Chapter 192 of the first chapter I don't hate you, I just blame you!

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In the car, Jes looked at his sister who was driving the car with an indifferent face, and Meiyu has not been able to stretch out since he came out of the coffee shop. However, Jes's private CA didn't know if it was a mental feeling, and there was a thought that this time the situation might not be the same as before. Therefore, she did not take the lead in asking anything, or arguing with Krystal about what she had just said to herself.

Along the way, the silent atmosphere in the carriage was comparable to the thunderstorm-like black clouds, heavy, dull, and even the uneasy atmosphere was about to solidify into substance.

I don't know how long later, Krystal, who was driving the car, suddenly drove into a meadow on the side of the road, and not far in front of the meadow was the former name of Seoul, the Han River.

The car stopped, but Krystal did not speak, but looked at the Han River in front of him with a pair of cold and slightly confused eyes, silent. And Jes, who was sitting next to her, kept looking at her sister with a sideways face, and she wanted to speak, but she didn't know where to start.

After half a ring, Krystal, who had been silent all the time he had been coming out of the coffee shop, finally spoke. The first sentence made Jes's eyes widen, "He's with Kim Taeyeon." ”

Surprised, why not. The question of who Kim Taeyeon is naturally familiar in the eyes of JES Private Ca, who has been on the same team and company as Kim Taeyeon for more than 10 years. But it is precisely because of familiarity that when he heard Krystal's words, Jes's private ca showed such a shocked face.

"Su-jing, are you sure Taeyeon she, isn't she dating another person, how can she be with"

As soon as he said that, Jes thought of a trick that S&S's company often played. Then the charming lips opened slightly, and finally opened her small mouth wide, and her face was full of stupidity, "What, could it be that her previous relationship was a plan planned by the company?"

Although Jesus said so much, Krystal next to her didn't have a big and mixed idea. At this time, she just quietly looked at the scenery in front of her, watching the river wind blowing across the grass and blowing those wild flowers to the ground. Finally, after Jess had finished her guess, she spoke, "I don't know, and I don't care about that. Did you know that Linxi and Kim Taeyeon were together at the beginning of this year. ”

"At the beginning of the year" frowned, Jesus didn't quite know why Krystal would suddenly throw out such a sentence. Does this time have anything to do with the topic they want to talk about?

"Well, at the beginning of the year. And I plan to have a showdown with Lin Xi at the end of last year. As a result, before the showdown, you and Grandma were dragged to New York. When he said this, Krystal's eyes flashed, all of which were planning when he confessed to Lin Xi during that time, as well as the chat screen when he was learning to cook with Kim So-hyun. But in the end, it was replaced by the picture of New York, USA. Then, all the qiē and the qiē became useless.

Krystal was reminiscing, and regretted why he didn't be ruthless at that time, regardless of Jes's private CA's admonition, to stay in Seoul and stay by Linxi's side. If that were the case, perhaps the situation would be completely different today. However, what happens happens and so Krystal has been regretting his decision along the way. Then, after thinking so much and saying so much, Krystal suddenly turned his head suddenly, and his eyes full of struggle, sadness, and regret looked straight at Jes's private CA in the passenger seat.

Looking at his sister's eyes full of emotion, gaze. Thinking about what Krystal had just said, and the picture that could be imagined as those words unfolded. Jes's seductive little mouth and seductive eyes were all dull after an instant.

Xiujing, is she blaming herself, squatting in her heart, her ears repeatedly resounding with the words that Krystal had just said, and the gaze that made her heart tremble. In addition, Jes also thought of a sentence, is it really because of his decision, so the relationship between Xiujing and Lin Xi is over

Obviously, she agreed to krystal not long ago and allowed her to be with Lin Xi. As a result, now I suddenly found that the situation of Yiqiē was messed up by my own decision, and it was even irreparable. Jes, who is usually extremely sharp and arrogant, suddenly became quiet. I instinctively wanted to blurt out a rebuttal, but found that I couldn't find any words and reasons to refute Krystal at this time.

In the end, there was only one sentence left for Jes to speak.

"Xiujing, do you think it's because of me that Lin Xi is with Kim Taeyeon instead of you?"

It's an inquiry, and it's a self-question.

As a result, Jes, who was already ready to be blamed by Krystal, saw Krystal put away her gaze and cast it into the distance, and then shook her head lightly, and said, "Although there is a reason for this, I know that the main reason will definitely not be your decision." However, I still blame you. Because if it weren't for you, maybe I would have had a chance to try, and then I might succeed, but now, let alone try, Lin Xi wouldn't even have left me a chance. I know his character, and that's why I blame you. ”

Yes, it's just blame, and there is no bloody resentment, turning faces, or even breaking up friendships. They're all adults, and although Krystal was really angry at Jes's decision when she just left, the time she spent on the road was enough for her to sort out the thoughts in her mind, and then come up with the calmness and thoughts that an adult should have.

Looking at his sister's lonely face, Jesus privately hoped that she could resent herself like a child, and then scolded herself to vent those unpleasant feelings. Instead of having your own thoughts as you are now, but keeping all your heavy thoughts in your heart, and finally bearing it on your own, wounding alone in a night when no one is around.

This time, Jes's private ca was finally no longer like before, and he said to Krystal that without Lin Xi, there would be no more, and he would meet better people in the future or blame Lin Xi's words. Because from the moment when Jesus really recognized Lin Xi, it was not as simple as joking to say something like that in a situation like this. Of course, if it's in some other more relaxed atmosphere, it doesn't hurt to talk about it. However, in the current situation, it is not possible, and it is taboo.

"I'm sorry, Xiujing. "My sister apologized to my sister, and I didn't feel ashamed, let alone from the source. This incident was originally a wrong decision made by Jes's private ca.

"There is no need to apologize, Lin Xi once said that no one is sorry for anyone, because everyone at that time just made the choice they thought was right at the time. Who can be 100% sure that it will follow the path you have set for the future. Your decision seemed right to you, but I was the one who made the wrong decision. I could have said no, but I agreed. Although the source lies with you, the final choice lies with me. So, you don't have to feel sorry for me. I wouldn't say I would hate you or anything like that, but I would still blame you. Blame you for giving that source and giving me the opportunity to choose. ”

As Krystal said these words, tears naturally burst out of his eyes, leaving marks and tear stains on his smooth skin. How much does her heart hurt to keep Krystal awake in such a troubled and sad thought, and then piece together this mature answer from her memory bit by bit.

Trembling, Jesus was not the slightest bit happy after listening to Krystal's answer. The hands on top of their knees were trembling slightly. Because from Krystal's answer, Jesus heard her inner world full of all sorrows, and heard her attitude of blaming herself to the end, but helpless, and finally heartache.

It is said that twins will have telepathy between them, but in fact, even if they are not twins, as long as there is the word family affection in their blood, that mysterious telepathy will still appear in a certain place at a certain time, in some people who have come into contact with that point.

For example, the current JES private CA can feel the same mood as Krystal.

Biting his lip hard, he didn't want to see his sister so sad, and opened his mouth slightly, and said, "Xiujing"

However, as soon as the words began, Krystal's voice that had been silent for a long time was the first to speak, "I suddenly have a happy thought rising now, glad that I just like Lin Xi so far, so at this moment, I can so rationally strip this situation from you and Grandma." Instead of falling madly in love with Lin Xi, and then after knowing such a thing, he ruthlessly attributed all the faults to you, and it was better to resent you to death and didn't want to see you. Finally moved out of that home, and there was a picture of old and dead not getting along. ”

With that, Krystal's crying and smiling face slowly turned around and appeared in Jes's eyes, and finally asked her, "Ernie, what do you think?" As soon as she finished speaking, a crystal tear slipped from the corner of her eye, leaving her short life on her face, and it was better to disappear in that nowhere corner.

But at this time, Jes, who had already been frightened by Krystal's crazy words, had already froze in his seat. For Krystal's best question, I don't know whether to answer yes or no, and what I can do as a result is to watch in silence and stay quiet as before.

Although he couldn't comfort Krystal at this time, he didn't even know how to comfort him. But Jes's private ca had an idea in his heart, an idea that he didn't want his sister who was cold and arrogant on the surface and warm in her heart to become what she is now.

While Krystal was talking about those words that made Jes's heart tremble in the car, in another part of Seoul, Lin Xi, who had been drinking coffee face-to-face with her, finally returned to her home.

As soon as he entered the door, Lin Xi threw his shoes aside, and then walked to the edge of the sofa in the living room, and smashed into the sofa without hesitation. If the sofa is wooden, it is estimated that Lin Xi can be hospitalized again. But fortunately, the sofa is leather, and although it hurts a little after smashing it, it is not a big deal.

It's just that, even so, Lin Xi, who smashed into the sofa, was stunned at this time. Lying on the couch, looking at the chandelier above your head and the ceiling next to it. All that came to mind was the conversation with Krystal in the coffee shop box, and the pair of sad eyes that were trying to hide it, but after all. Thinking of this, Lin Xi's hand involuntarily stroked his forehead, gently slid down in front of his eyes, and covered it.

Finally, looking at the extreme darkness in front of me, I sighed deeply.

Time flies, the sky outside the floor-to-ceiling windows is slowly turning from white to black, and the city in the distance is already brightly lit, flashing with the colors and styles that belong to the city.

Although it was brilliant and fiery outside, the room was still silent, and even the atmosphere was a little dull. At that moment, there was an electronic sound at the door of the house, and then the door was opened from the outside, and the lights were turned on. Then under the illumination of the light, I saw clearly the figure who entered the door, it was Kim Taeyeon who had agreed with Lin Xi to come here at noon today.

It's just that Kim Taeyeon's face is a little strange at this time. Looking at this quiet house, it was looking at the pair of shoes that were thrown around, and muttered, "What, the shoes are not better." After saying that, he cleaned up the mess in front of him before entering the living room.

As a result, when Kim Taeyeon just walked into the living room. At first glance, I saw the figure lying on the sofa. The figure was filled with an air of depression, boredom, and even loneliness.

After seeing this, and then very quickly, a trembling and distressed voice sounded in this living room.

"This, what's going on?" to be continued