Xiao Shaofeng's words were undoubtedly a silent grenade. In fact, this period of time was really difficult for him, I snubbed him everywhere because of the game, and most people couldn't stand it. What's more, it is Xiao Daxia who has not waited for this habit.

I didn't answer Xiao Daxia's question immediately, but just quickly took a taxi and rushed to the apartment to meet him.

I originally thought that Xiao Daxia was waiting for me downstairs in the apartment, but I didn't expect that when I got downstairs, he was still on the way.

Taking advantage of this free time, I carefully considered the current situation. To be honest, I don't want to quit the game voluntarily. Not to mention that it is to win glory for my boss and parents, even what happened between me and Lisa today, I also want to prove myself.

I also understand that in this society, there are many people who stretch out their hands with their mouths and clothes, maybe they don't need to work hard, they just need to say a word to the organizer, and the ranking can be determined. But this is a small part of the population, and I believe that most of them, like me, are working on it in different ways.

Only three designers out of 100 people can go to New York to study, and I know that there are many excellent talents, and all I can do is make myself better today than I was yesterday.

I don't want to compare myself to anyone, I just want to talk to my inner self. Tell that hidden Yang Xiaofei that you are good today, and you have improved compared to yesterday.

As for what Xiao Daxia is worried about, I have already made it very clear to Lu Mochuan tonight. As long as I communicate well, I am sure that he will support me.

Xiao Shaofeng arrived ten minutes later, and when the car door opened, I smelled smoke, and I glanced at his face, and I knew that he must be angry.

"Good work. I looked at Xiao Daxia and said with a smile.

Xiao Daxia glanced at me and asked bluntly: "Yang Xiaofei, can you listen to me about the competition?"

As soon as Xiao Daxia's words were spoken, I was stunned. He had always been very particular about the way he spoke, and he got into the subject without any opening words, and immediately disrupted all the words I had come up with.

The two of us were standing next to the car, it was late at night, and it was so quiet that I could hear his breathing.

I looked at the man in front of me and cautiously asked, "Is something happening?" Let's go up first. Cold ...... outside"

Xiao Shaofeng stood motionless, his eyes fell on my arm holding him, stared at me, and said, "Xiaofei, promise me, don't go to any bullshit competitions anymore, I can give you what you want, okay?"

I saw that Xiao Daxia's state was not right today, and said with a smile: "I know, our Xiao Daxia is so powerful, and now he feels sorry for me." Didn't you say that before? It's all about participation. I'll try to arrange all the time and not let you wait for me every day, okay?"

Xiao Shaofeng frowned deeper after listening to me, and after a long time, he pushed my hand away, glared at me, and said, "So, you must participate in this competition?"

I don't plan to hide it from Xiao Shaofeng, saying: "Today's exam question is hands-on, I am quite satisfied with my performance, if I have the opportunity to continue the competition, I don't want to give up." Also, I know you're worried, and I promise you won't ......."

"Do you know what I'm worried about?" Xiao Shaofeng interrupted me unceremoniously and said, "Since you know, then, I want to ask you, why can't you promise me?"

I don't know why Xiao Shaofeng is so aggressive tonight, according to my past experience, things have stimulated my fighting spirit in a sense, but I also understand that with his character, once he knows about it, he will not agree to me continue to compete, I thought about it, and said seriously: "Xiao Daxia, I promise you, I only participate in the competition, if there is a drinking party or something like that in the future, I will come back on time, and I will never let you wait for a long time, okay?"

Xiao Shaofeng's eyes stared at me tightly, and after a long pause, he said, "Yang Xiaofei, you have changed." ”

I looked at the disappointed man in front of me in shock, and heard him say, "You're no longer the little Garfield behind me, you weren't so competitive before." You said you'd listen to me, but now? Will you listen to me?"

I listened carefully to these words from Xiao Shaofeng's mouth, to be honest, my heart was not comfortable. Maybe I've really changed, but my change is just to stop myself from blindly relying on you.

"Xiao Daxia, I went to the game, I just wanted to give myself an explanation. I apologize to you for ignoring your feelings in the process. I also know that with your ability and ability, you can give me whatever I want. However, this time, can you allow me to be willful once and let me compare. I looked at Xiao Shaofeng nervously, and in the end, I didn't say that sentence.

I've been trying to get rid of the aura that Xiao Daxia brought me, and I know that I'm not the best girl, but I don't want to hear the ridicule from that group every time, and if I want to integrate into that circle, I can only improve myself. In the future life, I don't want to be only blessed by the big tree of Xiao Daxia, I think, even if I am just a little grass that no one cares about, I have to try a chance to stand side by side with you.

I have my self-esteem, forgive me.

For a long time, Xiao Shaofeng didn't say a word, he just looked at me quietly, as if looking at a stranger.

The two of us were at a stalemate because of this, and I looked at Xiao Daxia silently, looking at his gloomy face, and I didn't feel good in my heart.

"Okay, let me ask you another question," After a long while, Xiao Shaofeng finally spoke, saying, "If you successfully get the top three, will you go for this opportunity to study in New York?"

I don't know why Xiao Daxia suddenly asked me this question, and I didn't know how to answer it for a while.

"Yang Xiaofei, which one do you choose to study abroad or stay?" Xiao Shaofeng suddenly became cold and asked: "In other words, which one do you choose for your expected future or the happiness between us?"

We have discussed this issue in the early stage of the competition, but I didn't expect that the question I was struggling with was turned into a multiple-choice question to test me by Xiao Daxia.

"What the hell are you trying to say?" If he really understood me, he wouldn't have embarrassed me with this question. Now it seems that it is not a question of whether or not to participate.

"I want to say, for my sake, give up the game. Xiao Shaofeng looked at me calmly and said.

I looked up at him and said, "What if I continue?"

Xiao Daxia's eyes flashed gloomily, and he said, "You also know that I have never accommodated anyone. ”

Having said that, I also probably understood what Xiao Daxia meant. He has never accommodated anyone, so he doesn't want to accommodate me.

There were tears in my eyes, and I opened my mouth lightly and said, "Xiao Daxia, you never know how it feels to be when one person tries to get close to another......

"I can give you whatever you want......"

"I want to stand with you as an equal......" Tears slid down my face and my voice stuck in my throat.

The view of the door has existed since ancient times. Can you accept a me, can you accept my parents in the town? They can't even speak Mandarin, and in the future, we will face so much, how can I not arm myself?

This night, Xiao Daxia and I quarreled unhappily. Although it is not as red as before, it can be regarded as a lot of effort for me. Many times, when a conflict occurs, we have no way to take into account our own feelings and each other's feelings, I just hope that this contradiction can be slowly resolved with the passage of time.

Xiao Daxia's status makes it difficult for him to understand my situation, I should give him some time, and give myself a little time.

Every day was a torturous day without his phone calls and texts, and I couldn't find a reason to ignore him while waiting for the game to be announced, except to numb myself by flipping through a lot of materials and books.

I think that we have experienced so many things together, and this level will pass.

Actually, I was scared, afraid that my name would not be among the remaining twenty people. I will also send a text message to Xiao Daxia on time, but I didn't get a reply from him, I thought, stay up, stay up for the past few days, before the Spring Festival, when we are calm and calm with each other, I will talk to him again.

Xiao Daxia is such a sensible person, he will definitely not care about me, right?

On Thursday morning, six days before the Chinese New Year, my boss called Lisa and me to the office. Briefly talking about the competition, after the last hands-on ability assessment, there will be forty more people leaving. The remaining 20 people will have about half a month to prepare, and after the Spring Festival, they will enter Studio 1 and conduct the Spotlight Challenge.

My boss told us that she had the results and that Lisa and I were both eligible for the Spotlight Challenge. However, the media has not yet received accurate information, and she asked the two of us to keep it a secret.

I was amazed that I could even get through the back door of the game, but Lisa was calm.

After the boss explained, he specially told us that we should work hard to check the information in the first half of the Spring Festival holiday. In the next two days, I will prepare for the annual meeting with everyone.

I was so excited that I didn't say anything for a long time, and I just wanted to call Xiao Daxia immediately, but what I didn't expect was that the prompt in the mobile phone was not in the service area.

I immediately logged in to the chat software and left a message for Xiao Daxia, but I didn't receive a reply until after work.

An ominous premonition swept over, I took a taxi to Xiao Daxia's residence, and the security guard stopped me and said that Xiao Daxia had gone abroad.

The word "going abroad" carries a special meaning in a sense. I stood in front of the gate of the villa area and called Ah Liang.

Ah Liang said that Xiao Daxia had been gone for several days.

I asked Ah Liang where he went, and Ah Liang hesitated for a long time without saying why. I know, this is what Xiao Daxia meant.

So, where did Xiao Daxia leave so quietly?

PS: There are still updates. The new year is coming, and I am very happy to be with all of you. Accompany the New Year's Eve as much as possible. After the second shift, if you have more time, write more. Happy New Year's Day, everyone!o(n_n)o haha~