Chapter 234: Compromise

Cheng Xunxun took two steps back in a row to gain a firm foothold, and the two bodyguards waiting at the door were indifferent to this, only glanced at them lightly, and prepared to close the door for them. Cheng Xunxun saw them stretch out his hand, and immediately said, "Wait a minute." ”

The other party immediately stopped moving, glanced at her, and asked what was going on with his eyes.

"He's drunk, I can't take care of him alone, you help me get him into the room. ”

"I'm not drunk, I don't need them. Before her words fell, Zhou Yanqing interjected.

The person standing outside pursed his lips and smiled at Cheng Xunxun, and then closed the door directly without caring about her.

"Hey!" Cheng Xunxun had to watch the door close in front of him, and Zhou Yanqing pressed on her like a scoundrel, unable to push it open.

"Don't argue, they're my people, how can they listen to you. She was croaking in his ear, and his ears hurt when she screamed.

"Believe it or not, I called the police and let the police meddle in this matter!"

"Okay, you call the police, you'd better let the police imprison me for life, otherwise, when I come out, you'll be even more troublesome." He turned his head sideways, looked at her with half-open eyes, and then leaned forward for a moment, his forehead against her neck.

His soft hair tickled against her neck.

Cheng Xunxun was a little impatient, pushed him hard, and said, "Aren't you not drunk!

"I'm starting to get a little drunk now. ”

Cheng Xunxun took a deep breath, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, he firmly wrapped his arms around her waist and hugged her into his arms. Cheng Xunxun glanced at him sideways, and pulled his hand twice with his backhand, but he couldn't pull it away at all. Thinking that it would not work to use hard ones, she softened her tone and said, "You let go first, I'll let you go in and get you some sobering soup." ”

"Let it go? He was like a foolish child, and when he said to let go, he hugged him tighter, saying, "If I let go, you will run away." ”

"Ho, did I run away?"

"Can't run away. ”

"Then what nonsense are you talking about, let it go!"

He snorted and smiled, and the hand holding her tightened again, saying, "It's because I won't let go." That's why you can't run away. ”

The smell of alcohol on his body was very heavy, and Cheng Xunxun really couldn't tell whether he was really drunk or not drunk at all, pimping with her here.

"If you let go, I won't run, isn't there your people guarding the door, I can't beat them, how can I run away. Besides, you can't stand here all the time, right? You're not tired, I'm tired. She said and gave him another push.

Zhou Yanqing opened her eyes, raised her head, glanced at her, and then, under her defenselessness. Suddenly, he picked her up. Cheng Xunxun was startled and couldn't help struggling a few times, but Zhou Yanqing still held her firmly and walked straight into the room.

When she walked to the bed, she kicked his knee twice, Zhou Yanqing raised her eyebrows slightly, and was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly sighed, with a smile on her face, the whole person leaned forward and pressed her directly on the bed.

"You did it on purpose!" she slapped him on the shoulder twice and gave him a hard push, blushing.

Zhou Yanqing let her struggle, and firmly pressed her on the bed with one hand and one foot. smiled and said: "I have an old wound on my leg, you don't know, I don't cry out about pain, I don't show it, it doesn't mean I don't hurt." Oh, shouldn't I ask you, do you remember what happened back then?"

She looked at him for a moment, then looked away, pursed her lips and said no more. How could she forget those things, unless her brain hurts again, I'm afraid she won't be able to forget.

"It's all in the past, do you want me to say thank you again?"

"I don't want you to say thank you, I want you to make a promise. ”

Cheng Xunxun glanced at him, sat up suddenly, and he easily reached out and dragged her back, and lay back on the bed, "What the hell are you going to do!" She was a little impatient, and after looking at him for a while, she turned her head away and looked to the other side.

Zhou Yanqing stretched out her hand and turned her face, forced her to look at herself, and said, "You know what I'm going to do, what I want to do." ”

She frowned and said, "Why do you want to make it so complicated and extreme when it's such an easy thing to solve?" Without me and Xiaonuo, you can still live a good life, why do you have to hold on, how can you be so selfish!"

Zhou Yanqing looked at her silently, the smile on her face gradually disappeared, and there was a trace of emotion in her eyes that could no longer be concealed, Cheng Xunxuan saw it. That's anger. She raised her hand and pulled away his, looked away, sat up again, and said, "I'll go get you some hangover soup." ”

As soon as she got up, Zhou Yanqing immediately grabbed her wrist, pressed her on the bed, and got up and straddled her, pressing her unable to move.

"If you want me to hate you, you can continue to force me!" Cheng Xunxun finally couldn't bear it.

Zhou Yanqing smiled and said, "It's better to hate me, it's better than you treat me in the way you use now." Cheng Xunxun, is it you who are selfish, or am I selfish? Don't you forget, he's my son. ”

After a moment of silence, Cheng Xunxun smiled and said, "If you really like it, you won't just let him call someone else's mother." Or, you don't like me. ”

"Now that you know everything, I might as well tell you that in order to separate us, Song Peili not only made you lose your memory, but also attacked me, and it took half a year for the hypnotist to erase all the memories of me and you. If I remember, I would never let Xiaonuo call Anyu mother, let alone let Xiaonuo have too much contact with them. ”

"Of course, things have come to this point, and I am responsible, because I didn't protect you well. Not at the time, but now I can, and I'm definitely not going to let anyone hurt you anymore, and I'm not going to let anyone break us apart. Not even if they're my parents. He said firmly, "I know that this world is not impossible to live without anyone, I want to tell you, without you, I can live, but I must not live well." You too. ”

"You're wrong, I can live better without you. ”

"Don't say that again!"

His hand strength was extremely strong, Cheng Xunxun took a breath of pain, twisted his brows, and was about to speak, but he felt that his eyes were dark, and Zhou Yanqing's whole person was pressed down. As long as a man moves his true character, a woman can't resist at all.

Zhou Yanqing's alcohol was on his head, and there were many things in his heart, and Cheng Xun's few words easily angered him. He didn't start lightly or heavily, and regardless of Cheng Xunxun's resistance, he only relied on the strength of the wine and the depression that he had nowhere to vent in his heart, and tossed her several times. It wasn't until she didn't resist anymore and just let him take what he wanted, that his movements slowly became softer.

Hot lips fell on her, as if to please her, as if begging.

Cheng Xunxun stopped moving, only closed his eyes, and pretended to be indifferent.

It didn't take long for the person beside her to breathe steadily, his head resting on her chest, and a hand resting on her waist. Cheng Xunxun waited for a long time, and only when she felt that he should have fallen asleep did she slowly open her eyes. The bedside light was on, and the face of the person in front of him was clearly illuminated.

He seemed calm, she made a slight noise, and he didn't react. She stretched out another finger, poked his shoulder, and called softly, "Zhou Yanqing." ”

After waiting for a while, seeing that he had not reacted, Cheng Xunxun used a little strength to push his head away from the front of him, and took away his hand that was lying on her.

Because she was too crazy just now, there was a mess under the bed, her clothes were torn by him, she could only wear his clothes, went out of the room lightly, went to the cloakroom to get a change of clothes, and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

He left a lot of marks on her body, and there were a few places where he was overpowered. It's all blue and purple, and it hurts when you touch it. Cheng Xunxun looked at the obvious marks on his body, frowned unconsciously, exhaled heavily for a moment, closed his eyes, raised his head to the shower, and the hot water faced her face.

She stayed in the bathroom for a full hour before coming out, went to the kitchen to pour herself a glass of water, and then sat on the sofa for a while, then turned on the TV, changed the channel over and over again, and finally stopped the midnight channel, and was playing a midnight movie, an old film, the horror film "The Old Corpse of the Mountain Village".

She didn't put too much thought into the TV, and her heart was a little messy at the moment. Those things that Song Peili said. She hadn't fully digested it yet, and she was only superficially calm.

It can be seen from Song Peili's attitude that he will never accept her being with Zhou Yanqing, and it is impossible for her to coexist peacefully with a person who killed her mother and grandfather and ruined her life. She can do it without hating, which is already the biggest limit.

She let out a long breath, and when she was about to drink water, the cup in her hand was suddenly snatched away, Cheng Xunxun was startled, and when she looked up, she saw Zhou Yanqing shirtless, standing on one side, and drank the water in the cup in two gulps. There were a lot of scratches on his back, and there were several tooth marks on his arms and shoulders, Cheng Xunxun glanced at it, his cheeks couldn't help but redden, he quickly lowered his head, coughed, and said, "You're awake." ”

"I didn't fall asleep. He bent down and sat down, put the empty cup on the coffee table, and his eyes fell on the TV screen, which happened to be a terrifying picture, accompanied by a terrifying sound effect, and he said, "Look at this at night, aren't you afraid?"

"Don't be afraid. She shook her head.

As soon as the words fell, there was an exclamation on the TV, and the listeners were horrified. The two of them sat side by side, watching TV with expressionless faces, and the horror movie seemed meaningless, even boring.

The people inside were half frightened, but the people who watched didn't even blink their eyes.

After a while, Cheng Xunxun glanced sideways at him and said, "Zhou Yanqing." Can we talk about it and discuss it?"

He didn't look at her sideways, leaned back, leaned back on the sofa, and said, "Discuss." ”

Cheng Xunxun said: "Zhou Yanqing, if I am not with you, it does not mean that I have no feelings for you, separation does not mean that I do not love, many times separation is to make the other party better, because of love to separate." If I didn't want you before today, it was because I was selfish. ”

"So now, I think separating is the best option for us. If you didn't tell me the truth before, I could only guess by myself, I always felt that there were too many unsafe factors around you, I was afraid that Xiaonuo would be hurt, and I was also afraid that others would threaten you with Xiaonuo, so I wanted to leave here with Xiaonuo. Now it seems that I should take him away even more, your father is very obsessed, and if I stay with you, it will only make him do more extreme things. ”

"Zhou Yanqing, do you really want everyone to die together? Is this the ending you want? Let's not talk about me, Xiaonuo is your biological son, they are your biological parents, can you really watch them die in front of you because of your persistence? If something like that really happens, do you think we can still be together?"

Zhou Yanqing pursed her lips, her eyes still fell on the TV screen, and her expression was extremely focused. Cheng Xunxun frowned, waited for a while, and saw that he had no response, so he took the remote control and turned off the TV directly.

"Are you listening? I have suffered too much, Zhou Yanqing, even if your surname is Song, your Song family destroyed my home, killed my mother, and killed me; even though you knew everything early four years ago, you didn't tell me anything, and watched me go to prison. I don't resent you, I don't hate you, I just hope that you can help me think about it from my point of view. We're all right, okay?"

How familiar is the word "well", once upon a time he also said, but is it really okay? At the beginning, he chose to compromise in order to let her live well, but in exchange for this result.

He turned his head slowly, met her gaze, and smiled bitterly. "This is true retribution." ”

Cheng Xunxun didn't quite understand this, but she didn't want to figure it out, and said: "At least stabilize your parents first, you can pretend to compromise with them first, get Xiaonuo out of their hands, and I will take him to wait for you in Edinburgh." ”

"Can you believe it?" his eyes had no light.

"I'll wait for you. ”

For some reason, Zhou Yanqing didn't believe her words, and always felt that she was not stabilizing his parents, but stabilizing him, compromising with him first, and when Xiaonuo arrived in her hands, she took Xiaonuo away.

The world is so big, if she wants to hide, will he still be able to find her?

However, in the current situation, what she said seems to be the only way to work, separation is better than death, at least as long as you live there is always a chance to get together.

When you're dead, there's really nothing. Although life cannot be the same, death can be the same. But when a person dies, he knows nothing, even if he dies together.

There is no way to die together.

Cheng Xunxun wondered if she was dazzled, she seemed to see Zhou Yanqing's eyes a little moist.

The corners of his lips twitched slightly, and he raised his hand to hold her hand, tightened it slightly, and said, "Okay." ”

Cheng Xunxun didn't expect him to agree, a little unable to believe his ears, and said, "What did you say? ”

"I'll do what you say. When he finished speaking, he suddenly stood up as if he had thought of something. He touched her head and said, "You wait for me, I'll go get something." ”

He turned around and walked away, Cheng Xunxun was a little stunned, when he insisted on not letting go, she had hatred in her heart, all the resentments I had in my heart, and I especially hated him.

But now he suddenly compromised with her, and for some reason, her heart seemed to have collapsed, and there was a faint pain in her heart, and she felt uncomfortable all over her body.

After a while, when Zhou Yanqing came back, she put on a white T-shirt on her body, sat beside her, lowered her eyes, and pulled her hand without saying anything, and then Cheng Xunxun only felt a slight coldness between her fingers.

When she was in Edinburgh, she threw it in the trash in front of him, and she remembered that when she was in Edinburgh, he was now rummaging through the garbage heap.

Her fingers moved slightly, wanting to retract them, but they were held tightly by Zhou Yanqing, raised her eyes to look at her, and said, "I promise you, and you will also promise me two conditions." First, you have to be by my side these days, be nice to me, and you have to make me feel your affection for me. Second, follow me to complete the formalities of remarriage. ”

Cheng Xunxun opened his mouth and didn't wait for her to speak. Zhou Yanqing said: "You have no reason to refuse. ”

She pursed her lips, held back a smile, and said, "I'm not trying to reject you, I just want to ask, how many days are you talking about." ”

"It won't be long, and it can't be too long. A maximum of two weeks and a minimum of five days. ”

"Oh. Cheng Xunxun only responded, nodded, and did not speak again.

After being silent for a while, Zhou Yanqing said, "Answer." ”

She smiled helplessly and said, "What do you want me to answer?"

"Say yes or no. ”

"Didn't you just say that? I have no reason to refuse, as long as you say what you say, I will do what you say. ”

Zhou Yanqing pursed her lips and smiled, nodded, and said, "Okay." Then from now on, just the two of us, don't mention Xiaonuo to me again, mention anything other than love me. He said and stood up.

Cheng Xunxun felt that there was a bubble in his brain, sneered, and said, "How boring that is." ”

"Boring? I don't think so. He opened his hands at her.

She looked up at him for a moment, then got up and stood on the couch, and jumped on top of him. Then, Zhou Yanqing carried her into the bathroom, and Cheng Xunxuan exclaimed: "I've taken a bath!"

"Wash it again, I'll help you. ”

……

The Song family knew about Zhou Yanqing's resistance, but they couldn't do anything about him.

The company's changes are still the same, and Song Xihe has helped a lot in this matter, but it is not a happy thing to be threatened, not to mention that there are so many things happening at home, and as a member of the Song family, it is impossible for him to sit idly by. Moreover, Song Peili also called him personally.

When Song Xihe rushed into his office, he was talking on the phone, which happened to be about him.

Someone is behind the scenes, wanting to expose Song Xi and homosexuality, and you don't have to think about it to know who this person is. Song Xihe came in without knocking, Zhou Yanqing glanced at him and said to the person on the other end of the phone: "This matter can't be exposed, suppress the news." ”

With that, he hung up the phone.

The secretary followed Song Xihe in, glanced at Zhou Yanqing with an apologetic face, and said, "Mr. Zhou, I can't stop Manager Song." ”

"You get out. Zhou Yanqing waved his hand, and the secretary immediately withdrew and closed the door.

Zhou Yanqing leaned back in the boss's chair, met his slightly angry gaze, and said, "What's the matter? ”

"You restricted the freedom of your parents, are you crazy!"

"It's not me who is crazy, it's them. I just want them to live a clean life in peace, and I don't want them to worry about other things, is that wrong?"

Song Xihe sneered and said, "In order to be with Cheng Xunxun, you can even deal with your biological parents, do you have a conscience!"

"Conscience?" Zhou Yanqing seemed to have heard some joke, laughed loudly, and only restrained his smile after a while, and said: "Everything they did to me, I can still call them parents now, I already have a good conscience!"

"Third brother. Don't talk about me, if you have the ability, why don't you let them know who you love? If you have the ability, tell them now, and I will see how you solve it. ”

Song Xihe pursed his lips, turned his head away, his face was not very good-looking, he was silent for a while, and said indignantly: "We are different, Cheng Xunxun's surname is Tang, you know it very well in your heart." ”

"Then I'll tell them tonight, what do you think?"

Song Xihe clenched his fists, slammed his fist on the desk, raised his hand and pointed at his Qi Zi, and said, "Okay, you go and say, don't think I'll do anything for you again!"

"Hey, third brother, don't forget, Tang Xu is still in my hands. Don't want to see him again?"

Song Xihe's steps paused, took a deep breath, and said angrily: "Don't you want to use him to threaten me for the rest of my life!"

"Don't worry, I won't do that. As long as you help me do the last thing, I will return Tang Xu to you. ”

He tilted his head slightly and said, "Say!"

"I want you to help me go to my parents to test whether they are really going to return Cheng Xunxun on the condition of Xiaonuo, or if they have another purpose. If they never thought of letting go, then I don't care what you do, get Xiaonuo out for me. I believe you can do it and you have to do it. ”

Song Xihe pursed his lips and didn't say good, nor did he say bad. After he finished speaking, he walked straight to the office door. He opened the door and found that it was unlocked, and then saw An Yu standing in the doorway. He frowned, and An Yu immediately made a gesture of silence.

He glanced at her and walked straight out of the office, closing the door with his hand.

An Yu stood in the doorway, took a deep breath, raised his hand and knocked on the door. She waited for a voice from inside to push the door in.

"I thought you wouldn't come to the company, I already asked Luo Xing to take your place. ”

"I know. She nodded, walked to her desk, and said, "I'm here for you." ”

"What?"

"Mom has a sick body and has to go to the hospital for regular checkups, but your people don't let them come out, you see ......"

"Just for this?" Zhou Yanqing raised his eyes and glanced at her.

An Yu frowned and said, "Do you really want to resist to the end?"

Zhou Yanqing sneered. He said, "Do you want to persuade me? persuade me to be a husband and wife with you again, to be Xiaonuo's father and mother, and then pretend to be warm and accompany them year after year?

"I don't know, I just know that the regret of strong resistance is to die together. It's not that I'm alarmist, Dad really did it. The events of that year, Nanmu's death, his mother's stomach cancer, these things forced him to this point step by step. Zhou Yanqing, this kind of sad event has happened in your life, do you really think you can still be happy in this life? The dead are dead, and the pain is left to the living. ”

She lowered her eyes and smiled and said, "Of course." I'm not here to persuade you, and I can't persuade you at all. I'm just telling you about my mother's illness, and then I'm going to come over and explain my work, and I won't come back again. ”

With that, she turned to leave.

When she walked to the door of the office, Zhou Yanqing called out to her, "Anyu." ”

"How?"

"If you have truly loved Xiaonuo in the past few years, I hope that you can tell him about the matter of Xun Xun in person, tell him who his biological mother is and why he has not been able to be by his side for the past few years. ”

An Yu's brows frowned imperceptibly, and the corners of his lips twitched slightly, and he didn't react for a long time.

Zhou Yanqing said: "It was you who told him that you were his mother, and you told him in person who you really are." ”

An Xuan pursed her lips, her throat moved slightly, and only after a while did she slowly turn her head, glanced at him, didn't say anything, opened the door and left.

At this time, Cheng Xunxuan called, the expression on Zhou Yanqing's face became gentle, and he quickly picked up the phone, and even his voice became a lot softer, saying, "What's wrong?"

"Oh, I'm just asking if you're back tonight?"

"Come back. ”

"Where's dinner?"

"Come back. ”

"Oh, then I'll go buy some groceries, and I'll cook today. ”

Zhou Yanqing smiled and said, "Okay." ”

Cheng Xunxun called Mi Lai to go to the vegetable market and bought a lot of fresh ingredients.

Mi Lai's eyes are sharp. When he saw the ring on her ring finger, he asked, "What? Are you going to be with him?"

Cheng Xunxun paused, glanced at her sideways, then smiled slightly, and said, "No way." ”

"Although I don't know about your complicated relationships, I think Zhou Yanqing is still very sincere to you, and you still have affection for him. ”

She smiled and said, "It's not that you can be together if you have love, think about Romeo and Juliet, you have love, right? Love? Isn't it true that you can only be together when you are dead? But when you die, are you really together? It's just two corpses together, and what do people know." ”

"What do you mean? And what are you doing now?"

Cheng Xunxun put the ingredients in the trunk, glanced at her, and said with a smile: "Ask so much what to do, anyway, it won't be long before I will leave with Xiaonuo." You don't have to stay here with me, I'll be fine, you can go back to Edinburgh first and see if our shop is yellow. ”

"Forget it, opening a store is not my main profession, my job is to accompany you. Mr. Yu explained, although he hadn't called me for many days, I guess what Mrs. Yu had done. Mi Lai sighed and said, "If Mrs. Yu is better, why don't you use your life so secretly." ”

Cheng Xunxun didn't care and said: "What's this, Dad spent so much money on me, it's good that she can bear it." You have to know that my mom and my dad are not even a couple, she can accept the children of my father's ex-wife, as for me, it is not within the scope of her acceptance, and now this is good. She waved her hand, reluctant to say more.

Mi Lai followed her back. did a little bit for her, and seeing that Zhou Yanqing was about to come back, he left first.

While Cheng Xunxun was cooking, she was thinking about what to do to make him feel her feelings for him, so she also made a special Baidu check, but did not find a standard answer. After reading it, she felt that she seemed to be taking it a little too seriously, obviously he just said that, and was about to close the web page when the doorbell rang.

Cheng Xunxun immediately got up to open the door, and then hurriedly went to the kitchen, asking Zhou Yanqing to wait for a while, and then get two more dishes to start the meal.

Zhou Yanqing took off his coat and walked to the living room, he saw the laptop on the coffee table, he sat down, and saw the web page that Cheng Xunchun had browsed before and had not turned it off.