Wang Zhaoyang said to take me to dinner, I sat in front of the mirror and simply sorted out my makeup, and his phone rang. I looked over with a gossip heart, and he put his finger between his lips and gestured with a "shhh".

Wang Zhaoyang is talking to his mother on the phone, no matter how old a man is, when he is called "Mom", it makes people feel that he is still a big child.

I had packed up and sat down next to him, and he reached out to stop me, and I rested my head on his shoulder. He took the phone to the other side to listen.

To be honest, I couldn't really hear what the said to him, he just said that it would be months before he would be back, and they wouldn't have to worry about it or something.

Hanging up, I asked, "You've been here for so long?"

Wang Zhaoyang, "What?"

I snickered and muttered, "Am I going to come to you often?"

Wang Zhaoyang took me into his arms again, and our smiles must have been very happy at that time.

When I went out to eat, I was going to get up and go to eat, and I found a quieter restaurant, and he sat across from me, frowning and flipping through the menu. Sometimes men are women's ornaments, and I look at the man in a suit and leather shoes opposite, as if my life has been raised to a higher level.

Wang Zhaoyang said, "You have to eat more, it's too thin," he glanced at me, "It's too panicked to hug it." ”

I smiled sweetly, "Then you can not hug it." ”

Still looking at the menu, he said, "Okay, try it tonight." ”

I hate it, so I annoy him to get off the donkey down the slope. Because I like to play with duplicity, every time he gets off the donkey down the slope, it is not my heart.

The dishes ordered were not much, but they were enough for the two of us to eat, and Wang Zhaoyang was not a person who liked to be extravagant and wasteful. This man gives people the feeling that they can live a life and does not have a hard time getting along.

Halfway through the meal, my mobile phone rang, I didn't want to answer, but I saw that it was Shao Siwei, so I answered.

Shao Siwei is crying......

said that I took Shao Siwei as my younger brother, and sometimes I even had to treat him as my sister. Because emotionally, he is more fragile than ordinary girls, and it may also be because most homosexuals have strong feelings.

Shao Siwei cried for a while, I listened quietly, Wang Zhaoyang had eaten enough, and sat opposite and looked at me patiently.

I squeezed out a smile and asked on the phone, "What the hell is wrong with you?"

Shao Siwei was definitely not crying, but sobbing, smoking enough, found a tissue to wipe his nose, and said to me: "She is pregnant." ”

"Huh?"

"Meng Ziming's wife is pregnant. "Shao Siwei.

I let these words choke, the meaning of Mencius Ming's wife's pregnancy, for Shao Siwei, is that now sharing the same man with him is not only a woman and a family, but also a child, and the weight of the child is increasing exponentially.

"How many months?"

"Two months. ”

"Raw?"

Shao Siwei said "um". After a pause, I asked, "What did Mencius say?"

Shao Siwei," he said, the same as before, Xiao Chang...... I want to break up with him. ”

"Well, let's divide it. "I really wish Shao Siwei and Mencius would break up, I will set off firecrackers when they break up. But if Mencius is dead now, I will set off firecrackers for a year, I hate him very much, and I feel that he ruined my family Shao Shao for the rest of his life.

Shao Siwei said, "But I can't do it, sometimes I feel that I am quite uncompetitive, and I can't do without him." But as long as he coaxed it, all decisions would be over. When I close my eyes and think of him now, I feel worse than I think of him having sex with a woman, you know?"

I raised my eyes and glanced at Wang Zhaoyang, who took a sip of coffee and turned his head to look at the scenery outside the window, not intending to disturb me.

Shao Siwei is too fragile, although I think I also love Wang Zhaoyang, but for me, the latter is definitely more uncomfortable than the former. Maybe I'm too domineering as a woman to allow others to get their hands on my things, even if it's something I don't want, I can't stand it.

After thinking about it, I sincerely suggested, "Otherwise, Shao Shao, you should go to see a psychiatrist." ”

Shao Siwei smiled bitterly, "Even you say that?"

I said, "I didn't mean that, I understand you, you know." I just don't want to see you so uncomfortable. ”

Shao Siwei, "I understand, but it's useless, I'm already like this." Mencius Ming said that giving birth to a child can be regarded as completing the family's explanation, and he is also relaxed. ”

Me: "You mean that when the child is born, he will get a divorce?"

I only focused on the phone, and didn't notice that when I heard a certain two words, Wang Zhaoyang's eyes suddenly flashed for a moment.

Shao Siwei said: "I don't know, I don't know what will happen after giving birth. ”

"Then whether he loves you or not!" I was a little anxious for them.

Shao Siwei still thinks that it is love, and Shao Siwei has more say in this matter, because it is they who really get along, and only people themselves know whether they love or not.

I sincerely suggested again, "Then you just let him go, you should tell him your grievances, he loves you and shouldn't be so wronged by you." Moreover, it is not interesting for him and that woman to continue, isn't that woman also very aggrieved. Shao Shao, if you have anything to say, you have to make him understand that it makes no sense for you to be uncomfortable like this. ”

Shao Siwei, "I can't say it." ”

"If there's anything you can't say, you can want to break up with him, why are you reluctant to say why you want to break up. As soon as the subject changed, I said, "It's not necessarily useful to say it, but I think it's better to say it than not to say it, right?"

Shao Siwei probably nodded over there, chatted with me for a while, felt much more comfortable, and sighed, "My mother is going to arrange for me to find a partner again, I'm sad to death." ”

I smiled and he said, "Okay, I have to go to the cafeteria to get food, and there will be nothing in a while." ”

After hanging up the phone, I glanced at Wang Zhaoyang, remembered that I hadn't finished my meal yet, and remembered that Wang Zhaoyang thought I was thin, although I didn't have much appetite anymore, I still took chopsticks and ate seriously.

Wang Zhaoyang looked at me with a smile, and for the first time cared about other aspects of my life, "What's wrong with your friend?"

I swallowed the food in my mouth, "Falling in love with someone I shouldn't love." ”

Wang Zhaoyang became a little interested, looked at me and asked, "Then tell me, how to call the person you should love?"

Oh, I asked what it means to be a person who shouldn't be loved, and what is someone who should be loved. In my past understanding, you love him and he loves you, and this is the person to love. Didn't Shao Siwei love Meng Ziming, and Mencius also loved Shao Siwei, what was the problem with them?

Is it as simple as being gay?

Wang Zhaoyang said, "I don't think there is anyone who should not be loved, and it is already lucky to be able to love." Some people may never meet someone they love very much in their lifetime. ”

I said, "No, most of them are not married and have children, and they will live well all their lives." ”

Wang Zhaoyang smiled lightly, "That's just the right person." Why don't you say that there are many people who love each other to death and finally break up?"

"Is that because it's not suitable?" I looked him in the eye.

Wang Zhaoyang's eyes were faint and he frowned slightly, "The person your friend loves has a family?"

I nodded.

"Then what is he going to do?" Wang Zhaoyang asked with interest.

I said, "It's best, I hope that the man can get a divorce, in fact, if he is divorced, the two of them may not be able to be together, but I think my friend is very wronged like this." ”

Wang Zhaoyang: "What if it's you?"

I said, "They're not in the same situation. ”

"How?"

"My friend is gay. ”

Wang Zhaoyang was stunned for a moment, well, this plot is quite big for him. I explained, "Well, my friend is gay, male. ”

Wang Zhaoyang blinked dryly, not knowing what to say.

I reluctantly answered his question, and I said, "But I don't think it's possible for me to encounter this situation, if I knew that a man was married, I wouldn't provoke him, it's someone else's thing, I'm not rare." ”

I looked at Wang Zhaoyang with a determined gaze, he didn't say anything, smiled and pointed to the dishes on the table with his chin, "Eat first, I won't talk to you." ”

I paid attention to his gaze, faint, not with much emotion.

After eating, he took me for a few steps in the local area, and I was not particularly curious, and I said, "You are very familiar with this place, do you come here often?"

"Occasionally. He replied.

From his expression, I seem to see a hint of wandering, in fact, I know that Wang Zhaoyang is a person who doesn't like to toss, he loves to toss, he can't be a teacher for three years in a down-to-earth way, he actually loves stability.

And this occasional wandering is probably his helplessness.

It's not so much that I hope he can give me a home, but I also hope that I can have the ability to give him a home.

Holding his arm, happiness came a little suddenly, but in fact it was a very long time, and I had been waiting for this day for five years.

Go back at night and roll the sheets, he won't go back to sleep after rolling, he will wait until I fall asleep to sleep, I heard that this is the gap between young people and mature men, or the gap between those who hurt themselves and those who don't.

The kind of love that falls asleep after love is really speechless.

"I have to go back tomorrow. I said.

He let out a soft "um" and turned to me and asked, "Do you want a different job?"

I knew he had to say it, and if I needed to, maybe he would be able to get me a job. But I don't plan to let him care about me so much now, I just want to use my ability to help Wu Yuqing exchange 30,000 yuan first, and then I will be truly relaxed and carefree.

It's my self-soothing thoughts.

When the time comes, I don't have to worry about who I will give myself. I'm used to not relying on anyone, and I know that dependence creates habits. It is because of the eight-year gap between me and Wang Zhaoyang that I want to make our relationship as equal as possible.

I nodded and said, "When it's time to change, I will naturally change." ”

He was still not at ease and said, "As soon as possible." ”

I leaned my head on his shoulder, "An, don't worry, you see that I have been guarding like a jade for so many years, who can bully me." ”

Wang Zhaoyang smiled, reached out and took me into his arms, kissed my forehead, and said, "I will remember." ”

He will remember that I left my precious first time to him, but in fact I don't need him to be responsible for my first time, what a woman really wants is for a man to be responsible for his love.

And a man can only be responsible for one woman in this life, and if he dies on a first-come, first-served basis, he is called a junior, and kicking out those who are for fame and profit or simply for sex are not counted.