Chapter 383: The voice from the bottom of my heart

When Song Chunjia was full of wine, she took a sip of wine and asked Han Ye if she remembered her former suitor Chang Rong.

Han Ye nodded, the last time he was in Funing, Song Chunjia was angry that Chang Rong often asked for flowers and willows, and even quietly got engaged to other women, so he pulled him to direct and act in a marriage proposal, which made the guy angry and ran away, and he was quite impressed by this matter.

Song Chunjia then continued to tell Han Ye that Chang Rong's uncle was actually the deputy director of their TV station.

Since she completely broke with Chang Rong, Chang Rong began to constantly put pressure on her through her uncle, picking on her everywhere.

Although the anchor industry is glamorous and highly respected, the pressure and fierce competition are beyond the imagination of ordinary people.

Especially her prime-time news anchor, the entire TV station has many pairs of eyes, staring at her.

Even if there is no wind, it will set off a three-foot wave, if something really goes wrong, even if it is a small mistake, it will be all kinds of open guns and hidden arrows, which will be shot like raindrops.

When she is usually working, she is cautious, walking on thin ice, and never dares to give someone a handle.

It is precisely because of this that she was able to rely on her intelligence and talent to be promoted to the position of news anchor step by step, and sat firmly in this position.

Of course, in the crucial step of her finally becoming a news anchor, Chang Rong did make a lot of efforts, and let her uncle, who is the deputy director, give her a lot of care, and finally let her reach the top smoothly.

However, since she accepted the so-called Han Ye's marriage proposal and broke up with Chang Rong, her situation has obviously become worse.

I don't know what Chang Rong said to his deputy director uncle, the deputy director who originally took care of her suddenly changed his face, not only did he not start to pick and pierce her shoes, but sometimes he even blamed her for no reason.

Some time ago, there were rumors that she would be replaced from the position of news anchor and let the newcomer take over.

Now those powerful female reporters or program anchors in the station are all gearing up one by one, showing their powers, and they just hope to replace her as soon as possible, so that they can be on top.

Those TV viewers or outsiders seem to think that she is still glamorous, but only she understands how much pressure she is under and how difficult the situation is.

Not only does she have to deal with heavy workloads, manage relationships with colleagues, compete with pretenders, but also deal with difficulties from above.

She is now walking on a tightrope, and if she is not careful, she will fall into the abyss, fall to pieces, and her six years of hard work will be ruined.

Due to the bad relationship with the deputy director, once she comes down from the position of news anchor, there will definitely be no good behind-the-scenes positions for her, and she will definitely be left idle and hidden.

Unless she leaves television and opens up another career path.

But the question is, with her qualifications and experience, where to find a position with the same height and good development prospects

Han Ye listened to Song Chunjia say so much in one breath, and finally understood why Song Chunjia was so distressed, and why he would come to him to drink and complain.

Song Chunjia's career has indeed encountered an unprecedented crisis.

It can be said that once Song Chunjia leaves the anchor position, her career will be devastated, and it will be difficult to recover for a long time.

is related to his own future and safety, years of hard work may be ruined, no wonder Song Chunjia has so much pressure.

However, due to the problem of identity and occupation, these pressures and these troubles, she is not good at confiding in her friends, so she can only bury them in her heart, this diary has accumulated over the months, and the pressure and depression have accumulated more and more, and they have become a heavy burden.

Han Ye didn't know much about the fierce competition and huge pressure in the workplace, but he knew very well the anxiety and fear of people at the critical moment of life and death.

Song Chunjia is also at such a juncture now, but it is not her life but her profession that is facing a huge crisis.

He is very sympathetic to Song Chunjia's current situation.

"Do you regret it?" he asked Song Chunjia.

"What do you regret?" asked Song Chunjia.

"I regret breaking up with Chang Rong"

Song Chunjia was silent, stroking the rim of the wine glass with her fingers, and after a long while, she slowly spoke, "To say that you don't regret it at all, that's a lie." It's heart-wrenching that I'm going to lose the job I've worked so hard for years and the bright and unlimited career prospects

However, if I had to choose again, I would still choose to break up with him.

I am grateful for the help he once gave me, but I can't stand him messing around with flowers and grass, and I can't stand it, he has obviously climbed the high branch and married another woman, but he never mentioned it to me, and kept saying that he loved me. I want my loved ones to be honest with me and not cheat. ”

Speaking of this, she paused, calmed down some of her agitation, and continued, "Actually, I think I was right to break up with him.

What he is doing to me now has made me see his true colors thoroughly, and I will not give in to him under any circumstances, and I will not sacrifice the happiness of my life for the sake of a momentary future.

It would be a nightmare for me to live with a man like that."

Han Ye smiled and said: "Since this is the case, then what are you still worried about, you have to give up, since you have chosen a happier life, then losing the position of news anchor is the inevitable price of happiness." ”

Speaking of this, his tone changed suddenly, and he said with a smile: "It's like you buy something you like very much, you have to pay for it, isn't that a truth?" ”

Song Chunjia said with a smile: "Your first half of your words were quite decent, but the second half of the story was revealed at once." I mean, why did you suddenly speak so philosophically, and focus on the back for a long time. ”

Han Ye sighed: "I'm going to be a little more literary, and you think I'm too pretending, then I'll make it easier to understand, and you think I'm too vulgar, you're really not good at serving." ”

Song Chunjia glanced at him: "I agreed to your marriage proposal at the beginning, but before I started, I felt that it was difficult for me to wait, so I will have to wait for a long time in the future."

Han Ye blinked his eyes and said innocently: "Sister Chunjia, it's obvious that you have taken a fancy to me, you have to cry and shout and throw yourself on me, and even took the initiative to buy roses and rings to marry me, why don't you recognize people now, it's all up to me."

Hearing him say this, Song Chunjia also remembered the marriage proposal farce that she directed and acted in the restaurant in Funing, and couldn't help but laugh out loud.

Her smile, the pressure and resentment that had been depressed in her heart, suddenly dissipated a lot, and the whole person seemed to be much more relaxed.

Song Chunjia doesn't know how long she hasn't laughed like this from the heart, usually many times, she doesn't have that mood at all, and she has to match the atmosphere to pretend to smile.

But with Han Ye, she seems to be very comfortable, very relaxed and happy, she doesn't need to worry about what she can say and can't say, and she doesn't have to worry that Han Ye will be two-faced and hurt her.

For some reason, she just felt that this boy who didn't seem to be very reliable, but had extraordinary abilities, would not frame her, which gave her an inexplicable sense of security.

Song Chunjia took a sip of the cocktail, looking at Han Ye's face, under the dim light, her eyes gradually became a little blurred.

The thought that had been hidden in the depths of my heart, under the influence of alcohol and music, forcibly broke through the layers of shackles and came out of my heart:

If Han Ye didn't have a girlfriend, it might be good for Han Ye to really become her fiancΓ©