I drove to the woman's house, knocked on the door outside, and when I saw that there was still no one in her house, I sat on the steps of the door and waited for her.

While I waited for her, I lit myself a cigarette and sat there watching the cigarette burn. I sighed in my heart. The reason why I slapped the girls at that time was because I misunderstood that she forced Sun Xue to have an abortion, and then caused Sun Xue to die. But later learned from the police that Sun Xue had been beaten violently before the car accident, resulting in a lack of mental distress and not paying attention when crossing the road, which led to the tragedy of the car accident. At that time, I just regretted that I shouldn't have slapped the girls, after all, Sun Xue's death had nothing to do with her. But just now Linda said by chance. reminded me that the personnel ladies could travel for so many days for Sun Xue's pregnancy, and even gave me such an expensive watch, how much she cherished the relationship between us. And the personnel lady values love and righteousness, and she is upright, it is absolutely impossible for her to do too much, so how can she force Sun Xue to have a baby

So. I rushed here, thinking that I must apologize in front of her. No matter what the relationship between the two of us is in the future, I slapped her, it just shouldn't be. As for Liao Jun, if the personnel girls are really willing to be with him, what else can I do except bless Thinking about this, half a box of cigarettes in my pocket is almost the same. Cigarette butts were scattered all over the floor.

At about this time, the figure of the personnel girl appeared at the corner of the stairs. The house she lives in is an old-fashioned building and doesn't have an elevator. When the personnel ladies saw me sitting on the steps, their steps immediately stopped, and the look in their eyes was still cold, and they seemed a little hesitant. I got up and looked behind her, but I didn't find Liao Jun's figure, so I breathed a long sigh of relief, and looked at her with a stiff expression on my face.

This was probably the only time the two of us had stared at each other since that day's fight. There is a younger brother in the periphery.

The air in the hallway was filled with the smell of tension, which gradually became a little more complicated, and the two of us stood there, neither of us speaking. Eventually, the ladies walked up to me and staggered to my door. I took out the key from under the pot and opened the door and walked in, I was dumbfounded, motionless and not saying a word. I turned my head to look at her, only to see that when she walked in, she didn't close the door, but left a crack.

I breathed a sigh of relief, quickly opened the door and walked in, turning to close the door. Take a look around. Finding that the personnel girls were squeezing juice in the kitchen, I walked over and leaned against the door, quietly watching her busy, still not speaking.

The personnel girls squeezed out two glasses of juice, took one by themselves, and left the remaining one on the board, and I took the remaining cup away with interest, followed her back to the living room, and sat opposite her. The smell in the air is more complicated, and under this complex smell, there is a nameless fragrance that seduces me and makes my heart stir. After tasting a sip of the slightly bitter juice made by the women, I immediately put the cup down, looked at the women with straight eyes, and called her: "Hongling." ”

The personnel girls ignored me, but drank the juice by themselves, teasing the little goldfish in the fish tank with aquatic plants.

I lowered my head and looked at the grass-green juice in front of me in silence, my lips twitching, I wanted to apologize, but I didn't know what to say in the face of the reaction of the people.

Suddenly, the personnel ladies looked up at me and asked, "Have you ever heard of a love song by Cangyang Gyatso?"

I shook my head, not knowing what she was saying.

The personnel ladies were stunned, and muttered in their mouths: "The young girl wants to come to the cold weather, the leaves and the dew are blue at night, the wasps are scattered and the flowers are gone, and the resentment is ruthless and the frost is a night." ”

After reading, the ladies took a sip of the juice, turned around and walked to the terrace, lying there looking at the night outside, leaving me a quiet and stable back in the present world. I savored the love song she recited, and my heart welled up with infinite emotions, and I looked up at her, but I didn't know what to do. Resentment is a love song full of hatred

I sat there in despair, as if I had been evacuated. The words that were originally ready to apologize disappeared at this moment, and all that remained was remorse, hesitation and remorse, regret that he shouldn't have been impulsive, and slapped the girls, let alone not believe her, suspecting that she was persecuting Sun Xue. Hesitating, hesitating about how to get along with the personnel girls in the future, there is still the watch she gave me behind me, whether to take it out and hand it to her in person now or put it down silently, turn around and leave.

Staring at the backs of the personnel girls, there are thousands of thoughts in my heart, and I suddenly feel that the woman in front of me is so strange, as if she is not like the crazy personnel girl who dares to love and hate. But all this, isn't it the result of my slap I pursed my lips and wanted to hand her the watch behind me, but before I could say anything, her mobile phone rang. She picked up the phone and chatted with the person over there for five or six minutes. Needless to say, the person on the phone must be Liao Jun.

Listening to their conversation on the phone, my heart hurt inexplicably, and I lowered my head and couldn't stop flooding with bitterness.

I kept laughing at myself in my heart, but my face was expressionless, and I didn't even know what I was thinking. Eventually, when she put down the phone, she suddenly turned around and looked at me with her eyes intrinsic.

I also quickly raised my head to look at her, my eyes were complicated and hateful. But unexpectedly, she suddenly smiled and said to me, "Do you want to know where I've been?"

I nodded sobly.

The personnel ladies said slowly: "After I left Yuyao, I first went to Nanjing, and after playing there for two days, I flew to Yunnan, and after playing in Dali for two days, I went to Lijiang and Shangri-La, I knew Liao Jun because I left a piece of luggage with him, and I went back to Dali from Shangri-La to get the luggage, and I wanted to go into Tibet." When Liao Jun heard about it, he gave me a lot of advice and lent me a lot of equipment. After I arrived, Liao Jun contacted his friend and asked him to take me to play in ** for a few days. After playing Lhasa, Mount Everest, and Shigatse, I thought about going to the next place, but I didn't know where to go. At this time, Liao Jun sent me a message and said that I should go back to Dali. I thought that there was nowhere to go anyway, and besides, I didn't have much fun when I first arrived in Dali, so I went back and stayed in Liao Jun's store for a week. He took me all over Dali, and then we went back to Shanghai together. ”

As she spoke, a smile slowly appeared on the corner of the girl's mouth, and she said to me: "Liao Junjun is really good, pays attention to the quality of life, and has a lot of interest in life." ”

Before she could finish, I stumbled to my feet. The personnel girls were also taken aback, and looked at me in surprise and surprise. Without hesitation, I took out the watch box from behind me, put it on the table, and opened the box, revealing the Patek Philippe 5270g lying quietly inside

When I saw this watch, the personnel girls took two steps back, and I let out a long breath and said to her, "I slapped you in the face, I was sorry for you." Actually, I wanted to apologize to you that day, but my eldest brother happened to be sick and hospitalized that day, and I had to take care of Bai Lu and my eldest brother, so I didn't have time. When I reacted and wanted to apologize to you, you left in anger and went back to your own house. I rushed to your house, I thought you would go back to Shanghai with me, but I didn't expect you to run to Nanjing halfway, there are a lot of things to do in the company, I can't find you anymore, I can't call you and send WeChat is also blocked, so this matter has been delayed until now. Now, I solemnly apologize to you. ”

After saying that, I bent down ninety degrees, lowered my head deeply and said, "I'm sorry"

Then, I held this position, not moving.

The personnel girls stood across from me, standing in place. I couldn't see her expression, only a tear falling silently on the floor, popping and splashing.

Seeing all this, I didn't move, but still bent over and kept my head down. It wasn't until three minutes later that I took two steps back, raised my head and looked down at her, I moved my lips and said, "I bless you for finding someone you like." I got this watch back from Zhao Lili, this one belongs to you, now that you have found someone you really like, then give it to him."

After saying that, I turned around and wanted to leave, but I found that my eyes were also a little moist at some point. Before I could react, a soft body suddenly came up behind me, and a pair of hands were placed in front of me, hugging me hard. My mind exploded, I turned around suddenly, and held the personnel girl in my arms, and the tears could no longer hold back.

Just now, listening to her Liao Jun, my heart was so bitter, aggrieved, and jealous Now, all these emotions have turned into tears and flowed on my cheeks. I hugged her and kept saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

I scolded myself and said I was a bastard and shouldn't have hit her. It's all because Sun Xue died suddenly that day, and I can't accept it in my heart, and I will definitely not do this in the future. But the personnel girls just lay in my arms, crying incessantly, crying louder and louder, and not saying a word. Perhaps, she also hides bitterness, grievances, and monstrous resentment in her heart.

Now, she has also turned all this into a howl and a bitter cry, and she has vented it all.

Gradually, her crying began to become smaller, and she said to me, you are not allowed to bully me in the future.

I said okay

She said, "Don't beat me."

I said, I'm going to beat you again, and you're going to tie me up and throw me in the Huangpu River to feed the fish.

She also said, no matter what happens, you are not allowed to doubt me, let alone scold me, quarrel with me, or lose your temper at me.

I nodded again, but she started crying again, she cried and said, you beat me that day, I was wronged when I thought about it.

I quickly slapped myself twice in a row, saying you can hit me.

The personnel girls didn't move, they just kept crying, and the more they cried, the more they cried. I was anxious and wanted to hit myself again, but she grabbed my hand and threw herself into my arms again.

After she completely vented the grievances in her heart, she sobbed and lay in my arms, motionless.

I stood there, kissing her hair, my eyes resolute.

Just now, I thought that I was going to lose her in this life, to lose that crazy girl who dared to love and hate, but now, holding her in my arms, listening to her crying, listening to her disapproval, I knew that the person who belonged to me came back to me. Perhaps, people cherish it more after losing it once. Now, I just want to hold her quietly and not think about all the annoying things.

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