Chapter 144: Last year, today, in this gate
In early September, it was still hot in the south, but it was already starting to cool in the north.
It's just dawn.
Lin Yi wore a white dress, carried a gray backpack, pushed a stroller, and returned to school with her only remaining relative, the dog Black Tiger.
At this time last year, she was just a newcomer to this unfamiliar campus, and she was busy with military training and adapting to this unfamiliar environment.
Learn about the curriculum, get to know the teachers and classmates, take the map to recognize the way, try to memorize the special goods of every road, every shop or canteen, and learn every rule of living here......
Today, she is a sophomore.
She is already familiar with every corner of this school.
She has accompanied the life in this garden, going through a full season of seasons.
Walking on campus at this time, there was no familiar warmth in her heart.
"In this door last year, the peach blossoms on the faces of the people reflected the red ......"
It is not the grass or the trees that have changed, nor the people who live in this garden.
It's her heart.
Her heart changed, and her eyes changed with it.
With a sad heart, the flowers are not red, the willows are not green, and it is boring to see anything.
Passing by the playground, you can hear the voices from a distance: "Look to the right - Qi!", "Turn back!", "Stand up!", "Take a break!......
Lin Yi stopped for a long time, but he never found the youthful and energetic state of last year.
It seemed that in a few days, she would be old.
In other words, she is already old, and someone just gave her support and gave her a lively, happy and positive motivation.
Now that pillar is gone.
The stolen happiness is zeroed, and the illusion is shattered.
She's back to the way she was.
The eyes are full of greenery, but there are no branches to perch on.
The water waves are turbulent, like a drifter.
Leaving her hometown, leaving her neighbors who always cared for her, on this September morning, breathing the air mixed with a hint of autumn in this ancient city, the low mood before the death of her previous life returned to Lin Yi, making her whole heart gray.
What's the point of working hard all your life, working hard all your life?
It's all a day, so why bother so hard?
In her previous life, she almost followed a path to the top position in the world, she has enjoyed everything, and there are only a few regrets:
First, the acting skills are not recognized.
Second, she is lonely to death, and she can't wait for the true person she wants.
Third, the relatives who are treated with heart are fake, and no one has ever really loved her......
Since her rebirth, she knows that true people can't be forced, and she doesn't care about this; she knows that her relatives can't force her, and if she encounters a rare one, she should cherish it......
But all this, with the death of my grandmother, has changed.
There is nothing left, and it proves that the acting skills are good, what can it do?
It's boring, she doesn't want to fight anymore!
Facing the morning sun, Lin Yi's white and transparent face, two tear stains reflected the light, she squinted, and her heartache was uncontrollable.
A gust of wind came, the white dress fluttered, and the girl in the mood for love was in the mood for love.
"Kobayashi?"
Mrs. Bai finished her morning exercise, walked home with a Tai Chi sword, saw a familiar back from a distance, ready to call someone, and was afraid that the old eyes would be dizzy and misunderstood, so she went around to the front, but saw Lin Yi crying while walking, and couldn't help but be surprised!
"What's going on? Who bullied you? Where are you from? Why are you carrying such a big bag?"
"Wang!"
Lin Yi was immersed in her own thoughts, and she was not aware of the outside world, and the black tiger warned vigilantly, which woke her up.
Seeing that it was the old lady Bai, Lin Yi hurriedly raised the back of her hand to wipe her tears, and forced a far-fetched smile on her face:
"Why are you here?"
Seeing that she was in a trance, a good stroller, but weirdly pushing a huge adult German big black back, the old lady Bai was so frightened that she took a few steps back, and then patted her heart and stood firm.
Hearing her words, I couldn't help but laugh.
"Didn't you hear what you just told you? You're almost at my door, why do you think I'm here?"
Lin Yi looked around and couldn't help but be embarrassed, it turned out that she came from the side of the playground and unknowingly arrived near the expert building.
smiled embarrassedly, barely wiping away tears, but didn't know what to say.
"At this point, you don't have a class? Why did you come here? Why is this dog pushing? What are you crying about? Who bullied you?"
Lin Yi didn't know what to say.
Mrs. Bai is a person who has written all her life, and she is very good at observing the psychological activities of others, at this time, Lin Yi is obviously sad, but she doesn't know where to start, it is not a matter of one sentence or two sentences.
Old Lady Bai hurriedly opened her mouth to invite:
"Xiao Fei was clamoring to eat barbecued pork buns last night, and made a lot, this morning is just for breakfast, you hurry home with me to taste it! I'm old, I don't have much time to cook, this kind of good thing is always caught up by you, what a lucky little girl!"
"No, don't ......"
Now that grandma has just gone, she doesn't know that people here pay attention to those no, anyway, the rules of her hometown, she can't go to other people's houses in the past year.
"Auntie, I, I have filial piety, it's really not appropriate to visit ......"
Lin Yi awkwardly refused.
However, when Mrs. Bai just approached her, she had already smelled the faint smell of incense, candles, paper and money, and she already had a guess in her heart, if she didn't care about etiquette, she would have asked directly.
If it weren't for the black tiger blocking it, she was afraid that she would have come to pull Lin Yi's arm:
"Come on, come on! Hurry up! Our family has been abroad for a long time, and we don't pay attention to those rules!
Lin Yi's tears couldn't help flowing down again, his footsteps turned unconsciously, and he followed the old lady.
For lonely people, the most enthusiastic and considerate words are "more pairs of chopsticks".
In a word, as if to remind her that you are not alone, you still have friends, and people who care about you.
No matter how cold the heart is, when the stomach is hot, the person will get better.
When she returned from the International Disaster Relief Center that day, she didn't have anything with her, except for a small bag for decoration.
Now that she has returned, her backpack has been filled with all kinds of honorary certificates, real estate certificates, passbooks, gold and silver and other important items brought from home.
When he walked into the door of Bai's house again, Lin Yi had a feeling of "carrying a little snail on his back and temporarily finding a tree hole that could shelter from the wind and rain".
"Don't be afraid of the black tiger! This is Aunt Zou's house! It's my sister's acquaintance. ”
Mrs. Bai's real surname is Zou, her pen name is Zou Haiyan, and her real name is Lin Yi.
"Woo~"
Black Tiger nodded reservedly.
It wasn't until Mrs. Bai brought it two hot, steamed barbecued pork buns and a bowl of porridge that this bit of reserve instantly threw out her mind!
"This dog is hurt, right? You come and feed it, I don't know him well. ”
Seeing the dog's reaction, Mrs. Bai knew that Lin Yi hadn't eaten breakfast, combined with her appetite, when she went back to the kitchen to get something, she thought about it, touched another egg, and put it on the plate that had been prepared.
Coming back from the airport, one person and one dog did forget to eat breakfast, and after such a warm reception, Lin Yi was warm-hearted, and he was not polite, so he directly took the black tiger out and put it on the ground, put the porridge in front of it, picked up the bun, and tore it open to feed it.
It used to only eat what its grandmother fed, but now it's her.
The black tiger was eating the buns sweetly, and Lin Yi saw that the old lady brought her another breakfast, and hurriedly thanked her:
"Thank you, Auntie, I happened to come from my hometown and didn't have breakfast. ”
"Why are you only coming from home now? It's late for school, right? Why did you bring a dog? It's hard to keep such a big one at school. ”
A word of care, in this lonely morning, hit Lin Yi's soft heart, and tears couldn't help but flow:
"My grandmother passed away a few days ago! Now we are the only ones left in our house, me and the black tiger! It is still not healed from its injuries, and I have to take it with me to school!"
"What's going on?"
I wanted to ask before, but I was afraid of making her sad, but now that she took the initiative to talk about it, Mrs. Bai hurriedly twisted her eyebrows, pulled a chair, and sat next to Lin Yi. ...