangled, it's not like you want to sleep today, it's not like you're going to get up and clean up tomorrow, it's not like you're going home the day after tomorrow, and it's not like you're going to have nothing to do!"

After talking to myself, I woke up. Stand up and pack these things and get ready to go home for the New Year.

I tried my best to control it, don't think about Li Baitian, don't think about Li Baitian, I might as well think about Yuan Ze more if I think about Li Baitian, Yuan Ze and I are on the same path, and we have ...... Now the one in front of the queue is Yuan Ze, I should give priority to Yuan Ze, not Li Baitian or Li Baitian!

After the work was done, I looked at the tidy home, took a deep breath, and sure enough, the home was refreshed, the spirit was refreshed, and I went to sleep.

When I got up, Wang Meili was off work today, because we had discussed that before I left, we had to clean up the house. Cleaning involves a lot of difficult things, such as cleaning glass.

Wang Meili can't think of Li Baitian for good things, this kind of thing that needs to play with his life, the first thing to worry about is Li Baitian. Wang Meili went to smash Li Baitian's door, Li Baitian was not at home, returned disappointed, and called her boyfriend, who said that he would not serve at work.

I said, "Forget it, just wipe the inside." ”

Wang Meili dialed the phone again, put her finger on her lips and told me to "shhh".

With a smile, Wang Meili said to the other side, "Yuan Ze, do you have time? Come and do me a favor? It's not a big favor, just clean up, hey, I'll keep the job for you." Bye-bye!"

After hanging up the phone, Wang Meili looked at me proudly and said, "You still have a big face, hey!"

Before Yuan Ze came, Wang Meili and I were working, and Wang Meili was not hypocritical, competing to do more difficult work, such as wiping the lampshade.

I'm just a transfer, and it's short. Wang Meili stood on the chair, and I supported her and cushioned her feet, "It's not enough." ”

"Oops down!"

Wang Meili came down then, she was short and couldn't help it. So I stood up, but the foot was a shift, Wang Meili couldn't hold it steady, and as soon as I went up, the swivel chair swayed.

This feeling, in a trance, reminds me of the past when Li Baitian and I changed light bulbs, and he always hugged me below. But after hugging for a while, I got tired, and when I was tired, my hands shook, and I just held the light bulb on it and shook it.

In a trance, as if he was still holding me.

"Wang Meili, Li Baitian kissed me yesterday. I couldn't help but say.

Wang Meili was stunned, "Ah, how did you kiss?"

"It's so dear. "I spoke in a low tone.

Wang Meili looked up at me, "What do you want?"

I rubbed the lampshade on my hand and nonchalantly, "Nothing." ”

"It's nothing, you have Yuan Ze. ”

Wang Meimei's words made my heart sink again, yes, I have Yuan Ze, I shouldn't be so greedy, and I still want Li Baitian. Maybe it's just because what I can't get is the best, that I can't help but think about Li Baitian.

It's like Wang Meili, she dumped her friends by herself, and it is not the same thing as dumping her, every time she throws it off, she feels disgusted, and it is always easy for people to see the unwillingness on her face when she gets rid of her.

I can't be so greedy.

Got down from the chair, Yuan Ze had already arrived, Wang Meili opened the door and let him in, Yuan Ze looked at me with a smile, a warm look.

There is a saying, "Take pity on the person in front of you", I was bored, do I need to say? It is definitely the person in front of me who is more deterrent, as long as Yuan Zeyi stands in front of me, what I see with my eyes is him, and I think he is good anywhere.

I also smiled at Yuan Ze, and the smile I showed was a little sweet. Between this man and woman, of course, it is a normal man and a normal woman, what has happened and what has not happened, and the feeling of getting along with each other is definitely different.

It happens, and there will be a kind of intimacy, a feeling of special and special intimacy.

Wang Meili didn't even let Yuan Ze drink her saliva, and directly threw a rag for Yuan Ze to wipe the glass. Squatting next to the window, Yuan Ze has long arms and legs, but he doesn't have to run outside to stage Spider-Man, our more than ten floors are quite scary.

But half of his body was exposed, and I watched it inside, looking at his side face through the glass, and I couldn't help but sigh in my heart, a good man at home.

The most terrifying thing is that Wang Meili looked at Yuan Ze's posture and suddenly said to me, "How about you kick him down now?"

My heart jumped.

In the past, when we went to school, we stood outside the window and cleaned the glass, which was a dangerous job that no one had ever done. At that time, I didn't feel much scared, young and fearless.

When Wang Meili said this, I felt my heart jumping, and I looked at Yuan Ze, as if he would fall down at the next glance.

"Alright, don't wipe it. "I suddenly opened my mouth very queenly.

Yuan Ze put his head back and squatted by the window, "What's the matter, it's over soon." ”

"Don't wipe it, come down. ”

Yuan Ze was going to finish it and come down again, and I showed a little fierceness to him for the first time, "Did you hear that!"

Yuan Ze came down then, and Wang Meili said beside him, "Yo yo, this is the rhythm of his wife's house, Yuan Ze, you can't do it." ”

My mood became very bad because of Wang Meili's two words, sitting on the sofa, Yuan Ze sat next to me, his body facing me, "What's wrong?"

I shook my head, not wanting to say anything. Wang Meili said that she went out to buy things and walked away with interest.

I still sit with my head bowed, and my mind has been very heavy and complicated since Li Baitian harassed me yesterday. Yuan Ze looked at me, naturally reached out and hugged me into his arms, his chin was against my hair, and his jaw moved when he spoke, "Do you miss me?"