Chapter 403, The Request of the Piano
"He definitely remembers!" Li Huan said with a pout.
"So what?" Li Yu asked rhetorically.
"That's his real mother, he actually said he didn't know. Li Huan said with an unhappy face: "What the hell does he think, I don't know how much effort his biological mother has wasted looking for him for so many years... It can almost be said that everything can be paid. ”
Facing the angry Li Huan, Li Yu shook his head.
Although the speed of mental growth of the little guy is like that of opening and hanging, there are many things that cannot be figured out by mental growth.
Li Yu paused and said: "Okay, let's think about it from another perspective, if you can only have one mother, which side is right for him to choose? Is it to choose the mother who gave birth to him but did not raise him, or to choose the adoptive parents who have been with him for more than ten years... You have to know that for human beings, more than ten years is basically equivalent to the first half of life, so is it important to have the mother who gave birth to him before having consciousness, or is it important to accompany the adoptive parents in the first half of life?"
Li Huan was a little speechless by this question, and didn't know how to answer...
Which side is more important?
"I can't answer that. Li Yu sighed and said, "Actually, I've thought about this before... Well, after all, I thought more about it when I was an adolescent, and I found that the gap between my parents' appearance was a little big, so I couldn't help but think about this question, the answer is, if it were me, I would choose my current parents, of course, for the mother who gave birth to me, I will still return it with affection, but I will not pour the love of my parents, my parents will always only have those two people, understand?"
Li Huan said in a sullen voice.
"Dad once said that parents and relatives do not depend on blood relationship..."Saying that, Li Huan hugged Li Yu's waist and puffed out his mouth and said: "Anyway, you are my father." ”
"That's right, so we can't force Feng Yi to do anything, for him, it will only add to the estrangement and troubles with his adoptive parents. Li Yu touched Li Huan's little head and said, "In this way, it's not for nothing that I don't see it..."
Between the words, Li Huan buried himself in Li Yu's chest and said in a muffled voice: "It's a pity, that grandma has been looking for so many years, and finally found it, but she can't meet..."
Who knows this kind of thing, maybe he is also thinking about whether to meet his biological mother, even if he does, and in what way to meet him, these are all things that need to be decided after careful consideration. ”
Li Yu just said lightly.
"But there are some things I need to figure out..."
"What's the matter?"
"When I appeared in front of Feng Yi just now, I could see the emotions in his eyes, whether it was fear, panic, and helplessness... Well, that's normal, after all, it's a sturdy adult male who suddenly appears in his room. Li Yu groaned: "But what makes me feel strange is that in the depths of his eyes, that fear is very familiar to me..."
That kind of fear that comes from the soul is like something that cannot be removed from previous lives and this life.
and the fear of the longing body seen in the mass grave of Qiming Mountain when facing himself.
Same...
......
At night, the door of the villa was opened, and it was the old lady who came in, seeing the box of the unopened golden arch of the whole family bucket at the door, and then looking at Feng Yi, who bowed his head alone in the living room, and blamed.
"Xiao Yi, you ordered takeout again today, right, really, they all said don't call takeout, this takeout is unhealthy, especially fried chicken or something..."
However, soon, the old lady noticed that Feng Yi's expression was a little wrong, so she leaned over and said suspiciously.
"Son, are you not feeling well? Why is there something wrong with your expression... Wife, Feng Tianming, come and have a look. ”
Originally, Feng Tianming saw that Feng Yi was not in the piano room in the living room, and he ordered takeout and wanted to reprimand him, but he also found that his expression was a little wrong, so he immediately changed his attitude and came over to care: "Son, is there anything uncomfortable?
Facing the concern of the old couple, Feng Yi just smiled reluctantly.
"There's nothing to do, it's just about playing the piano... It's really not a big deal. ”
"If you're tired, don't practice, it's still important to be physical, when can you practice this kind of thing, it's too much, sometimes taking a break can improve the efficiency of practicing the piano. Feng Tianming also felt that he was too tight during this time, and said: "As long as you can play the emotions of the piano before the age of 25, I will give you my treasured guqin... I'll tell you, that's a really good thing. ”
Feng Yi was a little stunned and puzzled.
"A treasured guqin?"
"Hehe, old man, I'll sell a pass here, I can only tell you, this is something that many luthiers can't find, or rather, many people can't find it, you can't think about the magic of the piano. Feng Tianming smiled and sighed: "It's not that I have to play your feelings to inherit this qin, you are my only son, my things are not your things, the main thing is that this qin has requirements, and you can't feel it if you don't meet his requirements." ”
"Qin has a request?" Feng Yi felt that he was becoming more and more incomprehensible.
Feng Tianming shook his head and didn't plan to explain anything, just patted Feng Yi's shoulder and encouraged him to do his best.
Feng Tianming's wife seemed to have discovered something, approached Feng Yi, and whispered.
"Son, what can I tell my mother... I can see what you have done to be sorry for your parents, say it, we won't blame you, and you don't have to be mentally stressed, did you smash your father's things? Don't worry, your parents will forgive you. ”
Feng Yi could only sigh that his mother was indeed an expert in guqin performance, a master of feelings, and could see a lot of things, but soon his expression became resolute.
"It's okay, I'm just cranky sometimes..."
"It's like, it's okay, it's like this in adolescence, I was a stupid hat when I was an adolescent, and I used firecrackers to blow up my father's cow dung heap. Feng Tianming smiled and was relieved to see that his son was fine.
Feng Tianming's wife didn't say much when she saw this, but just told Feng Yi that if you have any troubles, you must say it quickly, you must not hide it, and it is easy to suffocate it in your heart.
Feng Yi felt that his soul was moistened by a trickle, and an inexplicable emotion gushed out.
At this time, Feng Yi's expression became firm.
"On that day, I will definitely behave well, and I will definitely not fall into the prestige of my Feng family's guqin family... Absolutely, no. ”
"There's nothing prestigious. Feng Tianming paused and said, "Anyway, it's good if you're happy..."