148. Love with eyes and heart (modified)
Of course, Xiao Shaofeng didn't know how much trouble he had caused, he didn't know what the outcome of his decision would be for the three families, and he didn't know that before him, Zhang Xue's family of three had just left. But one thing I know is that he is such a person, and he must have made up his mind to endure Lao Yang's chicken feather blanket.
I know that in today's matter, I have to show my attitude in front of Lao Yang.
After a while, Lan Meiling saw that Lao Yang's anger had dropped slightly, so she called the two of us to the sofa and asked in a low voice, "What the hell is going on?"
I glanced at Lao Yang and said, "Mom and Dad, this is all a misunderstanding." Your daughter, you should know that I wouldn't do such a thing. ”
Xiao Shaofeng didn't know what happened to Zhang Xue's family of three, so he could only look at me in a daze. I heard Lan Meiling say again: "But your Uncle Zhang said that you will ...... after Xiaoxue goes abroad."
"Have they been here?" Xiao Shaofeng looked at me in surprise, saw that my face was ugly, and hurriedly explained: "Auntie, I'm really sorry, I didn't handle it well, and it has nothing to do with Xiaofei." ”
Lao Yang, who had been silent, suddenly raised his eyes, looked at Xiao Shaofeng, and said, "What the hell is going on with this? You and Xiaoxue first interacted with each other, and then you came to deceive our Xiaofei's feelings? Aren't you stepping on two boats?!"
Lao Yang said that Xiao Shaofeng lowered his head, and after a long while, he raised his head and said, "Uncle and aunt, I know what I did before was a bastard, but now, I really love Xiaofei." ”
I don't know what Xiao Shaofeng is going to say, but looking at Lao Yang's face, I don't dare to speak.
"Xiaofei and I have known each other for seven years. Xiao Shaofeng glanced at me and said seriously, "During the seven years, I know that Xiaofei has done a lot of things for me silently, and I admit that it was my fault that I didn't show my attitude at first. But, aunt and uncle, the reason why I didn't say it was because I was afraid that I would delay her. ”
Seeing Xiao Shaofeng's sincere attitude, my parents didn't scold anymore, Lan Meiling glanced at me, and asked Xiao Shaofeng again: "Since you have thoughts about our Xiaofei, why did you get together with Xiaoxue again?"
Xiao Shaofeng glanced at my mother seriously and said, "Back to Auntie, Xiaoxue and I, in fact, it was a misunderstanding. ”
Misunderstand?
"To tell you the truth, in fact, at first, I wasn't sure how I felt about Xiaofei, because our way of getting along was too much like a friend, not a couple. Xiao Shaofeng got up, suddenly knelt down, looked at my parents, and said, "Before I met Zhang Xue, Xiaofei and I had always gotten along as friends, and I didn't know that she liked me. Zhang Xue and I didn't have a relationship like boyfriend and girlfriend, but I treated her much better than the average opposite sex. Therefore, it caused a misunderstanding in the later stage. ”
I know, I know that at that time, Xiao Shaofeng cared a little more about Zhang Xue.
"But what I want to say is that uncles and aunts, after Zhang Xue left, Xiaofei was always by my side. If I judge Zhang Xue by my eyes, then I feel Xiaofei with my heart. So. Please give me a chance. ”
Lao Yang sat aside and pondered, and was very calm about Xiao Shaofeng's attitude of admitting his mistakes, but Lan Meiling made Xiao Shaofeng get up awkwardly, but he didn't, but knelt more firmly.
"Uncle and aunt, I didn't handle the current situation properly, I didn't expect Professor Zhang and my grandfather to get married. After learning about this marriage contract, I instinctively resisted, and I knew that the person I wanted to marry was just Xiaofei, just ...... At that time, I had too many scruples about it, and my grandfather's physical condition was very poor, and if I insisted on not getting engaged, my grandfather would be forced to die. Therefore, it was I who made Xiaofei feel wronged. Xiao Shaofeng lowered his head and said sincerely: "I made Xiaofei suffer so many grievances because of my hesitation before, but after that, it will definitely not be, if I am not sincere to her, how can I come over at this critical time, uncle and aunt, you beat me and scold me, I will never fight back, but, please give me a chance." ”
Lao Yang snorted coldly after hearing this, and didn't even look at Xiao Shaofeng. It was Lan Meiling who opened her mouth and said: "Xiao Xiao, uncles and aunts have also been young, and they also understand that love is uncontrollable. However, since you know that you have a marriage contract, you shouldn't provoke us Xiaofei. ”
"Auntie, I was wrong...... Xiao Shaofeng apologized seriously and said: "I will handle the matter of the marriage contract well, don't worry, I either don't marry Xiaofei, I want to marry, or I have to marry innocently!"
"Stop!" Lao Yang roared angrily, pointed at Xiao Shaofeng with one hand, and said, "A manly man, you must be responsible." You chose Xiaofei, have you ever thought about the face of Lao Zhang's family? Just like you, you still want to marry my daughter? I tell you, no way!"
"Dad......" I saw that Lao Yang was emotional, and hurriedly persuaded him.
Lao Yang glanced at me, then looked at Xiao Shaofeng, and said, "Let him go out, I don't want to see him!"
I knew that it was useless to continue talking, so I got up and pulled Xiao Shaofeng, gave Lan Meiling a look, and hurried out.
I know I need to talk to Xiao Shaofeng.
The two of us sat in the car, and Xiao Shaofeng sat next to me for a long time, and didn't say a word.
However, the doubts in my heart became thicker and thicker, and I glanced at the man next to me, looked at the red marks on his face, and asked, "Does it hurt?"
Xiao Shaofeng shook his head and said, "It doesn't hurt." I wish my uncle had beaten me a few more times. ”
I gave him a blank look and said, "Idiot." ”
Xiao Shaofeng smirked twice, suddenly took my hand, and said, "Xiaofei, I've already decided." I'll explain it to Mom and Dad, so you don't have to think about anything. As for the uncles and aunts, I believe that my determination will impress them. ”
I withdrew my hand, looked at Xiao Shaofeng, and asked, "What the hell is going on with you and Xue'er?
Xiao Shaofeng suddenly had a solemn expression and said, "Yang Xiaofei, I'm sorry. Because of my guilt for Cher, you have suffered so many grievances, but I didn't expect to get engaged in the end. ”
So?
"I want to know, do you love her?" I looked at Xiao Shaofeng in surprise, unable to believe it at all.
Xiao Shaofeng nodded and said, "Do you want to hear the truth?"
"Yes. ”
Xiao Shaofeng looked at me and said, "In the two years since you left, I only knew what love is. I thought, I never loved her. ”
"Don't love, then why ......?"
"When you're young, most of the time you fall in love with your eyes. I have never loved Zhang Xue. However, I was indeed attracted to her. I don't want to hide this from you. The longer I spend with you, the more I understand that this kind of relationship is superficial and short-lived. And the longer I get along with you, the more I feel that this day, giving up everything for you is worth it. ”
Xiao Shaofeng's straightforwardness made me a little uncomfortable, so I asked: "Since you like me, why did you ...... when Lu and I made a bet during that time?" Never expressed it?"
"This ......" Xiao Shaofeng looked at me helplessly and said seriously: "Actually...... During that time, I was thinking about how to get you out of my heart, and as a result, I failed. ”
"Since you want me to go out so much, why are you coming back now?" I glared at Xiao Shaofeng viciously and said, "Your purpose has been achieved......
Xiao Shaofeng looked at me guiltily for a long time, and said in a hoarse voice: "Because, I know, I can't miss you." ”
"In this situation, it is impossible for the two of us. "I was angry in my heart and directly sarcastic him.
Xiao Shaofeng looked at me sadly and remained silent.
"When you want to drive me away from the bottom of your heart, have you ever thought about how to explain it to Cher?"
"Xiaofei, I can tell you the truth. You and Zhang Xue have both had the experience of leaving for more than a year, but the feeling to me is completely different. Zhang Xue's departure means that we are over, but your departure is ...... But let me tell myself that I have to wait for you to come back. ”
"For a man who is engaged, this is not convincing. ”
"Xiaofei, I'm sorry, because in the early stage, I cared too much about Zhang Xue's feelings. She knew that I couldn't let go of you, so she was willing to cooperate with me in acting, but she didn't expect it to develop into what it is now......"
"She knows?"
"Well, she already knew about it from that time when she returned to China to attend a classmate's wedding. Xiao Shaofeng looked at me and said seriously.
At that time, Zhang Xue already knew. But on MSN, she didn't reveal anything. After she returned to China, she didn't say a word. Therefore, I have always felt that chasing the girl I am most sorry for, in fact, there is no need to hold any guilt.
I only have such a best friend as her, she has always known that I like Xiao Daxia, right? She knows, but she keeps hinting at me the fact that they are a couple, why?
Because of self-esteem, or because of ...... She was never ready to tell me.
She is silent, from the perspective of moral bottom line, I choose to quit silently, it is the best choice, if one day my existence "destroys" her relationship with him, she can also find my house with confidence, scold me, and hurt my parents.
Is it really that important to marry into a wealthy family?
Originally, I thought that Zhang Xue would at least like Xiao Shaofeng, but now, I can't see this liking, and the only thing I can experience is her selfish desires.
It's just that what she didn't expect was that Xiao Shaofeng would be so frank.
It's been seven years. Xiao Shaofeng and I have been entangled for seven years.
But my friendship with Zhang Xue is not limited to seven years?
We've been friends since we were kids, and if it weren't for his parents' willingness to go out for work, maybe we'd always be together. When we met again, I was worried that our friendship would be a little rusty, but her performance made me feel warm when I went abroad.
I thought it was friendship.
But it wasn't until today that I realized that it was all wishful thinking.
"Xiaofei, such an imperfect me, I don't think I'm worthy of you, but I still want to make the last fight. Xiao Shaofeng spoke again, and said in a hoarse voice: "I was also thinking before, maybe it is the most correct choice for us to stop asking each other about each other's lives." But...... I can't let you go. ”
I gently closed my eyes, let the two lines of tears fall, and said angrily, "Now like this, do you think we still have a possibility?"
"Yes. Xiao Shaofeng replied without hesitation, "There must be." ”
"What about the marriage certificate?" I sniffed and said, "You're a married man, you think you're ...... What do I see?"
"Marriage certificate?" Xiao Shaofeng opened his mouth suspiciously, and said: "Xiaofei, this engagement, if it weren't for grandpa's life, I wouldn't agree." How can you get a marriage certificate?"