Chapter 57: Love is like a scratch ticket

If it weren't for the small hall, I would have thought it would be in the garden outside, with two pools. Flowers and trees, but all around the glass curtain wall, even the top of the head is also, look up you can see the black sky and the eyes full of stars, listen to the waiter here said that this glass cover can be remotely lifted, I heard that I suddenly felt that I was really too lonely and unheard, not afraid that you can't think of it, but afraid that you don't have the money to practice.

Fang Wei pulled my arm: "Why don't you speak?"

"Nothing to say. ”

As soon as I opened my mouth, my throat hurt. But the sound is okay, it's just a little rustling.

Fang Weiwei beckoned the waiter to bring me a glass of water, I said "thank you", held the glass in my hand, just moisturized my lips, and didn't drink it.

I didn't thank Fang Wei for being so kind, now when I go out, I have to pay more attention to everything, and I can't talk full, only seven points.

The previous job in a bar didn't give me any insight, but I did, in this kind of place. The mouth must be strict, don't say much, the wine handed over by others. You must not drink it casually.

A few young masters and sons were greeting, so I took advantage of this time that Fang Wei didn't take care of me, so I slipped into the bathroom and called Sister Ming, and asked for leave, which was equivalent to switching between yesterday and today's class, and Sister Ming didn't say anything.

Sister Ming's attitude in the past two days made me feel as warm as a spring breeze, and I hung up the phone and confirmed whether it was Sister Ming's mobile phone number just now, as if something had changed since last night's call for help.

As for what it was, I couldn't figure it out.

But as long as it's good for me. That's it.

I stood in front of the sink, washed my face with water, took out a tissue to dry, stood in front of the mirror, raised my neck, and obviously saw a red mark on it, pressed it with my fingertips, a little pain, and I felt that it was going to turn purple in two days.

Human life is fragile.

As soon as I got out of the bathroom. I paused when I saw a figure outside.

This person is Liang Liushao on the winding mountain road just now, although I don't have a good impression of people, but I always feel that he looks familiar and kind, as if he has seen him somewhere, so he smiled and said hello.

As I passed by him, he stopped me and asked me thoughtlessly, "Do you know how to swim?"

I was stunned by this question and shook my head: "No, what's wrong?"

He shrugged his shoulders: "If you can do it, you can find a way, and if you can't swim, I'll have to think of a way to know it......" He walked straight past me, and suddenly kicked the garbage bin next to him after a long distance, and scolded him in a low voice with a bang: "Damn, the fifth brother will really find trouble for me." ”

I raised an eyebrow.

Back at the pool, I happened to see a woman in a dress jump out of the pool and dive straight to the bottom of the water, where she didn't surface for a long time.

Looking at the royal blue water, sparkling and not moving, I couldn't help but sweat.

Burst......

There was a splash of water, and the woman suddenly emerged from the bottom of the pool, and a man in black wearing sunglasses next to her pinched his watch and told the time: "Forty-eight seconds." ”

Immediately after that, a person scolded: ", I broke the record in one second." ”

It's a boring game, and if they really want to win bets on it, then why bother picking these women and looking for them in the swim team.

Because I was standing far away, I didn't see Fang Wei waving at me until a man dressed in a black and white classic wide service suit came to me and said, "Mr. Fang called you." ”

I saw Fang Wei waving at me by the pool, and I settled down and walked over with my fists clenched.

There was a person next to him who said, "Remand her? Fang Dashao lost a lot in the last round." ”

Someone else said: "Maybe this time Fang Dashao will be able to run from time to time, this girl looks more ...... Larger than life. ”

Fang Wei smiled: "Come, let me introduce to you, this is ......"

He looked at me inquiringly, and I knew it was asking for my name, but on such an occasion, who would say his real name, I didn't want to be notorious, so I casually said, "Magnolia." ”

Liang Liushao, who was drinking champagne elegantly not far away, squirted out at once, and a waiter hurriedly stepped forward to hand over a tissue.

Fang Wei smiled contemptuously: "Just see if my magnolia, can help me win this million bets." ”

As soon as I heard this number, my pupils suddenly dilated, and I looked at Fang Weiwei.

Fang Wei leaned over and whispered in my ear, "If you help me win, I'll give you half of it." ”

I turned my head, looked at Fang Yi's face that was close at hand, and said, "That's what you said." ”

Fang Wei withdrew his body, crossed his arms and said, "Well, that's what I said." ”

This group of people is not for gambling money at all, just for fun and having fun, but I am here for money.

I said, "You've definitely won this time." ”

"Yes. "I can't see any change from Fang Wei's face, except that there is a glimmer of light in his eyes, as if he is speculating, if I am so sure, then why am I so sure.

There is only one reason why I am so sure, since I jumped down, I didn't plan to float on my own.

Standing next to the pool, I took a deep breath, I actually wanted to jump by myself, but I found that my legs were a little weak, and the fear and shadow of water that I had as a child resurfaced, and I couldn't help but take a step back, and suddenly I didn't want to jump down.

Fang Wei didn't stand far away, but he didn't urge me, just looked at me coldly.

I said to the man in black who was standing aside and pinching his watch, "Excuse me, push me." ”

The man in black glanced in the only direction of the party, as if to ask for permission, and walked towards me after receiving no objections.

A person who does not resist is easily pushed down.

The pool here is a deep water area, and if you look at the marked line next to it, it is five meters long.

I didn't have time to close my mouth when I was pushed down, which was a fatal mistake, causing cold water to pour directly into my throat and fill my lungs in an instant, and it was useless to hold my breath again.

The temperature in early spring was not high, the water was cold and biting, and the clothes on my body were soaked and kept sinking.

I struggled and flapped, but it didn't work at all.

For people who can't swim, even if I wanted to, I couldn't.

The thoughts in my head became more and more chaotic, and inexplicable fear swept through my body, and this feeling of drowning was like someone else pouring water into my lungs and then choking my mouth and nose.

It's getting colder and colder, so cold that it's numb.

In the last moments of consciousness, a scene popped up in my mind.

A man hugged me, pulled the palm of my hand, and rubbed the back of my hand with his fingertips: "This summer, I will teach you to swim." ”

Who said this?

It's been several summers, but what about the guy who said he wanted to teach me how to swim?

Sometimes the hair is messy without scratch, the eyes are deep and dark, the face is sharp and hard, and it stands straight like a straight pine tree......

Well, that's him.

Lu Jingzhong.

…………

Lately, I haven't been able to tell the difference between a dream and a reality.

Dream after dream.

I dreamed that I was pressed to the ground by a man with a masked face, tied to the rails with ropes, and the sound of a rumbling train rolling over the tracks in the distance was getting closer and closer, and the man asked me, "Do you want him to live, or do you want to live?"

I looked in the direction of his finger, and in the hazy mist, I saw Lu Jingzhong's face.

Before I could reply, I heard another woman screaming, "I want to live, cut my rope first!"

The masked man who was standing laughed, and the eerie laughter seemed to be the laughter of vultures circling in the sky during the sky burial on the plateau, and he said gloomily: "Lu Jingzhong, no one can ever love you, life and death do not care ......"

This dream suddenly jumped, and a face suddenly appeared in front of me, it was the face of my mother, and she pulled my collar: "Chen Nuolin, you robbed my husband, I want you to die a good death!"

I was shaken by her and my head banged, and I pulled her arm away: "What I like is Lu Jingzhong, not Teacher Lu." ”

The master suddenly smiled: "Lu Jingzhong?!Do you dare to like him?!Haha, Chen Nuolin, you are going to die, no one dares to like him, and everyone who likes him is dead...... They're all dead......"

Faintly, I felt someone caress along the contours of my face, sketch my lips with their fingertips, and then maliciously pinch my face and say in my ear, "Are you a fool?"

Who's this?

Why would I want to hold his hand and not let him leave when the warmth withdrew?

I don't know how long it took, but I woke up from the darkness, my head was very heavy, and my whole head was going from my temples to the sides, as if it had been twisted with a steel wire, and it hurt terribly.

In addition to the headache, the bones in the body seem to be reassembled after dismantling, the back of the hand also hurts, and the needle prick hurts.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a nurse in a nurse's uniform helping me adjust the speed, and when I woke up, she explained: "This medicine hurts a little bit, you can bear with it." ”

It doesn't look like a hospital, it doesn't smell like a pungent disinfectant, but it looks like a suite.

I gritted my teeth and endured it for a while, and when the skin on the back of my hand became numb to the pain, I took the bottle of dripping medicine and poured a glass of water on the nearby table to drink.

The table leans against the window and you can see the view outside.

If just now I was skeptical that this was not a hospital ward, now I can be sure that this is not only a hospital ward, but also a hotel suite.

What hotel suite can see a crystal cloister through the window? There are a few European medieval oil paintings hanging on the cloister, I don't know about oil paintings, but I can also see that this kind of low-key luxury taste in this kind of place is definitely not a counterfeit.

I looked to the other side, and under the curved glass window, there was a crystal garden, with all kinds of flowers.

I walked up to the balcony and looked farther away, and there was the X River flowing through City C, where the water was diverted from south to north, and the water was relatively slow.

If this is a hotel suite, then it can only be a presidential suite that costs tens of thousands of yuan for one night.

I smiled bitterly in my heart, if this is really the case, it is really extravagant.

I carried the dripping medicine bottle in one hand, and opened the door lightly and went out, I wanted to ask whose villa it was, but as soon as I went out, I saw Liang Liushao, so I didn't need to ask.

If I still can't remember before going to the pool, this Liang Liushao asked me if I could swim, then I was really stupid, so I only had two words for this strange and somewhat familiar Liang Liushao: "Thank you." ”

"Leave after the drip, you've been with me for three days. Liang Liushao's nostrils were facing the sky, and he walked in front of me with an arrogant outer figure, he didn't seem to want to deal with me, but he was forced to care about my life and death.

I asked him, "...... yesterday's results?"

Liang Liushao turned around: "Wouldn't you know if you checked your bank card?" ”

Yes.

I can't swim or dive, and I can't jump and sink to the bottom, not to mention that the record is 50 seconds, even if it's a minute and 50 seconds, I can't climb up.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth and said to Liang Liushao, "Thank you." ”

Liang Liushao took two steps forward, turned his head again, and called me: "You really don't remember me?"

I'll be honest: "It's a little familiar." ”

Liang Liushao seemed to be particularly speechless, and said "hehe" twice: "My name is Liang Yi, and I was dragged to Yangcheng by the fifth brother three years ago for a New Year...... Fifth brother, you won't forget, it's ......"

I interrupted him: "I haven't forgotten. ”

When he mentioned three years ago, those memories came flooding back like a tidal wave.

At that time, I clearly remember that several of Lu Jingzhong's buddies came over, some called him Xiaowu, some called him Fifth Brother, and that night I ordered takeout very coldly, and I washed my hands and made a shrimp and cabbage soup.

When I returned to the room, I opened the computer in the room and checked it, and there was really an extra 560,000 yuan in the bank account, and what was the other 60,000 yuan?

I lay on the bed and covered my eyes with my arms.

If I can get 500,000 yuan in exchange for this, then I would rather suffer a little more and save more money so that I can be closer to him.

After a long time, I felt that I was very stupid at this time, so stupid that I was bubbling, and I didn't become smarter for a long time, just to get closer to him little by little, just to get rid of an ordinary person's hat, to avenge his abandonment of me at that time, or to seek an answer that I didn't get, even I don't know.

However, three years have passed, and things have long been different, so who will wait where they are?

When the nurse came to replace me with another drip bottle, I realized that I had been in a coma with a high fever for two days, and my lungs were severely hydrated and I needed bed rest.

I picked up the phone and turned it on, there were really several missed calls on it, I immediately called my roommate Sangsang, but her phone was busy, and after two minutes it was still busy, so I had to dial Wen Wen's phone again, the sound of the phone connecting there was very small, I guessed that Wen Wen might be in the library.

Wen Wen said, "Wait a minute, I'll go out." ”

Actually, I wanted to tell Wen Wen that I didn't have to go out, I just wanted to report that I was safe, but the sound of footsteps from Wen Wen's side, I simply didn't speak.

Who knows, the first thing Wen Wen said was: "You didn't get into trouble the night before, did you?"

I thought about it for a while, the night before yesterday, when I was withdrawing money at the school gate, I received the only call from Fang to take a taxi, and it was estimated that Wen Wen saw me at the school gate.

I smiled: "It's okay, I'll go back and eat with you in the evening." ”

After hanging up Wen Wen's phone, I immediately called my tutor again, and I couldn't bear to fall asleep in three classes on Monday.

The instructor didn't say anything, just asked me to come over in the evening and set the tune.

I said, "I've already set it, it's Rachmaninoff's Third Concerto, and I'll not change it." ”

The instructor seemed to have understood my stubbornness, but said, "You can only practice proficiency in the piano at that school, and you can't do it at all in terms of strength." ”

I said, "I'll solve the piano problem myself." ”

"If you don't listen to me, you won't even be able to enter the finals, I really don't know what you're obsessed with?!"

When the tutor finished speaking, he snapped and cut off the phone.

I listened to the busy sound of "Dididi" in the microphone, smiled wryly and shook my head.

What am I obsessed with.

I just want to prove that I can win beautifully, even on my own.

After hanging this bottle of drip, it was almost six o'clock, and it was twilight outside.

The nurse said that I would come back tomorrow to make another hanging bottle, and I said, "No, thank you." ”

Before going out, I deliberately went to a room on the second floor to find Liang Yi, and I was a little shocked when I opened the door, there was a row of eight computer desks side by side in this room, eight LCD computers on it, and there were two rear projections on the wall on this side, Liang Yi was sitting on the ground, crackling and tapping on the keyboard, as if he was playing a game.

I knocked on the door twice and cleared my throat: "Liang Liushao, I'm leaving." ”

Liang Yi ignored me, the sound of the game in the room was not small, I don't know if I heard it.

Walking on the mahogany floor, looking at the delicate stickers on the corridors on both sides, I felt that I really should come to this kind of place once.

…………

It's only a month before the competition, and although the school's piano doesn't feel good about playing the set tune, it is still okay to practice finger practice proficiency, at least you can reduce the money to rent a piano and venue outside.

In the past few days, I have ignored Li Zhengke, Saturday and Sunday, I originally wanted to ask Li Zhengke's sister for a leave, saying that the competition period was busy, so I would not go to teach, just called Li Zhengke's sister Huang Jingya, and a thought turned around in my head twice, Li Zhengke has two pianos at home, one is the ordinary piano that I usually teach Li Zhengke, and the other is not usually used by Besendorfer to play the piano, just to practice the strength of the fingers.

I just wanted to hang up the phone, but Li Zhengke's sister Huang Jingya was already connected over there.

She opened her mouth in a commanding tone: "Something?"

If I say "it's okay" now, I'm going to get fired, so I made up a lie: "I have something to do on Saturday, can I change the piano lesson to tonight?"

Actually, I'm just talking, usually from Monday to Friday, Li Zhengke has to study at night, and I can be regarded as knowingly asking.

But unexpectedly, Huang Jingya agreed, saying, "Okay, eight to ten o'clock in the evening, two hours." ”

Hanging up the phone, I looked at the phone screen for a while and was a little stunned, whether this was more than worth the loss or lost the watermelon and picked up the sesame seeds.

Originally, I had made an appointment for dinner in the dormitory that night, and it seemed to be yellow again.

I went back to my dorm room, bought a big bag of snacks in the supermarket and brought it back, which was to break my promise and get fat, but it wasn't me who was fat.

At this time, Sang Sang was the only one in the bedroom, she was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling in a daze.

This is a common expression she has since she found out that she likes and even falls in love with a married man, although she says that she wants revenge, but she is not unwilling in her heart.

Sang Sang looked up and saw that I was back, said hello, and sat up: "I'm annoyed." ”

I know why she is annoyed, I have persuaded Sangsang before, I don't want her to seek any revenge so meaninglessly, just get the money and withdraw after suffering a loss, but I am just from the perspective of a bystander, if it is really love, how can it be possible to retreat?

I said: "Sangsang, love is like scratching a lot, just scratch a thank you, there is no need to scrape the four words thank you for your patronage before you let go." ”

Sangsang buried her head between her legs, her shoulders shrugged, and I heard her voice muffled as if coming from the void: "What about you? ”

I?

I looked up at the window: "Yes." ”

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When I go to tutor people, I always arrive five minutes early to avoid making a bad impression, so no matter how much or how little I pay for tutoring, the reputation is still good.

Only this time, I regretted coming five minutes earlier.

At the door of Li Zhengke's villa, I happened to bump into Huang Jingya to send Fang only out.

So, inside and outside the villa, looking at each other in twos and fours, it seems to have become a joke.

For Fang Weiwei, I still have a psychological shadow, everyone says that it is born from the heart, I think Fang Weiwei is like that, a pair of eagle-like eyes are gloomy, and it seems to be looking at the prey all the time.

Huang Jingya also saw me later, thinking that Fang Wei only stopped and didn't know me, so she introduced: "This is my family's piano tutor." ”

I just wanted to bow my head slightly and say "hello", when I heard Fang Wei sneer at me: "Can she teach Zhengke well?"

Huang Jingya smiled: "This is Du Jiayin, a talented girl from the music department of B University, you should have heard of it." ”

The moment Huang Jingya reported my name, I saw Fang Wei obviously raise his eyebrows, and asked rhetorically: "Du Jiayin?"

Fang is the only rich person for me, it's just for fun, not to mention the name, even if you look at the face, you don't necessarily know me, he should never ask my name, but this reaction is a bit big.

"Which surname is Du?"

Huang Jingya said: "Which other Du is there? The Du of the Du family, a poisonous snake in the south of the city, has the same surname as your wife's family." ”

Fang Wei looked at me, and his eyes flashed: "Du Jiayin, that's really a coincidence." ”

Huang Jingya joked: "Don't be the illegitimate daughter of the Du family outside, right?"

Fang Wei touched his chin, and a gleam flashed in his eyes: "I can't tell." ”

I don't know what kind of relationship Fang Weiwei and Huang Jingya had before, but for now, I'd rather these two be enemies, so I don't have to deal with me with the same hatred.

When I met Fang Weiwei in front of Li Zhengke's villa, I always felt that there must be something bad and not good, and really, before I entered the villa, Fang Weiwei asked me: "What time will you come out?"

I said, "Eleven o'clock." ”

I deliberately talked for an extra hour, wanting to give myself an hour to go back to school.

After I said this, I turned around and left, and saw Huang Jingya, who was not far away, stopping and waiting for me, and smiled and followed.

Li Zhengke is the little son of the Li family in C City, when he first came to teach him, I also expressed my wonder why my sister's surname is Huang and his surname is Li, Li Zhengke said that he follows his father's surname and Huang Jingya follows his mother's surname, a son and a daughter are both complete.

Li Zhengke nested at home all day during the day, saying that he had a fever, and Huang Jingya also hurt this younger brother, so he didn't let him go to school.

Huang Jingya also specially instructed me: "Don't close the door when practicing." ”

I nodded.

However, when I saw Li Zhengke, his eyes were shining, and where there was a little sick feeling, he came directly and pulled me in the door, and raised his hand to close the door.

I stopped him: "Your sister won't let you close the door." ”

Li Zhengke went out directly: "Sister, I'm closed." As soon as the words fell, the door was slammed shut, and Li Zhengke also locked it, raised a key in his hand, and threw it directly into the drawer.

I watched his series of actions and couldn't help laughing: "If I were your sister, I would definitely be angry with you." ”

Li Zhengke smiled: "You definitely can't be my sister." ”

If I really want to admit that I am a talented woman in the music department, then Li Zhengke is an out-and-out piece of rotten wood.

Rotten wood, rotten wood that cannot be carved.

He definitely has no attainments in music, he just started learning the piano in his freshman year, and it took two weeks to learn to recognize the score, starting from the simplest "Little Star", and studying for a semester.

If I really rely on a teacher with such a reputation all over the world, I will definitely give up when I meet this kind of student, and the reason why I haven't given up is because I have money to make.

Now Li Zhengke can play classic piano repertoire such as foreign "To Alice" and China's "Liang Zhu", and at some banquets, there are a few songs that can be picked up and put down at any time, at least it can support the scene for the Li family, a young man who does not learn and has no skills.

In this way, my standard has been met, and Li Zhengke's standard is considered to be overfulfilled.

I glanced at the time, and there was still an hour left, so I asked Li Zhengke to help me open the Besendorfer piano and try to start practicing my own repertoire.

Li Zhengke said: "In the future, you can come to my house if you want to use the piano, and you can use it for as long as you want." ”

I didn't say yes or bad, I left myself a little blank and had room to turn around.

Li Zhengke leaned on the piano and listened to me play the piano, and while I was flipping through the score, he interjected and asked me: "I have a reunion with my classmates on Saturday, can you come to attend." ”

Without even thinking about it, I refused: "I don't have time." ”

"Then I'll go to your school to find you, anyway, I know where your dormitory is. ”

I didn't care: "Whatever." ”

"I'll shout Du Jiayin a hundred times downstairs in your bedroom. ”

I raised my eyes and looked at Li Zhengke: "You can try, anyway, my reputation is stinky enough." ”

Li Zhengke suddenly came over and pressed his hand on the black and white piano keys: "Du Jiayin, can you not give up on yourself so much." ”

I looked at the expression on Li Zhengke's face, and laughed out loud: "You should say this sentence to yourself, and then talk about it when your academic performance is good." ”

Li Zhengke said: "What's the use of studying well?"

"The more you read and the more you know, the more you will no longer be confined to your current small circle," I paused, "Learning is your own business." ”

In fact, I also know that the son of a wealthy family like Li Zhengke, even if his academic performance is rotten, it doesn't matter, anyway, after graduating from high school, he is either sent to study abroad, or directly into the family business, even if he is a second ancestor, just take the company's dividends every time.

But there's always something to look forward to.

Li Zhengke sat back and listened to me practice the particularly difficult piece over and over again, and there were several breaks in the middle, and when I was in a hurry, I directly clenched my fists with both hands and pressed down on the keys at the same time, and the piano sound boomed heavily.

Li Zhengke suddenly had a brainless question: "If I get into the top 150 in the whole school in this monthly exam, you will join me at the class reunion." ”

I couldn't hold back and laughed: "You can do it first before you are qualified to negotiate terms with me." ”

When it was almost ten o'clock in the evening, I opened the window on the second floor and looked down, and it was very strange to see that Fang's only car was still parked in the parking space, could it be that he hadn't left yet?

So what now?

Do we still have to meet on a narrow road?

I hesitated whether I wanted to go down or not, and if I met the only one above, I was afraid that the half life I had left would be played with.

Li Zhengke didn't know when he stood behind me, and his long figure cast a black shadow on the window, and he said, "I heard about the winding mountain road. ”

I didn't look back. Island group number.

I didn't want those things to disappear at all, originally in this upper circle, once something happened, it would spread rapidly like a spark that could set the prairie on fire, the Li family is everyone in C City, and Li Zhengke is the only son who is now in charge of the chairman of the Li family's family industry, I am not new at all that it will reach his ears.

I asked, "How do you know it's mine?"

As soon as I asked this question, I knew that I was stupid in asking, even if those rich people don't care about me as a nobody, but there will always be people who care, such identities are not found out at a glance.

"I didn't ask. ”

Li Zhengke said: "If Fang Wei dares to touch you again, you will tell me." ”

Listening to Li Zhengke's childish words, I couldn't help laughing, shook my head, and looked at Li Zhengke: "I have a younger brother, one year younger than you," I didn't wait for Li Zhengke to speak, I picked up my bag and walked out, "That's it for today, I'm leaving." ”

Li Zhengke suddenly pulled my arm: "Don't leave tonight, I'll let people clean up a guest room and sleep." ”

I raised an eyebrow.

Li Zhengke said: "I'm not kidding, really. ”

As he spoke, he stepped in front of me and blocked the door: "It's too late today, just stay here for the night." ”

When Li Zhengke spoke, he glanced at the window, and I knew that he must have also seen Fang Wei's car, or knew that Fang Weiwei was still downstairs.

Actually, when I said that when I went back, I was also apprehensive, if Fang Wei was waiting for me below, then I really didn't know how to face it, and now, Li Zhengke can be regarded as helping me.

"Thank you. ”

However, Huang Jingya is very difficult to deal with here, I was in the guest room on the second floor, and I heard the sound of Li Zhengke and Huang Jingya arguing loudly in the living room on the first floor, closed the door, and lay on the bed.

I can see Huang Jingya's disdain for me, if it weren't for her beloved brother's request, I'm afraid I would have been driven out like a cockroach, and now, as long as anyone can see that Li Zhengke, who is in the rebellious period of adolescence, has that kind of delicate mind for me.

However, he did not express it clearly, and I did not explicitly refuse.

I rolled over and buried my face in the soft quilt on the bed, my fingernails digging hard at the feather pillow.

Sometimes when I think about myself, it's really despicable and dirty, like the moment I fell in the slush three years ago.

I don't know why I'm the way I am.

From the initial numbness to paralysis, I want a little stimulation.

Is it because of the money?

Because of money, I really became spineless, and I never admitted that I was a person with backbone.

Just as I was thinking about it, I received a call from my mother, who asked me when I would get the money back this month?

I said impatiently, "I'll pay tomorrow." ”

My mother said, "Ice cream is growing now, don't be reluctant to make that little money......"

I directly interrupted my mother's words: "Okay, I know, 10,000 yuan tomorrow is enough." ”

"Enough, enough. ”

I can almost hear it, behind the sound of "enough" in my mother's mouth, mixed with the sound of playing mahjong and the sound of empty wine bottles clanging, 10,000 yuan, really stripped of the layers of sieves, and the real use of him is probably less than 2,000 yuan.

I endured it, lowered my voice and said to my mother, "Mom, if you have nothing to do, just do a small business with your dad or something, don't ...... all day"

"Okay, I know, remember to pay tomorrow. ”

My mom hung up, and I rolled over and looked at the dark blue sky surrounded by boxy windows, with branches slicing a whole piece of dark blue into three parts.

Suddenly, the phone vibrated again.

I clicked on the screen, and it was a message, and the only text message sent me.

I don't know when Fang only stored his number in my mobile phone, but I should still thank him for storing the number in my mobile phone, because if it was an unfamiliar number, I might have clicked on it to read the text message, but now that I saw his name, I just deleted this text message and turned off the phone.

Whatever the storm tomorrow, tonight, I want a moment of peace.