Chapter 229: I Don't Want You
Cheng Xunxun fell asleep for three whole days, and Zhou Yanqing sent people to wait at the door, not letting anyone approach, not even Chen Yujian and Sun Jie. Mi Lai was only allowed to go in and take a look, and was ordered to be expelled by Zhou Yanqing.
He didn't let anyone get close to her except the doctor, and even if he was a doctor, he couldn't be completely at ease.
"Why haven't you woken up yet? You give me a reasonable explanation. Zhou Yanqing stood on the edge of the hospital bed, looking at the attending doctor with cold eyes.
Zhou Yanqing's face has not been good in the past few days, he has been putting on a stinky face, since three days ago, he sent people in, he has not left the hospital, and Zheng Jiang brought him to change the clothes yesterday, and brought toiletries over for him to wash.
Everyone who spoke to him tightened his skin and carefully thought about it before he spoke carefully, lest he say the wrong thing and not know what the consequences would be.
After a simple examination, the attending doctor swallowed his saliva vigorously, thought for a moment, and said: "Miss Cheng's symptoms and indicators are normal, as for why Miss Cheng hasn't woken up yet, this may require further brain examination before I can make a correct judgment." ”
"Ho. Zhou Yanqing sneered and said, "Two days ago, you told me that the trauma on her head was not so serious, and I don't have to worry about it, but now you tell me that you want further examination, what do you mean?"
"Mr. Zhou, calm down......"
"I'll give you the last three days, and if she doesn't wake up after three days, you won't have to be a doctor from now on. Zhou Yanqing was very calm, and after saying this, he pulled over the chair, bent over and sat on the edge of the bed, his eyes fell on Cheng Xunxun's face.
She didn't seem to be waking up, quiet, not angry.
Before leaving the ward, the attending doctor plucked up the courage to say something, saying, "Actually, there is a possibility that if the patient herself does not want to wake up, then no matter what we do, she will not wake up." ”
The door to the ward closed softly, and the quiet pin drop could be heard in the room. Zhou Yanqing sat quietly for a while before reaching out to cover the quilt for her, and her fingers touched her cheek lightly, pausing slightly.
"So, it's you who don't want to wake up, don't want to see me, do you?"
No one will answer his words, and no one will answer his words.
The sky outside the window gradually darkened, and as the minutes passed, the people in the ward did not move in the slightest, and even their posture did not change, as if they were fixed.
When night fell, there was a knock on the door of the ward, and then Lu Jingbei walked in from outside, and the footsteps came from far and near. Finally, he stood beside Zhou Yanqing, put his hands behind his back, looked at the person on the hospital bed, and asked, "Haven't woken up yet?"
He didn't answer.
"I heard Rong Zheng say that you are going to get rid of all the people related to your father in the company, so that you are not afraid of damage to the company?"
"If I dare to do it, I will not be afraid. His reply was brief, but it showed his confidence in the matter, and he looked sideways at him again and said, "Thank you." ”
Lu Jingbei chuckled and said, "What's polite, we've already said it." I didn't disappoint you, did I?"
He smiled lightly.
"When I came just now, I saw Anyu and your mother. They said you've been here for the past few days, and what are you going to do with your father?"
"What do you think I'm going to do?"
Lu Jingbei shrugged his shoulders and said, "This, I can't help." ”
"In your opinion, I should be separated from Cheng Xunxun, this is probably the best way to deal with it. They did the same, in the most extreme way, tampering with my memories and destroying hers. But what about the result? On the contrary, it gave me a reason to have to her, do you say it's funny?" Zhou Yanqing laughed lowly, but there was a depression between his eyebrows.
He had to be her, but what about her? What kind of attitude she would have, no one knew, not even he was sure.
Lu Jingbei raised his hand and put it on his shoulder, patted it lightly, and didn't say much.
After that, Rong Zheng also came over, it was almost nine o'clock when he came, and He Jiali and An Yu were still waiting in the hospital lobby, hoping to meet Zhou Yanqing.
Rong Zheng sat for a while and was ready to leave, Zhou Yanqing got up and personally sent him to the gate of the hospital, He Jiali saw him and immediately stood up, but Zhou Yanqing didn't seem to see it, and when he walked in front of them, he didn't even glance at the two of them.
Before Rong Zheng got into the car, he asked with a smile: "Are you planning to cut off relations with them?"
"No, it won't. ”
"So what are you going to do next?"
He smiled and patted him on the shoulder and said, "Take care of yourself." ”
Rong Zheng shrugged his eyebrows and smiled slightly.
"If you don't like Chen Flails, don't force it. ”
"I know, you go back. I'm leaving. He also raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, then turned and got into the car.
Zhou Yanqing stood in place, watching Rong Zheng's car gradually disappear into the night, before he turned around and went back, He Jiali and An Yu were still standing there.
When he approached, He Jiali stepped forward and stood in front of him and said, "Let's talk." ”
Zhou Yanqing stopped, looked at her with low eyes, thought about it, and said, "Okay." ”
Then, the two went to the small garden outside, at this point in time, there would be no one in this small garden, and the surroundings were quiet.
Zhou Yanqing walked in front, He Jiali followed behind him, the two stopped in front of a stone table, Zhou Yanqing said, "What's the matter?"
"How is Cheng Xunxun?"
"Not dead. ”
He Jiali frowned and explained, "I didn't mean that, I really wanted to care." ”
"No need. ”
He Jiali took a breath, nodded lightly, and said, "Okay, I won't ask." Your dad is very angry, in fact, he doesn't want to hurt her, he just doesn't want you to be like Nanmu and let yourself go to a dead end. Your father and I can no longer afford to leave our blood relatives from us. ”
"I admit that we are not good parents, and we have put all the hatred and resentment in our hearts on you. I don't think your father and I will live long, Yanqing, I hope you can fulfill what we want before we die, okay?" He Jiali lowered her posture, slowly reached out, carefully held his hand, and gently clenched it, "I beg you, okay?"
"You mean, unless you die, I can't be with Cheng Xunxun, is that what you mean?" Zhou Yanqing struggled slightly, broke free of her hand, turned around and stood facing her.
I don't know when, He Jiali's tears have fallen, she quickly turned her head sideways, raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face, sniffed, and said, "I didn't mean that." I know you must be resentful of us in your heart, and I don't blame you, but I hope you can understand me and your dad. ”
"I can only say that when I see the people of the Zhou and Tang families, neither I nor your father will be happy. When you bring her in, it's like holding a knife and poking us in the heart every day. The events of that year were deeply imprinted in our hearts, and we can't forget them even if we want to. Until now, I still have nightmares at night, these things are in the past, I don't want to say more, the only thing I want now is for our family, to be happy, and live one day at a time. ”
"I know that a mother like me is not qualified to ask for you. I have come to beg you, and I beg you if you will fulfill me once, and this time, I beg you. She burst into tears as she spoke, bent her knees, and knelt straight on the ground, "Son, I beg you, okay?"
Zhou Yanqing's eyes were quick, and he immediately buckled her wrist, but He Jiali's attitude was very resolute, Zhou Yanqing had no choice but to hug her body, frowned, and said, "I can't stand it." ”
"You can afford it, I made you what you are now, everything is caused by me, and now I force you, I want you to live according to my ideas, you can afford it. She grabbed his wrist firmly and tried to rip his hand away.
"If you insist on this, I don't think there's much to say between us. Zhou Yanqing's heart sank, the last thing he wanted to see was such a situation.
In any case, the person in front of him is the mother who gave birth to him.
He Jiali raised her eyes and glanced at him sideways, pursed her lips slightly, reached out to wrap her arms around his neck, and hugged him firmly, since they met until now, they have never acted so intimately.
They get along. Always cautious, polite not like family. Their relationship is very short, even if they are blood relatives, the lack of more than 30 years cannot be made up for in just four years.
What's more, they have done so many excessive things, and they have drawn a deep gap between them that cannot be crossed.
He Jiali's heart was like knocking a stone, very uncomfortable, she only instinctively hugged him tightly, and she couldn't stop her tears.
Zhou Yanqing didn't push her away, and he was powerless to push her away.
was silent for a long time, and when He Jiali calmed down, Zhou Yanqing gently pushed her away from front of her and took a handkerchief from her pocket. It was handed to her.
He Jiali raised her eyes and glanced at him, stretched out her hand to take it, hurriedly wiped away her tears, choked up and said, "Don't worry, I don't think my life will be too long, I hope you can think about it, okay?"
Zhou Yanqing didn't speak from beginning to end, He Jiali didn't bother him anymore, and left with An Yu after speaking.
Zhou Yanqing was a little tight, if these people were others, he could not hesitate to make them pay for what they did, but they were no one else, they were his biological parents. He couldn't help but understand what happened to them.
He couldn't breathe this out, he could only hold it in his heart. This feeling was so aggrieved that he smoked outside the hospital for a while, and only went back when the smoke on his body cleared.
However, when he returned to the ward, the two people who had been guarding the door of the ward were gone, he pushed the door in, and the person who was lying on the bed was gone, and the white sheets were stained with a little blood.
He immediately took it out, took a look, and there were a few missed calls, and just as he was about to go back, the other party called again.
"Mr. Zhou, Miss Cheng has woken up and is now on the rooftop of the hospital. ”
"You can't even look at a patient?"
The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment and said, "Miss Cheng's attitude is very resolute. ”
Zhou Yanqing took a deep breath, hung up the phone, notified the doctor, and quickly went to the rooftop of the hospital.
Zhou Yanqing's people stood by the door, and when they saw him coming up, they immediately stepped aside, raised their hands and pointed ahead, indicating Cheng Xunxun's location.
Zhou Yanqing glared at the two of them, looked in the direction of their fingers, and saw that Cheng Xunxuan was standing very high, which was very dangerous, and Zhou Yanqing's heart suddenly lifted. With her small body, a slight wind, he was afraid that he would blow her down, and he didn't even dare to blink his eyes, for fear that if he was not careful, the person standing there would be gone.
He took off his blazer, threw it to his men, tugged hard at the tie around his neck, and leaned over lightly.
When he was still three steps away, Cheng Xunxun, who was standing there, seemed to notice something, and suddenly said, "Don't come here." Her voice was flat, spreading with the breeze.
She looked ahead, it was dark, and her life was like the night. The black can't see the edge, and you can't see the slightest light.
When Zhou Yanqing heard this, he immediately stopped, his throat moved slightly, and said, "You come down, it's very dangerous there." ”
Cheng Xunxun smiled and said, "Yes, how do I think this is the safest place, as long as I take one step further, there will be no danger from me." No one will ever deceive me, harm me, or abandon me. I can finally be with my mom, I should have died a long time ago. ”
"You can't do this, what if you die, Arnold?"
She paused, her body shaking. Zhou Yanqing didn't think much about it, and immediately stepped forward, grabbed her wrist, immediately pulled her off from it, and held her firmly in his arms. Cheng Xunxun struggled, as if he was crazy, he didn't stop for a moment, and bit his wrist with the last bite.
The teeth were embedded in his flesh, and Zhou Yanqing only frowned slightly, but he refused to let go.
Cheng Xunxun saw that he was unmoved, so he reached out and grabbed the tie on his chest, pulled it hard, and when he looked up, a pair of eyes were red, and he said sharply: "You still have the face to tell me Xiaonuo! Does he still need me? Does he still need me? Will he be sad because of the departure of a nanny? His mother is An Yu, not me!"
She sneered, grinning with her teeth and looking a little hideous, and she said, "Do you think I'm going to die like this to fulfill you? I'm sorry, I'm not that great!"
"Arnold will always be yours, and no one can take it away. ”
"But you asked him to call him Mother An, Zhou Yanqing, you have always been by Xiaonuo's side, he called her mother, you didn't refuse! Since you can't protect him, why do you want to snatch him away? You can take everything from me, but why do you want to snatch him away!" Tears kept rolling in his eyes, but they didn't flow for a long time.
The veins on her forehead were bruised, and she was very excited, staring at him with dead eyes. Eyelids didn't blink.
Zhou Yanqing said: "You calm down first. ”
"I don't want to see you. ”
"I can explain. ”
"I don't want to see you. No matter what Zhou Yanqing said, she only said such a sentence over and over again, and slowly the whole person calmed down, looked at him expressionlessly, and slowly disappeared along with the hatred in her eyes.
Zhou Yanqing naturally wouldn't let go of her, the doctor had already come up, so he handed the person over to the nurse.
Cheng Xunxun fell asleep for three days and three nights, his body was still very weak, and he was finally carried back to the ward.
Because of her emotional instability, the attending doctor asked Zhou Yanqing to stay at the door of the ward first, he was rarely obedient, he only stood at the door, looking in through the small window on the door, he saw Cheng Xunxun talking calmly with the doctor, in the end he was still relieved, and then ordered his subordinates to let them watch closely.
The attending doctor came out and said, "Mr. Zhou, Miss Cheng said that she doesn't want to see you for the time being, for the sake of her body, I think you should not see her for the next two days." When she recovers, it's not too late for you to see her. ”
Zhou Yanqing was silent for a while and said, "I know." ”
The doctor smiled slightly, nodded his head, and left.
Zhou Yanqing did not go in or leave, but stood at the door of the ward and looked in secretly.
Cheng Xunxun leaned back on the bed, looking sideways out the window, she now finally knew why Yu Xuejun didn't want her to recover her memory. Because these memories are too painful, it turns out that all her memories, only Zhou Jiashu made her feel a trace of happiness, but Jiashu died.
It turns out that her life is like this.
The people who really loved her, loved her, and cared for her with all their hearts were dead. The people she wanted to believe deceived her, and in the end, everything she believed was self-righteous, and she was deceived completely, the money was gone, the people were gone, and even her heart was lost.
As soon as her eyes were hot, tears slipped down from the corners of her eyes unconsciously, and now even her biological son, who was pregnant in October and finally gave birth, called someone else's mother, what else did she have.
She couldn't hold back any longer. Finally closed his eyes, whimpered, and began to cry.
She didn't endure it, the cry faintly came out of the door, listening to Zhou Yanqing's ears, it was like sticking a knife in his heart, and the chest tightness was uncomfortable.
She cried for a long time, and Zhou Yanqing stood at the door for a long time.
This night, Cheng Xunxun didn't close his eyes all night, kept his eyes open, looked out the window, and watched the dark night sky slowly brighten. When the sun rose, she lifted the quilt on her body and walked to the window, waiting for the sun to shine on her body, warm.
It's just that even when she stands in the sun, she still feels that the world is dark.
Cheng Xunxun was discharged after only three more days in the hospital, and the doctor told her to rest more, and there were some things to avoid eating, which were all remembered by Milley, and she just sat next to her and didn't say a word. On the second day after Cheng Xunxun woke up, he asked people to call Milai and let her accompany him.
Then he replaced the person at the door with his own.
On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Zhou Yanqing also came, and Cheng Xunxuan rarely let him into the ward. Milai was very knowledgeable, and when Zhou Yanqing came in, he found an excuse to go out.
Zhou Yanqing took over Milai's work, began to pack her things, and stood at the end of the bed. lowered his eyes and said: "Actually, you should stay for a few more days, it can be big or small if you hit your head, there will be sequelae if you don't recover well, in fact, you don't have to be in such a hurry to be discharged, no one will bother you here." ”
"But haven't you been bothering me?"
Zhou Yanqing paused, pursed his lips slightly, and said, "I care about you." ”
"Thank you for your concern, you should be disappointed that I didn't die, now I remember everything from before, and you don't have to play. Zhou Yanqing, in fact, when I was in prison, I really wanted to ask, what made you hate me so much, and you want to take revenge on me like this? What does your surname Song mean?" Cheng Xunxun sat on the bed, his eyes falling on the window. Said lightly.
Zhou Yanqing's movements on his hand paused slightly, and he only glanced at her with his peripheral vision, and said, "I just want you to live." ”
As soon as these words came out, Cheng Xunxun burst out laughing, nodded, and said, "Oh, so you deliberately stimulated me at that time, so what about the divorce, not seeing me, and robbing my property?
He zipped up his bag, walked in front of her, paused, and reached out to hold her hand, but Cheng Xunxun quickly avoided it. Zhou Yanqing's hand hung in the air, his fingers moved slightly, then he withdrew his hand, looked up at her, and said, "Believe me, every decision I made at that time was to make you live better." Believe me, our family will be together, never separated again, I will take Xiaonuo and return to you, soon. ”
Cheng Xunxun's eyes were not focused, she smiled, reached out and touched his cheek, and said, "I don't want you, I just want Xiaonuo." Zhou Yanqing, as you said, every decision you make is to make my life better, so please return Xiaonuo to me, I will leave with Xiaonuo, and I will never appear in front of you. ”
"Whether your surname is Zhou or your surname is Song, what I should give you has already been given to you. I don't blame you for the four years that I have been missing from Xiaonuo, and I won't hate you. I just want Xiaonuo, don't you rob me, okay?"
"You don't want me?"
"Don't. She didn't hesitate.
The two looked at each other for a long time, Cheng Xunxi did not fluctuate in the slightest, but Zhou Yanqing's eyes were red, he stood up abruptly and looked at her condescendingly. Say, "There's no way you don't want me." ”
Cheng Xunxun didn't pay attention to his words, looked at the time, stood up, reached out and took the bag he had arranged, and said: "I hope you will make it clear to Xiaonuo, and then return it to me personally, I will only wait for you for three days, and after three days, if I can't see him, you will definitely regret it." ”
After speaking, she turned around and prepared to leave, Zhou Yanqing immediately clasped her wrist and said, "There are some things, I don't say that I have a reason, Xiaonuo and Anyu's matter." I don't want to, but I can't help it. If I had a way, I wouldn't let it happen. Ten years, those four years, I don't remember you, I don't remember. ”
"Oh, so I don't blame you, I won't pursue the past anymore, my request is very simple, give the child back to me. Since you hate me and keep my child, you will respond to it, so give it back to me. From then on, we had nothing to do with each other. ”
As she spoke, she reached out and broke his fingers one by one, and without the slightest hesitation, she walked away.
The door slammed shut, as if from now on, the door of her heart was closed, so resolute, there was no room for the slightest.
However, he will definitely not let her go, let her go, so what is he going to do?
Cheng Xunshun and Mi Lai came out of the hospital, and Chen Yujian had already sent a car to pick her up in person, and she stood at the gate.
"How?" he asked.
Cheng Xunxun didn't look at him, only said, "It's okay." After saying that, he got into the car directly.
Chen Yujian sent them back to the apartment, Cheng Xunxuan asked Mi Lai to go out to buy things, made a cup of tea for Chen Yujian, the two sat on the sofa in the living room, she took a sip of water, and said, "I remember." ”
Chen Yujian's eyes moved slightly, nodded, and said, "Isn't that time to congratulate you?" ”
"There is no one else here, should you tell me what is going on with you? Why did you turn against Zhou Yanqing? Why did you have a relationship with Zhou Yanzhen? What was there back then that I didn't know? Who are you? When I lost my memory, the story you told me was very complete, but for me now, it is full of loopholes. ”
"Zhou Yanqing has become the ruler of the Zhou family, but I see that the family members around her are no longer Zhou Jingyang and Dou Lanying, and none of them are even from the Zhou family, except for the unchanged An Xuan. You say he's ambitious to seize power. He is ruthless to his brother, but is this really just a simple business war for power?" Cheng Xunxun spent three full days sorting out his memories and sorting out many questions, which have not been solved so far.
Chen Yujian's changes made her full of questions.
She knew there must be something in this that she didn't know, that they hadn't told her.