In addition to bathing, of course, you can also do something else, such as taking a mandarin duck bath.

But. Now that I'm pregnant, I can't do intense exercise, and Lu Jingzhong thinks that I have just had surgery and can't exercise intensely, so taking a bath is just a pure bath.

Lu Jingzhong took off his clothes before I followed up, Lu Jingzhong's figure is really good, smooth lines, straight hips, wide shoulders and narrow hips, it is an inverted triangle of the golden ratio. I pursed my lips and tried to see it?? Contemplation, the eyes are absolutely not blind.

Originally, Lu Jingzhong said that he would only take a shower under the shower, but he was too tall, and I was really uncomfortable with a naked ** man, so I put water for him to let him into the bathtub, so that half of his body sank into the water, and I was also a little more comfortable.

Lu Jingzhong's bandaged hand was raised high, allowing me to wipe his back with a towel, and when washing his hair, I helped him massage his scalp by the way, and finally, wring out the towel to help him wipe his face, hair, and water.

I used to hate taking care of people. But now I feel like it's a joy to do something for someone I like.

In the evening, before going to bed, I deliberately looked at the calendar, starting in April this year and continuing until now. I've been sharing the same bed with Lu Jingzhong for almost half a year, and half a year has passed so quickly.

Lu Jingzhong has some minor problems, I didn't know when I didn't sleep with him before, he likes to sleep with that kind of one-person high plush toy, and now with me, I completely replace the plush toy and sleep with me in my arms.

Before going to bed tonight, Lu Jingzhong didn't feel sleepy at all, so he told me about some things he had seen and heard abroad, and I was sleepy when I listened to it. When my upper and lower eyelids were fighting, and when I was half asleep, I vaguely heard Lu Jingzhong ask me, "Do you have anything to say to me?"

His words made me wake up at once, and I opened my eyes to look at the faces that were close at hand.

Lu Jingzhong smiled and stretched out his hand to cover my eyes: "Don't look at me with this kind of gaze, poor little white rabbit, I'm afraid I can't help but ask for you." ”

This is the turning of the page.

I thought it was a page, but I always felt that Lu Jingzhong seemed to know something, but he just didn't tell me.

The next day, I received a call from Zhou Yusen, and I thought he was going to talk about Thangka. Unexpectedly, he was talking about Qiao Chu.

He said: "I passed by the department office of the Department of Journalism yesterday and met Qiao Chu. ”

"What happened to Qiao Chu?"

Zhou Yusen said: "She is going to the Middle East. ”

Surprised, I almost bit my tongue.

Zhou Yusen continued: "I went to the Middle East to be a war correspondent. ”

Hanging up Zhou Yusen's phone, I suddenly thought that when Qiao Chu fell out of love, he did say such disheartening words, but I thought it was angry words, and it was not true at all.

Now, it's really necessary to go out to Qiao Chu.

Lu Jingzhong was going to shoot an advertisement in the afternoon, so I asked Qiao Chu to be in the Starbucks under the film and television building, I asked for a cup of mocha, and sent a text message to Qiao Chu: "I'm here, bar seat." ”

When Qiao Chu came in through the open door, I almost didn't recognize her.

Wearing a pair of big sunglasses, curly hair, and a big black hip-hop T-shirt with a pair of small pants and stiletto leather shoes underneath, it was not her style at all.

Qiao Chu sat over enthusiastically, knocked on the bar, and asked the bar guy for a cup of Bingyao lemon tea, fanning the wind with both hands: "It's really hot to death." ”

Me: "......"

I pulled out a tissue for Qiao Chu: "Are you going to the playground to run laps? It's so hot." ”

Qiao Chu said: "I just went to have dinner with the director, I am going to pack my things, and when the notice and physical examination are over, I can leave, I haven't told you yet, I want to go to the Middle East this time, I decided." ”

"You've really figured it out?" I asked. There is a plan.

The guy at the bar handed over a cup of Bing Yao lemon tea, Qiao Chu smiled and said "thank you", drank most of it in one go, and said: "Think about it, I always feel that this kind of life is too dull now, and the feeling of getting by is just a mixed life, I like that kind of adventurous thing, if it is really such a mediocre and mediocre life, when I die of old age, I will definitely regret it." ”

Old death?

"Now you're only twenty-three, and you're still far from old death!"

I really feel that Qiao Chu seems to have changed, but I can't say where it has changed, but he is as lively as before.

I changed the starting point and asked, "Did you tell your parents about this?"

I know that Qiao Chu's parents are both civil servants in the county, and they are the most desperate for stability, Qiao Chu has an only daughter at home, and he is definitely reluctant to let him go out and suffer.

Qiao Chu said: "I mentioned it once when I called before, but it was hypothetical, my dad gave me no at the time, and I had a quarrel because of different values, so I didn't mention it again." ”

"Then you dare to go?!"

"Haven't you heard of the first cut and then the play?" Qiao Chu waved his hand nonchalantly, "When I was young, I had to live for myself once, go crazy, always be bound by my family, and I couldn't do anything." ”

I asked, "Then Su Zimo also agreed?"

Qiao Chu's fingers paused: "What are you doing with him? I have already broken up with him, the bridge is back to the bridge, the road is back to the road, Jiayin, haven't you heard a sentence? If you can't be a lover, you should be an enemy, now I and him are not enemies, and it's not okay to be strangers." ”

Qiao Chu's words crackled like a cannon, but to my ears, there was a strong resentment, and Qiao Chu's eyes were obviously different from usual, as long as they were loved, there would be traces, in this world, there are too many people who love each other but worry too much about not being together, at this time, I am very glad that I still have Lu Jingzhong by my side, and I am still with him.

Qiao Chu's decision, I still think it is a little rash, after all, I don't go to a developed country but to the Middle East, that kind of war-torn place, how many war correspondents have gone and never returned.

In the end, Qiao Chu said to me: "This is one of my dreams, Jiayin, do you know? As a reporter, I have been thinking about how to realize my own value, and then I fell in love, I don't want to do anything, I think it is a good thing for me to fall out of love now, I can carefully think about how I will live in the second half of my life, and plan my life." ”

This time, I didn't speak.

When I was playing the piano at the Bihai Yuntian Nightclub, I saw Su Qingnuan, who also worked in the nightclub with me, and sometimes I wondered if I would be another Su Qingnuan in a few years.

It wasn't until I met Lu Jingzhong again that my mind was completely on him.

Saying goodbye to Qiao Chu, walking on the road, I turned out Su Zimo's mobile phone number, last time I secretly wrote down his mobile phone number, and I haven't been in touch.

I dialed Su Zimo's phone, but when it was connected, I didn't know what to say.

Su Zimo shouted: "Du Jiayin?"

I was surprised: "How do you know this is my phone number?"

Su Zimo paused, and I realized that there was no point in asking this question, I knew his mobile phone number through Qiao Chu, and he naturally knew my mobile phone number through Qiao Chu.

Su Zimo explained: "At that time, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to find Qiao Churen, so I remembered your phone number. ”

I always feel that Su Zimo actually still has feelings for Qiao Chu, but this relationship may be because of some scruples, so he had to give up.

I said, "Qiao Chu is going to the Middle East as a war correspondent." ”

After an interval of three seconds, Su Zimo said, "I know." ”

…………

Back in the film and television building, Lu Jingzhong had just filmed an advertisement, and he was still wearing the clothes he wore for the advertisement, wearing a hand-cut suit and a pair of glasses, which looked particularly intellectual.

Lu Jingzhong always gives me a different feeling, every time I see him come out of the set, I have a sense of surprise, he saw me at this time with a very solemn look in his eyes, called me to the office next to him, Gao Ming followed behind, in the office, looking at me like a three-hall trial.

I was also suspicious, so I asked, "What's the matter?" Gao Ming, what are you doing with my bag?"

Gao Ming was carrying my women's bag, which looked a bit sissy.

Lu Jingzhong handed me a small notebook in his hand: "You wrote it yourself?"

I raised my eyebrows: "What is written?"

When I saw this little book, I had the impression that it was some lyrics and music scores that I wrote down when I was bored in college class.

"I wrote casually......"

Gao Ming said: "I just asked a musician to read it, and she said that you should polish the lyrics again, and she wants to compose the music for this song." ”

"Which one?"

I leaned over to see it, it was "Say Yes No Goodbye", this song was not written at school, but in the dead of night, because I was particularly touched by the starry sky outside the window, so I wrote this lyrics, and then I wanted to compose the music with the piano, but it was delayed.

This song was obviously favored by Gao Ming, who has always looked at me unpleasantly, and he boasted: "Talented girl." ”

I opened my mouth exaggeratedly: "I'm simply flattered." ”

Lu Jingzhong took this little notebook of mine and read: "Say goodbye...... Do you say goodbye or don't you say goodbye?"

I looked into Lu Jingzhong's eyes and said, "Okay, see you again." ”

Lu Jingzhong didn't say anything to my ambiguous answer, these days, I always feel that he is a little different, but if I am asked to say what is different, I can't say it, it may be the feeling of a woman, but on the contrary, this feeling is right every time.

At the beginning, the AIDS expert that Li Yu had found said that he would go for another test in six weeks to see if the test result was positive or negative.

The doctor smelled, in the past six weeks, I have also been cooperating with "taking medicine", of course it is fake, I have replaced those pills with vitamin tablets, it is rare that no one has found out, and now the baby in the womb is also very obedient, so far there has been no morning sickness, and the appetite has been good, just wait until almost four months to show pregnancy, and then confess to Lu Jingzhong.

However, when the results came in, I stared in amazement at the positive on the test form, and I heard my voice tremble and stutter a little.

I asked the doctor, "Is this ...... What does this mean?"

Dr. Zhang said: "Positive, confirmed to be infected with HIV. ”

Perhaps it was because I was standing too far away from the doctor, and the reflex arc of this sentence was a little long, and it was not until Dr. Zhang's lips stopped moving, and after another three seconds of pause, I actually heard Dr. Zhang's words, so I muttered again: "Really...... Infected?"

I saw Dr. Zhang's lips move again, but this time I didn't hear a voice.

Lu Jingzhong, who was beside me, suddenly grabbed my arm, took the inspection report in my hand, glanced at the inspection report twice, folded it and put it in my pocket.

When I walked out of the hospital, I was almost carried out by Lu Jingzhong, and now I am exhausted and weak, and I don't have any strength.

I feel that my stomach is very heavy, as if it weighs a thousand pounds, I really don't know if Lu Jingzhong, who is holding me, can feel that I have become heavier, and this embryo in my belly is gradually growing.