Chapter 879: Redemption
When Gu Fan returned to the Immortal Doctor Palace, it was already midnight.
In an eventful season, the only thing that can make Gu Fan relax and unwind, in addition to the joy with Mo Lei and Lin Hanying, is to hug Xuanxuan, this little guy is really cute, holding her can always make people feel like water.
Unconsciously, Gu Fan hugged Xuanxuan, and the ghost sent him to the attic where Xin Lu was.
Looking from afar in the corner, Gu Fan found that Xin Lu was still standing in a daze on the pavilion as always, with empty eyes.
Thinking of her indifference, Gu Fan was not prepared to go over to talk about himself, but before leaving, Xuanxuan had a few sudden cries, which disturbed Xin Lu.
The eyes met each other in the distance, as if the air had stopped circulating.
Meeting Xin Lu's cold and piercing eyes, Gu Fan didn't know what to say, and wanted to leave, but he suddenly found that Xin Lu's gaze shifted to Xuanxuan's body, and inexplicably softened a little.
"Do you want to hug her? Gu Fan asked.
Xin Lu didn't answer, but the softness that had never been felt in recent times let Gu Fan know what she was thinking.
Women, there will always be a moment when maternal love overflows.
Soon, Gu Fan ascended the pavilion and handed Xuanxuan to Xin Lu without saying a word.
Xin Lu took the child and asked lightly, "Aren't you afraid that I will threaten you with her." ”
Gu Fan laughed and said: "Even if you hate me again, you won't have bad thoughts on a child, what's more, you are not my enemy, and you don't have that chance to move her." ”
Xin Lu looked at the infant child and didn't bother Gu Fan anymore.
It is also strange to say that in the arms of such an indifferent woman, Xuanxuan not only did not feel afraid, but showed an innocent smile.
This innocent smile melted De Xinlu's heart.
"Thank you this time, if it weren't for your reminder, I wouldn't have thought of such a compromise, and tonight went well. Gu Fanwu laughed to himself.
"I don't know what you're talking about. Xin Lu said indifferently.
"I can't hide it from you, and you can't hide it from me either, in essence, we are the same kind of people. Gu Fan said with a smile.
Sometimes Xin Lu really thinks about how there is a man in this world who makes herself so admired, his words and deeds, every move, elegant and masculine, and extremely smart, is completely the best object he has ever fantasized about before.
As fate would have it, the perfect man in fantasy appeared, but he came with such an identity and position, I have to say that creation makes people, where does it come from in this world.
Soon, Xin Lu skimmed away these messy thoughts, and said lightly: "I'm not for you, even if I want to thank you, it's not up to you, don't be sentimental there, I have already said before, if you come over again, you have to be ready to let me kill, but now it seems that you don't mean that." ”
"Why bother. Gu Fan smiled bitterly.
"Get out. Xin Lu suddenly reprimanded.
Gu Fan was indifferent.
"I told you to get out of the way, can't you hear?" Xin Lu's face was full of hatred, and she flipped her palm and slammed it over on the spot.
Gu Fan turned sideways, easily dodged this palm, immediately grabbed her wrist, pulled it into his arms fiercely, looked down at Xin Lu in his arms, his voice was full of magnetism, "Love and hate, but in a thought, life is short, don't embarrass yourself anymore, be obedient, okay." ”
"Let go of me, let go!" Xin Lu struggled violently and couldn't get it, and said angrily: "If you don't get out, I'll throw the child down." ”
Hearing this, Gu Fan immediately snatched Xuanxuan, gently placed it on the side, and then picked Xin Lu up by the waist and walked slowly into the house.
"What do you want to do?" Xin Lu shouted in panic as she continued to struggle.
"Your heart will tell you the answer. ”
Gu Fan grinned, and after entering the house, he gently hooked the door with his foot, and walked towards the soft bed step by step.
Ignoring Xin Lu's frantic struggle, Gu Fan struggled with his ears and temples, "I said, your mind can't hide from me, what you need is to break the shackles of that shackle, since you can't do it, then, I'll help you." ”
"No, don't, don't touch me!" Xin Lu grabbed Gu Fan's back fiercely, causing his clothes to tear instantly, and there were more blood marks on his back.
This is the most special night in Xin Lu's life, her heart has experienced countless turns, but in the end, as Gu Fan said, she can't hide from Gu Fan, under the domineering and tender offensive, she finally lost herself.
It wasn't until the clouds cleared that the sense of hatred and shame in Xin Lu's heart came up again.
She has only had intimate contact with Gu Fan in her life, and this is the second time, but it makes her heart so complicated that it can't be overcome, and the tears gushing out of her eyes are remorse for not compromising with her own strength.
Yes, it is not so much that Gu Fan is strong, but that it is a self-exile of hers, because if she is really willing to resist endlessly, with Gu Fan's character, she will not use force to the end.
Love and hate are intertwined, and they are revealed in Xin Lu's tears.
She wore an overcoat and sat at the foot of the bed, her messy hair and red eyes took away the coldness of her usual days, but it only increased a point of regret and self-spurning.
Gu Fan found out that he was wrong, he overestimated his own ability.
I thought that this time would definitely be able to resolve the estrangement in Xin Lu's heart, but I didn't expect that it was only a happy process, and after it ended, it made Xin Lu even more depressed.
The legendary one-shot enmity is not applicable to all women, Gu Fan can only know that her subconscious is not rejecting herself, but the strong sense of hatred reminds her all the time that she can't do anything.
"Are you in pain. Gu Fan asked in a deep voice.
"I beg you, since you don't want to die in my hands, don't break into my life again, can you let me go!" Xin Lu was a little out of control, crying bitterly.
"If I disappear into your life, can I make you recover, stop deceiving yourself, if this is really useful, I will definitely not appear here selfishly, you want only one result, that is, you and I both go to Huangquan together. Gu Fan took a deep breath and sighed: "I didn't underestimate your love for me, but I underestimated your hatred for me. ”
Xin Lu desperately covered her ears and shook her head, crying: "You kill me, I really can't stand it, since you are destined to die, then I die, unlock the ban on me, let me die!"
She had already wanted to commit suicide more than once or twice, but with the prohibition set by Gu Fan, she couldn't die no matter what.
To be honest, Gu Fan was very uncomfortable looking at her like this, and he even thought about whether letting the other party die was the real relief?
But after all, he vetoed it, because he believed that sincerity was the golden stone, and now he didn't have any interest in Xin Lu, but simply wanted to redeem her and compensate her.
"Try to accept, maybe your life will open a new door, just like just now, exile yourself, think about whether you are happy just now. ”
"In life, no matter what you do, isn't it all for the pursuit of happiness, whether it is power or money, it is all for the pleasure of your life. ”
Putting down these words, Gu Fan slowly walked out, hugged Xuanxuan, and flew away from the bamboo building.
And these words echoed endlessly in Xin Lu's mind.
She began to ask herself, was she just happy?
At this moment, she couldn't deceive herself, happy, really happy, probably the most relaxed and pleasant night in this while.
But what about happiness, can it last forever?
Every night, she is in a daze on the pavilion outside, because every night, the scene of the corpses of the Feihemen people on the ground will appear in her mind, how can she forgive a person who destroyed her own door!
Theoretically, Gu Fan is not wrong to do that, after all, if he does not destroy Feihemen, then he is the object of destruction, and the redemption he is doing to Xin Lu is completely out of willingness, not thinking that he has really done wrong.
It's a pity that the current Xin Lu is very paranoid and can't understand Gu Fan's good intentions at all, she just wants to kill Gu Fan and then commit suicide, as if this is the only way.
At this moment, Xin Lu and Gu Fan didn't know that the next time the two met, it would be such wind and rain, cholera, and enmity, and there would be a final end.
No one knows whether there will be a rainbow after the storm and cholera.