I froze in place, looking at her with a stiff expression, unable to utter a word.

The personnel girls looked at me, with crystal tears in the corners of their eyes, and asked me hoarsely: "Do you know how much Bai Lu loves you?"

I kept my head down and was silent.

"You don't know, you're a headstrong and selfish bastard. Your third day in Beijing. Bai Lu called me and said that she was not feeling well and asked me to accompany her to check up, I asked her why she didn't call you, and she said that she was afraid of delaying your work and affecting your state. But you lied to her in front of me, saying that you were still in Beijing. ”

The personnel wives let out a long breath. said earnestly: "Qi Tian, you should be responsible as a man, and you can't half-heartedly mess with flowers all day long." I'm also at fault for the matter between the two of us. But no matter what, we can't continue to make mistakes, you can go back by yourself, I'm fine in Beijing. ”

I looked up at the people who pretended to be strong, and then lowered my head to look at the shoes that Chen Bailu bought for me on my feet, like an ostrich in defeat. I lowered my head in shame and didn't dare to look at the personnel girls. She's right, the relationship between the two of us was a mistake in itself, and now I want to let it continue. She sat on the chair in annoyance, looked at me with a painful expression and said, "I know I like you, and I know that you like me, but now that Bai Lu is pregnant and waiting to give birth at home, and the two of us are messing around here, won't you feel ashamed in your heart?"

"I" I opened my mouth, but I didn't know how to answer her.

The personnel lady raised her head, looked at me and said, "Forget it, you better go back quickly, let's be the same as before." Last night's events were as if they hadn't happened. ”

Listening to the words of the personnel girls, my heart is bitter. But I couldn't say a word. She's right. I was with Chen Bailu outside behind my back, and the guilt in my heart had already piled up. But people are like this, the more they feel irreparable, the more accustomed they are to breaking the can. I took out a cigarette from my pocket, sat down across from the ladies and lit it for myself, and was about to say something when the phone in my pocket suddenly rang. When I took it out, it turned out to be Chen Bailu calling.

Looking at Chen Bailu's name on my phone, I suddenly remembered that I had told her that I was going home in the evening, and she had specially asked my mother to cook a sumptuous dinner, but now I am in Beijing. I was very flustered, listening to the mobile phone ringtone I had specially designed for Chen Bailu, and I didn't know whether to answer it. The personnel girls looked at me with a panicked expression, and immediately guessed that it was Chen Bailu calling, she dodged her eyes twice, pursed her lips and said to me: "Pick it up"

With trembling hands, I answered the call at the last minute. As soon as I put the phone to my ear, Chen Bailu's gentle voice came from inside: "Hey"

"Hmm. I looked at the people who came over in front of me, and I felt a little weak. Wai Yu chatter.

Chen Bailu asked me on the phone: "Why haven't you come back yet, my mother has already prepared the meals, is the company still busy waiting for you?"

I opened my mouth, but I didn't know how to explain it to her. In this matter, I am full of loopholes, as long as Chen Bailu has the slightest suspicion, call anyone on the company's side, my lies will inevitably be exposed. But now, she selflessly believed in me and only called me to ask. And now, I'm in Beijing. And for the sake of the personnel girls ran to Beijing again, I don't know how to explain to her, I feel that the palm of the hand holding the phone is sweaty.

"Hey, are you still there" Chen Bailu's voice came from the phone again.

I hurriedly said, "In, in"

"What's going on. Chen Bailu's tone was suspicious, and the personnel ladies standing opposite me were also a little nervous.

"What are you doing" Chen Bailu asked suspiciously, I swallowed my saliva, and the personnel ladies stared at my mouth with wide eyes, as if waiting for me to fool me through this level. But what should I do, continue to deceive Chen Bailu with a lie full of loopholes, or tell her the truth, no matter what, my conscience will be condemned.

"Hey" There was silence on the phone for a while, and Chen Bailu's voice came again.

Listening to her voice, I lowered my voice and said, "I'm still in Beijing." ”

"Ah" Chen Bailu was slightly surprised, and then asked: "Didn't you come back after the work was not completed?" ”

I said: "I did go to Shanghai at noon, but as soon as I arrived at the company, there was news that they were going to set up a branch in Beijing, and Hongling was sent as an advance force to Beijing to find me. ”

"Oh," Chen Bailu suddenly realized.

I said to Chen Bailu, "You talk to Hongling for a few words." ”

As she spoke, I handed the phone to the personnel women, and the personnel women waved their hands and hurriedly said don't want with their mouths, but looking at my terrifying phone, she finally took the phone in her hand, chatted with Chen Bailu for a few words, and coaxed Chen Bailu with half-truths and half-truths. After she returned the phone, I said to Chen Bailu, I will be in Beijing for two days, and I will go back in two days at most, and I will accompany you well when the time comes.

Chen Bailu hummed and said softly on the phone.

After hanging up the phone, I threw the phone on the bed with a long sigh of relief, feeling that my entire back was soaked with sweat. The personnel girls stood beside me with a red face, and I turned to her and said, "I didn't lie to Bai Lu this time. ”

She spat out: "Shameless"

I sat up from the bed and looked at her eyebrows, she also stared at me, I took a deep breath and said to her, "It turns out that you brought Liao Jun back just to be angry with me." ”

"" the girls picked up the papers on the table and threw them over, smashing me in the face, but I didn't realize that my face was also red.

"Hongling. "I called her name.

She lowered her head and didn't respond, and I asked her with a stiff and pale smile on her face, "You still like me, don't you?"

She was noncommittal, just lowered her head and blushed to the base of her neck.

Seeing her like this, my heart was full of bitterness, but I didn't dare to go up and hug her. Her hoarse voice just now makes me a little suspicious of the relationship between the two of us, maybe the relationship between us really stems from that impulse that shouldn't be, and now in the face of reality, it is vulnerable. However, if the relationship between the two of us is really rock-solid, then how should I deal with the relationship with Chen Bailu

While I was thinking about this, the low head of the personnel girl shed tears again, seeing her like this, I was in a hurry, rushed up and hugged her in my arms and asked her what was wrong.

With tears in her eyes and a mixture of grievances in her tone, she said to me, "I feel that we are sorry for Bai Lu for doing this." ”

The arm I was holding her body was a little stiff, and the bitterness in my heart became even more.

I was lying on the bed with the crying personnel girl, and she told me that she didn't like Liao Jun at all, and that Liao Jun had to follow her to Shanghai because she kicked her face, and that night at her house, what she said was angry with me. Also, she told me that the two of us actually had a relationship for a long time, and when the company was first created, one night at a dinner, I got drunk and threw up her, and then I gave her to the company. Later, when she saw me and Chen Bailu together, she felt very bitter. During the Chinese New Year, when she introduced me as her boyfriend at her house, she was very happy, it can be seen that I frowned because of Chen Bailu's marriage in those days, and she couldn't bear it, so she took me to Beijing to rob Chen Bailu, in fact, she hoped that I didn't succeed at that time, and then the two of us could be together. But in the end, I succeeded, and I married Chen Bailu. I don't know, before she came to our wedding, she cried in her own house for two days and two nights, and then in order to attend the wedding, she used a potion to make her swollen eyeballs swell, and she cried for two days and two nights after the wedding. At that time, she vowed to forget about me, work hard, and work hard.

She did fulfill her oath, worked hard after the Spring Festival, and half of the credit for the company to get up so quickly was hers. However, as Chen Bailu came home pregnant, as I became the leader of the company step by step, and with the time I cooperated with her in the speech PPT, her originally withered heart bloomed with weak flowers and bones, and she was no longer settled. She suddenly looked back, but found that she never let go of that throbbing heart, she found that she always wanted to talk to me a few words, I encountered something, she was always the first to catch up, and then she saw me and Sun Xue eating at the xx Western restaurant, she was like thunder, in fact, it was more that I felt that I was not as beautiful as she imagined. But later, after the explanation was clear, she was even more worried about me, and finally she stepped forward and settled Sun Xue's trouble for me. However, she didn't expect that what awaited her was not a word of appreciation, but indifference and an irrational slap.

The personnel girls lay in my arms, sobbing and saying to me, "Qi Tian, do you know that I hate you so much, I hate you so much." ”

Listening to her tell the bitterness in my heart, I could only try my best to hold her body and slowly hold her in my arms.

She sobbed and said, that day in her house, the two of us were opposite each other, she saw that I was not interested in her, and thought that I was thinking about Chen Bailu in my heart, so the next day she went to book a hotel and a restaurant, and originally wanted to surprise me when I got off work in the evening, but I didn't expect her to be surprised, but she was not happy. She thought I was choosing to escape because I had a hard time choosing between her and Chen Bailu, so she also texted me and explained that she would rather be by my side in obscurity and not have anything.

Hearing her words, I quickly flipped out my phone, flipped through hundreds of messages, and finally saw the text message. Listening to her and looking at the text messages she sent, I felt a thousand words welling up in my heart, but I didn't know how to express them. She is so infatuated, but I am such a bastard, I left her without saying a word, and misunderstood what she had to do with Liao Jun. What's even more jerky is that I inexplicably took her first time in the company that day, and I didn't know anything about it.

I hugged the ladies in my arms, wanting to be grateful to this woman for a lifetime, but the picture of Chen Bailu standing in front of me with a big belly suddenly popped up in my mind.

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