Text Text_Chapter 38: First Love Turns Back (3)
I was also stunned, as the so-called no coincidence, Zhao Jie finally found my figure in the news, although it was only a brief one-sided shot, but for Zhao Jie, can she not recognize me? However, I must keep a low profile, the content of our work is all in the category of secrecy, including that I am now the personal guard of the chief, and even my family does not know, they only know that I am a cadre in the army, and now I am a lieutenant officer.
I explained: "Zhao Jie, you're dazzled, how can I be in the news?"
Zhao Jie said firmly: "I can see clearly, it's you, it's absolutely you, I won't admit my mistake! You tell me, what are you doing now, what does it have to do with the chief?"
I calmed down and said, "You really saw the wrong person, I haven't even seen the face of the chief, let alone the news, you really told me about it!"
Zhao Jie continued: "Impossible, I can't be wrong!
I said, "You're really wrong. ”
Zhao Jie asked again: "You...... Tell me, are you the chief's bodyguard now? You say, don't lie to me, don't lie to me?"
I said, "I didn't lie to you, you were mistaken, I am now a cadre in the army, how can I become a bodyguard...... This, you call me, is there anything else, I have something to do now, I'll hang up if it's okay. "I quickly diverted the topic, for fear that Zhao Jie would break the casserole and ask to the end, I don't like to lie, but the particularity of my work makes me have to lie.
Zhao Jie hurriedly said: "Zhao Long, you, are you annoying me so much now?"
I said, "Where, where, how can it be?"
Zhao Jie said: "Then why are you in a hurry to hang up the phone?"
I said, "There's really something, my comrades-in-arms are waiting for me, there is something to deal with!"
Zhao Jie said: "That...... Then can you listen to me and ask one more question, the last one?"
I said, "Just ask." ”
Zhao Jie seemed to be silent for a moment before she mustered up the courage to ask, "What if you ...... now?" Now I still want to be your girlfriend, and you still ...... Will you still accept me?"
My heart suddenly chuckled, to be honest, I have been waiting for this sentence for several years, I always thought that if one day Zhao Jie changed his mind and returned to my side, how happy and happy I would be. But that's when I realized I was wrong. I didn't feel a sense of happiness at all, but I felt very sad and sad. I could feel that my eyes were already slightly moist, because I had already understood that Zhao Jie could not become the other half of my life. Forever, Forever......
I forced a laugh and said, "Zhao Jie, what are you kidding?"
Zhao Jie said: "I'm not joking, I'm serious." I now know that I am really sorry for you, I should cherish you, but I ......"
I interrupted her: "Okay Zhao Jie, don't say it, you said, we are not people in the same boat, even if we are barely together, we will not be happy, in the past, let it pass!"
Zhao Jie sobbed: "Don't, don't do this to me, I already know that I was wrong, I really still like it...... I love you!"
I laughed and said, "You're making a big joke, Zhao Jie." Okay, I have to go to work, let's get in touch again!" I quickly hung up the phone, not wanting to listen to Zhao Jie's confession again. I felt that this sudden confession was too pale to convince me.
I shaved my face to try to calm it down, for fear of seeing my embarrassment from the dream.
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