A colleague once told me that if you do a good job of pretending to be stupid, you will be wise and foolish. Mu Ne, if you do this well, it is called deep. I have always kept it in mind and tried to interpret the deeper meaning of these two sentences. But at this moment, I didn't practice enough after all.

Turning from a friend to an enemy is one of life's great regrets. If I were to go back in time, I would draw an obvious 38 line between me and Xiao Daxia to mark the distance between us.

But in life, where is the opportunity to rehearse?

When Xue'er heard me say this, her eyes flashed with surprise, but this surprise disappeared suddenly, and when she looked at it again, she was wearing exquisite makeup.

She looked at me, for a second, two seconds, three seconds, and slowly said, "Yang Xiaofei, you really impress me more and more." ”

I also heard the sarcasm in this sentence, thought about it, and remained silent.

With rhythmic music flowing in my ears, I pretended to be calm, but in fact I gave it my all.

After about a few seconds, Cher walked towards me with a smile, and I looked at the look on her face in confusion, and before I could figure out what she was thinking, a glass of red wine spilled on my clothes.

The goblet made a crisp sound as it landed on the floor, and on my chest, there was a large red stain of red stained with red wine, like the red blood of a patient.

After the screams of the girls, all of a sudden, the music stopped. Everyone's eyes looked at me at the same time, and I was ashamed and embarrassed, and I was just stunned for a while.

Beside me, Xue'er looked at me apologetically, and after calling the waiter, her face was full of regret.

I'm facing everyone, and Cher is facing away from everyone. My embarrassment was seen by everyone, and Cher's facial expression was clear to me alone.

I suddenly thought of the Persian cat I saw in a pet store in a certain month and year, and it was also this kind of cunning eyes.

When the waiter arrived, Lu Mochuan also walked to my side, he quickly took a white tissue to help deal with the wine stains, and when he realized that his hand was waving in front of me, he withdrew his hand awkwardly, and then took off his black tuxedo and draped it on my body.

The next second, he put his arm on my shoulder, pulled me and walked backstage.

By the time I came to my senses, it was already a long time.

Lu Mochuan asked the waiter to prepare the clothes on the table, but I didn't have the slightest mood.

I know, Cher did it on purpose.

Actually, I wanted to tell her that I wouldn't compete with her for a man. Even if you like it, you won't fight.

It's just that what I didn't expect was that she, who has always been rational and cares about her image, would embarrass me in such a public place in such a way.

When I calmed down a bit, I heard footsteps walking back and forth outside the door. I know that Lu Mochuan must be worried about me.

So, I quickly washed my face with cold water, changed into clean clothes, and then walked out.

Lu Mochuan looked at me in surprise and asked cautiously, "Are you okay?"

I nodded, poured a large glass of warm water, and said, "You helped me in just now, as if someone was taking pictures." ”

Lu Mochuan's face was stunned, and he said, "At this time, I still have the mind to scruple about other things, what do you want me to say about you?"

If the previous large number of reports about me and Lu Mochuan were groundless by some reporters, then today, he pulled me here in front of so many people, and it will definitely become the headline tomorrow. I don't care, after all, my fate with this city is over.

"I want to ask you a question, how long will it take to go to New York to study before the top three in the competition?"

Lu Mochuan's eyes widened, with an incredible smile on his face, and said, "Are you sure?"

"Well, I'd like to leave as soon as I can. "At this time, it is really the time to use Mr. Lu's relationship.

Lu Mochuan's thick eyebrows frowned, and after a long while, he spoke: "Xiaofei, I can understand your current mood." However, if you make this decision, you will be out of this place for a long time, and if you are trying to escape, I do not recommend that you do so. ”

I know what Lu Mochuan meant, in his opinion, I haven't let go of Xiao Daxia yet.

I shook my head and said, "Lu Mochuan, I know that in this competition, you must have helped me more or less secretly, this friendship, I will keep it in my heart, I have already thought about going abroad." If you can, please ask Anne to arrange it for me as soon as possible, okay?"

Lu Mochuan saw that my tone was affirmative, thought about it for a long time, and said: "The matter of going abroad will take half a month at the earliest." But Xiaofei, you should know better than me that for Shaofeng, wherever you go, he can chase after him. ”

This reminds me.

I also understand that if the matter between the three of us is not dealt with for a day, I will not have a stable life.

"I'll think about what you say. I looked at Lu Mochuan with a smile and said, "Please help me arrange it as soon as possible." ”

After the two of us talked, we went back to the reception together. In fact, I can also see that the way everyone looks at me is obviously different from before, but I don't care, living in this world is nothing more than giving others a smile and occasionally laughing at others.

After the party, I went upstairs to pack my luggage, and these days living here, although I don't have to worry about eating and drinking, after all, it is not as good as my own nest.

As I imagined, the next day's newspaper took up most of the page, which was the picture of Lu Mochuan hugging me at the reception. The headlines vary, and rumors are rife.

After sweeping around, on the whole, it is nothing more than Yang Xiaofei taking advantage of the news of Longtai's successor.

The effect of rumors has expanded, and the newspaper has also achieved the effect it wants, but as everyone knows, we ordinary people are just slaves to rumors.

I'm honored to be a client.

After the competition, I told my boss about going abroad, and naturally I had to quit my job. My boss also agreed with my approach, and she said, while you are young, go outside to see more and learn more.

I looked at her with emotion, and finally, I hid those words of gratitude in my heart.

In the evening, my boss prepared a farewell party for me, and Lisa was among them, and we were both a little drunk, so I told her what was in my heart while everyone was not paying attention.

"Lisa, I admire you. ”

Admire the single-handedness of your boss and your boss. And I'm not.

Lisa's eyes flashed with tears when she heard me say this, she opened her mouth lightly and said, "That Mr. Wang deceived me for three years, and in the end, we didn't get married." Everyone thought I was a junior. Only I don't know, he's married. ”

It's Lisa's eternal pain.

After about a year and a half of workplace experience, I finally understand that people who understand you, even if you only say one word, she can understand you, and people who don't understand you, you have worn out your mouth, but it has made her misunderstand deeper.

Life has been in a hurry for so many decades, instead of bothering to explain to those who don't understand you, it is better to cherish the few people around you who understand you.

There are a lot of procedures to go through before going abroad, and after dealing with this matter, I hope to spend more time with my parents.

The farewell banquet lasted until twelve o'clock in the evening, and everyone was a little drunk. I took a taxi on the side of the road, and the driver reminded me that the phone was ringing, so I picked it up and looked at it, and immediately panicked.

In fact, I also remembered Lu Mochuan's words in my heart, but before leaving, it was better not to see this side.

"Yang Xiaofei," on the other end of the phone, Xiao Shaofeng opened his mouth and said, "I saw today's entertainment headlines." ”

It turns out that this is the case.

"Yes. "It must be the psychedelic effect of alcohol, otherwise, how can you have a sour nose?

"I know that you can't listen to anything I say now, and I don't want to promise you anything. Yang Xiaofei, for the sake of our love for five years, please believe me again. I've tried hard to communicate with my grandfather again. He's still in the ICU and I can't leave. Xiao Shaofeng explained in a hurry, as if his vocal cords were trembling, "Before I go to you, please don't think about anything, I will take care of everything." Okay, okay?"

"Xiao Daxia," I leaned against the car window and said calmly, "I'm going abroad." ”

"Go abroad?" Xiao Shaofeng replied in surprise, "Where to go?"

"Originally, I wanted to call you every two days. I didn't expect you to call first. Taking advantage of tonight's two or two drinks, let me tell you the truth. I looked out the window, took a breath, and said, "Last time, I didn't dare tell you." But I think about it, once I'm gone, I won't have a chance. I know that you must still be working hard now, trying to bring us closer, but you also know that Cher's existence is something we can never avoid. She is so proud of a girl, it is not easy to be so desperate for you. If we're together, it's you and I who have failed her. I don't need such feelings. I...... I still like you, it's just that we can't be together anymore. ”

"Garfield......

"So, don't come to me after I'm gone. I hope...... When we meet again, we can still be friends. ”

I don't want to give Xiao Shaofeng any chance to speak, I know that as long as he speaks, I will be soft-hearted. I deceived others, but I couldn't deceive myself. Instead of holding on so hard, it's better to take a step back and be good for all three.

"No, Yang Xiaofei, it's unfair to me for you to do this!" Xiao Shaofeng roared angrily and said, "You can't go, even if you go, you have to make the matter of the two of us clear!"

"I'm sorry. I wiped away two lines of tears and immediately hung up.

Goodbye, my love.

This time, it's me who doesn't want you.

I wish you happiness.

ps: The two chapters have been updated together, and you will see the second chapter when you click on it