When I came out of Starbucks, my palms were covered in sweat. When I returned to the company, I brewed two cups of coffee in a cup of boiling water, took a sip, and realized that the taste was bitter.

From realization to now, Cher has always been synonymous with well-behaved and kind in the eyes of her parents. In my eyes, I have always been a god-like being.

When I had a crush, I didn't tell my parents, I didn't tell anyone, but I called her as soon as possible. She helped me lose weight, took me to various high-end places, did spas, visited Yintai, and when contact lenses were just popular in the mainland, Xue'er had been wearing them for more than two years.

There was a huge gap between us to outsiders, but she never disliked me.

Part of my current growth depends on Xiao Daxia's inducement, and the other part is that I have friends like her by my side.

Good girls are unsociable everywhere, so many times, Cher is the object of jealousy in the crowd, only I know, after the sudden death of the panda rabbit, she cried all night alone, and when she was approached by the girlfriend of a split-leg man, she was splashed with juice and pulled me away very gracefully.

In my heart, she was more than just a friend.

But after listening to today's words, I have a feeling that I am very unfamiliar with her.

I have never doubted everything about her, but at this moment, my heart is uncontrollable, because of Xiao Daxia, and I have a prejudice against her.

As smart as she is, whether it's a side-knock or not, it doesn't mean anything to me anymore. It's yours, it's yours, it's not yours, you fight for it, and you feel bored.

Not to mention that Xiao Daxia is not his man, even if the woman he is engaged to is another person, what does it have to do with me?

Before I got off work, the director asked me to go to her office and talk about the game in five days, and she just said to me that she would do her best. After I pondered this sentence, it suddenly occurred to me that it also applied to my emotional state.

The theme of this year's pet design competition is somewhat similar to the theme we did last time in the weekly, which is nothing more than the design of highlights in pet clothing. It is necessary to make the pets comfortable to wear, but also to make the little ones look either gentlemen or beautiful girls.

With a little mention from Anthony before, basically, I don't have any pressure.

After chatting about work, the director suddenly gossiped about my private affairs. I know she must have heard some wind too. After all, this city is so big, and there are so many people in this circle, one word ten, ten spread hundreds, she naturally knows it.

At lunch, I also heard Lisa and a few other colleagues talking about me, and in her opinion, I was disliked by Xiao Daxia.

My boss knew about it, so he was worried about me. I asked my boss to relax, and I was able to handle this little thing.

Due to the excellent performance of her boss last year, she added an Audi car worth more than 200,000 yuan this year. When I left the company, she offered to send me back. I gladly accepted, sat in the passenger seat, and asked her about her feelings.

She said that she had a six-year-long relationship, and the two of them participated in a European and American design competition, and the man's design was more distinctive, which was valued by the organizer and dug into Northern Europe. She was particularly distressed at the time, on the one hand, she was unwilling to give up the relationship between the two, and on the other hand, she wanted to stay with her parents. After weighing the two, she chose the latter.

"Do you regret it?" I asked her.

"I don't regret it," the boss said very calmly, "he has his ambitions, and I have my choice." ”

I think every woman has a different way of living, for example, my boss, she is a woman, provides for two houses, and also buys her own car, and she does not depend on anyone, but she is also full of courage.

She must have given up a lot of things, she must have had a gentle and emotional side, but it's all in the past.

Only if you are really invulnerable, no one else has a chance to hurt you, does it?

My boss sent me to the alley, I thought about it, and still said the sentence: "Let's fall in love while you're young, even if it's not for marriage." ”

My boss smiled shyly, pointed behind me, and said, "I suggest you solve your own problems first." ”

I looked behind me suspiciously, and saw Xiao Shaofeng standing alone not far away, looking at me quietly.

I calmly said goodbye to my boss and hurried towards the apartment. Xiao Shaofeng saw that I ignored him, increased his speed, and walked towards me quickly.

Chase it. I can't control you, I can't control myself?

Xiao Shaofeng was also calm, I ignored him, he ignored me, just followed me silently, got on the elevator, got off the elevator, and then followed me to the door of the apartment.

I couldn't bear it anymore, squeezed out a smile, turned around, and said, "Mr. Xiao, may I ask you for such a late hour, what advice do you have?"

Xiao Shaofeng put on a melancholy face and said, "I want to talk to you." ”

"Sorry, I don't have time," I replied unceremoniously, "Besides, I, Yang Xiaofei, don't have the habit of hooking up with other people's boyfriends." ”

Without waiting for Xiao Shaofeng to speak, I took out the key and reached out to open the door. The moment I opened the door, Xiao Shaofeng's arm suddenly rushed from behind and pushed me against the door.

I looked up angrily, bumped into Xiao Shaofeng's annoyed eyes, and heard him say, "Yang Xiaofei, have you had enough?

I glanced at Xiao Shaofeng, stretched out my arm, widened the distance between the two of us, and said, "Mr. Xiao, I know very well what you want to say, it's nothing more than that I will give you a little more time to deal with the relationship between the two women, but you haven't been clear yet, now, I, Yang Xiaofei, and you, have nothing to do with it." ”

Xiao Shaofeng looked at me in surprise, his peach blossom eyes were quite round, and he said coldly: "What you said is too hurtful......

"Xiao Daxia, you tell me to hurt people? From the year to the year, all your behaviors, which point is not hurtful? You think you are a tall and rich second generation, everyone should revolve around you, right? I have a hard time, just let everyone forgive your behavior, when you encounter things, you have never communicated, you know that you are angry, you lose your temper, and always look self-righteous, all of this I can understand, although an ordinary girl like me has never experienced your so-called high-minded life. But, I can't forgive you for telling me here that you like it and putting an engagement ring on another woman. If you don't love, you don't love, love is love, you may think I'm paranoid, I'm not afraid, today I tell you, this is my bottom line and my attitude, if you can't do it, stay away from me!"

Actually, my Yang Xiaofei's eloquence has always been good, isn't it? Actually, I, Yang Xiaofei, have always been very humorous and happy, aren't I? Just because I fall in love with someone, I have to be humble to the end? What am I trying to do? I don't want you money or your sex, don't I just expect you to love me as much as I love you?

You come and give me an explanation, it's better to put it into action, you keep explaining that there is no action, it will only make me feel like you are procrastinating.

I need a crisp romance, and I also want my man to hold me in the palm of his hand. Don't ask for 100 obedience, at least if it's the only one.

If I can't be the only one, I'll change people.

Xiao Shaofeng was stunned for a moment by what I said, and finally, he looked at me in a panic and said, "You let me stay away from you? Yang Xiaofei, do you know how much I have paid for this relationship? You know that my engagement with Zhang Xue is just to give an explanation to my grandfather, and you actually let me stay away from you? Hehe, this is your feelings for me. ”

I heard the ridicule in Xiao Daxia's words, and I didn't feel sad. To be honest, I understand everything about him, but what should I do? Understanding is understanding, and I can't bow my head when it comes to things that have touched the bottom line.

"That's how I feel for you......" I looked at him calmly and said, "You can also see it, just think I'm selfish, just think I'm looking for fun, please don't come to me again in the future." ”

"Yang Xiaofei!" Xiao Shaofeng roared excitedly, slammed one hand on the door, looked at me angrily, and said, "Your heart is so cold......

"yes, my heart is cold, if I had known that you had fucking promised to wait for another woman to come back, I would have been even colder than this time. "Why did you never tell me in all the days we've been together? It's because you know that all you have to do is hook your hand, and I'll run over it.

"At that time......"

"What happened at that time? If it weren't for Lu Mochuan, would you fall in love with me? Xiao Daxia, you are just used to me. If you really love me and respect me, you won't wear a ring easily. You never know what a sacred meaning a ring means between two people. I held back my tears and said, "You and Xue'er are the most suitable pair." From today on, we are just ordinary friends, and I will no longer force you to shake off your ass of love debt to pay for me, because I don't want to hang myself on your tree. I, Yang Xiaofei, are only twenty-five years old. This year, I want to love myself well. ”

I've said everything that needs to be said, and I think this time, it's really a complete break.

Anyway, there are thousands of men in the world, and if this can't be changed, hurry up.

Open the door, enter the house, close the door.

After a series of movements, I stuck to the door, silently crying.

It's not tears of pain, it's just a release of emotion.

If you can't get it, it's better to let it go. If you can't get it, it's better to bless.

"Yang Xiaofei, remember what you said, don't regret it. ”

Outside the door, Xiao Shaofeng left a word angrily and left angrily.

The footsteps grew farther and farther away, and I became more and more relaxed, and when I looked out of the cat's eye, there was no one in the empty corridor.

Xiao Daxia, let's meet again.

After changing all the signatures such as QQ signature and WeChat signature, I took out the bottle of red wine that I treasured, poured myself a glass, looked at myself in the mirror, and said with a smile: Garfield, you are great. Even if your heart hurts, you must live proudly!

PS: I'm going to get out. The number of votes did not reach the bird. [Gold to six thousand before nine o'clock back to continue the codeword] at this time to show true love. Come on, little finger.

By the way, everyone begging for spoilers, I just want to tell you: happy ending!