117. Keeps you aggrieved for so long

The city was surrounded by a thick haze, and from the window, in the morning light, only the outline of the city could be faintly seen. Before you know it, the night has passed.

The shock of yesterday slowly receded from my heart, I washed my face with cold water, and when the cold liquid passed over my face, I realized that everything was not a dream.

I made a cup of coffee, integrated the information of Anthony's interview, changed into clean clothes, and went out early.

In fact, if you think about it carefully, I just blame myself for being too naΓ―ve, and besides, Mr. Lu also carefully hinted a few times before, but I was stupid and didn't figure it out.

Now, Yang Xiaofei has resumed her happy single life, which is a good thing, the last time I talked to my boss, she also said that I have a great future, I put my experience wholeheartedly on my work, maybe, in a few years, I will be able to gain a firm foothold in the fashion industry.

The Lord said that any experience is the cornerstone of your growth, and every psychological suffering is one step closer to victory. Therefore, Yang Xiaofei, for this year's year-end bonus, we have to rush forward.

Fortunately, Anthony, a first-class pet clothing designer, was more cooperative, the photographer and makeup artist's boss had already helped to get through, and Xiao Yang and my personal trainer in the interview team were not bad, and they had arrived 20 minutes before the end of the photo shoot, and everything was in order and very smooth.

The time that was originally expected to be six hours ended more than an hour early. Anthony and his boss went to the office, and I began to prepare the layout and content of the issue.

At lunchtime, Anthony invited his boss to lunch in the building opposite, and brought me with him by the way. I handed over the manuscript to the printing house and followed my boss to eat it. If I'm not mistaken, when I come back from lunch, I'll be able to see the sample.

At the dinner table, the boss and Anthony chatted very speculatively, and when Anthony heard that I had only been in the company for a year and had just become a full-time employee, his face immediately showed surprise. It turned out that my boss actually gave Anthony the pet creative costume we made last time, and he praised me without hesitation.

After lunch, Anthony asked his agent to hand me a poster for his upcoming pet costume contest and asked if I would be interested in participating.

I looked at the content and found out that the competition that Anthony was about to judge turned out to be the last time I inadvertently uploaded my work online. Anthony opened his mouth warmly and said with a smile: "Yang Xiaofei, the top three in this competition will have the opportunity to study in the United States, I have seen your works, and I have confidence in you." ”

I didn't expect that my casually designed pet clothes would be praised by the world's first-class masters, and when he said that, I really wanted to give it a try. But the most important thing right now is this topic, so my answer is to give it a try.

After sending Anthony away, my boss walked with me for a while, and she said earnestly: "Xiaofei, from the first day you joined, I watched you step by step, and I saw your efforts. But I see in you the persistence of a designer. ”

I didn't expect my boss to rate me so highly that I was a little overwhelmed.

Seeing that I was silent, she continued: "In our line of work, skill is one thing, but a person's philosophy will not change. You can combine design and public welfare with traditional culture, which is already something that many young people can't do. One day, if you have the opportunity to stand on the international stage, you must remember that your initial persistence. ”

"Director, this is still a long way off, I haven't thought that far. I laughed.

The director gave me a meaningful look and said, "Who knows, this issue of the magazine has been sent out, and our year-end tasks have been explained." I have faith in you. ”

The last time I was at the clubhouse, the director told me a lot about her experience, and this time, I always felt that she said these words as if she was saying goodbye to me.

When I was about to get on the elevator, the director looked back at me and said, "Xiaofei, I see that your face is very bad today." Remember, the body is the capital of the revolution, and at all times, it is necessary to be in a healthy state. ”

I nodded, thinking that my boss had to provide two houses a month and give her parents pocket money, and I felt that it was not easy for her to be alone, so I asked distressedly: "Director, you work so hard, why don't you find a husband?"

The director shook his head with a smile and said, "What's the use of a man? Xiaofei, you remember, at any time, you have to rely on yourself, a family, if you control the economy, you will have the initiative." Never rely on men, women, only by loving yourself well can you be respected and loved. ”

A word wakes up the dreamer. I think so much has happened during this time that I have almost forgotten the fundamental belief that maybe I should study like my boss, work hard to earn money, and take care of my parents.

As for...... Emotional things, sometimes in life must be there, and there is no time in life to force it.

The rich second generation has the world of the rich second generation, and I Yang Xiaofei also has my Yang Xiaofei's ordinary world, and being strong is the truth.

It's just Xiao Daxia, forgive me for not taking the initiative to find you now, I think, I owe you, don't bother, it's the best choice.

In the next few days, we each worked overtime for the magazine, and when the new issue of the magazine was put on the market, according to the data obtained by the director, the sales of this issue exceeded any previous time, and the total number of copies sold annually exceeded 100 million copies, and the proportion of sales this month actually stood at one-fifth.

When the president saw the sales, he wrote a 20,000-word annual summary to the headquarters, and according to the boss, the president also mentioned my name.

The celebration banquet was scheduled for Friday night, and my boss led the large army to set off half an hour early, and I discussed with my boss and invited the photographer and makeup artist and Xiao Yang to help with the interview.

Colleagues toasted each other, each telling their harvest and testimonials of the year, and after a few times, I was also dizzy from drinking.

The tight string was finally let go, and I finally understood that life without feelings can actually be fulfilling. It's just someone you haven't seen in a long time, are you okay now?

At midnight, those who go home go home, those who go to the night club go to the night club, and even the usually serious boss continues the nightlife. In fact, I admire my boss very much, he is crazy when he plays, and he is extremely committed when he is working, he can afford to put it down, and he has rich life experience.

Think about it more specifically, my Yang Xiaofei's life has clearly just begun.

As for now, take a taxi home.

Maybe it was because of the weekend, the traffic outside the clubhouse was very heavy, and I wandered around for a while, but I didn't get a taxi. On the contrary, his slightly drunk state is more serious.

I reluctantly took out my mobile phone, not knowing who hit my elbow, and I was already dizzy, and my body lost balance. The phone slipped out of my hand and I fell down myself.

A powerful hand suddenly appeared around his waist, and with a gentle pull, he pulled me to his chest.

"I'm sorry......" I looked up nervously, and at first glance, I was instantly stunned.

"It's a big night, why is it alone?" Xiao Shaofeng glanced at me calmly and said in a flat tone.

I shook my head, a lot of words stuck in my mouth, and I didn't know where to start.

When I got in the car, my mind cleared up a little. Xiao Shaofeng, who was beside him, naturally started the car and didn't say a word.

I pretended to be asleep, squinting against the saddle, only to notice my messy heartbeat.

From the clubhouse to the present, we only have one sentence of dialogue. I haven't seen each other for a few days, and it feels like it's been a long time. A hurried glance outside the clubhouse made my heart overflow with bitterness.

Xiao Shaofeng seems to have lost weight. The black coat was worn on his body, and he actually felt emaciated. In the past, his eyes were flying and domineering, but at that moment, his eyes seemed to be a bottomless black pool.

The car drove for a while and finally stopped. I opened my eyes and looked out the window of the car in a daze, and it turned out that I had arrived home.

Xiao Shaofeng hurriedly got out of the car, helped me open the car door, stretched out his hand, and said, "Be careful." ”

Do you have such a time? In front of outsiders, you laugh skillfully and pretend to be strong, but as long as one person says a word to you, you will have the urge to cry bitterly.

At this moment, I am.

Xiao Shaofeng helped me into the alley, and the cold wind blew and made my nose sour.

The alley is still this alley, the person, and the same person, but some things have passed.

When I got on the elevator, Xiao Shaofeng didn't let go of me, and I was dizzy and kept my head down.

Finally arrived at the door of the house, Xiao Shaofeng helped me into the door, he helped me to lie on the bed, and the sound of tinkering with tea sets was in my ears.

I buried my head in the pillow for fear he would see my tears.

"Drink some water......" Xiao Shaofeng sat on the edge of the bed, his voice was quiet and hoarse, "It's hot." ”

The more he did this, the more uncomfortable I became, so I waved my hand and said, "I can ...... myself You should go back early. ”

Xiao Shaofeng didn't reply immediately, and I heard the sound of him putting the cup aside. Suddenly, my arm was pushed, and my face was exposed to the light.

"What are you crying for?" Xiao Shaofeng said angrily, "Did you get wronged by Lu Mochuan......?"

Hearing the words "Lu Mochuan", I couldn't control my emotions after all, pursed my lips, and said, "Who is wronged." Isn't it you?"

"If you have something to say, what kind of trick is crying nose?" Xiao Shaofeng wiped my snot with a piece of paper and said, "Have you been wronged at work?"

I shook my head, reluctantly opened my eyes, looked at Xiao Shaofeng's face close at hand, saw that he was not shocked, and felt even more guilty, and finally couldn't control my emotions, and said: "Xiao Daxia, don't hide it from me, I know everything about you, I'm sorry for making you feel aggrieved for so long......"

ps: I grabbed a 2888 golden ticket today, (n_n) o~