When I was in the game before, Wang Zhaoyang never cared about this, there was a mess in the small diary, I was writing, I remembered what to write, and I changed it twice in three days, and I don't know if he was reading it. Anyway, he never wrote anything, but most men are like this, and they don't like to engage in these hypocritical tricks.

Since I left the game, he has written so much by himself, do you want me to see it, I think I can faintly understand Wang Zhaoyang's mood when he writes these things, so the more I think about it, the more sad I become, and I can only shed tears at the screen.

The original intention of my game today was to delete the number.,Once this account is deleted,These things can no longer be found.,I'm reluctant to delete.,These memories are still reluctant to be deleted.。

I buried a mountain in my heart, and under the mountain pressed the sealed memories and feelings, a game, a message, a few simple words, like a giant axe, the mountain collapsed and the ground cracked, memories are like powerful air currents, colorful and brilliant mixed with the anger that has been sealed in the dust for too long, it is coming to me, I can't stop it at all.

For the first time, I knew what it was like to have a heart twisted like a knife, and it twisted every nerve in your internal organs, and you couldn't think of anything in your head.

I covered my mouth and cried as if I had lost the most important part of my life. Crying so much that my nose twitched, I turned off the computer and ran downstairs, I want to see Wang Zhaoyang, I especially want to see, I want to let the living ** confirm that what I see is not a fantasy.

It's not just an online relationship, such a deep and beautiful love, it really happened to me.

When I went downstairs, I met Chen Feiyang, who came back from drinking, who didn't drink too much, and pulled me to ask my wife where she was going. I was crying so hard that I dropped a word to buy something, so he didn't see my tearful face, and then ran away.

Chen Feiyang didn't stop me, and staggered upstairs. This encounter with Chen Feiyang made me calm down a little bit, I went to him, I looked for Wang Zhaoyang, how did I go to him, in what capacity, I am already someone else's wife.

Thinking of this, I cried even harder, I still walked on the road, the purpose was towards the school, the road was still long, and there were still many steps to think about.

In a marriage, it is difficult to admit that you love someone else. But if I was given a choice, if there was still a chance to choose, I would not hesitate to choose Wang Zhaoyang.

It doesn't matter if he has betrayed his marriage, and whether he made me a junior in the first place. I hated myself for being irrational at the beginning, hated my decision to leave, which led to this miss, and hated that I didn't have enough courage to make amends.

Because I know that Chen Feiyang also loves me very much, and he has done nothing wrong.

Walking, walking, walking, walking, I walked to the school gate, tears flowed wave after wave, standing at the gate, the school lights had been turned off, and the light in the communication room was dim.

Standing opposite the school gate, remembering that it was here that day, Wang Zhaoyang got into Keru's car, and they still had a trace of cordiality when they were facing each other.

Is that what I can compare, how many years have they known each other, and they have lived as husband and wife for three years, is that relationship comparable to me? Should I not bother him anymore, should I hide so quietly, he and Fang Keru can return to their original appearance. This is the best choice for Wang Zhaoyang, the choice is like this, it is equivalent to getting back what he has worked hard for many years, there is no pressure and burden of life, and there is no need to borrow money for a mere 30,000 yuan.

And I, what can I bring him?

After standing there for two minutes, looking at the dark dormitory building, wiping away tears, I turned to leave, I still had to go home.

Chen Feiyang was waiting for me, sitting on the sofa groggily, glancing at my hands, and seeing me return empty-handed, "Wife, what have you been buying for so long?"

I changed my shoes, ignored him, and wanted to wash my face first.

Chen Feiyang followed, and I said perfunctorily, "I didn't buy it, it's closed, and the school needs to use something." ”

He saw my face and panicked, "Are you crying? Why are you crying? Who bullied you, you tell me!" He might have thought I had just gone out and met a hooligan.

I grabbed him, "It's nothing, I read a post on the Internet, it's very uncomfortable." ”

Chen Feiyang touched my eyes, "Silly, those are all fake." ”

I looked up into his eyes, the whites of Chen Feiyang's eyes were very white, and the eyeballs were very black, so his eyes were very shiny and bright, always shining with a clear and sincere light. But these eyes are not Wang Zhaoyang, but these eyes are the eyes I should look at.

And he is not Wang Zhaoyang.

My nose was sore, and the tears I thought had dried up my tears continued to fall, Chen Feiyang hugged me, "Okay, wife, I'm here, I'm holding you." Xiao Chang, Xiao Chang ......"

I could only cry more violently in his arms, but Chen Feiyang said that my tears could only flow for him, sorry, I couldn't do it.

I'm just sad that the one who was with me in the end wasn't the one I loved the most.

Thinking of something, Chen Feiyang conjured up a box, "Dangdangdang." "He showed it to me.

As I opened a box, I cried and asked, "What is this?"

"I won the lottery. Chen Feiyang took out the bracelet in the box, it was three rows of pearls wrapped into a ring, and a row of small beads in the middle was densely packed into a knot, and I didn't understand the material of the pearls, but it looked very beautiful.

Chen Feiyang took my little hand and put the bracelet on my wrist, I looked at the bracelet and said, "You have been deceived again." ”

Most of us have experienced this so-called winning the lottery, just like the last time Chen Feiyang had to buy me a mobile phone, saying how many prizes you won, how much money you add, and how much you can buy, all of which are just promotional methods.

Chen Feiyang turned my wrist over and saw that there was a scar on the back of my wrist, which was also caused by falling over the wall at that time, and people always asked me if I had cut my wrist over the years. Cut your wrists and no one cut that place, okay?

Chen Feiyang said, "It's just blocked, so you can't see it." ”

I took a look, it is indeed just right, and this bracelet is very beautiful, whether the material is good or not, I like it very much, the pearl is transparent and white, and it is put on the wrist, which sets off a very delicate feeling.

Receiving gifts is always easy to make a woman feel happy, and my heart is not so heavy.

Chen Feiyang took me into his arms, his arms were very wide, but his muscles were relatively hard and not soft enough. But leaning on his arms, he can still feel the power of the man from the **, a particularly intuitive sense of security.

Chen Feiyang said, "When I got married, I didn't buy you a diamond ring. ”

I shook my head, "I don't like that either, I can't wear it anyway." ”

"Don't worry, what other women have, I will let you have. Don't you love cleanliness, I'm going to buy you a big house in the future," he circled with his arms, "and let you clean up at home every day." ”

I smiled weakly and rested my head on his shoulder, hoping that one day, we would be fine, and by that time, I had better have forgotten about Wang Zhaoyang.

I fell asleep in a very tired mood, and this was the last time I was really willing to enjoy Chen Feiyang's arms.

It's dawn, those trance emotions still have to be properly discarded, looking at this man who made me breakfast, I still feel that I should be blessed, I can't hurt two people.

I smiled at Chen Feiyang, kissed his face, and told him, "Husband, I'm going to school." ”

He nodded, changed his shoes and went downstairs with me, and if he was free, he would personally take me to school and then go back to the gym himself. He was going to get a motorcycle, and the speed of going downstairs was relatively fast, and I walked slowly in the back, I don't know if it was because I was sad yesterday and consumed too much energy, or what's wrong, I leaned against the wall, and my eyes were black for a moment.

I was bored, I had no energy anywhere, I was weak. Sitting on the motorcycle, holding him, I slept for a while, went to school, opened the door to the dance studio, and still felt uncomfortable.

Today, the students are not at school during the holidays, and I came here to rehearse the dance, and the pas de deux competition with Shao Siwei, and I will leave for the finals next week.

Shao Siwei came from the suburbs, and it took some time, so I slept on my chair for a while, and began to wonder if there was really something wrong with my body.

Suddenly, I remembered one thing, I thought it was time for me to menstruate, and it was just these two days last month. But my cycle is relatively short, usually twenty-five or six days, so every month it will be a few days earlier, so today's day, under normal circumstances, it should come.

I went to the toilet and wiped it hard with paper, but there was nothing, and I started to be dumbfounded.

I was so flustered that I racked my brains to think about whether there was a time when I didn't take measures with Chen Feiyang this month, but my head was not clear and I couldn't think of it.

I rub, I'm not going to get pregnant, right?

This terrifying message scared my spirits at once, and I crossed my fingers and counted it over and over again, and the more I calculated, the more chaotic it became. No, I must have misremembered, how can I be at this time, I don't want it, I have a few days to play.

I sat in my chair and pondered, remembering the message I had seen from Wang Zhaoyang yesterday, and glanced back at the dormitory area, thinking again of everything that hurt me.

The bracelet on the wrist is flowing with beads, God, are you playing with me, are you forcing me to make up my mind again, I already have Chen Feiyang's child, is it that little hesitation, can't I have it anymore?

His face was heavy, waiting for Shao Siwei's arrival.

I didn't show much of my thoughts, and quickly threw myself into dance rehearsals, and during the lunch break, Shao Siwei said, "Why are you so serious today, it feels like a different person." ”

I glanced at him and blinked, "Shao Shao, if someone tells you that you won't be able to dance after today, what will happen to you today?"

Shao Siwei replied after a brief thought, "Keep dancing and dancing, and dance all the dances you want to dance." ”

I nodded, yes, that's how I feel. If I'm pregnant, then after this race, I can't dance anymore, I have to raise a baby, so I cherish the time when I can still spin.

A handful of medicine in his hand was just about to enter his mouth, saying that it could remove freckle. Shao Siwei said, "These drugs are still taken less, and they all have hormones." ”

I was stunned for a moment, yes, I can't take medicine if I'm pregnant.

I poured the pills back into the bottle, Shao Siwei frowned, "What's wrong with you?"

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